Chapter 42
Chapter 42
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Translator: penny
Chapter: 42
Chapter Title: Ji-hyeon Noona
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Ji-hyeon noona.
How did things end up like this with noona?
At first, I just thought of her as this crazy noona helping out with Ju-ha's insane plan.
And with the tattoo shop and waxing salon to boot... I thought she was some kind of genius.
But she wasn't at all. So I was a bit thrown off.
Pretty and kind.
She seemed flustered and scatterbrained, but still a good noona.
In a way, wasn't it thanks to her that things turned out this way with Ju-ha?
Should I be grateful for that... or resent her...
The first adult I'd gotten involved with since turning legal...
There was a bit of distance there, honestly.
Quite an age gap, and we only got tangled up because of OnlyFans—we weren't really acquaintances or anything.
Just... wow, big-tits noona, that kind of thing.
Ju-ha's got big ones too—do big-chested people just bond like that or something...?
She was nothing like the older sister figure I'd imagined.
Confident, experienced in the world, leading the younger guy along. Always one step ahead, knowing everything there is to know.
I'd pictured someone super mature like that... but Ji-hyeon noona was pretty far from it.
Twenty-three should be this cool age—confident, self-sufficient, making good money, fully part of society...
That's what I'd thought.
But the twenty-three-year-old noona right in front of me... she wasn't all that different.
Of course, more mature than us, but her fears were the same.
Getting lost and wandering around—she seemed just like us.
That's probably why she drew me in more. She felt similar.
And yet, it made me wary too. What if I ended up crashing like noona...?
"..."
What had noona been through?
What kind of people had she met? What kind of guys?
My heart settled calmly.
'Pant... pant...'
Noona, nestled in my arms, let out faint breaths.
Is a person normally this defenseless...?
Or does she trust me? Or is it just the booze making her like this...?
Like how noona needs someone to act spoiled with...
I need someone to act spoiled with too.
I buried my face in noona's chest.
A vast sense of maternal warmth washed over me. This is noona...
'Rustle.'
I grabbed the strap of her dress and pulled it down, exposing the top of her breasts.
Not even fully undressed yet, and already way bigger than Ju-ha's...
I swallowed hard and pulled the dress down to her midriff.
With a soft pop, noona's breasts were fully revealed.
In the darkness, her tits glowed white, stark against her otherwise tanned skin.
'...'
Chokingly huge.
So big they wouldn't hold their shape, threatening to spill downward. And yet such a pretty shape for something this massive...
Large areolas to match the big tits, pink spreading just right like peaches. Hiding treasures like these under her clothes...
Just imagining it made my dick throb painfully hard.
I cupped one gently—it was warm.
Flesh radiating body heat...
Feeling the urgent pulse in my cock, I kneaded it slowly.
Just this much.
This should be enough.
Just fondling her tits while rubbing my lower half against noona's skin...
What noona really wanted was what I was most curious about.
Did she bring me here thinking it'd be okay if it went this far?
Or did she think Jun-hyeong wouldn't do that, so it was safe?
I really have no idea. Women are impossible to read. Guys think once they get this far, it's okay to go all the way...
Even drunk, they'd hold back at least that much...
Pre-cum was drooling out nonstop.
What if I just thrust in?
My cock shaft had been nestled between her thighs for ages now.
Smooth... moist entrance to noona's pussy.
Just rubbing against her protruding mound was dizzying.
Pretend I can't help it, fake a slip-up and shove in—what then?
I aligned my glans with noona's pussy hole.
Dangerous thoughts kept dominating my mind.
Squelch—just grinding the tip against her entrance, and I could feel it parting slightly.
That hole twitching like it was breathing...
I haven't put it in... but isn't this basically sex already?
Practically the same thing, right?
I pressed my glans right against her hole again.
As if welcoming me, it quivered faintly and winked.
I rocked my hips back and forth a bit. Make it look like an accident and slide in.
My piss slit twitched. It felt like it'd cum and thrust up any second, writhing desperately.
"Ha..."
My breath came hot.
It'd feel so good to plunge in deep. I'd probably blow my load right away.
Rubbing against her inner walls, pistoning up and down—it'd feel like dying.
Tomorrow's not a workday anyway... it'd just feel amazing.
What would noona do?
If I thrust in and shake wildly till I cum, would she panic and sit up?
What would she think seeing my cock joined to her crotch?
Would she obediently go along? Her huge tits jiggling as she pants uhn, uhn, helplessly matching my rhythm?
Or would she tear up and try to push me away?
Beg me to pull out? Tell me not to cum?
