Chapter 68
"W-wait! Hold on a second! Ah, no! Not yet, not yet! For real!"
My heart pounded like it was about to explode. The primal instinct of a woman beholding a massive, powerful male who yearned to devour her was driving me wild, urging me on just like it had so many times before. Take that cock inside you. Fulfill your woman's duty. Submit to the male in front of you who's ready to do his part.
But not now. Not like this.
"...Why? I want it so bad right now. Really, I can't hold back anymore. You've always let me... all this time."
I could hear Yujin's ragged breathing. It hit me crystal clear just how desperately he craved me, longed for me. It was something I hated to admit, but even if my mind resisted, my body was screaming to be conquered by him.
Yet just as I was suppressing that hunger, Yujin was fighting his own impulses with everything he had. At least he wasn't ignoring my will and shoving his dick in anyway.
Still, how selfish was it of me to draw the line now, after letting him go this far? I used to be a guy—I knew exactly how that felt. I'd teased and aroused him countless times on a whim, only to slam on the brakes again. Guilt gnawed at me, making my chest tighten.
But no. Not now.
"Going all the way to full sex in this space? That's for later. Giving in to this impulse without thinking isn't smart."
I could explain the reasons, but it'd come off as pretentious bullshit that wouldn't land with him anyway. All I could do was appeal to his heart.
...But if he insisted he wanted to go all the way, could I really say no?
"...A-alright. If that's what you say, then I guess I have no choice."
Yujin finally reined in his urge toward me. And in that instant, disappointment flooded my chest.
Wh-what? Why?
In the midst of my confusion, my mind unconsciously analyzed the source of that letdown. The obvious answer: I wasn't getting the pleasure I'd been anticipating. Annoying, but acceptable.
But my brain cooked up a completely different hypothesis. I was disappointed that Yujin's reason had triumphed over his desire for me. I'd told him no, so he'd forced himself to respect my will—and now that he actually had, here I was, bummed out about it.
What a childish tantrum. It pissed me off to no end that this textbook example of infuriating female behavior was bubbling up inside me, twisting my guts.
I couldn't just let it slide like this. If Yujin ended up resenting me...
...the world would be in danger. Yeah, that couldn't happen. I sure as hell couldn't let "denied him sex" be the reason the world ended.
"Not exactly in exchange or anything, but..."
I started, pulling my knees up beside my head and spreading my ass cheeks with my hands.
"How about... using this?"
Yujin's eyes, which had dulled with disappointment, sparked back to life.
...Or was it more like they were throbbing with insane intensity now?
"Y-you sure? I thought sex was off-limits?"
"This doesn't count as sex, technically."
Call it bullshit logic if you want, but that's the ruling. Any sexual contact that doesn't create new life is fair game. Anal sex? Totally allowed. Only the original pussy-cock combo is banned.
"I mean, only if you want to... What do you think?"
Sure, some people fantasize about anal, but others find it gross. Yujin was the former type, but even he might hesitate if sprung on him suddenly. My nerves jangling, I added unnecessarily,
"Don't worry about it being dirty. In here, I can convert any filth straight to qi and wipe it clean... But if you're not into it."
"I'm into it! N-no, way more than that—it's so good I'm wondering if this is a dream!"
His cock, which had softened just a bit, surged back to full hardness, asserting itself proudly. Thank god. This should keep him from feeling let down.
I shifted into position, face-down on the ground, ass thrust high toward him.
"G-go ahead. My body's tough—no need to hold back."
Normal women needed all sorts of prep for anal, but not me. Handy perk.
"Y-yeah. Still, I'll loosen you up properly first."
His finger brushed my chrysanthemum hole.
"Eep!"
"Wh-whoa, you okay? Not pushing too hard?"
"I'm fine! Just... caught me off guard, that's all."
It wasn't made to take anything inside to begin with. The jolt from his finger wasn't bad at all—less intense than pussy play, but knowing it was his finger made it...
"I'll make sure it doesn't hurt. Speak up if anything feels off, got it?"
With that warning, his finger eased into my rear entrance bit by bit. Naturally, it was tight at first, resisting fiercely.
"Th-this resistance is intense... G-good thing it seems healthy."
I kicked his chin without thinking.
"Shut up with the useless comments. I'm dying of embarrassment here."
"S-sorry. Felt like I had to say something."
He sighed deeply and refocused. Overcoming the resistance, his index finger finally slipped inside.
"Ahhhhuuuu... Hoo, hooo..."
"Y-you good?"
"Y-yeah. Just... weird feeling."
The strain of something beyond normal function pushed my body to its limits—cold sweat beaded, heart raced. But it wasn't unpleasant. Far from it. A different kind of pleasure from my pussy sent shivers down my spine. If one finger felt like this, what would happen when his monster cock went in?
