The Flesh Dildo That Doesn't Love Me
I thrust my tongue forward. My brother’s mouth parts easily, welcoming my red flesh. With ragged breaths, I swim through the heat of his mouth, caressing his soft, textured body. Two masses of flesh collide and tangle. The tiny, slick bumps graze against each other. We share the same sensation. So, I wish he would caress my tongue, too. I wish he would hold me, mingle with me, and swim together. Instead of lying there so limply, as if dead in such a sorrowful way. Instead of ignoring the tongue that struggles to make love to him.
Chup… I pull my lips away. If I keep going, I feel like my heart will break. I feel so pathetic, dancing alone in the middle of the ballroom where we were supposed to be together. My eyes grow hot and wet.
“Hut, geuhut… Ha-euh, ha-euh-ut…”
It was better to just fix my eyes on his lewd appearance—his face flushed red, his obscene moans spilling out in rhythm with my grinding. Unlike his limp, listless tongue, it was better to fully feel his cock, which stood hard and stabbed deep into the very end of me, twitching because it wanted to fill my cunt even more.
“Haa, hut, ha-ak… Hu-eung—♡ Brother, brother… Haa… Do you like my cunt that much? Your cock is just… Euheung—♡ You’re so erect because you want to taste Hayeon’s cunt to the fullest… You want to get even bigger… Haaa… Ung♡ Ah, ha-ak, ha-euh-eung—♡”
There was no answer. He only gasped for air, and tears streamed from his unfocused eyes. Even as he shared his body with me, even as we made love, he wore a look of utter despair, as if the world had collapsed. I didn’t want to see him like that, so I moved closer, kissing him everywhere I could so his face wouldn’t fill my field of vision.
“Chu, chut… Jjup, chu-eut…”
On his cheeks, his lips, his nose, his eyes, his forehead. Half-out of my mind, I leave my kisses all over his face.
Chalpak—! Chut, chalbak, pat, pang—!
I don’t stop my pelvis from shaking wildly up and down to fully feel his massive cock, which fills my vaginal walls and slides in and out, driving me insane. It wasn’t my will. It felt as if an instinct chasing pleasure had grabbed my hips, lifting and slamming them down without a moment’s rest.
“I love you, chup… I love you, brother… Jjup, jjo-ok♡ Really… I love you to the point of madness…”
At some point, our tears had mingled. The part of him that was pulsing inside me twitched violently. I wanted to believe.
“Hut, look at that, brother… Hearing me say I love you… your cock is reacting… It’s twitching because it wants to fill my body with your essence… It’s because you love me…”
Excitement and expectation mixed, and my waist movements became even more violent without me realizing it. I drove his cock into me like a madwoman.
“Brother… Haa, brother… You’ll give it to me, right?… The seed of love born inside you… Spray it… Spray it inside me—!♡”
“Ha-euh… Heu-euh-euh-ut—!”
With his gasp, Byubut—! Byureureut—! Pleasure rose from my womb, which was being slapped stickily, and I felt the sensation of floating into the sky as it spread through my entire body in an instant.
“Aang♡ Ha-aang—! Haa… It’s… amazing… Your semen is so forceful… It’s warm… It’s warm, brother…♡”
Wanting to stay close to him, I thrust my lower abdomen forward, and my waist, which felt like it no longer belonged to me, arched back, pulling away from him. My vision, trembling, was filled only with the bathroom ceiling. Wanting to keep him in my sight, I fought off the encroaching exhaustion and lifted my head to look at him.
“Heuk… Heu-euk…”
He was crying out loud, covering his face with the back of his hand.
“…Why…?”
In truth, I had been prepared for this.
“Why are you crying… Brother. You must love Hayeon’s cunt so much… it’s still twitching inside me…”
I was just grasping at straws. If I could wrap my cunt tightly around that hot, swollen, rock-hard mass of lust… if he poured all that pleasure-boiling eroticism into me and felt good, wouldn’t he finally look at me with an ecstatic face?
“Don’t… talk like that…”
The sobbing that interrupted his words felt like it was stabbing my heart.
“Talk like what, brother.”
“Your name… hearing you call me… I hate it… You’re sickening…”
But I am still clutching a thin thread of hope.
“It’s okay… It’s because it’s your first time… It’s just because it’s the first time.”
Jjigeok… Jjueul-kkeok…
“Ha-a-euh-ut…”
“Haa… Brother, can you feel it? Your cock is still lively… It’s because you love Hayeon’s cunt so much… it won’t go soft…”
“Heu-eut… Just stop… doing that… How are you… any different from Juran?”
He had crossed the line.
“Did you just… say another bitch’s name in front of me? Ha… Hahaha, fuck… You’re comparing me to that dirty bitch?”
My hand on his shoulder tightens.
“Who… who are you calling dirty right now? You’re the one who’s dirtier. I’m so disgusted I could vomit!”
“I think… I heard that wrong, brother. You mean that cock-sucking bitch Kwon Juran is the disgusting one, right?”
