I Came Just From Touching Myself
I yawned loudly and stretched, pushing my upper body up from the bed. What time is it? I glanced at the clock hanging on the wall. Huh? Eight in the morning? Had a whole day really slipped by? Yujin must not have woken me. Or maybe it was more like a nap. Either way, I had slept for over twelve hours straight. My body felt stiff all over, so I rubbed the back of my neck with one hand. It was probably because of how Yujin had tormented me yesterday. The stress from that must have worn me out.
I shuffled to the edge of the bed. But when I tried to stand, my legs gave out and I collapsed right back down. A sudden tingling itch spread across my entire body. “Hngh…” What the hell was this? A faint moan slipped out of my mouth on its own. The itch grew especially intense between my legs. “Mmm… hngh…” I lowered my head and tried to endure it, but it was useless. I could see the crotch of my pants growing damp. Juices were already leaking from my pussy, as if it were desperately craving something. The inside of my folds kept tightening and loosening.
“…Haa, ahh… Why does this happen every single time I wake up… what is this… haaang…” Ever since my body had changed into a girl’s, it was always like this. It was strange. So strange. Were women’s bodies supposed to feel this way? I tried to picture how Yujin might look in the same situation. Hmm. It didn’t seem like it at all. I couldn’t even imagine Yujin writhing in pleasure to begin with. Was it just my body that had turned out weird?
The doubt lasted only a moment before my body reacted again. The itch in my lower half was so bad I thought I would lose my mind. “Haa, mmm… No, I can’t… I need to scratch it… I really need to scratch it… uuugh…!” I moved my hand toward my crotch, but stopped myself by grabbing my own wrist. Why did I want to touch my own pussy? I was a man. Ugh. But the more I held back, the worse it got. “Ugh…” More juices kept flowing from my pussy. At this point it felt like I was stuck right at the edge of the climax I had felt yesterday, unable to tip over. I was writhing there, desperate.
What should I do? Maybe I should ask someone for help. But who would even help me? Ah. There was one person. Yujin’s face floated into my mind. But if I told her, she would definitely tease me or torment me even more. Ugh. When was this itching going to stop? Just a little. Could I touch it just a little? If I stayed like this any longer I was going to go crazy. “Haa, mmm… hngh… S-save me… haaang…!”
This was hopeless. I would just press a finger against it for a second. Scratching usually stops an itch, right? Maybe it would work the same for my pussy. “Haa, mmm… Y-yeah… that feels good… uuugh…” I slid my fingers down while still wearing my shorts. If anyone wonders why I was scratching over fabric, obviously I couldn’t touch my bare pussy with my own hand. If I did that I would die of embarrassment. Okay. Fine. I lightly pressed my fingers against the mound between my legs.
“Eiiiiiiit…!” My vision flashed pure white and my whole body shook violently. What? What was that? I had barely brushed it over my shorts and this was the reaction? The tingling only grew stronger. Uwaa. I felt like I was going to die. My thoughts were falling apart. This was on a completely different level from the itching before. It felt like my insides were burning up like I was riding a roller coaster. Ah, I don’t know anymore. I don’t care. Shame no longer existed for me. I rubbed my pussy mound harder over the shorts.
“Ehit, ihiit… hngh…!” Moans burst from my lips but I didn’t care. If I didn’t take care of this right now I was going to lose my mind. “Hiit, heugh… ah, mmm…!” But why couldn’t I cross the edge into climax? The itching kept getting worse at the same time. What the hell was this? What was I supposed to do now? Ah. I stopped my frantically moving fingers. Then I stood up and yanked my pants down. As they slid off, my panties were drenched; juices had pooled in the fabric and now dripped onto the floor in fat drops. I ignored it all and stripped the panties off too.
I sat back down and lowered my head, staring at my pussy. The cock that used to be there was gone. In its place was a smooth mound and a slick slit. Juices bubbled and flowed from the bottom of that slit. My pussy was completely soaked. A sour, lewd scent rose into the air. This was no time to think about that. I needed to lie down. I surrendered to instinct, crawling to the center of the bed in a position that would let me touch myself more easily. I lay back and spread my legs wide in an M-shape. It looked exactly like a bitch submitting, but who cared?
It was strange. My mind was a chaotic mess of male shame and female instinct all jumbled together. Even worse, my body moved against my thoughts. It had simply been devoured by lust. This had never happened when I had a man’s body. Back then I would just watch porn and jerk off. What was this? Was a woman’s body really like this? I didn’t know anymore. “Haa… mmm…” Soft moans had been leaking from my mouth nonstop.
