Proof (2)
I imagined myself doing outdoor exposure. Wearing a skimpy white tank top and slightly too-small dolphin shorts with no underwear underneath, my voluptuous breasts and wide hips on full display. Then my friends would shove me forward, forcing me into a convenience store where a plain-looking part-timer—who seemed like he’d never dated a girl in his life—was working.
The clerk, who had been casually scrolling on his phone, glances up at me and freezes. Probably because my nipples are poking obscenely against the thin fabric, completely visible. His virgin gaze, sticky and hungry as if licking every inch of my body, makes my nipples harden again. Feeling goosebumps prickling across my skin in the wake of that stare, I pretend to browse the shelves leisurely.
Then, with an exaggerated “Oh!”, I bend down to grab something from the very bottom shelf. Of course, I don’t bend my knees. Instead, I keep my lower body pointed straight toward the clerk. The too-tight dolphin shorts ride up immediately, exposing the soft underside of my ass, then the slick, glistening outline of my pussy. A single thick strand of arousal drips down my thigh as well.
While rummaging through the shelf, I wiggle my hips seductively, like I’m putting on a show. The crotch of the dolphin shorts gets swallowed between my folds, and I feel the cool air kiss my bare slit. I’m savoring the delicious friction of fabric rubbing against my clit when the clerk approaches from behind.
“Looking for something?” he asks, pretending to be helpful as he presses his lower body against my ass. Between my eagerly raised cheeks, his hot, massive cock…
Ugh.
I snapped out of the fantasy and shook my head violently. Even if it was just in my head, the thought of being rubbed by a guy’s dick was absolutely disgusting. I was trying to swallow down the dry heave when Eun-jung’s voice reached me.
“…And apparently a lot of them post it on social media and beg people to leave insulting comments. They get off while reading stuff like ‘you disgusting whore’ or ‘I want to do all these dirty things to you.’”
“Whoa… there really is everything out there. We should test this too. …Actually, want to try it right now?”
“Huh?”
What was she talking about? I looked up at Han-na, wondering if I’d misheard.
And then—
“…Huh?”
My breath suddenly caught in my throat.
Han-na’s eyes, filled with utter contempt, stared straight into mine.
My vision narrowed. My heart hammered wildly. My mind went completely blank—huh? Huh?—that was all I could think. I staggered backward, gasping for air, but Eun-jung was right behind me, blocking any escape. Standing there under their scornful, contemptuous, belittling gazes, I felt utterly naked.
“Ah… haa, haa, haaah…”
I’m not that kind of person… I’ve been too scared to even masturbate until now. This is the first time anyone has ever touched my body like this…
But the excuses got stuck in my throat. Looking into those cold eyes, I started to believe I really was that kind of girl. …Maybe it was true. The way my body had become so insanely sensitive, the way I came like an idiot from the slightest teasing… maybe it was because I really was… a filthy slut…
“Okay, that’s enough. …How was it?”
“…”
Han-na’s eyes returned to normal. They were a little stiff, but they held warmth inside. Still, the memory of that icy stare lingered, overlapping with the present. Just thinking about it made my body shrink in on itself, my breath catching.
“…Seon-ah, are you okay? Look at me.”
“Ah, yeah…”
Han-na, who had come close without me noticing, cupped my cheeks and pressed her forehead to mine.
“I didn’t mean any of what I said… You know that, right? It was just a test… Did you hate it a lot? If you did, we won’t—”
“I-I liked it…”
“…Huh?”
Seeing Han-na’s eyes widen slightly, I realized I’d blurted out the truth.
“Ah, no. I mean… it wasn’t bad… You can do that again if you want.”
I tried to cover it up, pressing my thighs together tightly with my hands to hide how wet I’d gotten again. Hearing Han-na degrade me had felt like my heart was being squeezed—it hurt so much… but somehow, that feeling had been good. So good that I wanted to experience it again.
If I could feel it from something like that… what couldn’t I feel? I definitely didn’t have these kinds of tastes before…
Han-na tilted her head at my suddenly obedient behavior, then broke into a bright smile and ruffled my hair roughly.
“Aww, I worried for nothing? Then let’s wrap up the meeting here and go get something to eat.”
“Wait. Let’s organize everything we’ve talked about so far first.”
Eun-jung, who had already pulled out a notebook and started taking notes, spoke up.
“So first, we test whether she feels it from skinship between girls. Second… um, masochism? And third, we test if she feels it from exposure and humiliation play. The deadline will be… until the end of the second semester finals?”
“Yeah, that sounds good.”
“Hmm… We can keep doing the skinship stuff normally between the two of us. For the masochism test, I don’t think I can do it, so Han-na, you handle it when you have time. Outdoor exposure will need some clothes first, so let’s save that for later too.”
