16. Words of Love (5)
There is an immutable law that has been passed down since prehistoric times. It is this: the hardest part of starting anything is the initial "will to do it." Exploring an unknown cave. Tasting an unknown fruit. All of these must have been the most difficult when taking that first step or taking that first bite. Of course, running into a grumpy bear or collapsing from an unlucky poisonous apple are trivial matters, so let’s move on… Anyway. Clicking on this lewd ad is no different. If you grit your teeth and read it just once, it might actually help when you talk to a guy later. With that "will to do it" firmly in place, all that remained was to move forward. With only my eyes peeking out from under the blanket, I pressed down on the picture of the scantily clad woman below the YouTube screen.
81. It seems that what Yozora recommended was indeed a genre of pure romance manga after all….
"……."
That made sense, as even that one had at least some sweet, lovey-dovey parts in the beginning, but this manga was nothing but explicit sex appeal from the very first part of the prologue…!
"…So this is what a male-oriented manga is like…."
A sigh of bewilderment, rather than awe, escaped my lips. A half-naked man waiting for a woman in his studio apartment from the start? That was okay. It was an adult manga. I just assumed, well… that they would have sex right away. The exaggerated depiction of the woman’s body after she came out of the shower? That was okay, too. It was an adult manga. Just as most women like a man’s chiseled body, most men would likely prefer a soft, curvy woman’s body. Judging by the monologues and dialogue, it seemed the protagonist and the heroine had already been dating for a while. The fact that the entire process was skipped was also okay. It was an adult manga. It was just that the process was so explicitly focused on "sex" that I was a little taken aback.
"Hmm…."
So this is what male-oriented manga feels like. It’s so explicit that it’s embarrassing to compare it to what Yozora was watching. My knowledge has increased. But I couldn't just stop here and close it. If you’ve drawn your sword, shouldn't you at least cut a radish? I absolutely had to confirm just how different the sex scenes in female-oriented manga are from those in male-oriented manga. Steeling my resolve, I scrolled down the screen. Since the woman was already mostly naked and the protagonist only had a towel wrapped around his waist, I figured they would be busy having sex within five panels.
"……?"
However, there was no sex scene. The reason was the protagonist’s… well… his male organ was just too big. The woman who had just finished her shower had packed her bags and run away.
"…Well, I guess."
That would be natural if it were that big. Even looking at the silhouette, it easily reached from between her legs up to her navel. Plus, the thickness was immense….
…….
If she tried to put all of that in, it wouldn't feel good; it would be incredibly painful. It was a natural reaction. I secretly thought that since it was an adult manga, I could just ignore it, but I let it slide for now. I just guessed it was a device for realistic expression; that was the extent of my speculation. Soon, the protagonist, who had bought some alcohol, began filling his stomach with booze alone. Come to think of it, I’ve never had alcohol before… what does it taste like? As I was having such trivial thoughts, the protagonist turned on his phone and….
…Accessed a porn site?
"……."
They actually watch porn. Men….
…That’s fascinating.
Of course, I had vaguely assumed as much. The fact that men like lewd things was one of the clichés often depicted even when I read pure romance manga. Since Japan is suspiciously fond of analog, they usually use adult magazines, but perhaps because this is Korea, it’s porn here. Is it because I feel like I’ve accidentally peeked into the private lives of men? I felt a strange sense of excitement. Could I use this as a topic of conversation with a guy? Should I try it on the infirmary teacher next time? That thought lasted only a moment. As I scrolled down a little more, a question mark popped up in my head.
"Eh…."
The women in the videos the protagonist was watching, unlike the woman who had just run away, were busy screaming like bitches while being pounded by huge, pitch-black male organs. What is this? Does it actually feel good in reality? But if this is the case….
"It doesn't add up."
Then why did the woman earlier run away? If it feels good, shouldn't she have had sex with the protagonist? Moreover, even thinking about it with common sense, something is strange. With something that big being shoved into the body like that, wouldn't it be normal for it to be painful rather than pleasant? A setting error from the prologue….
…I don’t think that’s it. Then does that mean this is the real thing?
"……."
I, I can just check. I’m not some minor watching lewd things in secret. It’s been three months since I reached an age where no one could say anything even if I watched it openly. Now, I can watch porn with confidence. Wiggling my thighs and turning over, I searched for "porn site" on Google and entered one at random. There were many sites that blocked access, claiming it wasn't available, but after a few tries, I found one that I could enter without any restrictions. I don’t know what the difference is, but anyway, I entered the one that worked. After wiggling around the site for about five minutes, I picked a video with a provocative thumbnail.
