Fuck me. Fuck me to prove my innocence.
Fuck me. Fuck me to prove my innocence.
Gulp.
I swallowed dryly.
Through my blurring vision, I could see Ha Hui-ryeong, uncharacteristically hesitant.
The fierce, sharp demeanor she always carried was nowhere to be found.
She was just a frail woman, staring at me with trembling eyes.
"You... can you handle saying something like that?"
At the low rumble of my voice, her body trembled again.
But she never once averted her gaze.
The more I looked, the more pathetic her bravado seemed.
"Whether you can handle it or not, just answer. Will you accept or not?"
"Well, I..."
There was no reason to refuse.
The opportunity I had so desperately wished for was now knocking.
Truly, a once-in-a-lifetime chance.
A sweet proposition that could turn the fantasies I'd only kept in my head into reality.
"No, I'm asking if you properly understand. Do you know what I'll demand? If I ask you to go rough, will you do it?"
"If you... want."
But the last remaining thread of reason dampened the instinct about to explode.
Something was nagging at me.
To put it bluntly, I couldn't comprehend why she was going this far.
No matter the situation, the logic behind her actions was somehow off-kilter.
It felt fishy.
I couldn't imagine that prideful, stuck-up Ha Hui-ryeong would just willingly offer her body like this.
"...No, this won't do. I refuse."
"What, why!? Are you a fucking eunuch!? Don't tell me you like guys!?"
When I voiced the decision I'd reached after dozens, hundreds, maybe tens of thousands of considerations, she was shocked, as if she'd never expected it.
Her pride wounded, her face flushed red as she shrieked.
In contrast, I calmly replied in a tone one would use to soothe a child.
"That's impossible. It's just... my convictions won't allow it."
"Convictions, my ass! Be honest! You just chickened out, you fuck! I knew you were a fucking cherry boy...!"
"Quiet. Don't disparage my purity any further, wanton woman."
"Wha, what? Wan-ton...!?"
"Ahem." I cleared my throat with a fake cough before continuing.
"Regrettably, I'm a believer in premarital chastity. Even if I were to do it, it's only proper to do it with someone equally pure."
"Pre, premarital chastity!? Did you fucking go to church or something!? What's with this random bullshit all of a sudden...!"
Right.
I was just spouting whatever came to mind.
But I didn't let it show.
"Let's tone down the swearing. If your lower half is loose, shouldn't you at least keep your mouth restrained?"
"Wanna die, you son of a bitch—!!"
Ha Hui-ryeong couldn't hold back any longer and threw herself at me from her chair.
She was fast.
And it was so sudden that I couldn't react in time.
"You crazy...!"
Crash!
The impact knocked me backward to the floor.
Simultaneously, an indescribable pain tore through my lower back and the back of my head.
God, this fucking hurts...!
"Aack...! Get off, you crazy bitch!!"
"You take back what you just said, fuck! Who's loose, you asshole!!"
Thwack! Thwack! Thwack! Thwack!
Pinned in the mount, I had to endure every single one of her rage-filled punches.
Her fists were so brutal that even with my guard up, the blows on my arms felt like getting hit with a hammer.
Still, it was bearable.
The endurance I'd forged during my school days wasn't about to crumble from just this.
"No, it's true! You're not a fucking virgin! You've got a damn blackened roast beef! Let's not bullshit about this kind of thing!"
"Did you see it!? Did you see it!! What the hell do you know!!!!"
"Statistically, there are research results showing that stupider, party-girl types have an inversely proportional purity index... Ack! I said it hurts!"
"Kyaaaak!!!! You fucking loser...!"
And then, she finally crossed a line.
"Aaargh!!! Hey! My hair! Don't touch the hair, you fucking whore!!"
"Shut up! I'm not a whore! Take it back! I am a virgin, so take it back, goddammit!!!"
She was so worked up that she not only yanked my hair, but bit down on my arm like a dog chewing a piece of gum.
I was already worried about my thinning hair lately, and this fucking bitch...!
"Ah, fine! Taken back! I take it back! You're a virgin! You're fucking clean as hell!"
"Grrrl...! D'you mean that...?"
"Really! For real! Cross my heart! So let go! Stop chewing on my arm!"
Only then did Ha Hui-ryeong calm down a bit and release my hair and arm.
She wiped the drool on her cheek with her sleeve while catching her ragged breath.
"Chewb... Fine. But I'm watching you. Spout that kind of bullshit again and I won't let it slide."
Ah... how miserable.
I couldn't even guess how many hairs had just been ripped out of my scalp.
And my arm throbbed terribly from how hard she bit it.
I spoke, my voice thick with fatigue.
"Hey... first, move. You're heavy."
"I am not heavy? To you, fifty kilograms is heavy?"
"Ugh! Just move, I said!"
Only when I finally got angry did Ha Hui-ryeong hesitate a moment before slowly sliding off me.
As she did, clumps of hair fell down like autumn leaves.
Wow... she really wrecked it. Doesn't this look like a bald spot...?
