Succumbing to the Temptation of Pussy Masturbation
“...Ow.” My head feels floaty, like it’s drifting in warm water. Even though I’m fully conscious, everything has this hazy, dreamlike quality. Yet through it all, the scorching heat blooming from deep inside my lower belly stands out with painful clarity. It feels like it’s gently, teasingly begging me to look at it… to pay attention… to touch.
“Seon-ah? Lee Seon-ah?”
“...Huh? Oh, yeah!”
The feeling of someone shaking my shoulder snapped me back to reality. I looked down to find Cha Eun-jung staring up at me from her seat with worried eyes.
“Wh-what’s wrong…?”
“...It’s lunchtime. We should go eat.”
“Ah…. Sorry. I must’ve zoned out for a second. I’m so sleepy lately.”
I gave her a sheepish smile and scratched my cheek with one finger. …Lately, these spacing-out episodes had been happening more and more. I’d stare blankly into space and unconsciously start rubbing my thighs together. I didn’t even need to think hard to know exactly why it was happening. My pussy had been throbbing insistently from inside me for the past few minutes, demanding attention.
“You’ve been doing that a lot lately. Are you not sleeping properly?”
“Y-yeah. It just sort of happened.”
“...I see. Is there anything I can do to help?”
The way Cha Eun-jung’s gaze seemed to flick briefly between my legs before returning to my face wasn’t just my imagination. She’d seen what I was like during midterms, so even if I made excuses, she probably had a pretty good idea of my current state. That I was being eaten alive by the desire to have my pussy touched and taken care of. That’s why she was offering. If it got too hard, she’d touch me herself.
But….
“I’m fine, I’m fine. Anyway, let’s hurry and go eat. Kim Han-na’s probably waiting.”
“...Yeah, okay.”
I brushed off her offer with a bright smile and stood up from my seat. I couldn’t let myself surrender to my pussy again. I was going to get my normal life back, no matter what. I made that firm promise to myself even as I deliberately looked away from the desire that only grew stronger with each passing day. Without realizing that turning away from it was nothing but a pathetic escape that did nothing to solve the problem.
And the price for that avoidance came back to me several times over before long.
I want to masturbate. I want to masturbate my pussy so badly. I want to completely lose my mind and spend the entire day doing nothing but that. I want to coat my fingers in sticky saliva, shove them inside my pussy, and thrust them in and out violently like I’m punishing a bitch in heat. I want to straddle a huge dildo that reaches all the way to my soft cervix and slam my hips down onto it over and over. I want to bite down on the handkerchief Kim Han-na left at my house last time, breathe in her scent as deeply as I can, play the masturbation video I recorded under Cha Eun-jung’s orders, and watch myself shaking and cumming from just one finger with jealous eyes while I… while I masturbate my pussy like crazy….
“Then for this problem… shall we have Seon-ah solve it?”
“Haa, haa… haat…♡”
Should I just masturbate right now? It’d be fine if it was just a little, right? Everyone masturbates a bit. So even though we’re in class, just touching my pussy a little wouldn’t be….
“Lee Seon-ah? Are you listening?”
“Y-yes…!”
I had been staring blankly ahead with my hand already slipping under my skirt. Only then did I hear the teacher calling me and shot up from my seat. The loud scrape of my chair echoed through the room, and I could feel every girl in class turning to look at me.
“...Nngh♡”
Their eyes slowly traveled up and down my body, as if they knew exactly what I’d been thinking about. The moment those blatant stares washed over me, heat exploded through my body from the inside, and my aching pussy gushed a thick spurt of slick into my panties.
…No, they wouldn’t look at me like that. I shook my head sharply to clear it, and when I opened my eyes again, the girls were just watching me with concerned expressions, not lewd ones.
“...Are you okay, Seon-ah?”
“Y-yes…. I’m fine, teacher. I was just lost in thought for a moment….”
“Ahem. Pay attention from now on. You may sit.”
“Y-yes….”
I sat back down, hiding my flushed cheeks behind the back of my hand. I really was losing my mind. In that short moment, I’d been thinking about masturbating in the middle of class? Get a grip, Lee Seon-ah. You weren’t that kind of girl before. This is just a temporary slip. You can go back to normal. I bit down hard on my lower lip and forced myself to pick up my pen, desperately trying to ignore how wet and sticky my pussy felt inside my soaked panties.
…But once the dam of reason had cracked, it was all too easy for it to collapse again. That very evening, using the excuse of wanting to rest and change my mood before dinner, I ended up touching my pussy after all.
“Haa… ah…♡”
The sensation of my pussy after going so long without touch was unbelievably good. I forgot all about eating dinner and just sat on the sofa, completely absorbed in rubbing my plump pussy lips.
