Better Than Deserved Contempt
I should have just accepted Ju-ran's feelings that day. If we had started dating back then, could I have stopped Ha-yeon from losing her mind? It was nothing more than an abnormal phenomenon brought about by a wish, yet I had grown smug, thinking I was suddenly in a position to choose between women—only for my first time to be a rape by my own little sister.
I thought this time would be the same. I expected to be violated and handled roughly by this fierce woman once again. It didn't matter. I was already filthy anyway. Any insult she could throw at me would be far better than the contempt I truly deserved.
But Ju-ran was truly different now. Even after hearing things that would have made the old her fly into a rage, the consideration I had glimpsed back on the mountain remained. If only she had been like this from the start... She was so beautiful.
"You idiot... You're in this much pain, and yet..." I wiped the tears from her cheeks as she held me inside her.
"I'm fine... It doesn't hurt anymore... Because Ha-woon's cock... ah-hng♡ His cock is... caressing me so deep inside my pussy... It's rubbing the pain away...♡"
Perhaps because I had thrust inside before she was fully relaxed, her incredibly tight walls clamped hard around my rigid flesh. She began to slide up and down faster and faster, sending waves of intense stimulation through me. It felt so good that my consciousness began to blur, but through the haze, I could hear Ju-ran's breathless, resentful murmurs.
"Why did you do that to me? Huh? You're just a filthy slut... hng, ah-hng♡ I bet you fucked those other bitches' cunts raw... haah... hng... But me... why did you avoid me?"
Losing herself to the shared pleasure first, she was spilling her true feelings. She really did hate me. She had been holding it all in. She was barely enduring the mind that had been broken by my wish.
"Hng, ah... I'm sorry... ha-ah... I'm sorry..." For forcing her to feel emotions she never should have had to harbor.
"From now on... ah-hng♡ Don't do that anymore... Only do it with me... okay? Only fuck my pussy..."
Squelch, wet, slap! Sluuurp, thud! Squish, squelch—!
"Haah... hng... he-ehh..." I couldn't bring myself to answer, only letting out raw, instinctive groans.
"You said you were sorry... so why aren't you answering? Hng, ah... You bastard... Just try putting it in another bitch's cunt... I'll literally kill her..."
"Don't do that..." No matter how much I resented her, Ha-yeon was still my sister. Ju-ran wouldn't actually kill her, but there was no telling what this violent woman might do if she truly lost her temper.
"You asshole... You're a really, fucking awful bastard..." She cut off my words, covering my mouth as my hand caressed her cheek, and smothered me in a kiss so violent it stole my breath.
"Mmph... nnh... mgh..."
Suck, slurp... sluuurp—...
Thud—! Thud—! Squish, squelch... Her hips never stopped grinding against me for even a second.
I completely surrendered to her as she devoured my lips, the roof of my mouth, and my tongue like a predator. The sensation of melting completely into her felt so incredible that the outside world—everything I wanted to forget—faded entirely from my mind.
What finally snapped me back to reality was the sudden, overwhelming urge to ejaculate. I can't get her pregnant! Just then, by some stroke of luck, Ju-ran's tongue lost its strength mid-kiss, and her entire body began to shudder. This was my chance to pull out!
Once again, my body felt completely drained of energy, but I summoned every ounce of strength I had to lift her hips and pull myself out.
"Hng... No, my cock..." Because I had pulled away so forcefully, my shaft was now level with Ju-ran's face. She frantically grabbed it with her hand, trying to guide it back inside, but—
"Hng, ah-hng..." Spurt—! The friction of her hand triggered my release.
I hadn't meant to, but the thick, white semen shot out forcefully, splattering and sticky-coating her face.
Before I could even feel guilty, Ju-ran made my apology feel entirely unnecessary. Looking as though she couldn't bear to let a single drop go to waste, she parted her lips. Splat—! The second stream of semen struck her lips and shot straight into her mouth, and she immediately wrapped her lips around my shaft to catch the rest.
Gulp, guuulp—... Perhaps she deeply regretted letting my semen spill out of her mouth last time, because she was swallowing it down with ferocious intensity.
Spurt—... spurt, squirt... gulp... guuulp, gulp...
Whether she was relaxing now that the ejaculation was tapering off, or simply greedily searching for any leftover drops, Ju-ran kept my cock in her mouth and began to lick the head.
"Hng, ah-hng... Ju... ah, Ju-ran... hng, I'm... really sensitive... I just came..."
"That's what you get for pulling out. This is your punishment." Glaring up at me, a thin, glistening thread of saliva stretching between her lips and my shaft, Ju-ran took me back into her mouth and began to suck frantically.
