Chapter 108
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Translator: penny
Chapter: 108
Chapter Title: The Spark of Curiosity
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Eunbit finished her preparations.
Pretending to sleep, she turned off the lights in her room, climbed into bed, and pulled the blanket up over her face.
She slipped in her wireless earbuds.
Under the covers, she adjusted her phone's brightness just right and launched the OnlyFans app that Sujin had installed on it at her house.
She auto-logged in using the ID and password Sujin had entered.
‘Oh. It worked.’
Eunbit had never really been interested in sex before.
There had been that shocking time in middle school when someone played porn on the classroom TV, forcing her to see it against her will. The idea of a man's thing thrusting in and out just felt gross somehow.
But after getting sick, her thinking changed.
Realizing she might never get to try it in this lifetime made the regret swell up inside her.
If pain was part of nature's order, then sex was just a natural act for reproduction.
The regret only grew.
Eunbit knew full well that her looks were always on par with Kim Sujin's among her friends.
‘Die without ever trying with a face like this?’
What a waste.
‘Such a shame.’
And after what happened at Sujin's house yesterday, that growing regret had morphed into curiosity right before her eyes.
‘Would it feel good if I tried it?’
When she'd watched the video at Sujin's house, her heart had pounded and her crotch had gotten wet.
She realized that was sexual arousal for the first time in her life.
‘How does something that big even fit inside?’
Wasn't it originally edited big with AI?
‘No, I saw the original video.’
But in the original, she'd only seen sucking, not the insertion.
Did that really go in?
‘On OnlyFans, they don't use condoms.’
Ah, right.
Sujin had said all three of them had birth control procedures.
‘I... probably couldn't, right?’
If she did it with Minwoo, they'd probably have to use a condom.
‘But Sujin said it doesn't hurt without one.’
How did Sujin even suck something that big?
Eunbit recalled the video of Sujin skillfully sucking Minwoo's thing.
‘Was she good at it from the start? How did they film the first one? What do they talk about while doing it? Do they record the conversations too?’
She was full of questions.
Under the blanket, Eunbit found the very first video on the Violet Muse channel and hit play.
The faces of the man and woman in the video were unmistakably Minwoo and Sujin.
It felt just like secretly peeking in on Kim Minwoo and Kim Sujin doing it.
The first video was shot from below, with Minwoo filming Sujin as she moved awkwardly on top.
She was instantly immersed.
All at the same time.
Unaware that Kim Minwoo was staring at her phone screen.
*
Late at night.
I had Eunbit's phone screen up on one side of my monitor while playing a game.
When she'd come over to Sujin's house, she'd connected to the Wi-Fi, and an update had automatically hacked her phone afterward.
‘Jackpot.’
I'd debated whether to peek at her phone but decided to go for it—of course, for good reasons.
For one, I was curious how Sujin had explained our relationship with the three of them to Eunbit.
And I wanted to know exactly what state Eunbit's body was in right now.
If I had to make another lame excuse, she'd watched my videos without permission yesterday, so why shouldn't I check her phone?
‘But... is she planning to watch everything?’
It had been over an hour since she started on the Violet Muse channel videos, and she was still going.
‘Well, well.’
Every time a creampie scene, Sujin swallowing my cum, or them talking all lovey-dovey like a couple came up, she kept rewinding the progress bar to rewatch.
A bit later, she moved on to Pink Diva—Yujeong's channel.
She was getting used to watching porn, now skipping straight to the highlight scenes.
Still, she never missed any subtitled dialogue scenes, hunting them all down.
‘Makes sense—more voyeuristic since she knows them.’
Ding.
I instinctively checked my phone.
It wasn't my phone—the sound came from the computer.
Specifically, a KakaoTalk message had arrived on Eunbit's phone.
Kim Sujin: By chance, did you watch our videos?
Eunbit hurriedly closed the OnlyFans app and paused on the screen before tapping the chat with Sujin.