After finally giving in and touching my pussy, I fell into a cycle of making every excuse imaginable to masturbate. A pretty girl on the street had glanced at my thighs, so I couldn’t focus on studying because I wanted to touch my pussy. The way my pussy rubbed against the chair through my panties felt too good. My friends had been worrying about my condition lately. I just wanted to masturbate. Whether we were in class or not, I would secretly slip my left hand into my mouth, lick it thoroughly with my tongue, then slide it under my skirt and slowly circle my bare pussy lips.
While carefully watching the teacher and the girls around me, I’d finally slide a finger inside with a wet schlick.
“Hngh…♡”
Thanks to the lube I always carried and had squeezed generously into my pussy in the bathroom during break, I could just barely manage to fit three fingers at once.
“Ugh, haat… haa, haaaat―♡”
I loved the feeling of my pussy being forcibly stretched wide. I loved the way my slick inner walls were carefully rubbed. I loved how my pussy clenched tightly around my fingers. I loved being stabbed deep inside, over and over. Even though I was the one doing it, even if the pleasure sometimes felt distant, the sensation alone was enough to make my pussy feel so incredibly relieved….
“Mmph, ngh… hnghh♡ Ngh, mmm…♡”
My moans kept getting louder without me realizing it, so I clamped a hand firmly over my mouth to stay quiet. With my sweat-slick thighs spread wide, back hunched, and eyes rolled slightly upward in a stupid, vacant expression, I masturbated my pussy furiously. Sometimes I’d think about Kim Han-na’s touch and thrust into myself so roughly that wet, obscene sounds filled the air. Other times I’d think about Cha Eun-jung’s touch and move slowly, teasing my dripping bitch pussy like it was in heat….
After secretly enjoying my pussy masturbation under the desk throughout class, the moment the academy schedule ended, I hurried home where I could masturbate without worry.
“Where did I put it yesterday…. Ah, found it.”
I roughly stripped off my sweat-soaked school uniform that I’d been wearing while masturbating all day and tossed it aside. I grabbed the bottle of lube from the table, sat down in front of the mirror, and….
“……I really do look like a pervert.”
In the mirror was a bitch in heat with an expression that said she’d grab the first person walking by and beg them to fuck her pussy right now. Beneath her beautiful yet vulgar face with long, dark brown hair, her enormous breasts—too big for even an adult man’s hands—were adorned with silver nipple piercings. Her once-defined eleven-pack abs had softened slightly from neglecting exercise, but were still decent. Her waist was tightly cinched without an ounce of fat, and between her widely spread thighs lay her tightly closed, glistening slit.
But the sight was so familiar that it barely stirred me. My eyes were fixed on my twitching pussy in the mirror. I slowly brought the bottle of lube to it, pushed the nozzle inside, and squeezed hard, flooding my insides with the slippery liquid. I spread some on my hand too, then pushed my fingers into my pussy without hesitation.
The moment my fingers began moving in and out with wet, squelching sounds, the bitch in the mirror—who had already been making an incredibly aroused face—shivered and clenched her pussy tightly around them.
“Nngh, ah, haat…♡ Pussy masturbation feels so gooood…♡”
I deliberately spoke the filthy words I would never say out loud when masturbating in public, using them as fuel while I stirred my pussy so vigorously that the lube made loud, wet schlop schlop noises. As if punishing myself for surrendering to my pussy again, or perhaps praising myself for honestly submitting to it, I thrust my fingers back and forth so violently that my palm slapped loudly against my mound.
“Hwehh, heh…♡ Hegh, hek… hegh…♡”
Like a bitch suffering from heatstroke, I let my tongue hang out long and made animalistic panting sounds as I lost myself in masturbation. Forcing apart my slick folds, I dug deep and gently stroked the deepest parts, then on the way out I’d curl my fingers slightly to scrape every ridge inside my pussy. Then I’d straighten my fingers again and plunge them back in deep….
While I was furiously fucking myself like that, something large and black suddenly caught my eye.
“Hek, hegh…….”
It was the dildo I had taken out yesterday on impulse when I wanted to masturbate, but had left alone because I knew that if I used it, there would be no turning back. The forearm-thick toy that Kim Han-na had personally chosen for me at the adult shop… it was holding my gaze like a magnet. Memories of how Kim Han-na had tormented my pussy with it all night long came flooding back, filling my mouth with drool.
…Come to think of it, just a little bit would be okay, right? Instead of fingering myself all day without being able to cum properly, it would be better to quickly satisfy myself with the dildo and be done with it. Yeah…. If it’s just a little taste….
I swallowed the saliva that had pooled in my throat with an audible gulp, and as if possessed, I reached for the dildo on the desk.