Chapter 14
Chapter 14
-4-
Today, too, I end the day by writing my Gratitude Diary.
My body is a wreck from being tormented all day, but if I think about the Punishment I'll get if I skip it, I can't help but do it.
Ha~ What is there to be grateful for? I can't write anything.
All I did today was get tied up, sexually tortured, and harassed all day long.
And at the end, I was raped by that asshole Kim Jihwan. That's it.
'I am grateful for the sex education Master provided today.'
'Thank you for letting me feel a climax today, despite my lowly self.'
Haa~ I really hate this.
Sighing escaped me as I wrote these kinds of words.
I felt miserable and ashamed that the reality of the shame and humiliation I suffered today is being packaged as gratitude.
'It was incredible.'
Writing the diary made me recall the climax from earlier, and my face flushed.
It's not like I've never had an orgasm during sex, but the orgasm from earlier was truly the first time in my life.
A pleasure so distinct that it made me wonder, 'Was what I experienced until now even a "real orgasm"?'
A feeling like my whole body was floating, as if I were walking in heaven.
For that brief moment, I forgot all the stress, worries, shame, and humiliation of my current situation, and I felt like the happiest woman in the world.
I'm insane....
Just recalling the climax from earlier made me feel wet down there.
Ha~ Fuck, how could I... with a bastard like that, who isn't even worth as much as a bug....
The moment I realized that the one who gave me this climax wasn't my boyfriend Taesu, but the rapist Kim Jihwan, who is worth less than a bug, the excitement vanished, and I wanted to kill myself out of shame.
'It's okay, Minji. Let's not break down.'
He teased my clitoris and nipples for over ten hours. Any woman would have been the same.
It couldn't be helped.
Yes, it couldn't be helped.
Anyone else would have been the same....
I tried to comfort myself with the fact that I reached a climax I'd never felt before while being raped by Jihwan.
Because if I don't console myself like this, I don't think I can endure life here.
I wrote the Gratitude Diary full of nonsense like that, and stood in front of the camera to read the Slave's Pledge.
Since I've done it a few times, I was just so tired rather than ashamed, and I just wanted to read it quickly and go to sleep.
'Ha~ What will he do tomorrow?'
With the fear of what humiliation I would suffer tomorrow, I entered the cage and tried to sleep.
I was physically so exhausted that I fell asleep as soon as I lay down.
The next day.
I wake up again, wash, put on makeup, and change into a new school uniform.
I stand in front of the camera, read the Slave's Pledge again, and wait for that bastard to come.
The repetition of a humiliating slave life.
At first, every single action was so humiliating that I couldn't even lift my head from shame.... But I'm getting used to this.
I'm terrified and scared that I'm losing my identity as Kim Minji and really becoming the slave Kim Minji.
'Pull yourself together, Minji!'
Even though I'm currently forced to submit and suffer like this, I vowed not to lose my own identity.
The time comes, and that bastard enters.
I kneel and give a humiliating greeting.
Will he give me food today?
I hope he does...
Haa~ I hate myself for having thoughts like this instead of feeling shame.
"You're dressed up pretty today. I'll give you breakfast as a Reward."
"Thank you, Master."
Now, the response with this fucking "Master" attached comes out so naturally.
Along with the relief that I wouldn't be blamed because he said he'd give me food, I felt good without realizing it.
I shouldn't feel good at the praise of a pervert like that....
I've even gotten used to eating with just my mouth while prone like a dog.
I shouldn't be like this.
I think I'm broken.
After eating, he ties me to the chair, as if he's going to do the same thing again today.
He plays the video and sets up the vibrator like yesterday, and the memory of the climax I felt yesterday made me wet down there without realizing it.
Excitement and anticipation at the thought of feeling the same climax as yesterday.
The shame of having to beg and ask for permission from Jihwan for the climax.
The fear of having to fall into the swamp of frustration for over 10 hours again just for that climax.
The despair that the target who will make me feel that ecstatic climax happens to be the bastard I hate the most.
These feelings were mixed together, creating a strange emotion I'd never felt before, one that I couldn't possibly understand or describe in words.
"What is it? I haven't even started yet, and you're already wet? Do we really need to wait until a week?"
"Th...that's not it."
My face flushed at his words.
Before, I would have thought it was because of shame. Now, I don't even know if it's because of shame or because I'm excited.
"What do you mean it's not? You look just like a female dog in heat. I'll turn you on to your heart's content as you wish."
He mocked me with a fishy smile and called me a female dog.
'I shouldn't be like this....'
The vibrator switch turned on, and stimulation was applied to my nipples and clitoris.
I should clearly be angry at such absurd humiliation, but I felt excitement, not anger.
As if I had really become a female dog.
I'm not excited because I heard that.
I must be mistaking the excitement from stimulating my erogenous zones.
'Yes, that must be it.'
I'm not really a female dog, so there's no way I'd be excited by words like that.
I tried to comfort myself like this and kept my identity.
"Heung... heuss..."
Moans leaking out without me knowing.
Maybe my body is more sensitive than yesterday, it heats up faster.
"Haaang~ Master's massive cock... haat... into Minji's cheap pussy... uuu, please fuck me... heueuss."
