Jealousy (6)
Today's plan! ...Though, to be honest, it wasn't anything grand. Watch a movie with Woojin. Eat dinner with Woojin. And with Woojin, just... play. That was it. Didn't I tell him that anything was fine when we were texting? I just thought of a rough outline in case Woojin hadn't prepared anything at all.
...I never imagined it would actually go so smoothly according to the plan I'd made, though.
"Ugh..."
What do I do? For starters, we made it to the movie theater, but... is a movie date too cliché? Ugh... This is my first relationship, so I don't really know what I'm supposed to do. If I try to act experienced and lead, it's obvious I'll just mess up the details. But if I leave everything to Woojin and just step back, I know for a fact he'll treat me like a little sister until the very end, petting my head over and over, and I hate that.
If I want to be treated like a woman, I need to grab Woojin by the leash starting now... Hmm. Oh, and by the way, I wonder if there's anyone I know at the theater right now...
"Wh-what?!"
In front of the theater concession stand. While I was lost in thought, Seo Woojin, standing right next to me, whispered that so lightly that I ended up shouting my response a bit too loudly.
"Hmm... Two people coming and ordering one combo set? And the amount of popcorn?"
"What's wrong with the amount of popcorn?"
"I just thought it was a lot more than I expected."
"D-don't people usually get that much when they order a large...?"
"Is that so?"
As I answered, trying to calm my pounding heart, Seo Woojin tilted his head as if he truly didn't know and began to inspect the popcorn bucket. It’s not like it’s his first time eating popcorn... Wait, could 'first time' include the 'movie theater' itself? No, even so, doesn't everyone come to see a movie with friends at least once in their life? Come to think of it, Woojin's friends... is there anyone I know?
While I was busy imagining Woojin's past, feeling bad about it but unable to stop, Seo Woojin popped a warm caramel popcorn into his mouth and continued with a grin.
"I didn't know the popcorn would be this much. If it's like this, I don't know what we'll do about dinner."
"Dinner?"
"Yeah. Looking at the amount of popcorn, we might just have to watch the movie and part ways..."
"...Sh-should I ask them to change the size? Even now?"
"...There's no need for that. If you get full, we can just stop eating."
Seo Woojin was still smirking, as if there was something funny about my words. I wanted to ask him why he was laughing, or why he brought up dinner if he was just going to stop eating halfway, but I held it in. The reason. I realized it a bit late. He must have thought it was cute to see me racking my brain to spend more time with him. Because you like cute things.
I’d rather see a reaction like 'She’s so cool for doing that' instead of that. Being told I'm cute because my actions are like a little sister... that reaction is a little bit annoying. Of course, since that's your type, I'm willing to match it, but I'm a woman. A year older than you. So, um... if we're in bed, I can match your tastes perfectly...! But you could at least treat me like an older sister in daily life. Give and take. Don't you know that? You bad guy. You only ever try to take...
'Ugh...'
How can I show Woojin a more mature side of me? Should I book a horror movie and grab his hand tightly every time he gets startled? ...But I can't watch horror movies either. What do I do? Ugh...
"I like it, but...? Why?"
"You were ordering so diligently earlier that I couldn't bring myself to say it, but I don't really like cola."
"I-I wasn't ordering diligently..."
"I took a sip earlier and it still doesn't really suit me. Do you want mine?"
"...Yeah."
It felt like my rebuttal had been completely ignored... but the annoyance was short-lived. As I reached out, the cold cola that had been in Woojin's hand was passed to me.
"......"
...But isn't this an indirect kiss? No, no, we've already kissed plenty, so what's an indirect kiss? Besides, we're not elementary or middle schoolers; why am I worrying about something like an indirect kiss at 21 years old...
When I glanced at Seo Woojin, he didn't seem to think much of it, just picking at the popcorn and talking about how the movie was starting soon, or asking if we should go to the restroom beforehand. I guess I'm the weird one for reacting to every little thing, unlike a couple in the 'some' stage. Yeah.
"......"
Wouldn't it be best to just use the straw I was using? I crushed that thought as hard as I could and started drinking the cola Woojin handed me, trying to act as nonchalant as possible. ...Every time I took a refreshing gulp, my cheeks and ears felt like they were on fire... but it's fine. I was leading the way like a big sister until just a moment ago, but right now, I was clinging to Seo Woojin's back as we entered the theater. He couldn't possibly have seen what color my cheeks turned.
"......"
Of course, other people nearby might have seen it if they glanced over, but that's fine. They aren't people I know... they're just strangers.