Just once. I’ll give us a chance just this once.
“You! It’s you! You’re the one who makes me sick, not Juran!”
My brother’s wailing voice fills the bathroom heavily, crushing me. It hurts as if my heart is splitting and cracking all over. All hope has shattered.
“Keuk… The dog who was gasping under me just a moment ago… is getting cocky now that I’m quiet?”
I move my body again, which had stopped due to the shock.
Jji-il-kkeok—…
“Ha-geut… Stop… Just stop… You crazy bitch…”
“You shouldn’t expect… a crazy bitch to listen to reason—!”
Pang—! Pang! Peok—! Pa-ang! I shook my hips like a madwoman.
“Higeuk, st… stop… Stop, he-euk… don’t… Haa, ha-a-euh-ut—!”
“You fucking dog♡ You love sticking your cock in your sister’s cunt, don’t you? Huh? Moaning so obscenely?”
My brother’s semen, mixed with my vaginal fluids, splatters everywhere. I wanted to show him. I lifted my cunt, leaving behind the regret of losing the physical evidence of the lust that had filled me to the brim.
His thick, long cock, still hard, slid out, and white, viscous semen gushed out with it.
“See? Do you see? Your brother, who was in heat for his sister’s cunt, sprayed this much♡”
“Eu-eut…”
I grab his head and force him to look at the evidence of his lust, the proof of the carnal desire he had sloppily ejaculated, overflowing from my cunt.
“Look, your cock is still stiff even after pouring out all that semen. Puh… Fuck♡ And you say what? I’m dirty? I’m disgusting? Look closely, you son of a bitch. Your lewd cock is forcing its way into my dirty cunt hole♡”
The semen flowing from my wide-open vaginal lips slides down his cock. I grab the shaft, now covered in cum and slippery and sticky, and plunge it exactly back into my cunt♡
Jjeugeu-eut—… I can feel the thick semen being crushed and smeared between our perfectly joined genitals.
“Haa… You dog… your cock tastes so good♡”
I sway my waist slowly, like a gentle wave. The hard rod fills my cunt completely, churning inside. Amidst a pleasure so intense that the pain I had been suppressing by berating my brother and venting my frustration began to fade, I brought my semen-covered hand to my lips, wanting to feel him even more.
“Seup… Haa—… The smell of cum, fuck…”
I stick out my tongue and lick the thick layer of my brother’s semen off my hand.
“He-eup, haa… It’s so thick… Hureup… The taste, the smell… It’s so lewd… You bastard… Chueup… It’s all lewd, just like your cock. You fucking piece of shit, your whole body is lewd♡”
Jjob, jjoo-oob—♡ After sucking the semen from my fingers until the very last drop, I said, “Let’s see you get fucked like a dog, with a cock that stands hard for a sister you don’t even love.”
I shook my lust-filled waist violently.
“A-eut, hut… Stop… Ha-geu-eut… Please… Geu-eut…”
“Ha-ang, ang, heu-eung—♡ You crazy… Haa, you crazy cock bastard♡ Fuck, I’m going to fuck you. I’ll fuck you every single day with the cunt you find so disgusting♡”
The brother who doesn’t love me is…
“From today, you are my flesh dildo. My private dildo that exists only to be fucked by my cunt♡ Do you understand? Huh? You’re just my sex toy, you fucking bastard♡”
There is no turning back now. My brother threw away the chances I gave him time and time again. It’s my brother’s fault that things ended up like this.
“Hut, heu-euk… Why… Why did it end up like this…”
The sound of my brother’s sobbing, which stimulates my sense of conquest and sadism and excites me even more, and the obscene friction sounds of wet skin—chalpak, chut, pat! Jjeub, jjeup, cheubeok, pa-ang! Chalbak—!
“Ha-at, a-eung♡ Haa, good♡ Good—♡ Your cock, fuck, it tastes so good—! Heu-eung♡ A-eu-eung—♡ It slides in, filling my cunt completely… A-ang, ha-a-ang♡ My cunt’s private flesh dildo cock♡ Good… So good, fuck—♡”
After my pleasant moans had echoed, filled with moisture, for a long time, the cock that had been twitching inside me began to throb violently. My instinct, having already tasted my brother’s cock with my mouth several times, had the manual for my private cock engraved upon it.
“Are you about to cum? Huh? Is cum about to come out of your cock hole? Haa… Cum… Haa, hut, ha-ak… Hu-eung—♡ Cum! Pour your lewd cock-juice into your dirty sister’s cunt—!♡”
Byubut—! Byureut, byut—!
“Ha-a-eugeu-eut—!”
My brother spews out his masses of lust along with lewd moans♡ The hot, sticky semen seeping between his large flesh pillar and my inner vaginal walls acts as an ointment, healing my aching heart.
“Haa… Fuuuck—♡ You lewd bastard♡ You pervert…♡ How is it? Huh? How does it feel to spray your cum into your dirty sister’s cunt?”
But there is no forgiveness. Not until he loves me, the woman that I am.