Chapter 1 - Leaving My Hometown
Chapter 1 - Leaving My Hometown
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A full 15 years had passed since my consciousness awakened.
I thought it was just a ridiculous dream, but 15 years had already gone by since I experienced that bizarre phenomenon of actually reincarnating into another world with my abilities.
For the first 5 years, it was truly a hellish life.
There was the sorrow of never being able to meet my previous parents again.
Since it happened so suddenly, it didn't feel real at first, but as time passed, a sense of emptiness set in and I became genuinely depressed.
Still, my parents in this life were good people, and since I had memories from the 5 years since this body was born, I was able to adapt somewhat.
Not being able to enjoy the entertainment from my previous life was also painful.
This world was what you'd call a fantasy. The kind of fantasy world that often appears in reincarnation stories.
If only it had been sci-fi instead.
No manga, no porn, no erotic novels. Well, maybe there were erotic novels somewhere, but at least in the village where I was born, it was just an ordinary countryside town - the only books around were the ones at the village chief's house used for teaching kids their letters.
Still, they say humans are creatures of adaptation. Life without entertainment gradually started to feel familiar.
Of course, lewd fantasies took its place instead.
Sometimes the ajumma next door would come outside to hang laundry.
Every time, I'd peek out, bow my head politely, and greet her.
And while bowing my head, in my mind I'd imagine the ajumma and ajjeossi having sex, or twist it a bit and imagine her having an affair,
or maybe the ajumma had a thing for shota boys and would suddenly pounce on me.
Since I was always fantasizing, the speed of my fantasies became several times faster than in my previous life.
With no outlet for my sexual desires, I was bored out of my mind - my only solace was imagining the lewd situations of the village people.
Like back in middle school when I'd blankly zone out and imagine beating up thugs who suddenly attacked the school, thinking "I'm so damn strong!" - that same kind of feeling. Every day I'd fantasize not just about the ajumma next door, but also the ajumma from the bakery, the village blacksmith's wife, and sometimes even the noona who was 7 years older than me.
The saying "the mind follows the body" seemed to be true.
Since my body was young, even young body types that I normally wouldn't look at seemed attractive since they matched my physical age.
When I felt I needed more stimulation, imagining the village being attacked by goblins or orcs was an everyday occurrence.
Since this was a fantasy world, I'd actually seen real goblins, so the imagination felt more realistic and got me more excited.
But above all, there was something that tormented me. Something that followed me every day and made me face a miserable reality.
It was the fact that my foreskin hadn't retracted until I turned 10.
Because my foreskin hadn't retracted, I couldn't jerk off in that incredibly pleasurable way.
Of course, it still came out.
The skin was slightly peeled back to the tip of the glans, so rubbing it felt good enough to make me cum.
But the best feeling is when the skin slides back and forth over the glans.
That stimulation when the bare glans brushes against your hand during the motion is the best.
The 5 years of not being able to jerk off with full stimulation because my glans was wrapped in foreskin were absolutely torturous.
For someone like me who already knew that pleasurable sensation, the sensation of a child's dick wrapped in foreskin was far too weak.
Every day I'd carefully try to pull back the skin and check how much it had retracted - that became my daily routine.
When I turned 10 and the foreskin finally retracted completely, I was so happy I nearly shouted with joy.
Of course, as much as I love perverted things, I didn't just spend my life jacking off.
Sexual life is sexual life, but since I was born with this ability, I also had the mindset to make full use of it.
Even though I was reincarnated, I wondered if the ability I had talked about back then had actually been realized.
One week after my consciousness awakened at age 5, I decided to test my superhuman strength.
Honestly, even when I clenched and unclenched my own hands, it was hard to feel that I actually had superhuman strength.
I couldn't just break things in the house to test it.
So I went into the forest alone under the pretense of playing outside.
At first I thought about testing it on a tree, but I quickly abandoned that idea.
If I misjudged my strength and knocked over a tree, I'd risk being discovered immediately.
To avoid making noise, I decided to punch the ground instead.
I lay down and started punching, first softly like a light tap.
Once, twice, three times,
As I increased the number of punches, I put more strength into my fist.
No matter how hard I hit the ground, not a single scratch appeared on my fist. I could feel I was hitting the ground, but I felt no pain.
And with each hit, there seemed to be no limit to the strength I could put into my punch.
There was no upper limit to my gripping strength.
No matter how hard I squeezed, it was like "this is nothing" - my arm didn't tremble at all, and the force of my punch only grew stronger.
Puk!
Even when I put enough strength to bury my slender 5-year-old hand completely into the ground, my arm was perfectly fine.
When I pulled my arm out of the ground, I just tensed my body and it came right out.
My buried fist was only covered in dirt - it was completely fine and I felt no pain.