“Alright, perfect. Then it’s decided… What should we eat?”
“There’s a place right in front of here that…”
They were really going to do it.
Could I actually pull this off…?
Cha Eun-jung, who had approached me first when I suddenly fell into this world, lost and anxious, and became my friend. Our first meeting had been a bit rocky, but it didn’t take long to realize she was just a bit of a tsundere, and we grew incredibly close. Kim Han-na, who had become my emotional support during the hardest times. These were the friends who had held me up when I needed it most.
Of course, given how beautiful they both were, I had felt something like romantic feelings at first. After all, I was now able to casually hang out with girls who, back when I was still a guy, would have been completely out of my league. But once I fully realized I had to keep living as a woman… I carefully folded those feelings away deep in my heart.
Right now, all I wanted was to stay friends with Eun-jung and Han-na. I just hoped—modestly, earnestly—that they would stay by my side. Always.
That’s why I had to pass this test no matter what. No matter what happened, I would endure it. And then I would be able to face both of them proudly as their friend. I absolutely would.
“Then we’ll head in first.”
“Y-yeah… Be careful… uht… be careful going home…”
“…”
After eating an early dinner at the snack shop, we were saying our goodbyes. Cha Eun-jung suddenly grabbed Lee Seon-ah’s ass as she said farewell. Seon-ah couldn’t even protest; she just trembled with a bright red face, accepted the goodbye, and practically fled home.
…Was it really okay to torment such an innocent girl like this?
I stole glances at Cha Eun-jung’s face as we walked home together, but I couldn’t read what she was thinking at all.
“…If you have something to say, just say it.”
Her voice was perfectly flat, as if nothing had happened. I took a small breath and opened my mouth.
“Is this really the right thing to do?”
“What is?”
“But no matter how you look at it…”
“She’s clearly feeling it even without needing a test?”
“…”
I nodded silently. Seeing that, Cha Eun-jung let out a deep sigh, then spoke in a slightly lowered voice.
“I didn’t originally plan to do this either. When I first saw ‘that’ in the karaoke room, I was so shocked. But…”
“But?”
“…When I saw Seon-ah trembling with that lewd body and that lewd expression…”
A strange heat rose in Cha Eun-jung’s eyes.
“I couldn’t help wanting to torment her. If just touching one breast got that kind of reaction, what would happen if I touched both? What about her lips? Her thighs? Or maybe… her pussy?”
“Hey, people might hear…!”
I clapped a hand over Cha Eun-jung’s mouth and looked around, but fortunately no one was paying attention to us.
“Anyway, that’s why.”
She casually pulled my hand away from her mouth and smiled brightly at me.
“I just grabbed the opportunity when I saw it. And Seon-ah is completely clueless about this stuff… so with just a little coaxing, we can do whatever we want. Isn’t that amazing?”
“But that’s… then we won’t be friends anymore…”
“Friends…?”
Cha Eun-jung looked at the setting sun for a moment, then turned her gaze back to me.
“Yeah. Seon-ah is our friend. I don’t actually hate her right now. In fact, I like her a lot.”
“Then…!”
“But ever since that day, I can’t see Seon-ah as just a friend anymore. Every time I look at her, those lewd faces, those movements, that scent… they keep coming back to me and I can’t hold back.”
“…”
“You feel the same way, don’t you, Han-na?”
…I couldn’t deny it.
Lee Seon-ah, her face flushed as Cha Eun-jung touched her breasts, trembling delicately. Lee Seon-ah, both breasts being groped by us, sticking her tongue out and drooling as she came. Lee Seon-ah, openly rubbing her thighs together while nervously glancing at us, worried about getting caught. Lee Seon-ah, making that pathetic face as she approached orgasm. Lee Seon-ah, looking disappointed when we stopped right before she could finish. Lee Seon-ah, eyes glistening with tears as she looked up at me after I said those harsh things. Lee Seon-ah, who, after I comforted her and told her I was sorry, made a completely horny face as if begging for more.
None of it would leave my head.
…No. It wasn’t just that it wouldn’t leave. The truth was, I had wanted to pin her down right there. I wanted to grab both her wrists, push her to the floor, and devour those plump lips as much as I wanted. I wanted to touch and torment every inch of that beautifully sculpted, lightly tanned body like a statue, leaving my marks all over her. I wanted to see Seon-ah lying beneath me, calling my name desperately in that husky voice.
“…Han-na. Kim Han-na?”
“…Huh? Ah, yeah.”
“So what about you?”
“…”
She was right, Eun-jung.
“Let’s start tomorrow. …The test.”
I couldn’t see Seon-ah as just a friend anymore either.