"......"
Pop! His finger slid out suddenly. Why? Had he changed his mind about the dirtiness after all?
Before worry could choke me silent, he buried his face in my ass. Then his tongue reached my hole...
"H-hey! What the hell are you doing? That's dirty!"
"You just said with your own mouth it's not. This much should be fine, right?"
"N-no, it is clean! But that doesn't mean you wanna lick it there! Makes no sense!"
"It's too tight—needs lube. And honestly, any part of you, I'd lick anywhere."
Spouting that cocky nonsense like it was profound? And why was my heart squeezing so tight hearing it?
"Haaaah, slurp."
He kissed my ass, then plunged his tongue deep inside. Slick and long, it slid in smoother and deeper than his finger.
"Hiiiii, ii, ahhhuuuut...!"
I clawed at the sandy floor, teeth gritted. I could feel his tongue writhing within, relentlessly pushing against my intestinal walls, demanding they stretch—thrusting in and out.
"Ah, aaaaa♥"
Hot passion crept into my voice before I knew it. Sure, I wanted pleasure from this too, but wasn't it too fast? He'd think I was easy.
Then his tongue withdrew, trailing saliva.
"Hyowon, your moans are so hot and cute."
I kicked out again. Kiru's words echoed: Violence-tsundere is outdated trash.
"Yeah, the way you're so embarrassed is seriously adorable. Unpredictable—one minute you're boldly confident, the next you're blushing like crazy."
He blocked my kick effortlessly, face beaming like I was the cutest thing ever.
Damn it, don't look at me like that. Fine, get horny—I had a sexy, feminine body anyone would want. But staring like my antics were cute? I might actually snap.
"Putting my dick straight in might still be too much. But I can stretch you quick. Even normal people manage it."
Qi gathered in his palm, forming a rod strung with beads of varying sizes.
It pushed into me.
"Uuuooooook...!"
"Y-yeah, you're okay. It's okay. Not pain—feels good. Just hold on a bit, and it'll feel amazing. Hang in there."
Like soothing a child. I was way stronger than him, but his big dick made him cocky! I wanted to snap at him, but my mouth wouldn't move.
Why?
"Breathe deep, relax your ass. Got it? On three. One~ two~"
"Uuuungh...!"
I released on cue. The anal beads invaded deeper through the gap, like laying an egg. Thicker toward the end, the stimulation ramped up, making it brutal. Sweat poured as he patted my ass encouragingly.
"Good girl, good girl. You're doing amazing. Almost there—just a bit more."
Was I his pet cat now!? There were limits to underestimating me. I'd deck him later.
Finally, I swallowed the whole thing. The insertion was rough, but holding it steady was manageable. Still, that wasn't sex.
"Perfect. Now I'll pull them out one by one. One~"
"Eek!?"
"Twooo...!"
"Ahhhhuuuut...!"
Each bead he extracted flipped my guts with ecstasy, vision sparkling. Dangerous. This body was already memorizing the pleasure. Pulling out felt way better than pushing in! Instinct screamed crisis, but I couldn't thrash free.
"So good. You're gorgeous. That's it."
With him endlessly petting and praising me, escape was impossible.
In and out, over and over. He gradually expanded the beads inside, widening my hole.
And at last...
"Yeah, should be ready now. ...Can I put it in?"
"You're asking now? Hurry up and come in."
"...Okay."
His monstrous cock—nothing like those beads—aimed at my ass.
This'll hurt like hell. But I could take it. No lie—I really could endure any pain.
But... it'd feel that good too. That was what terrified me.
Soon, his thick, hard shaft breached my anus.
"Guh, uooooooooh!!!!"
A horrifying sensation no single word like "pain" could capture ripped a primal beast's roar from me—no pretense, no bravado.
Yujin pressed his body against my back, cock buried deep, hugging my face tight.
"Hyowon, I love you!"
Damn it! I knew it! But not the confession now! Anyone else would've gotten slapped!
He drew back until just the head remained, then slammed in again. Totally different from pussy sex. A whole new pleasure—defenseless. At this rate, I'd be done for.
I needed him to slow the pace. "Does my ass feel good?"
"The best."
The tattoo on my lower belly glowed red, expanding. In this sealed world, impossible qi amplification was happening. The fragile balance would shatter even more. Tomorrow's training would be hell after some sleep.
But right now... I just wanted more of his warmth.
Squelch, squelch, squelch♥ His cock pistoned relentlessly. Pain faded. In its place, dizzying ecstasy bloomed like fireworks.
Aah, I'm so glad he loves my ass.