"……."
Inside one video I chose simply because it had a high view count. The man holding the camera began to show, as if in contrast, the pale, large buttocks crouching in front of him and his own pitch-black, thick male organ. A composition that felt like he was looking down on the woman. A composition that seemed to treat her as nothing more than… a toy. …Directly, thud. Thud. Thud. He shoved it into the woman’s body all the way to the root, which I thought, "No way, is he really going to put all that in?" Even though the woman was trembling while gripping the bedsheets with both hands, he didn't care.
…So it does all fit in. I naturally thought it was only possible because it was a manga….
If that were to enter me… Wait a minute…. Here? No. It would easily reach below my navel. Then here? A full hand’s breadth below my crotch….
At that moment, a wet, slapping sound came through my earphones. My vision, which had become hazy at some point, quickly returned to normal. When I came to my senses, what I saw was the woman’s buttocks shaking lightly under the man’s hand. …The soft, squishy buttocks that the man, whispering "whore," was playfully tapping. Soon, the man grabbed the woman’s pale white buttocks, which were busy panting and twitching, tightly and roughly, and… he slowly pulled that, that huge thing out of her female organ, capturing on camera the sight of it becoming covered in sticky love nectar in just a few seconds, the sight of the nectar stretching like honey onto the bed, without missing a single detail. As if asking, "I made this woman like this. What about you guys watching this?"
Soon, immediately after the thick glans touched the tightly closed entrance of her female organ.
…In less than 10 seconds, bitch-like moans began to ring out loudly through my volume 1 earphones. Remaining video length. 37 minutes. By the time it became 36 minutes, 35 minutes, 34 minutes, I, who had been watching the video blankly, flinched my shoulders in surprise and turned off the porn.
…Just how long had I been watching this?
"Hmm, hmmm…."
Y, yeah. Well…. I guess a big… male organ really does feel good. It’s not that important, so I’ll just let it slide. Maybe the heroine who appeared earlier just didn’t know. Just let it slide…. Just let it slide…. I need to cool my face down first…. Phew….
I covered my phone for a moment and placed both palms on my cheeks, spinning them around as if kneading dough. …For some reason, the space between my thighs felt incredibly ticklish, but I didn't know what it was, so I just rubbed my thighs hard. And only after the heat in my cheeks had subsided to some extent did I continue reading the manga. After realizing that the genre of this manga was actually an isekai reincarnation story, seeing the man’s status demoted to a sex slave from the start, and thinking, "Is this a worldview where women are stronger than men?", the first sex scene I discovered a little later was.
"……?"
It was a little different from my expectations.
"In this one, the woman is on top…?"
It was exactly as it sounded. The male protagonist was lying down, and the woman was shaking her hips while furrowing her brows tightly. …Even while her thighs were trembling as if it were too much to handle because it was too big. With saliva dripping from the tip of her tongue, *squelch*. *Squelch*. She lowered her hips without rest.
…That’s strange. Why is the woman shaking her hips herself here? The ones Yozora recommended were mostly positions where the woman was crouching or lying down, leaving it entirely to the man…. Anyway, those were the kinds. But this is a male-oriented work, right? Do men want women to move on their own? Because that’s relatively more comfortable?
"Hmm…."
If I were to say that, didn't the man pound away in the porn I watched earlier? …What is this, really. Why are the two different? I have no idea what’s correct. Maybe it’s just a difference in the author’s taste…. Maybe I missed something while skipping through to see the sex scene…. I don’t know. I’m tired. I don’t want to watch anymore. It’s already 2:00 AM. If I fall asleep any later than this, I’ll have to force myself to sleep at a time when I’m not even sleepy tomorrow.
It was strangely sweltering, so I lowered the blanket slightly and moved my fingers. I scrolled slowly and carefully, wondering if, just maybe, there were other positions, but nothing changed. The description ended with him ejaculating profusely while she was on top, and the semen flowing out stickily as soon as he pulled out. Sighing in disappointment, I pressed the back button. And, I saw it.
"……Huh?"
The manga thumbnails lined up from episode 1 to the latest. There, a little past the prologue. …I saw a thumbnail of a beast-kin with a tail having sex as intensely as the porn I just watched.