No Way Back
Why can’t I ever go back to being a man? The moment I raise my head, someone steps into view and drives a syringe straight into the back of Jiyeon’s neck. It’s the female staff member Jiyeon knocked out earlier. She stands there, panting hard. “Are you all right…?”
“Uuuuugh… Hnn… Y-yeah…” When I finally manage a shaky answer, she lets out a long breath of relief.
“I’ll move you somewhere safer first. Hup.”
“Uuu… Hnnng…” Still trembling from the lingering aftershocks, I’m lifted bodily into her arms. She staggers toward the corner of the examination room and carefully lowers me onto the bed.
The soft mattress welcomes me. Finally… I can breathe. The staff member watches me for a long moment before turning and walking out of the room. I stretch a trembling hand toward her retreating back.
“W-wait… over there…”
She glances back. I turn my head toward the floor where Jiyeon lies sprawled. My body starts shaking on its own, terrified she might wake up any second. The staff member’s voice is calm, meant to soothe.
“Jiyeon won’t be waking up for a while.”
“R-really…?”
“I injected her with a sedative tailored to her constitution.”
“O-okay…”
“We should clean you up first. I’ll grab some towels from the restroom.”
“Ahh…”
She’s right—thick, sticky semen clings to every inch of my skin. My thighs are slick with the fluids that kept pouring out during climax. The moment I notice, a heavy, obscene scent rises to my nose. Ugh… The staff member smiles faintly and steps out.
The room falls into tense silence. I keep glancing nervously at Jiyeon’s unconscious form. Even if she’s been sedated, I can’t relax. What if she wakes up and comes at me again? Can I even trust the staff member who just left? No—she was kind, but she’s still part of the people who turned me into this. I have to be careful now.
After several anxious minutes, the door opens again. The staff member returns with an armful of towels so large she has to cradle them with both arms. She sets them down beside my head.
“Haa…” She rolls her shoulders, catching her breath. “Can you clean yourself?”
“N-no… Uuuugh… I-I can’t move… my body’s too heavy…”
She hesitates, then pulls a small portable syringe from her pocket. “It’s a stimulant prepared for your constitution.”
“A-ah… Hnn…”
“Don’t worry. It’ll restore you to your previous condition.”
“Th-then… please… give it to me…”
She brings the syringe to the back of my neck, exactly as she did with Jiyeon. I tremble but force myself to breathe deeply. The needle pierces my skin; warmth spreads through my veins.
“You should be able to move now. Would you like to try sitting up?”
“Hup… Huh?”
The heavy, melting exhaustion vanishes instantly. Energy floods back into my limbs; I feel almost like my old self again. The staff member watches me closely.
“If it’s still difficult, just tell me.”
“Okay…”
She studies me for a moment. “I’ve been assigned as your primary caretaker from now on. I’ll be checking on your condition regularly.”
“Ah, I see…”
“My name is Sua. You can call me whatever feels comfortable.”
“Then… I’ll call you Sua-ssi…”
“That’s fine.”
“Okay…”
“I’ll go check on Jiyeon’s condition for now.”
“All right…”
“Call me when you’re finished cleaning up.”
“Got it…”
Sua heads toward Jiyeon. I sit on the edge of the bed and pick up one of the towels. It’s already damp—warm water, probably. I look down at my body. My face, chest, and stomach are streaked with thick semen; even my lower belly glistens. I start with the easiest parts—face and stomach—wiping carefully. The warm cloth drags across sensitive skin, and a soft moan slips out before I can stop it.
“Hnnng… Uuht…”
Every stroke sends strange tingles through me. My body feels far too sensitive. Just the towel touching me is enough to make me shiver. Why is a woman’s body like this…? I want to escape this form more than anything, but right now I have to finish cleaning.
Face and stomach done. Only my chest and below remain. It’s not like I haven’t already experienced everything… Still, my hands hesitate. I squeeze my eyes shut and press the towel to my chest.
“Hiii…!”
The stimulation is overwhelming. I grit my teeth, trying to suppress the sounds while rubbing the towel over my breasts.
“Uuu… Uuugh…”
“Hii… Hiiiit…”
“Haa… Haaahhh…”
No matter how hard I bite my lip, the moans keep escaping. My body reacts on its own, climbing toward another climax. Just from wiping with a towel…? Something’s wrong—my body has become ridiculously sensitive.
Once my chest is clean, I move the towel lower. The moment the cloth touches my soaked folds, my back arches violently. White fills my vision.
“Uhi… Hiiiiiiit…! I’m coming, I’m cominggg…!”
Just from touching there…? Sua, who had been moving Jiyeon to the other bed, glances over at the sound. She quickly looks away again. So embarrassing… But she says nothing, pretending not to have noticed. I force myself to keep going, even as every movement drags fresh waves of pleasure through me.
“A-ahh, nooo… Hiiiiiiik…”
“Uwaaahhh… Uwaaah…”
Climax after climax crashes over me while I try to wipe myself clean. “Every… time I wipe… I come again… Hnnng…! C-can’t you… make it stop…?! Hiiiiik…!”
More fluid keeps gushing out; wiping feels pointless. I give up on being thorough and finish as quickly as I can, then call out, “Sua-ssi… I’m done…!”
She turns and walks over. “All clean? I’ll take the towels. Please rest for now.”
She steps out again. My head finally clears enough to think. They said the injection would turn me back into a man, yet my body is still female. What happened? This was the same clinic where I first received the experimental treatment. Jiyeon claimed she planned everything. And Sua clearly knows her. Anger rises, but I have no power to act on it. At the very least, I need answers—even if they come from someone I now suspect.
The door opens once more. Sua returns and approaches the bed. I look up at her, voice small.
“I… have a question…”
“Yes, go ahead.”
“Um…” I hesitate, terrified of the answer. “Can I… really turn back into a man…?”
Sua’s expression grows troubled. She doesn’t speak right away, and my chest tightens.
“Please… tell me…?”
“Haa… All right. I’ll tell you the truth.”
She takes a breath. “In truth… you can never return to being male again.”
“What…?”
“The reason is—”
Before she can finish, a hand clamps over her mouth. Sua’s eyes widen in shock. The person staring at me from behind her is none other than Jiyeon—who has already woken up. My entire body begins to tremble with fear.