Since I already experienced it once yesterday, I just give him the answer he wants quickly.
Because I know too well now that no matter how much I hold back, it ends up the way that pervert wants.
This reality is so fucked up, but it can't be helped.
"I don't want to? Heh heh. You lowly slave pussy, you're not ready enough to accept Master's cock."
You crazy pervert psycho bastard!
He was giggling and playing with me, as if this situation was fun.
"P...please. Uuuss..."
"I don't want to?"
I tried asking again, but it was useless.
That pervert bastard, just like yesterday, drove me to the threshold of a climax and stopped repeatedly, making me go crazy.
Like that, once, twice, three times......
No matter how I begged, he continued this torture of excitement until the time he wanted.
I lost count of how many times I repeated it at the threshold of a climax.
Had half a day passed like that?
Just when the non-stop excitement and pleasure felt like pain after being tormented for so long, he finally allowed the climax.
"Looks like you're finally a bit ready."
"Haang~ Thank you, Master, heung~♥"
As the cock entered, the tingling sensation felt in my pussy covered my whole body like a storm and stirred it.
As Master's cock moved back and forth in my pussy, poking here and there, a wave of pleasure surged.
My hands and feet curled up.
My waist arched like a bow.
Every nerve in my body stood on edge.
"Geu...geuaang~♥"
Uncontrollable moans burst from my mouth.
The pleasure that started in my stomach spread throughout my whole body, from head to toe, like paint dropped on a clean canvas.
Shivering all over, I wallowed in the sea of pleasure and enjoyed the climax.
At this very moment, trapped in the vortex of a climax.
Emotions like shame, anguish, and pain all disappeared.
Only the ecstasy brought by pleasure dominated my body and mind.
The only pleasure and happiness I could feel in a reality more terrible than a nightmare.
I became increasingly addicted to this reward of happiness that I could only feel in this hellish reality.
Because this happiness is the only means that lets me forget the hellish reality, even for a moment.
Like that, one day, two days, three days....
This life was repeated exactly the same. I was gradually tamed by this repeating life and the pleasure that Master gave me.......
-5-
It had been the week Jihwan and Minji promised.
"It's the week we promised. How is it? Do you think you can win?"
"Yes. I'm confident. It was only because you stimulated me with those tools. There's no way I'd get excited and wet just by watching those videos without any stimulation."
Although she had adapted a lot to slave life and was tamed over the week, her pride in her daily life without corporal punishment or torture was still there.
A week was still a bit insufficient for all her high self-esteem and confidence, which she had built up her whole life, to disappear.
However.
Unlike her words saying she was confident, absolutely no confidence could be felt in her expression.
If it were normal, she would have been full of hope at the thought of winning the bet and leaving this place.
But her expression now seemed far from hope and confidence.
'Can I endure it?'
Minji was just pretending to be confident in front of him.
In fact, she had no confidence in winning the bet.
Minji, who had been tamed by the pleasure Jihwan gave her for a week, would get wet just by imagining the ecstasy of a climax, not by the video, but just by sitting in the chair.
She would try to endure it by thinking about other things as much as possible, but her expression was dark because she thought it wouldn't be easy.
Although she had adapted a lot to slave life here through the training over the week, her desire to escape this place was still the same.
"If you're ready, sit down."
"Understood, Master."
'Huu~ Kim Minji! Pull yourself together!'
Minji took a deep breath to calm her mind and sat in the chair.
"Well, you said you wouldn't stimulate me."
As she sat in the chair, Jihwan restrained her to the chair. Just like always.
"I'm just tying you up. I won't stimulate you at all, so don't worry."
"Ye...es... Master."
Minji's voice trembled thinly, as if she were very nervous.
Jihwan restrained her completely to the chair and played the video.
Everything except the vibrator was made the same as the week he trained her.
'I'm curious to see what will happen.'
Jihwan crossed his arms and observed Minji with interest to see if his experiment would succeed or not.
'Think about something else. Think about something else. I have to endure it.'
Minji was watching the video with her eyes, but she desperately tried to endure it by thinking about other things so she wouldn't have dirty thoughts.
But Jihwan was not someone who wouldn't notice such cheap tricks.
"Focus! Do you want to get whipped on your pussy again? Is that why you're not watching properly?"
'A...ah no...'
At Jihwan's words, Minji recalled the whipping that had been struck on her pussy every time she couldn't focus during the pleasure torture that had continued for a week.
She tried to think about other things somehow, but all that effort returned to nothing.
"A...ah no..."
Vaginal fluid flowed out of Minji's pussy as a conditioned reflex because the memory of that time became vivid.
Minji sensed her defeat.
'As expected, there's a reason why famous experiments are famous. Kikikik.'
Appreciating Minji's strange expression, mixed with both excitement and despair.
For Jihwan, it brought greater joy and satisfaction than any masterpiece movie.
'Even if I had won the bet, nothing would have changed.'
In fact, even if Minji had won the bet, the result wouldn't have changed.
Just as the bullies who tormented Jihwan threw away the promise they made with him like a piece of trash.
To Jihwan, Minji was not someone with whom he had to keep a promise.
She was just a toy to enjoy more immersion and better entertainment.