I didn't go as far as booking a ticket and following the two of them into the theater. That would be too much like a stalker. I'm just watching from afar because I'm worried that Seo Woojin might make a mistake with my sister, and that their relationship might drift apart.
"......"
While I was tailing them, blending into the crowd, I witnessed a scene that wasn't even a big deal. Seo Woojin handed the cola he had been drinking to my sister. And my sister drank it. I added the word 'even' here purely because of my sister. If she had just sucked on the straw, I wouldn't have thought much of it, but she had flushed cheeks while she was at it...! It was like that urban legend about a teenage boy lusting after the recorder of a girl he likes...
"Ugh..."
Sister, were you always this much of a pervert? I know it's hypocritical for me to think this, but that's a bit much. When I caught her watching adult videos last time, it was just a video where the woman was being handled a bit roughly; it wasn't perverted, just a range of taste that was understandable enough... No. Forget it. It's not like I followed them here to be disgusted by my sister's perversions. Everyone has a secret taste or two.
Having seen them enter the theater, I didn't bother buying a ticket for a nearby seat to continue the tailing; instead, I headed home. I judged that staying by their side wouldn't be of much help anymore. Besides, from the way my sister was hesitantly calling Seo Woojin 'Oppa' on the street to how she was enjoying the indirect kiss behind his back, she seemed to be having a great time.
I'm no dating expert, and since I have one less dating experience than that perverted sister of mine, my advice wouldn't be of much help to Seo Woojin anyway.
"......"
So, just like that... like I did with Seo Woojin last time, I'd rather go into my sister's room instead of mine, wear my sister's clothes instead of mine, tie my hair up like my sister, ...bury my face and lie prone, and just masturbate hard while recalling the memory of being intensely 'sex-practiced' by Seo Woojin. I wonder what my sister is doing with Seo Woojin right now.
While imagining that.
"...Ngh..."
It's probably nearing the end of the movie now. It's obvious what happened between the two of them. Their hands brushed against each other while eating popcorn. They held hands in the darkness. If it's a boring movie... maybe she fell asleep leaning on Seo Woojin's shoulder. Since she's a pervert in her tastes but a total novice, that's probably the extent of it. Or... they might have even kissed. I heard the recording file last time.
...It wasn't just a fresh, boring kiss; it was a recording of them playing background music so others couldn't hear, with saliva sounds tangled in, and even though my sister was struggling to let out a 'wait, just a moment', Seo Woojin was forcing a suffocating kiss... and she was just quietly letting him kiss her, gulping down his saliva until the music ended. I heard it. They must be hiding in the dark theater, or out in some dark back alley doing that. In my opinion, it's not just my sister; Seo Woojin is a pervert too.
"Ugh... Ugh..."
...Practicing sex with that little sister instead of her. Who could do that unless they were a pervert? Besides, she... she was jealous of a guy I play games with, so she intentionally let me hear the sounds through Discor...d, and kept going thwack, thwack... telling me to make moaning sounds... to let him hear that she was having sex face-down on the desk like an animal... If I didn't want to do that, she said she'd let me hear the sound of him slamming his lower abdomen into my butt... She's such a pervert... seriously...
".... ......"
After burying my face in my sister's pillow and rubbing my clitoris frantically, I stopped my fingers just before I could reach the climax, grabbed one of my sister's clothes from the laundry basket to use as a towel, and scattered my fluids over it. ...There are a lot of NTR stories like that. Overwriting the place where the two of them have left their scent with my own. And then pretending to know nothing later. Whether it's a man or a woman, it seems they share that one gloomy taste.
"Haa... Ha..."
It's just a fleeting pleasure that will disappear once the laundry is done, but who knows. Maybe Seo Woojin will accidentally notice my scent on my sister's clothes. And maybe he'll casually ask what she did to her clothes. Heh heh... I wonder what reaction he'd show if I told him honestly that I masturbated using her clothes as a mat. Would he be dumbfounded and call me a crazy bitch? ...Or would he get a hard-on, calling me a crazy bitch? I'm kind of curious. Pfft...
"Haa..."
Right on cue, my stomach let out a growl. I stumbled down from the bed and went to the kitchen to put water on for ramen. My sister will probably return only after having dinner with Seo Woojin. I thought about pretending to be oblivious and sending a text like 'When are you coming home?' to pester her until she replied, but I held back. I should give her time to enjoy herself. I can't be the only one enjoying myself forever. ...And my sister enjoying herself is also the way for me to become happy.
A few minutes passed. I was just about to break a soft-boiled egg over the chewy noodles.
"......"
Beep-beep. Beep-beep.
A call came in. The caller was Seo Woojin.