Chapter 111
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Translator: penny
Chapter: 111
Chapter Title: Is this acting? This is caressing, isn't it?
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The fireworks were so beautiful.
The night sky, filled with stars, flashed brilliantly under the fireworks.
Watching the world light up made my heart start pounding.
For some reason, seeing the fireworks shine so dazzlingly and then vanish...
'It's just like me.'
That thought stirred up even more complicated feelings inside me.
Bang! Bang! Bang! Boom! Boom! Boom!
How long had it been?
Since I'd watched fireworks so freely, without any interference?
I'd seen them explode on stage or during festivals a few times, but nothing this massive.
That's why it felt even better.
Being able to watch them so carefree, with total freedom.
This moment felt incredibly precious.
And I was grateful.
I glanced to the side, and there was Seo Tae-hu.
Good thing I'd asked him.
Lately, my packed schedule had worn my body and mind to the bone.
To be precise, it was mentally exhausting. Like I was completely drained.
I'd chosen this life, but that didn't mean I wanted to live like a robot.
Today's little rebellion would probably get me scolded, but I just wanted to rest like this.
I was truly thankful to him for going along with it.
If it weren't for him, I couldn't even dream of something like this.
The fireworks festival ended.
The night sky fell quiet again.
Only the faint stars twinkled in the darkness.
It was a shame.
But at the same time, I started to like this serene moment too.
The excitement hadn't worn off yet.
Maybe it was the lingering afterglow of the spectacular fireworks.
My heart was still racing.
After a concert, my body might be exhausted, but my mind still craved more.
It felt similar to the thrill of hearing the fans' massive cheers, but different.
To shake off the lingering regret, I tried to strike up a conversation with Seo Tae-hu.
Then, sudden footsteps.
And him scooping me up and running again.
In an instant, carried into a crevice between rocks, I closed my eyes and prayed.
Please don't let them find us.
I didn't want to go back yet. I didn't want to get caught.
If we did, it'd be unfair to him for granting my request.
But against my prayers, the footsteps grew closer, and lantern light approached from behind Seo Tae-hu.
At this rate, we'd definitely get caught.
I'd be dragged away and scolded, and he'd probably face some kind of reprimand too.
That's when those despairing thoughts hit me.
"I'm going to kiss you. Play along."
"Huh? Mmph!"
He said something I couldn't comprehend, then suddenly covered my lips with his.
What?
Why?
Why is he doing this?
Did our bodies brushing just now turn him on or something?
No. He's not the type.
Then I finally understood what he meant by "play along."
The lantern light had come right up to us.
And he pressed his lips even harder against mine.
Lovers.
Right. That's what he was going for—pretending to be lovers.
I'd seen it in dramas and movies. Couples getting intimate in hidden, shadowy spots.
He was acting to dodge suspicion from whoever was approaching.
No one would imagine Jin Se-ah fooling around with a strange man in a place like this.
'Ah!'
As if to prove it, his tongue probed between my still-parted lips.
A deep kiss?
Even for pretending to be lovers, this is too much.
The lantern light hovering nearby didn't turn away.
They were probably checking thoroughly to the end.
He was putting in the effort to dispel the suspicion.
No choice. I had to play along too.
I opened my mouth.
His tongue slipped in instantly.
I squeezed my eyes shut and accepted it.
I took in every bit of his tongue swirling around mine like a snake.
This is acting. Not a real kiss.
To avoid getting caught, I had no choice.
To sell it convincingly, I needed to be active too.
With that thought, I gripped his neck tightly and moved my tongue.
Recalling kiss scenes from dramas.
But why does this feel so arousing?
It's just acting.
Practically the same as acting.
Maybe because his tongue ravaging my mouth felt nothing like in dramas.
Not loving and affectionate, but full of greed and desire.
Is this what a real kiss is like?
My first deep kiss this intense.
I'd tangled tongues in dramas, but only briefly.
Never this thick and prolonged.
Slurp—smooch!
He twisted his head, roughly exploring my mouth.
It aroused me more and more; I couldn't stop my tongue either.
Am I crazy? This isn't acting.
Saliva mixing, tongues twisting like snakes.
He sucked my tongue with his lips, kissing with an intensity that felt too real for acting.
My mind went blank.
My body grew hotter.
Maybe because this unexpected escapade happened right after the heart-pounding fireworks, before the thrill could fade.
My heartbeat echoed in my head.
Is this arousal?
Nothing like the excitement of nailing a performance on stage.
My head burned so hot I could barely think straight.
And then came the next act that aroused me even more.
