The Daily Life Heading Toward Corruption (1)
The Daily Life Heading Toward Corruption (1)
Chirp chirp chirp.
The sound of birds singing.
Thump...♥
After rubbing my pussy against the pillow, I blankly lifted my head. The morning sun rising between the buildings was sending dazzling rays of light into the room through the window.
With a bleary-eyed look, I glanced around the sunlit room and thought.
'Ah, I'm screwed.'
Lee Jin-ah, 21 years old.
Have to go to school the next morning, but masturbated all night.
*
"Phew..."
Well, I managed to get out somehow.
I washed my body, dirtied from masturbating all night, and even while nodding off sleepily, I neatly put on my underwear and clothes.
Far from tidying my room, I couldn't even dry my hair properly and had to dash out of the house. The start time for the first class was getting closer by the minute, and I also had to buy something on the way up to school.
But even though I was in a hurry, this was a bit much. I fiddled unnecessarily with the cap I had pulled down low.
My still-damp hair fluttered and tangled in the spring breeze. Even though it was minimized because I didn't wear it in my usual straight style but tied it in a ponytail today...
"Was it this way?"
Stopping the pointless thoughts, I quickened my pace even more. Today's commute to school was scheduled to be a bit longer than usual.
Following the faint memories I had from occasional walks, I headed to the pharmacy.
I was going to buy the After-pill I couldn't get last night.
'Good thing I'm not going to the OB/GYN. If I buy it and go up, I'll barely make it without being late.'
Originally, the After-pill was something you could only buy after first visiting an OB/GYN, getting examined by a doctor, and obtaining a prescription.
But now the law had changed. Thanks to that, you could buy it just by getting a prescription from the pharmacist at the pharmacy.
'Come to think of it, is this also thanks to the TS disease...?'
The emergence of a disease that completely upends a person's life also greatly changed the society formed by those individuals. The revision of related laws was part of that.
If you ask how the occurrence of the disease influenced the law revision, you have to go a bit deeper.
The symptoms of the TS disease included a few more things besides gender transition, side effects you could say.
Typical examples were appearance adjustment and the maximization of sexual desire.
The law revision was a butterfly effect caused by the latter side effect.
That some TS disease patients would acquire a level of sexual desire they couldn't rationally control was already a proven, self-evident fact within academia.
Because of this, there was some noise in the early days of the TS disease outbreak.
Because cases of sexual assault by TS disease Mutated individuals surged.
Because of this still ongoing problem, the perception of TS disease Mutated individuals isn't very good.
Anyway. The law changed around that time too.
As the number of sexual assault cases increased, the law changed so that victims could more easily avoid unwanted pregnancies.
Just that level of story.
Please don't ask why I know this in such detail...
It was on the midterm exam. Any more detailed explanation beyond this is omitted.
Forcing away the wretched memories from a few weeks ago that were forcibly flashing back, I opened the pharmacy door.
Ding-a-ling-
"Welcome."
"Hello. By any chance..."
The words 'I want to buy emergency contraception' swirled in my mouth.
This is practically confessing that I, well, received a creampie yesterday, isn't it? For some reason, an inexplicable embarrassment made my face burn hot.
Meanwhile, time passed, and class time drew nearer.
I even felt a presence behind me. Someone was loitering outside the pharmacy...
"...Af, After-pill... can I get one...?"
No matter how introverted I am, if you push my back this much, I can do it. I finally spilled the words that had only been swirling in my mouth to the Pharmacist-nim.
"Yes, here it is."
"How much is it...?"
"It's 10,000 won."
Thinking it was cheaper than I expected, I held out my card, but.
"One moment. There's something I need to confirm before you purchase it."
"Wha...? Wha...?"
A refusal, and a question came back.
A question that was completely absent from, completely unanticipated in the conversation simulation I had run in my head.
That was too harsh for a capital I like me. Wondering what would come next, I tensed my body to the maximum and listened intently to his words.
"According to current laws and regulations, I have to ask the reason for purchasing the emergency contraceptive pill."
Ah... Ah. That?
My heart, which had been pounding wildly, calmed down sharply. I'm an expert in this area too, coincidentally it's my major.