She was probably deciding on a reply first to clear the notification badge.
After a brief hesitation, she tapped the chat with Sujin.
The badge vanished as the chat opened.
The keyboard popped up at the bottom of the screen, and Eunbit, typing a bit slower than her peers, sent a reply.
Eunbit: No, not yet
Eunbit: Was gonna tomorrow. Why?
Kim Sujin replied right away.
Kim Sujin: Oh, really?
Kim Sujin: Weird
Kim Sujin: Then who's using our shared ID right now?
Kim Sujin: The girls aren't.
Eunbit froze, not moving a muscle for a moment.
Kim Sujin: Hacked? It says active. Gotta report it
The cursor just blinked in the message input.
Eunbit hesitated a second, then sent Sujin a single character.
Eunbit: ㅠㅠ
The badge cleared instantly, and Kim Sujin replied.
Kim Sujin: lolololololol
Kim Sujin: Just testing lololol
Eunbit: No
Eunbit: Just peeked a bit
Eunbit: (😭 crying emoji)
Caught red-handed.
Kim Sujin: Yeah, yeah, sure
Eunbit: For real ㅠㅠ
Kim Sujin: Stop watching and sleep early. Gotta take care of your health
Eunbit: I'm still fine for now
Kim Sujin: You know Cafe Honeyed's closed tomorrow? Telling you in case you planned to come
Eunbit: Didn't know. Was gonna go. Thanks
The chat paused briefly, then Eunbit continued.
Eunbit: Wanna ask something
Kim Sujin: (drool drool emojis)
Eunbit: You trust me?
Kim Sujin: ?
Eunbit: What if I tell classmates or someone?
Exactly.
Typical Kim Sujin.
Kim Sujin: You already saw the ones on the computer—what can I do
Kim Sujin: And I trust you
Eunbit: Liar
Eunbit: You showed me to do it with Minwoo >_<
Kim Sujin: Not at all. Totally up to you
Eunbit pondered for a moment before replying.
Eunbit: Won't tell anyone, don't worry. No one to tell anyway
Kim Sujin: See any feedback-worthy stuff?
Eunbit: A few in the first video
Eunbit: Gets way better later?
Eunbit: Channels share a worldview. Would be fun if they crossed over? Like YouTubers guesting
Look at that.
She's definitely interested.
She's opening up, talking more.
Kim Sujin: Guest on other channels? Rotate while keeping just Kim Minwoo?
Eunbit: Isn't porn like that? Idk
Kim Sujin: You know it pretty well?
Eunbit: Nope
For someone who doesn't watch porn usually, she had pretty good instincts.
Eunbit: Got more. Will tell you Monday
Kim Sujin: Seeing our class prez, you got real talent
Kim Sujin: Shame. If your health was good, I'd add you to the team right now
Oh, Kim Sujin.
Don't even joke like that.
What if she gets scared and stops coming to the cafe?
We'd just started trying to get close again after middle and high school.
‘Huh? Wait. What.’
Eunbit was typing a message.
-If I did it, I'd surprisingly do well
She deleted what she'd typed and sent something completely different.
Eunbit: What? Eww
This meant she was seriously debating whether to do it or not.
Or not.
Was I imagining things?
Kim Sujin: Joke~
Kim Sujin: Don't watch too much. Wears on the bones
Eunbit: Just peeked for feedback. Not anymore
Kim Sujin: Yeah, come to the cafe Monday
Eunbit: Yep, Monday
Kim Sujin: I'm off to bed
Eunbit: Night
The conversation ended.
I couldn't forget the sentence Eunbit had almost sent Sujin midway.
-If I did it, I'd surprisingly do well
This wasn't the Eunbit I knew.
She'd been the pure, studious model student who only cared about school.
Now that her illness made it so she might never do it, regret had formed.
‘Eunbit...’
Eunbit finished chatting with Sujin and went back to watching Pink Diva videos.
