Chapter 63: Reconstruction of Memories (1)[R-18]
Chapter 63: Reconstruction of Memories (1)[R-18]
What on earth happened last night?
Even for a trope-savvy virgin like me, I can clearly tell what the current situation implies.
I fucked Zenith.
I don’t know the specific details, but I definitely fucked her.
“…….”
This is driving me crazy.
And it’s so goddamn annoying.
Is it because I fucked Zenith? Because an unstable variable has been introduced?
Is it because I’m worried the Kingdom will now look at me and think, ‘Ah, that bastard Ruji is such a son of a bitch that his fiery filial piety finally led him to touch his own mother’?
No.
‘If I fucked her, I should at least be able to remember it!’
How did I ravish Zenith?
What did Zenith’s virgin pussy feel like?
I need to remember those things for this to feel fair. If a drunken Ruji Fermaton fucked Zenith without even leaving me a memory of it, I might actually cry.
I mean, isn’t this basically getting NTR’d by myself?
Of course, it’s not like Zenith and I had never had any sexual contact—she was the woman who had once taken my cock in her hand and jerked it for me.
I had saved her specifically so I could savor the moment of taking her, but this was like greedily stuffing a cake into my mouth and swallowing the strawberry along with the bread in one gulp.
‘I can’t let it end like this. It’s too unfair.’
It’s just too damn unfair.
Therefore.
“Zenith?”
I called out to her.
Zenith remained motionless in her sleep, so I carefully grabbed her shoulder and shook her.
“Mother?”
“…….”
Zenith didn’t wake up at all.
Whether she had completely fainted or was just in a deep sleep, she lay there as still as a corpse.
‘Is she dead?’
I reached my hand toward her neck to check her pulse—
“…….”
And then extended it toward her left breast.
The moment I reached for the spot closest to her heart to feel for a heartbeat, something suddenly ‘clicked’ in my mind, and a scene flashed before my eyes.
—Ah, ahn! Young Lord…! Hyat, hnghh…!!
Laura.
Last night, I had grabbed Laura’s breasts and fucked her from behind.
That was before I left the room; I had squeezed her breasts while mercilessly filling her pussy with a creampie.
So, what happened after that?
After confirming that Zenith’s heart was indeed beating, I slowly turned her over to lie flat on her stomach and climbed on top of her.
‘Did I grab them like this?’
This wasn’t just molesting Zenith while she slept.
This was a process to reconstruct my alcohol-induced memory loss; there were absolutely no lewd intentions involved.
Squish.
I reached from behind and cupped each of her breasts with my hands.
“Phew.”
Zenith was quite the well-endowed woman herself.
In fact, she had the largest breasts of any woman I had held so far.
As expected of a woman who played a part in ‘Last Child,’ a side story of PAO.
I expected that I wouldn't be able to fit them entirely in one hand, but actually feeling them overflow my grip was an incredible sensation.
‘They might even be bigger than Laura’s ass.’
Laura’s hips were top-tier, making her ass goddess-level, but Zenith’s breasts were even larger and easier to handle.
A woman walking around with a goddess’s buttocks attached to her chest.
I’d wanted to touch them since the first time I saw her, and I’m glad I’m finally getting to do it now.
‘Now that I’m touching them, I think my memories are starting to return.’
To think that sex is the key to piecing together the puzzles of forgotten memories.
I felt like a total sex addict, but my memories were truly becoming vivid, as if the faded puzzle pieces were brightening.
—Ahut, Young Lord…! It’s deep…! Kh-ngh, uuuuh…!!
‘Yurdias.’
After finishing off Laura with doggy style, I had done the same to Yurdias, who was lying in the same position.
The difference was that while I had pulled Laura’s upper body back by her breasts while thrusting, I had clung to Yurdias from behind like a dog while ramming my cock into her.
—The Young Lord’s weight is pressing down on me… Ahut…! This weight… I feel like I’m becoming addicted to it… hnghh…!!
Yurdias had opened her eyes to a new world like that.
Perhaps because we started with restraint sex, she began to feel pleasure from being dominated and fucked as if she were being raped.
—Young Lord, from the, the back…!
—I’m already doing it from the back, you pervert.
—A-ahut…! N-not that kind of ‘from the back’… aaaaah…!!
—Stop talking nonsense and just tighten your pussy.
…Unfortunately, because I had played around with her back hole during our first time, she had awakened to something else, but it seems even a drunken me didn't have the courage to go that far.
“Damn. This is ridiculous.”
I had the courage to drunkenly rape my stepmother for political reasons, but I couldn't even bring myself to give a woman I’d already kissed and creampied the anal sex she was begging for?
Ruji, oh Ruji.
Give me back the memory of having virgin sex with Zenith.
If you do, I’ll let you have anal sex with Yurdias while drunk again.
It would be great if I could make such a trade, but for better or worse, no matter how hard I tried, the memory of having anal sex with Yurdias didn't exist.