Come to think of it, this appeared as an incorrect multiple-choice option on the midterm, why had I forgotten until now?
"Yes. Can I tell you right now?"
"Please feel at ease and tell me. We ask because if it's a matter related to a sex crime, we have to take measures."
That's easy. I just have to tell the truth.
Of course-
"...Uh, I... last night..."
"Patient?"
Of course...
"A wom... no, sorry, a slip of the tongue. Ahem, with my boy... boyfriend... the condom... the condom tore."
"Yes, confirmed. That kind of thing is common, so you don't need to be so embarrassed. In the case of emergency contraceptive pills, you must take them within a maximum of 72 hours after vaginal ejaculation for them to be effect-"
The Pharmacist-nim's kind explanation didn't really register.
I was tired, and I had things to think about.
Why did I protect that futanari by telling such an unconvincing lie...?
"......"
"Patient?"
"Ah, yes. I was listening."
"It didn't seem like you were listening much. Let me explain aga..."
"Ah, sorry, but I'm in a bit of a hurry to get to class now..."
"Sigh... I'll tell you again quickly. This time, please listen well."
I got scolded by the Pharmacist-nim while having strange thoughts.
I was being too unnecessarily sensitive... Why did I do that?
"Did you understand?"
"I understood. Can I take it here and go?"
"Of course."
Even while swallowing the pill with a glass of water, I thought about the reason I protected her.
If I just said here that I was sexually assaulted by a futanari, it would all be over.
I'd return to my daily life, and the futanari I met last night would be taken by the police. That would be the end.
Squueeze...♥
Is this also a side effect of the pill, my uterus clenching tightly.
Trying hard to ignore the heat rising in my lower abdomen, I kept pondering, but only the thought that I didn't know came to mind.
I was too tired now, my head wasn't working well. Surely, the reason I can't come up with an answer is because of this.
"Did you take it? Can you open your mouth so I can check?"
Bleh-
"You took it well. You may go now."
"Thank you."
"If anything feels wrong with your body, be sure to go to the hospital."
"Thanks for your concern. I'll be going now."
Ding-a-ling!
I practically burst out of the pharmacy's glass door. I had glanced at my watch earlier, and time was really tight.
Feeling the time limit chasing me right up to my chin, I whipped my tired legs.
Overworking my trembling legs felt absolutely awful.
As for why they were trembling... I didn't really want to think about it because it reminded me of that obscene mess I saw when I opened the front door and left the house.
Actually, it wasn't just my legs. It felt like my whole body was screaming.
Twenty years living as a man, one year living as a woman. It wasn't that I had never pulled an all-nighter during that time.
But this was the first time I had pulled an all-nighter doing something like masturbation.
Originally, sexual activity is an act that causes significant physical exertion. Since I did it all night, the time when I should have been recovering my stamina.
Purely, my stamina was completely drained, like a used-up battery hitting rock bottom.
And above all, because I spent the night doing something shameful like masturbating, it induced self-loathing in me.
It seriously felt awful, but I had to preserve my grades.
In many ways, even though my body had reached its limit, I pushed forward stubbornly and reached the lecture hall.
The time I arrived was quite tight; since class start wasn't far off, the lecture hall was almost full.
Normally, I would have chosen one of the empty seats in the front... well, not the very front, but around the second row without hesitation. But today was a day when falling into a sweet sleep during class was almost certain.
So I didn't even bring my materials. I left my bag, which still smelled of semen, at home.
'Should I have brought it to use as a pillow?'
Blankly thinking that, I crossed the lecture hall, which was bustling with the chatter of students.
The seat I grabbed was a relatively remote seat located around the middle, with many empty seats around it, a place where other students and I myself could be at ease.
Not even a few dozen seconds after I entered the lecture hall, the Professor-nim came in. The Professor-nim standing at the podium began taking attendance, carefully examining the students' roster.
"Lee Jin-ah?"
"...Ssshhheeeu...ssshhheeeup...?"
"Lee Jin-ah? Is she not here?"
"Ah yes! Professor-nim! I'm here!"