Or maybe just resign herself with a defeated look.
Even as I shake my hips like a monkey, would she give everything up and let me have it all?
Thinking that's just how guys are and flop limply like a doll?
"Ha..."
I rocked my cock up and down.
Couldn't bring myself to insert—just dipping the glans low then high,
aligning it with her hole over and over, thrusting uselessly into empty air.
Scared... felt like I couldn't cross that line.
Sometimes the glans dangerously aligned to slip in...
Even when that sticky, perilous texture teased my urethra like it'd gone in...
It never fully did.
That was my limit.
"..."
Noona's eyes fluttered open again.
The face of the kind noona I knew.
"Mm... uhn..."
Like she'd sensed my cock, noona reacted slowly.
Still drunk? Or sober but dazed in half-sleep...?
She just rocked limply with my movements.
"Ha... hak..."
Seeing her face stirred my impulses again.
I wanted to slam deep and cum, watch her expression change.
Watch her gasp in confusion, clueless about what's happening, trying to push me off.
"Uh... uh..."
Pretend she's someone else... like some girl named Chan-yeong.
Cum, clean up, and play dumb after.
Dark thoughts crept in. Yeah, I'm not a good person. Just a loser who stays quiet and obedient, so I seem nice.
Having these fantasies in this situation? Definitely not a good guy.
If I were good, I wouldn't even be doing this.
"Hoo... hngh..."
Noona slowly reacted, stroking my head.
Like praising me. Like she admired how well I was holding back.
I buried my face in her body.
Too warm to pull away.
"Uh..."
Slowly, the urge to cum built in my cock, which had just been mindlessly rubbing her entrance.
Thankfully, no disaster struck.
Like praising me, noona slowly stroked my cock with the soft flesh of her inner thigh.
The mere touch felt like it'd make me cum... not fully satisfying, but...
"Noona..."
No reply.
Is she doing this in her sleep, or awake?
Won't speak, so I can't tell. Maybe she'd accept whatever I chose...
My hips shivered at her encouraging strokes.
I couldn't read noona's eyes, just staring quietly. Panting, I gripped her ass tight.
"Ah... euk."
Squirt. Splurt.
Trembling between her thighs.
My cock throbbed, squeezed tight, spurting semen.
I felt the thin cum hitting the blanket's edge with soft plops, dripping down.
Sorry...
I mumbled softly. The blanket must be a mess.
Inside was cum-soaked... gross, but my dick kept moving. Like it just wanted to rub.
"Haa..."
Noona let out hot breaths too, hugging me again and stroking my head.
Yeah... this much is okay. This much...
Tension drained from my body.
I rubbed against her like a spoiled kid, eyes closing. Drowsiness hit instantly.
Cum... so gross.
The sticky cum clinging to noona's body and the blanket...
From thighs to calves, all slimy and tacky...
The more I rubbed, the more it thinned and stuck...
But I stayed like that.
Just enjoying the state we were in.
Seeking comfort from noona, I kept nuzzling into her embrace.
Nape, armpit, breasts...
Feeling the rising heat, I closed my eyes.
Just feeling noona's skin was good.
Dirty but warm. For a long time... like dozing, like deep sleep, boundaries blurred.
It felt like being comforted.
A few days passed.
I still felt dazed.
That morning...
Noona said nothing.
I couldn't think of what to say either.
The body I'd been holding felt a bit sweaty, like from mild fever.
Noona got up first.
Squelch—the blanket was wrecked.
Still, noona said nothing. Just smiled faintly.
With our messy bodies, noona staggered to the bathroom... I heard her washing for a while.
I just lay there blankly, unable to move.
Was what I did right or wrong...? Good or bad...?
Couldn't figure it out, so I just kept thinking about it.
Would she have let it slide if I'd gone all the way?
Or would that have ended everything?
Endless unanswerable questions bubbled up. What if I'd chosen differently...? First time in life I'd wondered that.
What result would that have brought...? An obsession to turn back time and try another path...
"Ha..."
That weird night ended with morning's arrival.
Noona washed up, I did too, dried off, and came out.
Noona's scent still lingered on me.
Noona just patted my butt lightly.
Words rose to my throat, but I couldn't ask. Felt like I shouldn't...
Awkward vibe, but not bad.
At least noona didn't seem to cut me off...
But for some reason, the thought that she would've accepted even if I'd just done it wouldn't leave my head.
Not regret. Just curiosity about what the right answer was in that moment.
"Ah---."
I slammed my head on the desk and closed my eyes. Can't focus on class at all...
Till the seniors dragged me off for soccer... my mind stayed tangled.