'Seriously, she has no sense of moderation.'
I propped myself up, pressed my fingers against my throbbing temple, and looked at her.
Under my sullen gaze, she responded with a defiant attitude that said, 'Yeah, so what?'
...Insolent bitch.
"So, you're really a virgin?"
"Ah, I said yes! Why are you so suspicious!?"
"No. I have to be able to believe it. Didn't you have quite a few guys in your group?"
At my words, Ha Hui-ryeong snorted derisively.
"I only hung out with them because they'd buy me cigarettes sometimes. There was never anyone I was like that with. I've been working since I became an adult. I didn't go out and party like the others."
"You look like a clubbing addict, but you were surprisingly diligent."
"Hey!"
At my absentmindedly voiced thought, she shrieked again.
Seeing that, an absurd laugh slipped out of me.
"Heh, so you've never dated anyone either?"
"The intent behind your questions is so painfully obvious it's disgusting. No, I haven't. Happy?"
"Masturbation? How many times a week?"
"...You really do want to die."
Ha Hui-ryeong irritably ruffled her own hair.
Maybe because her reactions were so satisfying, my mood became more elated the more agitated she got.
Putting aside the truth of it, the sight of her desperately asserting her virginity was just ridiculous and cute to me.
"No. It's not a joke, it's an important procedure. The Mind-Body-Technique. The Three Conditions of a Virgin. Even if the Mind and Body are pure, if a clear Technique cannot be established, one cannot be called a truly noble virgin. However, I'm relatively moderate, so I'm willing to acknowledge it to some extent if the frequency is reasonable."
"Whoa... you really are a fucking lunatic, aren't you?"
"So how many times? Twice? Three times?"
She gave me a genuinely disgusted look at my words.
Of course, it was the expected reaction.
Really, where in the world is there a woman who has never masturbated even once in her life?
Ideals don't exist in reality.
Regrettably, the possibility of a perfect Mind-Body-Technique virgin existing approaches zero.
So, ultimately, it was all just a moot point.
This was all just a process to indirectly refuse her proposal anyway.
"...Do I really have to talk about that kind of thing too?"
"I told you it's an important procedure. I absolutely have to hear it."
When I said that with wide eyes, feigning sincerity, she glared fiercely at me and ground her teeth.
Oh, how scary. She looked ready to kill with just her eyes.
I thought she'd give up soon.
But, lo and behold,
after hesitating for a long while, she started chewing on her cute little lip.
Contrary to my expectations, she had deeper patience than I thought.
Finally, with an expression that had let go of everything, she opened her mouth.
"...Thirteen."
"What? Three times?"
It was a voice barely above a whisper, but it came clearly to my attentive ears.
But I deliberately frowned and asked again, pretending not to have heard.
"...Thirteen times! I said thirteen, you fuck!"
"Heh-heh. That's a lot. About once a day? No, sometimes it looks like it might be more than once."
"....."
At my mockery, she let out a mirthless laugh with a detached expression, like an old man looking at the last leaf on a tree.
It was a reaction that seemed to say, "What the hell am I doing right now..."
But regardless, I kept grinning and continued speaking.
"It's good you answered honestly. But that's way too much. Disqualified. Non-virgin."
"No, you fucking piece of shit...! Are you going to keep acting this childish until the end!?"
Had I teased her too much?
She finally couldn't take it anymore and raised her fist.
But that fist was not swung at me.
For some reason, she unclenched her raised fist and wore a crooked smile on her face.
In that moment, I knew instinctively.
That smile.
Whenever a malicious idea popped into her head, she would smile just like that.
Something felt ominous.
"I was just thinking again. You really did chicken out, didn't you? You rambled on about purity and virgins, but in the end, you just don't have the confidence."
"...? What random bullshit is that?"
What was this about me having no confidence?
Despite my bewildered reaction, Ha Hui-ryeong paid no mind and continued.
"Think about it. No one knows about that weird theory you were insisting on unless you actually put it in. You have to check directly to know. But rather than doing that, you just kept making excuses and beating around the bush. Seeing that... I think I have a rough estimate."
The corners of her eyes curved into half-moons.
Her bewitching gaze was directed toward my crotch area.
...What insolence.
"Truth is, you're fucking lacking, aren't you? You got scared before even attempting because you've got a baby dick. Right?"
"Wha, what? Bullshit! Have you seen it!? Have you!!"
"Don't need to see it to know."
Twitch.
At the blatant mockery and absurd over-interpretation, my brow twitched convulsively.
She was thoroughly pricking my pride as a man.
'No, don't. It's an obvious provocation. I can't fall for it.'
Here, I must somehow exercise superhuman patience and...
"If it's so unfair..."
Ha Hui-ryeong slowly crawled toward me.
The distance closed.
She came close enough that our noses nearly touched, then whispered in my ear.
"Do it. Prove my purity by fucking me."
Pfft.
"Well, I dunno if you can do it with that needle dick of yours."
Gyaaah!!! This fucking bitch...!!!