Unable to hold back a yawn, I dozed off for a moment and barely answered the Professor-nim's check.
Then I slumped back onto the desk. Even trying to hold on by gripping the edge of the desk with my hand was futile.
Now that attendance was over, it seemed my duty in this class was done.
With the tension finally released from my body that had reached its limit, my body began to methodically proceed with the sequence of forcibly shutting down consciousness.
My eyelids weighed a thousand pounds and my head weighed ten thousand pounds. Soon, a flickering field of vision.
Feeling dizziness and a slight headache, I buried my head completely.
Once the last line of resistance collapsed, it didn't take long for my body to fall into sleep.
Still, I had a conscience and tried to resist as much as possible, but it was insufficient.
Flickering consciousness. The names the Professor-nim called out passed by rapidly.
The first letter of the calls, from Lee to Cha, from Cha to Pyo. After Pyo came Han.
"Han Chae-eun? Han Chae-eun?"
For some reason, my head jerked up at the name the Professor-nim called.
"Han Chae-eun, is she not here?"
At the Professor-nim's question, everyone looked around.
Instead of looking around like everyone else, I stared intently at the seat she always sat in.
First row, center. The seat right in front of the Professor-nim's podium. A seat where if you just lifted your head, you could make eye contact with the Professor-nim, and even simple mutters would be heard by the Professor-nim.
For a typical student, it was naturally an avoided seat. No student enjoyed excessive contact with the Professor-nim.
...If you ask what Han Chae-eun-ssi is, I have nothing to say except that exceptions exist everywhere.
Anyway. She, who voluntarily sat in that burdensome seat, was an amazing person who could only be described as truly perfect.
Her studies were to the extent of overwhelmingly surpassing the second place and claiming the Department Ace position, and they say her physical strength surpasses that of most men.
In public matters, she has the charisma to sway people, while in private places, she treats others kindly.
To seniors or Professor-nims, she treats them with excellent etiquette, and to juniors or peers, she guides them gently.
She hard-carries group projects alone, gives good presentations, drinks well, knows how to liven up the atmosphere in private settings, sings well, has a lot of money, and treats people to meals well.
To top it all off, despite having a natural gender, she possesses beauty not inferior to that of TS disease patients.
Truly, accomplished in both literary and military arts, a beauty in all aspects.
The iron woman whom one wouldn't even dare feel jealous of or compare oneself to was precisely the human named Han Chae-eun.
I've talked to her a few times too, and I only felt respect.
How should I put it, the person herself felt mature and deep-thinking? I understood why not only peers but also students from other grades kept seeking her counsel and trying to rely on her.
I could naturally agree with the evaluations circulating among people who dealt with Han Chae-eun-ssi, a person living on a different dimension from me.
Surely that was how she was supposed to be.
She, who had always shown only a perfect appearance, was now committing what could be called the greatest deviation of her life.
The Professor-nim drew lines on the roster. The lines drawn like that would probably amount to about fifteen by now.
As of today, for two weeks, she had not been coming to school.
"By any chance, does any student know if something happened to Han Chae-eun-yang?"
The students in the lecture hall stared blankly at each other, gauging the situation.
Some shook their heads side to side, and others tilted their heads, pondering.
In conclusion, no one knew about her whereabouts.
"...Let's begin the class."
Realizing that even if they waited, they wouldn't get the desired answer, the Professor-nim began the class.
Between the Professor-nim's words, small whispers spread like ripples. They were mostly conversations speculating about Han Chae-eun-ssi's whereabouts.
Some said she left because she wasn't satisfied with the current university level and was retaking the exam, others put forward the deduction that she had an accident and was hospitalized.
Whispers came that she went to find her true dream, and there were stories that she went to lay the groundwork to inherit her parents' company.
"Who knows. Maybe she's rolling around with some guy?"
"......"
Oh dear.
Rest in peace.
With a slight expression of regret at the foolish behavior of the immature male student whose name I don't know, I let my consciousness sink. No more, really no more pushing it...
Using the Professor-nim's calm lecture as a lullaby.
"Zzzzz..."
I fell into a deep sleep.