Size (23)
I stood at the bus stop, not heading back to my studio apartment after school as usual, but instead making my way to Seo-hee’s house, which had become our temporary shelter. Unlike my place near the university, her home was a bit farther away, so taking the bus was a minor inconvenience. Still, it looked like we’d have to live like this for a while.
“So you just left her at home like that?”
“It should be fine. Seo-hee’s probably stuck to her like glue.”
Chae-yun sat on the bench at the stop, chatting with me while we waited for the bus. The main topic, of course, was I-ran and the green fruit—our biggest concern right now.
“Hmm… then how much longer will it take? You said you were absorbing the power of the fruit, right?”
“Well… it’s more like connecting what’s inside me with what’s inside Song I-ran. It’s progressing faster than I expected, but there’s still a long way to go.”
“…But is that really the right method? You said you just have to make her submit?”
“Nothing else comes to mind. I’ve experienced it myself, after all.”
The repeated act of drawing the light out from I-ran’s body and pulling it into mine. After doing it several times, I realized it felt slightly different from what I’d imagined. To be precise, it wasn’t so much about sucking the light in as it was about linking I-ran and myself together.
When whatever was inside I-ran first rejected the blue light I emitted, the massive shock had sent me flying—and along with that blue light, something had been taken from inside me.
“…Since that’s what happened, this must be the right way, right?”
“…Why does making her submit end up like that? Instead of wasting all that time, wouldn’t it be faster to just cut off two of her fingers? She’d probably come crying and begging right away.”
“Weren’t you getting close to Song I-ran?”
“Huh? Hehe, do you really think I actually became friends with that woman?”
“…No.”
A small, seductive smile curved Chae-yun’s lips as she narrowed her eyes. For some reason, it sent a chill down my spine. After watching how they interacted with various humans, I’d come to realize that to them, people were little more than dogs, cats, or pets. And even then, dogs and cats could be cute. People didn’t like dogs or cats that barked and bit at them. If even normal people felt that way, how much more so for Chae-yun and Seo-hee?
Chae-yun’s faint smile faded as she spoke again.
“So why did you just leave her there? Is her body your real goal after all?”
“…To be honest, I’m starting to enjoy it now.”
I confessed my true feelings to Chae-yun, who looked at me with open curiosity. At this point, saying something like “I’m just helping with the species propagation you asked for” sounded ridiculous even to me. If I was going to be honest, I might as well be completely honest.
What had once filled me with guilt now felt somewhat numb. Thinking back on how I’d clung to my petty pride and my last shred of humanity, all I could think was that I’d been putting on a ridiculous act. Something inside me was changing more and more, but I no longer cared.
Was this a late-blooming puberty? Or maybe a delayed case of chuunibyou? Or both?
I could feel that everything about me was changing rapidly. Ever since I learned the true nature of those flower petals.
“…Come to think of it, it started as something for species propagation, but it’s grown way bigger than that.”
“Too many weird things kept getting tangled up. It was chaotic.”
Chae-yun rested her chin on her hand, staring in the direction the bus should come from, and let out a sigh. I leaned my head against the stop’s pillar, sighed along with her, and continued.
The men in black iron masks who had shaken us to our core for a while. The biological weapons created using the flower petals. They all flashed through my mind. So did Dr. Jeong A-un, that neat, well-dressed man in a white coat who had seemed almost gentlemanly. The short conversation we’d shared and our brief fight already felt faded in my memory, like something from a year ago.
“…We don’t have to worry about them for a while.”
“Huh?”
“They won’t even have the energy to pay attention to us for the time being.”
Chae-yun’s expression asked, Why do you think that?
I had learned it while using my crisis detection during our conversation with Dr. Jeong A-un, sifting truth from lies. The lab was targeting the doctor, and the doctor was targeting the lab. With a goal right in front of them, would they really show internal division right in front of their target? I didn’t think a group full of smart people would do something so stupid. It must have been an unintended mistake.
The doctor would have to pour everything into fighting the lab, and the lab would be focusing all its attention on dealing with the doctor. That meant neither side had any mental bandwidth left to spare on us.
“…So for now, you can focus on increasing the numbers of your kind.”
“The bus is here!”
“…”
Whether she’d heard me or not, Chae-yun dashed toward the opening bus doors and hopped on. I scratched my head without saying anything and followed her aboard.
“Then keep the house safe while we’re gone.”
“What? Where are you guys going?”
Kim Seo-hee didn’t even answer. She simply put on her shoes at the entrance, opened the door, and walked out. The small girl named Na-bi, who had already put on her own shoes, stared at me blankly before speaking.
“We’re going to work. Other people will come soon, so just wait.”
“…Yeah. You’re way better than that bitch.”
Na-bi gave a light bow and followed the woman who had gone ahead.
“…So now what do I do…?”
I had sent the two of them out, but since I couldn’t leave this place, there was nothing for me to do. Normally I would have taken a request or two to kill time and earn some pocket money, but right now I couldn’t risk drawing attention from the people chasing me. I wasn’t supposed to be active for a while, and with nowhere to go outside, I was completely idle.
“…Haa.”
