Chapter 23: Preemptive Strike (2)
Chapter 23: Preemptive Strike (2)
"Mmm..."
Deep in sleep, I felt a strange sensation against my abdomen.
The soft, warm touch felt wonderful to my groggy, half-awake mind.
What is this...?
My thoughts were sluggish, but I eventually realized someone was sitting on top of me.
I forced my heavy eyelids open and looked up.
The silhouette of the person perched on me was incredibly familiar.
"Noona...?"
As soon as I called out, her voice drifted down to me.
"Are you awake, Shin-a?"
It was her usual voice, but I couldn't wrap my head around the situation. Why was Yujin-noona on top of me?
"Yeah. But why..."
I tried to reach for the lamp beside the bed, but I froze in panic when I realized I couldn't move a muscle.
I didn't feel any physical pressure, but when I tried to move my arms, it felt as if my body was encased in something solid.
How... Ah... Noona is doing this with her psychokinesis.
Just as I realized she was using her powers to pin me down...
Her voice whispered into my ear.
"Shin-a, do you want to turn on the light?"
The moment she finished speaking, the lamp clicked on.
its dim glow filled the room...
Revealing Noona's figure as she sat astride me.
Bathed in the side-light of the lamp, she was wearing her usual pink pajamas. She looked down at me, her hands gripping her opposite elbows.
Why was she doing this?
This was the first time she had ever come to my room so late at night when everyone else was asleep, and the fact that she was pinning me down made it hard to keep my wits about me.
She must have seen my internal turmoil, because a smile spread across her face.
It was the same radiant smile she always gave me.
And yet, it felt different.
How should I put it...?
There was a certain seductiveness mixed in that made her look like a different person.
Pinned down with her sitting on top of me...
It was a bizarre situation that left me feeling a mix of anxiety and anticipation.
"Shin-a... Noona has a favor to ask."
Was it just my imagination, or did her familiar voice sound thick with desire?
"Y-yeah. What is it?"
Startled by the tone of her voice, I found myself stuttering.
"I want to get closer to you now... What do you think of me, Shin-a?"
Get closer? How much closer can we get...?
Even if we weren't blood-related, we were family. Her words were strange, but I felt I had to answer her question first.
"You're someone I'm always grateful to. You've looked after me since we were kids, living so selflessly for my sake..."
"Then, do you like me?"
"Of course I do."
Why was she asking this? Did I do something wrong today?
I still couldn't find my bearings in the face of her sudden behavior.
Just as I opened my mouth to ask what was going on...
Noona raised her right hand, which had been clutching her left elbow, and showed me something.
What is that...?
At first, I couldn't quite make out the object she had unfolded.
A moment later...
I realized exactly what it was.
What Yujin-noona held in her right hand was a condom.
"......"
The shock was enough to make my brain stall.
I was a man. My noona had come to my room late at night, climbed on top of me, and was now showing me a condom.
Combined with what she had just said, it would have been impossible not to understand her intentions.
As if sensing that I'd caught on, she looked down at me with eyes even more full of affection and spoke.
"I like you too, Shin-a. Since we were little, you're the only one who's been in my heart."
"Ah..."
I let out a dumbfounded groan at her confession.
I had been completely oblivious to the fact that Yujin-noona felt that way about me.
"I was planning to confess my feelings once you got a bit healthier, even if not as much as you are now. I love you, Shin-a. ♡ So... let's have sex. Shin-a. ♡"
To be honest, it would be a lie to say I had only ever seen her as an older sister.
She was a beautiful woman who had always been devoted to me, and since we weren't blood-related, it was impossible for me not to have at least a tiny bit of desire for her as a man.
But every time those feelings surfaced, I felt guilty and suppressed them.
It had been even worse since the accident two years ago, when I became nothing but a burden to her.
I felt disgusted with myself for harboring such thoughts about her.
But...
To find out she had felt this way for a long time, and to have her come to me while I was sleeping to openly seduce me... the feelings I had suppressed for so long began to rise to the surface.
My feelings for Yujin-noona as a woman.
My body reacted instantly to the excitement of having sex with the woman on top of me.
"Oh, Shin-a, you're in the mood too. ♡"
Noona, who was sitting on my stomach, slid her hips back slightly...
And naturally brushed against my cock, which was harder and more aroused than ever before.
Despite the thin layers of our underwear and clothes, the sensation of her soft buttocks accelerated the way I saw her as a woman.
"Yeah... I want to do it with you too. I've... I've had feelings for you for a long time, too."