Twitch—
Squish—
His hand landed on my breast.
This is acting too?
We don't need to go this far.
Suddenly, the lantern light circling us swept over.
He pulled back his lips and muttered softly.
"What the hell, miss."
"Ah, sorry about that."
A thick, low voice, and the light vanished.
Just as we'd hoped—they mistook us for lovers and turned away.
Now I could see Seo Tae-hu's face.
He was smiling faintly.
A satisfied grin that everything went according to plan.
Squish—
But why hasn't he taken his hand off my breast?
"Tae..."
"Shh. Not yet."
His eyes widened again.
"Not yet," he said, then covered my lips once more.
Slipping his tongue in, swirling it around.
His hand on my breast groped more fiercely.
Over my cardigan and T-shirt, his thick hand pressed unmistakably against me.
Even with a bra on, the kneading sent lewd sensations through my breast.
What the hell?
I finally understood why he was doing this.
The lantern light that had swept over us was gone.
But no footsteps faded away.
Someone was probably still watching secretly from nearby.
Suspicious of something.
So maybe he groped my breast to dispel it completely.
Intense skinship would make us look like real lovers.
Or maybe they just wanted to peep on something naughty.
Either way, I absolutely couldn't show my face.
Security or regular person, didn't matter.
I had to play along with Seo Tae-hu no matter what.
'......!!!'
His actions grew bolder.
Suddenly grabbing my hand and guiding it to a place I'd never imagined.
What is this?
Why is it so big?
"Touch it."
His whisper made it hard to keep my wits.
This... this is it, right?
A man's cock.
Thick and hard through his pants, heat radiated from it.
The first time I'd ever touched one.
Even over pants, nothing like this hardness.
A cucumber? Carrot? Would gripping those feel like this?
Bigger and harder, my hand moved on its own.
Ah!
I got it.
Why he'd pulled my hand there.
Until now, I'd only been receiving his actions.
That wouldn't look like lovers.
Not like a couple madly in love and fooling around.
That's why whoever quieted their steps hadn't dropped their suspicion.
Seo Tae-hu realized and boldly made me touch him.
Now I had no reason to hold back.
Avoiding detection was key, so I had to be proactive.
Squeeze—
Mmph.
Did I grip too hard?
His tongue paused, a small groan escaping.
From grabbing the soft part.
Did I miss and grab somewhere else?
Rubbing gently confirmed it wasn't hard there.
Sliding my hand up, the hardness returned.
The stark difference puzzled me.
'What? Why is it getting bigger?'
It swelled so thick my palm couldn't fully wrap it.
Liking the feel, I moved my hand more eagerly.
Is he aroused?
'Eek!'
His left hand slipped under my T-shirt.
Pushing aside my bra, delving right in.
Touching my bare breast?
"Haah!"
His palm met my nipple.
A sharp jolt made my body twitch.
Throb—
I felt my nipple hardening.
I'm aroused. Definitely.
Feeling it from his touch. Clearly.
"Hngh! Mmph!"
Pinching my nipple too?
As I nearly screamed in shock, his tongue plunged deeper, silencing me.
Ravaging my mouth so fiercely no moans could escape.
The silent footsteps no longer mattered.
Just his massive thing in my palm.
My breast and nipple in his hand.
And his tongue violating my mouth arousing me.
That's all I could perceive.
I'm going insane.
My body burned like fire.
The spine-tingling jolts left me unsure how to react.
His rough groping scared me, but twisted into strange pleasure.
'What do I do......'
This is it.
This is pleasure.
I'd been curious about dating. Interested in what lovers do.
So I'd secretly watched videos. Read naughty webtoons.
When my body heated up a bit, I'd even masturbated.
But this was leagues better than that.
Just from a man ravaging my body.
I'm losing it. It feels too good.
I wanted to surrender my body completely to him.
To feel this pleasure even deeper.
The first chilling ecstasy in my life shattered all reason.
And.
His scent made me even dizzier.
Why does this man smell so good?
That's when it happened.
Suddenly, his mouth pulled away, and his hand stopped on my breast.
"Hoo."
A soft sigh.
"We fooled them, barely."
"Ah......"
Plop—
A small drop of saliva fell from his mouth onto my face.
"Ah, sorry."
Strands from our tangled tongues.
No reason to feel grossed out.
Instead, reality hit me.
What I'd just done.
How lost in pleasure I'd been.
I hadn't even heard the footsteps retreating.
Is this the end?
My overheated body screamed no.
Why stop?
Make it hotter.
A deep regret washed over me.