—A-ah…! I’ll work harder…! I’ll work even harder, so please, pleeease…! Please give my back pussy the Young Lord’s hot punishment…!!
—Shut up, you pervert!
—Aaaaah…! I feel like I’m about to awaken to something, something else again…! Please, insult me more…!
—You fucking bitch!
—Aaaahn!
“…This is a bit of a shame. Damn it.”
—Haah, haah. You crazy bitch. Your pussy is so delicious, why the hell are you barking about doing it from behind? Fine. If you produce results that satisfy me, I’ll fuck you like a dog from behind. You pervert.
—Heeeuh…
The memories were right on the tip of my tongue, and I felt like I had eventually promised Yurdias that I’d fuck her back there at least once if she worked hard next time.
‘I’m really good at making empty promises when I’m drunk.’
The euphoria of surviving my first battle.
Because of that, I had been throwing out empty promises and making all sorts of oaths.
‘Even if a man doesn’t remember what he said while wasted, a promise is a promise.’
I, Ruji Fermaton, am a man of my word.
However, I still had no memory of the sex with Zenith.
“…Tsk.”
Would I remember if I touched her more?
For now, if I keep touching Zenith’s breasts while recalling the remaining puzzle pieces, something might come to mind.
‘But they really are huge.’
My left index finger gently circled her nipple, while my right index and middle fingers pinched and tugged at the other, teasing the tip.
I couldn't see them now, but the naked body I saw before turning her over had pink nipples like cherry blossoms.
‘I want a paizuri.’
Come to think of it, since coming here, I don’t recall ever having a proper paizuri with breasts like these—
“……Mmm.”
Wait, I do.
I grabbed Zenith’s breasts, flipped her over, and laid her flat on her back.
‘Did I do it like this?’
Placing my knees beside her waist, I grabbed her breasts from both sides and slid my cock between them.
“Kh-huuu….”
This sensation of being warmly enveloped by her breasts, with plenty to spare.
It was a completely different feeling from before, a sense of being embraced as if in a cradle, and the memory came flooding back.
‘I did a sleep-play paizuri on Serica.’
After fucking Laura and Yurdias.
The moment I turned my head toward Serica, she was sleeping on her side on the sofa, just like last time.
So, before plunging my cock into her pussy, I had rubbed it between her cleavage and given myself a paizuri.
‘I had wedged a liquor bottle in there.’
The neck of the bottle was pointing toward the top of her cleavage.
I took that as a signal Serica had sent me, and I rubbed my cock against her breasts exactly as the signal intended.
‘And there was one more signal.’
The bottle must have been open, because the contents were trickling down her cleavage.
I couldn't remember the exact angle before I moved the bottle, but the angle of a cock is pretty much the same anyway.
‘I gave her a facial.’
Splurt.
The fact that I had bukkaked Serica’s face made my whole body tremble.
A dry orgasm washed over me—my body shook without ejaculation—but Ruji’s body seemed to explode with lust just from remembering it, and pre-cum began to leak out.
Even if I hadn't given Serica a facial.
Just looking at Zenith’s face, still peacefully asleep—
“…….”
“…….”
Our eyes met.
Her hazy red eyes gradually sharpened their focus. She looked back and forth between me and my cock, and then her eyelids half-drooped.
“Ruji….”
“Good morning, Mother.”
“…….”
Zenith frowned.
I suppose a son offering his morning greetings while performing sleep-play paizuri is a bit much.
‘Whatever. It’s not like she’s my biological mother.’
A stepmother with whom I don’t share a single drop of blood.
Ah.
Wait.
Since I took her virginity last night, her virgin blood soaked into my cock. We’re practically blood-related now.
‘Just be confident.’
Taking a woman’s virginity and then saying ‘I have no memory of it’ is lower than trash.
Even if I don’t remember, I have to be bold.
“Mother.”
I leaned my upper body forward.
Zenith’s breasts were even larger than I thought, so my cock didn't poke out past her cleavage as much as it did with Serica, but thanks to Ruji’s impressive size, pushing my pelvis against her lower breasts allowed me to reach just under Zenith’s chin.
“I’d like a morning kiss, please.”
“…….”
From now on.
I will reconstruct my memories while having morning sex with Zenith.
How I had virgin sex with her.
“Ruji, you….”
Zenith showed a hint of resistance.
I had two choices.
Stop because I felt I had crossed the line.
‘Bullshit.’
Line, my ass.
The moment I took her virginity, I didn't just cross a line; I crossed her hymen a long time ago.
In that case.
“…You won’t? Oh, really?”
I reached down and pressed against Zenith’s pillow.
“Kiss me while I’m still being nice.”
“…….”
Zenith looked up at me with eyes full of resentment.
“…Mwah.”
And began her morning kiss on my cock.
Now.
From this moment.
…The reconstruction of the virgin sex begins.