Since she had been honest with her confession, I spoke my heart as well.
★ ★ ★
Kang Yujin had acted on pure impulse, confessing her feelings in a way she herself found reckless...
Going beyond bold to the point of being foolhardy, she had bluntly told Han Shin she wanted to have sex.
You idiot! You could have done that so much better!
For the first time, she cursed herself, regretting her clumsy approach.
From moving first out of a sense of crisis and anxiety because of Grace...
To destroying the image of the modest, perfect, kind older sister she had built up for years by demanding sex...
The milk was already spilled, but she desperately wanted to take it back.
What if... what if Shin-a hates me now and rejects me...
When Han Shin didn't answer immediately because he was lost in thought, Kang Yujin became incredibly anxious.
Of course, Han Shin was simply half-stunned and half-overjoyed by her confession and the proposition, so he didn't notice her psychological state at all.
But soon, a sense of relief washed over her.
She had never been able to express her feelings to him, and saying it directly felt like a weight had been lifted.
And if Han Shin happened to hate her or refuse to have sex...
I'm sorry, Shin-a... but I'll make you do it anyway.
For a split second, her eyes went hollow.
This was the reason she had used her psychokinesis to pin him down the moment she woke him.
Even if... even if you hate me... I'll keep doing it until you love me again.
Kang Yujin displayed an intense affection and obsession for Han Shin that bordered on the extreme.
"Yeah... I want to do it with you too. I've... I've had feelings for you for a long time, too."
Her dark thoughts vanished at Han Shin's positive response.
I knew it... Shin-a felt the same...
"Shin-a! I love you so much!"
She had been somewhat certain, but since she'd never had direct confirmation, she had been worried about whether he saw her as a woman.
The fact that he accepted her sudden, aggressive confession made her happier than she had ever been.
More than anything, she had finally confirmed their mutual feelings.
At his words, she collapsed against his body, cupping his face with both hands and kissing him.
At first, it was a light press of lips.
Mwah. ♡ Chu. Chu. ♡
But soon, Kang Yujin slid her soft, pink tongue between Han Shin's parted lips.
"Mmph... ♡ Nn... ♡ Chuu... Slurp... ♡ Mwah... ♡ Mm... ♡"
Han Shin's eyes widened in surprise as the normally shy Yujin held his face and gave him a deep kiss.
Like her, this was Han Shin's first time French kissing.
The moment her sweet lips touched his and her tongue darted inside his mouth, he was flustered, but as a man, he naturally felt incredible.
Kang Yujin only knew how to deep kiss in theory, so her movements were a bit clumsy.
Han Shin moved his tongue awkwardly to meet hers, and the two of them began to exchange saliva.
They tasted each other... and exchanged their emotions.
Neither of them found the other's clumsiness bothersome; instead, they were filled with joy and delight.
Noona is a first-timer too.
I knew it... Shin-a is a first-timer as well.
"Nn... ♡ Ah... ♡ Slurp... ♡ Mwah... ♡ Slurp... ♡ Mm... ♡"
Confirming that this was a first for both of them brought a sense of relief and the thrill of taking each other's "firsts."
As they grew accustomed to the deep kiss, their clumsiness faded.
Kang Yujin moved her hands from his face to his shoulders, rubbing her entire body against his with small, rhythmic movements.
Through the soft silk of her pink pajamas, Han Shin could feel her warm, supple body.
She was so aroused that her nipples were erect, something Han Shin could feel clearly through the thin fabric.
The sensation of her breasts drove him even wilder...
And her hips, which periodically ground against his cock, only accelerated his arousal.
It was a primal, courting dance.
Kang Yujin was equally enthralled by her own actions, the feel of Han Shin's firm muscles, and his stiff cock.
He felt more masculine.
No, he smelled like a stud, and it slowly flipped a switch inside her.
Her secret place was already slick, and she desperately wanted to take his cock inside her.
"Slurp... ♡ Chuu... ♡ Mwah... ♡ Haa... ♡"
Breaking the deep kiss, she lifted her upper body again and reached back, stroking the tip of the bulge straining against Han Shin's shorts.
His cock felt scorching hot.
The fact that it was hard and slightly damp, proving he was just as excited as she was, made her feel elated.
"Shin-a, then... if you'll excuse me. ♡"
At her thick, affectionate voice, Han Shin swallowed hard and nodded quickly.
"Hehe. ♡"
Looking down at him, Kang Yujin used her psychokinesis to lift him slightly. She shifted her position and used both hands to pull down his shorts and panties.