Even in my tightly clenched fist, there was no sign of strength fading.
It was only then that I truly realized I had gained that absurd superhuman strength and a body capable of withstanding it.
After that, I trained every day to control my superhuman strength.
It wasn't like I was completely uncontrollable - I wouldn't destroy things with just a little force - but I instinctively knew it was better to train this quickly.
I had to know exactly how much force would produce what level of power.
It was an incredibly important issue for me.
Not just to avoid breaking household furniture, but also because I thought I shouldn't accidentally hurt anyone.
But the most important reason was something else.
It was to prevent myself from becoming a body that couldn't be satisfied unless I was jerking off with my superhuman strength.
I'd experienced this in my previous life too.
The tighter you grip when you jerk off, the more incredibly good it feels.
Of course, there's a limit to how hard you can grip - only up to what your dick can handle.
A light, brushing touch feels good too, but I think gripping tightly and stroking is the best.
But now my body was the strongest body that could withstand my superhuman strength no matter what.
No matter how tightly I gripped my dick, it could handle it.
That means the tighter I grip, the more fucking amazing the jerk-off feels.
That's dangerous. What's dangerous is that in the future, when I'm fucking a woman, no matter how tight her pussy is, I might never be satisfied - that's the danger.
In my previous life, I was a mo-sol (unlucky in love).
In other words, a virgin.
I'd never had sex.
I reincarnated into a fantasy world.
From what I'd overheard, apparently in the city where adventurers gather - about 3 days away by carriage from my countryside village - there are many races like elves, beastmen, dwarves, and halflings.
What ability do I have now?
Powerful superhuman strength, a body that can withstand my own strength, is immune to poison, and never gets sick - an amazing body.
It would be strange to stay quietly in the countryside with a body like this.
Someday I'll go to the city, become an adventurer, use this ability to be active, and become popular with women - that's guaranteed.
No, even if I'm not popular, I'll make money, so I can go to the red-light district and lose my virginity.
I want to have sex.
And I want to have sex that feels good.
But if I put a dick that's become accustomed to superhuman stimulation into a pussy, would it actually feel good?
The answer is absolutely not.
It would be soft and feel good in its own way, but I'd definitely feel it's not enough.
Even for someone like me who's never had sex, I could predict that much.
So my first priority was strength control.
The goal was to always maintain the same gripping strength I used to jerk off in my previous life.
The time it took to master strength control perfectly was the first time in this world that I focused with the most intensity.
By the time I turned 10, I had completely mastered strength control, and the pleasure of my first jerk-off with a fully retracted foreskin is still vividly etched in my memory.
After that, whenever I had time, I spent my days in the forest feeling the greenery of nature while whacking off with fantasy material.
Fortunately, in this world, the average appearance of women is very high, so there was no shortage of material.
This was one of the things I was grateful for about being born into a fantasy world.
Not just fantasy masturbation, but I challenged myself with various types of material, enjoying my days of sexual liberation.
Of course, I didn't just jerk off.
I lived my daily life properly too.
Not just regarding masturbation, but I also trained for my future adventurer life.
Time passed like that, and 20 years went by. I became an adult in this world.
I sat at the dining table and spoke to my parents sitting across from me.
"Abeoji, Eomeoi. I want to become an adventurer."
My abeoji in this life looked worried and spoke.
"Lant, do you really have to?"
My abeoji's name is Philip.
He has green hair and brown eyes with a sturdy body.
Whether it's because I take after my abeoji or because my body needed to withstand superhuman strength, I now have bulging muscles and a tall, robust build.
Naturally, my dick is also quite robust.
This is probably mostly due to genetics, and I consider it the best thing about being my abeoji's son.
For reference, my hair color is also the same green as my abeoji's.
"Wouldn't it be fine to just work as a carpenter with your appa in the village? Do you really have to become an adventurer?"
"Abeoji. Look at my body. If I want to make a good living with this body, being an adventurer is the best."
I thumped my chest with my fist and argued with my abeoji.
If I had no abilities, I would follow my abeoji and become a carpenter, but I wanted to go to the city.
I wanted to spend a very hot night with a pretty woman.
In this countryside village, there's no red-light district.
Even if there were, everyone knows each other so it would be awkward to go.
"Your appa's right, Lant. No matter how impressive our son's muscles are, what if you get injured by a monster?"
Next to my abeoji, my eomeoi said something absurd.
My eomeoi's name is Melinda. Even I think she looks young enough to still be in her prime.
But her personality is completely different from her appearance - she's just an ajumma.
My eomeoi has blonde hair and blue eyes like mine.
For reference, she also has big breasts. My abeoji once secretly told me that he was first attracted to my eomeoi's chest.
"Eomeoi..."