‘Stop already and sleep. You're not well.’
I picked up my phone.
I wanted her to sleep now, so I boldly decided to message her.
After minutes of agonizing, I finally mustered the courage for a first message.
Me: Asleep?
Aaaah.
I smacked my own head for only being able to think of something this lame.
Sending it made me feel like some clingy ex-boyfriend.
I checked Eunbit's phone screen through the monitor.
My message was clearly at the top, but she ignored it and kept watching videos.
‘...Damn.’
Harsh.
She'd replied to Sujin instantly.
Guess I still had more distance than Sujin.
A moment later, Eunbit closed OnlyFans and opened KakaoTalk.
She sent a reply.
Eunbit: Nope ^^
Hehe.
I smiled.
Me: Pretty shocked yesterday, huh?
Me: Probably looks weird, but it just kinda happened like this
Me: Didn't expect Kim Sujin to spill it all
Eunbit: ^^ Saw a few videos
Me: Aaaah don't watch
Eunbit: lololol
Eunbit: Why? You told me to watch and give feedback before leaving
I was biting my nails, which I never did.
I was dating Yujeong, but first love was still first love.
My heart was ticklish.
Me: If you watched... anything else to fix besides what I said then?
Eunbit replied right away.
Eunbit: Background feels kinda monotonous? Same places every time?
Eunbit: Can't do it secretly on the rooftop or some hidden outdoor spot?
Me: Ooh
Outdoor play right off the bat?
This girl.
Made me curious how far she'd evolve with more porn data.
Me: Great idea
Me: Will try in next video
Eunbit: Just saying nice things to make me feel good?
Me: No
Me: Really good
The badge cleared, but no reply from Eunbit.
I peeked at her phone through the computer.
She was typing a message.
-Wanna try it too
Huh.
Eunbit frantically deleted it and typed something else.
Eunbit: Got more ideas
Eunbit: Will tell you at the cafe next time
Eunbit, who I hadn't seen in a year and a half, giving me ideas on how to film porn.
How did things end up here?
With Sujin sharing the secret, it felt like Eunbit was stepping boldly toward me too.
‘Maybe.’
Maybe the isolation and loneliness hurt her more than the illness itself.
Me: Got it
Me: Let's meet at the cafe Monday if you can
Now go to sleep.
Eunbit sent another message.
Eunbit: Minwoo
Eunbit: Don't tell the others?
Eunbit: Honestly
Honestly?
Honestly what.
I waited quietly for her reply.
The message came.
Eunbit: Honestly, seeing those three totally helpless to you in the videos
Eunbit: Felt kinda satisfying
My lips curled up involuntarily.
Hearing the one person who'd tried to save me from those three say that felt good.
It was like repaying her expectations.
Me: lololol
Me: You still watching by any chance?
Eunbit: Not now
Me: Hey
Me: It says logged in on another device
Eunbit quickly logged out of OnlyFans and closed the app.
Eunbit: The earlier one stayed logged in ^^
Me: Ah, gotcha
Me: Sleep early
Me: Have a good Sunday~
The badge cleared, but no reply from Eunbit.
A moment later, the screen went to sleep mode.
She'd probably lain down to sleep.
‘Okay. She's asleep. Plan successful.’
I checked some contents on Eunbit's phone.
From chats and recorded calls with her parents, I gathered some info.
Her health was worsening, but still just slowed movements.
She could walk without a cane but used one just in case.
If it got worse later, her muscles would fail completely, leaving her unable to even speak.
‘Isn't there a way?’
I flopped onto the bed and stared blankly at the ceiling.
‘If my dick really is a magic dick...’
I wished I could heal Eunbit too.
Grabbing my crotch, I waved it like a magic wand.
‘Abracadabra!’
I let out a hollow laugh at my own ridiculous antics.
What nonsense.
Time for bed.
I pulled up the covers and closed my eyes.