I brought my fingers straight to my pussy. The instant my bare fingertips touched those soft folds— “Hngh…!” The sensation was bizarre. It was completely different from a man’s cock. A cock was hard and ridged, but a pussy was soft, springy, and smooth. And it wasn’t just the texture. Even the lightest touch against my mound sent electric sparks racing through me. It was on another level. A pleasure I had never experienced before. I couldn’t hold back anymore. I pressed my whole palm against my pussy and rubbed wildly.
“T-this… is so weird… haa, mmm… it’s weird… uuugh…!” My pussy slid against my palm. Juices gushed from my entrance like a fountain, soaking my hand completely. The overflow ran down my ass crack and drenched the bedsheets. “Haaang…! Ha, mmm… seriously… it’s so strange… hngh, uuu…” My mind went blank. Sparks exploded behind my eyes. My hips bucked on their own and I couldn’t think at all. “I-I’m gonna die… uuung… I’m really gonna die… haaang…!”
It was completely different from stroking a cock. With a cock, the urge to cum came with a heavy feeling in your lower body. With a pussy it felt like endless waves crashing over you until you finally broke. “Heugh, mmm… it feels… so good… ha, uuugh…!” There was no pause. The pleasure kept surging without end. “I’m gonna lose it… for real… ihiit, mmm… huuuu… ngh…!” And then something finally surged forward. I moved my palm even faster.
“Haa, mmm… I’m… dying… really… I’m dying… haaang…!” What was this? What the hell was happening? Then— “Haa, ah… I-I’m cumming… I’m cumming… I’m really cumming…! Haaaaang…!” I had reached the limit. Juices exploded from my pussy like a fountain. My hips lifted high off the bed as my whole body shuddered violently. My vision flashed white and then burst. Immediately afterward, every ounce of strength drained from my limbs. My raised hips dropped heavily onto the mattress.
“Heugh…! Mmm… haa, haaa… huuu…” I couldn’t move. All I could do was pant out weak moans. At that moment, the door creaked open. I turned my head. Huh? Yujin stood there, having just stepped into the room. “I heard your moans all the way from the next room, so I came to check. What the hell are you doing?” “Uugh…” She had heard everything? For real? And right now she was staring at me right after I had just finished masturbating. I tried to yank the blanket over myself, but my body refused to obey.
“Sniff sniff… Damn, that lewd smell is insane.” She was actually smelling the thick scent of my juices in the air, wrinkling her nose. The shame made me want to dig a hole and crawl into it. “Mmm… q-quick… get out… right now…” But Yujin ignored my plea completely. Instead she pressed me harder. “Your moaning woke me up early, you know? How are you going to take responsibility for that? Huh?” “T-that’s…”
When I mumbled, Yujin stepped closer and closer. “D-don’t come near me…!” “What did you just say? Are you defying me right now?” She paid no attention to my protests. In fact, a mischievous, playful grin spread across her face. No way. She wasn’t going to touch my body again like yesterday, was she? But my bad premonitions were never wrong. Yujin climbed onto the bed and pressed my M-shaped legs down firmly.
“Ugh…” “Stay still.” With my legs pinned, my pussy was completely exposed to her. And not just any pussy—mine was still soaked and messy from the orgasm I had just had. “D-don’t look…” “Too bad.” Instead of listening, Yujin lowered her head toward my dripping folds. “Let’s see here.” She rummaged in her pocket. “Ah, found it. Hi-hit.”
What she pulled out was a small pink object about the size of a thumb. Wait. Wasn’t that a rotor? I knew exactly what it was. I had seen it countless times in porn. It was a toy women used to masturbate or that men used to tease women. She wasn’t seriously going to… No way? “W-what are you going to do with that…?” “You’re asking because you don’t know? Obviously I’m going to put it inside your pussy.”
Wait. I hadn’t misheard, right? Why did every bad prediction I made keep coming true? So that rotor was really going inside my pussy? “Just so you know, you can adjust the intensity. How about it?” “T-that… I don’t think that’s a good idea… Yujin…” “Then what do you suggest? You’re the one who disturbed my sleep.” “Mmm… I-I’m… sorry… let’s… stop… okay?”
Yujin ignored my desperate plea again. The rotor moved straight toward my exposed pussy. Her finger hovered over the small remote. Then— Whirring. The rotor began to vibrate. “Shall we begin now? Hi-hit.” “N-nooooo…!”