I sighed and looked around, but the empty room was simply quiet. I wandered aimlessly around the living room, then pulled out the laptop and browsed the internet. About twenty minutes passed like that. I’d already read all the new articles posted today, and any interesting issues had been devoured in an instant. When I realized I was just scrolling meaninglessly and rereading things I’d already read, I closed the laptop, flopped down on the desk, and let out a deep sigh of boredom.
“…I’m so bored.”
Money was coming in and everything was fine, but being left all alone like this was the worst. It was something I never would have imagined in the past… Wait. What had I usually done before?
Being alone had always felt natural to me. In fact, hadn’t I spent the last few years mostly by myself? And now I was feeling lonely? Something about that seemed off…
“…Must be my imagination.”
Sitting still like this was only making me have strange thoughts, so I stood up from the chair. As I rose, my eyes caught on a thin cord hanging from the edge of the dining table. Oh, right. I still had this.
I grabbed the remote connected to the rotor that was currently inside me, linked to my pussy.
“…”
I swallowed once, then very carefully, just a tiny bit, turned the rotor’s power on.
“…Mmm…♡”
My nerves focused entirely on the faint vibration I felt between my legs. The weak trembling inside me rubbed against my inner walls, creating friction that slowly began to heat up my lower belly.
“…This feels kind of good… Ah…♡”
Before I knew it, I was sitting on the sofa, savoring the small tremors coming from inside my pussy. I’d never done anything like this before—why did it feel so good…?♡
My legs began to tremble on their own. The sticky fluid leaking from my pussy soaked into the sofa and made my thighs feel slick. It was only on the first level. What would happen if I turned it up stronger…?
Some kind of irreversible curiosity began to stir inside me. It tickled the back of my chest, slowly creeping out. I tried to hold it back somehow. I was usually the type who couldn’t stand not knowing something, but this time I tried my best to endure.
“…Ugh…♡”
…But wait, why was I even trying to hold back?
Feeling good isn’t a bad thing.
It felt like a fog had settled over my mind. My vision grew hazy. Strength drained from my body, leaving me feeling incredibly… good…♡
“…Hehe…♡ Ahaha♡ W-what is this…?♡”
That’s right. Feeling good isn’t bad, is it? There was no need to hesitate or be afraid. What the hell was I doing?
My mind felt refreshingly clear♡
Breathing harder now, I carefully looked down at the remote in my hand. Slowly… to the second level…♡
“Nngh?!♡ Ahaa….♡ This is it….♡”
The vibrations grew much stronger. My legs clamped together involuntarily, and my head tilted back on its own. The plain ceiling seemed to sparkle and flash before my eyes. Saliva dripped endlessly from my pussy, soaking the lower part of my thighs.
The stronger vibration traveled along my inner walls and shook my brain. This was dangerous♡ If I kept going, I wouldn’t be able to think at all…♡
“Ahk?!♡ Hic…♡ Ahn?♡”
I had to stop. I had to stop, but it felt too good…♡ If I went any further, there’d be no turning back. A voice like that echoed in my head… but who cared about that? There was no way I’d stop this incredibly pleasurable way to kill time♡
The hallucination-like voice ringing in my head was completely drowned out by the moan I let out the moment I turned the rotor up to the third level.
“Nnghoooook?!♡ My, my pussy inside is so…?!♡ What is thiiiiis♡♡”
Just a tiny rotor no bigger than a bean was sending violent tremors through my entire body. What was this? I didn’t know something could feel this good. I didn’t know… but I wanted to know more♡
“Oongot?!♡ Hyahuuuughk?!♡♡ Ah♡”
This was bad. I couldn’t move even a single finger properly anymore. Not even the muscles in my face obeyed me. It felt like everything was being controlled by this tiny rotor inside my pussy. It should have felt unpleasant. It definitely should have…
“It feels soooo goooood♡♡”
Ah, I must be making an incredibly stupid face right now. I could feel drool running down my cheeks and sweat sliding down my neck. My love juices had already formed a puddle under the sofa. I could feel all of it, but my body wouldn’t move the way I wanted.
My belly was hot. Hot. So hot. I was going crazy. This wasn’t enough. Someone…!
My head and body felt like they were acting separately. The wave-like sense of discomfort enveloped my whole body, making me feel cold all over for a moment—except for one spot deep inside my belly, which burned as if it would burst into flames.
While I writhed in agony from the unknown sensation, my body somehow found the answer on its own. Without my conscious control, it began to soothe itself.
“Hogot?!♡♡ There, right there, press haaaard♡♡ Don’t stooop♡♡”
I was doing something bizarre—pressing hard on my own belly with my hands—but I couldn’t stop myself. No, I didn’t want to stop. It felt too good. The pressure on my lower abdomen spread the burning sensation throughout my entire body. That warmth embraced me completely and dropped me into ecstasy.
“Ah, ah, no♡ No♡♡ I’m, I’m gonna…♡♡”
My muscles began to contract. My body twitched and writhed. Something gathered inside me—and then it exploded.
“Oongohokuuuuuaaaaaaaa!?♡♡♡”
My body convulsed wildly. My lungs forgot how to breathe. That pure white moment felt like five minutes, or maybe an hour, but it was only brief. Soon my body collapsed limply onto the soft sofa.
“….That felt so goooood…♡”