Slurp, suck—♡ Sluuurp, slurp, sluuuuck♡ Slurp, slurp, sluuuurp♡
"Hah, hah— haah, haah..." She was sucking so violently. The semen smeared on her face dripped down onto my lower belly, and the undripped strands stretched out like fine silk threads, swaying back and forth.
"I-I'm sorry. I'm sorry... B-but... I couldn't... I couldn't get you pregnant with the child of someone as filthy as me..."
Her movements stopped. She slowly pulled my cock out of her mouth.
"It's a bit cleaner now." She stuck out her tongue and licked up the shaft.
"Slurp... It's covered in my juices now... mgh, mmph... Your cock definitely reeks of my pussy now, just like it's supposed to..."
Then, wrapping her hand around my still-erect, glistening shaft, she slowly stroked it up and down before rubbing it against her face. My cock smeared and blended with the semen already coating her skin.
"If you had just shot your cum inside me, it would have mixed with my juices, and this cock would have belonged purely to me."
"A slut... is still a slut, no matter how much you wash him..." It wasn't self-loathing. I just didn't want to give her false hope. The way she ground her hips so dirtily on top of me, the way she adored sucking and licking my cock—it was all incredibly seductive and beautiful. But I couldn't let myself fall for her.
"Do you really want to be treated like a slut that badly?" Sadly, that was actually preferable. Avoiding her disgruntled gaze, I replied in a barely audible whisper.
"Yeah... I deserve to be treated like that..."
"...Then act like one."
"Uh... um..." How? I had no idea.
"How did it feel doing it with me?" Seeing me stumble, Ju-ran's lips curled upward. I couldn't understand why she was smiling when I was failing to do what she asked.
"It felt good..." I decided to at least answer her well.
"What part of it?"
"It was incredibly tight..."
"Where?"
"Ah, no, seriously... It was the same in the classroom last time. Do you really like hearing dirty words come out of my mouth that much?"
I had plenty of dirty thoughts in my own head, but keeping them as fantasies and actually speaking them aloud were two completely different things.
"You're a slut, aren't you?" Ah... so that's what acting like a slut meant...
"You don't act slutty on purpose when you let girls use your cock, do you?"
"Um... you said I was slutty earlier..."
"That wasn't on purpose, you just look fucking hot naturally."
That must be the Monkey Hand's doing.
"Anyway, hurry up and say it. Where was it tight?"
I would have rather said 'cock'. I had grown up with the deep-seated belief that saying 'pussy' in front of a girl would get me scolded as a kid, and arrested now. That kind of conditioning wasn't easily broken.
"Do I... have to?"
"Yeah, this is it. Having your cock standing fucking rock-hard like this while making such a shy, cute face... haah... No wonder you keep getting eaten alive."
I think I finally understood how I looked to this woman. I used to want my girlfriend to act like this too. Except for the part about having an erection.
"I... I see... That really is a problem..."
"Ha-woon... I want to be special to you. I... like I said earlier... honestly, it feels so unfair."
Ah... I understood her completely. It was only because I had no desire to ride the bus myself, but if I wanted to ride and saw everyone else getting on while I was the only one left behind, my heart would break too.
"So... with me... can't you act dirty and slutty just for me? I want you to crave me. Like... seduce me, beg for my pussy... and act cute while asking me to suck your cock..."
"Wow... You're incredibly explicit... That's amazing..."
"So, you won't do it? If you don't, I'll spread rumors. I'll tell everyone I ate you up too. And that you were the one who asked me to take you somewhere private, and that you followed me to my house."
It was a rather cute threat coming from Ju-ran. But if she did that, Ha-yeon would find out.
"Haah... Really... I have no choice..."
It wasn't that I didn't understand her, and letting it slide with a few dirty words was a much better alternative.
"Your... Ju-ran's pu... pu..."
No, no, it wasn't a matter of getting scolded or arrested anymore; actually saying it in front of a girl was just too embarrassing!
"Your pussy was incredibly tight..."
"Huh? Pu, pussy what?"
Perhaps the greater the expectation, the greater the disappointment. She had been staring at my mouth with intense anticipation as I stammered out the first syllable, but her face briefly flashed with her usual fierce expression.
"I... I can't do this... Let me prepare myself mentally..."
"Haah... You really are a handful, Ha-woon."
Giving my cock a sweet kiss, Ju-ran said, "Then let's get you in a slutty mood first."
She stuck her tongue out again, licking from the base all the way up to the head.
"Have those other bitches ever done this for you?"
Sitting up, she pulled my thighs toward her and wedged my cock right between her large breasts.