I stood up abruptly, picked up a saw-blade knife used for cutting wood that was placed in one corner of the house, and in one motion, tried to slash my left forearm with it.
Tang!
Then my eomeoi slammed the table and shouted at me.
"Oh my, have you gone crazy! What if you hurt yourself!"
Look at this. How absurd is that?
She knows perfectly well what my body is like, yet she's talking nonsense.
I stopped my action of slashing my arm and instead tapped my shoulder with the saw-blade knife.
"You know it too, Eomeoi. Even if I try to cut myself with this saw-blade knife, the blade would be the one to get damaged. How could a body like this get injured?"
I put the saw-blade knife back in its original place and sat down again.
"Abeoji, Eomeoi. I want to become an adventurer. This suits me best."
'And it suits my lower half best too.'
"You're talking about becoming an adventurer - you, who threw up after killing just one goblin!"
"No, that was when I was a kid! And I threw up because the goblin exploded the moment I hit it, and its guts splattered all over my face! Do you know how disgusting the smell of guts is?!"
That time was truly awful. It was my first encounter with a goblin.
I punched the belly of a goblin that suddenly lunged at me.
Honestly, I didn't think I'd get hurt, but I was nervous and lost control of my strength a little.
After that, I decided to cleanly take off their heads whenever I met goblins.
My eomeoi rubbed her eyes and wailed.
"Aigu! Aiguuuu! What's the point of raising a son~! What's the point of raising such a heartless son who abandons his parents~! I've wasted all these years! Aiguuu!"
That's acting.
I've lived with her for 20 years, so I know everything.
"Agh! Why are you like this, Eomeoi! What's so bad about it? You know your son isn't the type to go out and die and never come back, don't you!"
"If you leave, what will happen to our household work? Appa will have a hard time working alone."
My eomeoi spouted nonsense.
"What's so hard about it? Abeoji is perfectly fine. Besides, aside from me, he's the strongest person in the village. Do you think I'd leave for no reason? I'm only saying this because I know you and abeoji won't have any worries even after I leave."
At least the next 20 years will be fine.
"Just because his body is fine without his son! Look at your appa. He may not be as burly as our son, but even with his big build, his heart is soft! How lonely will he be without you!"
"Calling your son burly..."
Besides, my abeoji would be happy that I'm leaving.
My parents have a great relationship. Even now, when they think I'm asleep, they often have their own private hot time.
I'm actually surprised that a younger sibling hasn't been born yet.
Maybe once I leave for the city, a sibling will appear in eomeoi's belly.
"H-honey. Even without our son, just the two of us would be fine too..."
See? Even abeoji is saying that.
"You were against it, so what are you talking about! You stay out of it!"
"A-alright."
He has a big build, but my abeoji can't do anything against my eomeoi.
I always look at my abeoji and swear that when I meet a woman, I won't let myself be cowed like that.
"Anyway! No adventurer! How do you know your appa will stay fine forever? As he ages, he won't be able to do carpenter work! When that time comes, you need to be by his side to help him. If appa can't work, are you saying we should starve?"
It seems my eomeoi thinks I'll be the kind of ungrateful son who never shows his face once I become an adventurer.
That's really disappointing. More than disappointing, it's a little irritating.
"Eomeoi, do you see your son as some ungrateful brat who'll become an adventurer, forget all about you and abeoji, and just laze around? I'll send money regularly."
"Eh?"
My eomeoi's expression changed instantly.
"Really?"
She stared at me with the same look she uses when haggling with the ajumma at the fruit shop.
"Ah, really! Even if I'm unlucky and don't become hugely successful, just catching mediocre monsters will be enough that you and abeoji won't have to worry about money!"
Besides, the adventurer city is only 3 days away by carriage.
If I don't send money, my eomeoi might come find me herself and beat me up.
My eomeoi burst into a bright smile, came over to my side, and patted my shoulder.
"Oh my! I knew it! Yes, yes! What kind of son is our son! He's not the kind of rotten bastard who'd abandon his parents! Aigu! Our precious filial son!"
I went from an ungrateful son to a filial son in an instant.
Honestly, I don't hate this mercenary side of my eomeoi.
Being thrifty is the best, isn't it?
"H-honey. I still wish our son wouldn't leave..."
It seems abeoji has more attachment to me.
But if eomeoi allows it, abeoji's opinion doesn't even need to be asked.
"Oh my! What nonsense is this man talking! Our good son is becoming independent and wants to help his parents! Instead of supporting him! If you keep interfering with our son, you'll be sleeping in separate rooms!"
"That can't happen! G-go for it, son!"
It's because the authority in this house lies with my eomeoi.
And so, I was able to leave for the adventurer city.
'Just wait... for my first pleasurable sex!'
Dreaming of a happy future, I clenched my fist tightly.