The Truth of the Heat
Condoms. A male contraceptive tool used to prevent an accidental pregnancy during intercourse. The material is rubber… I think? Anyway, that’s about all I know about condoms. Oh, and one more thing.
“...Nngh.... Hhh....”
I don’t really know why, but whenever they put on a condom, they always bite it with their lips first, then slowly roll it onto the penis like they’re performing fellatio. Whether it’s in 2D manga or 3D videos. It’s always the same.
“Phew.... I, I can’t get it on.... I’m sorry....”
“...It’s fine. If it’s too hard, you can use your hand instead of your mouth.”
“O-okay....”
But since this was my first time doing something like this, I failed to roll it all the way down. I endured the foreign sensation of it poking at my throat, but as a beginner, I could only manage to get it halfway down the shaft.
...How embarrassing, seriously. If I get used to this someday, will I be able to put a condom on in one go...?
“...All done.”
“You did well. For a first time.”
“......”
I thought the gentleness from a moment ago had vanished, but Seo Woojin was smiling at me softly again. My hair was a bit messy from being stroked so tenderly by him over and over. ...It’s kind of funny. I’ve never been treated like a baby by my parents like this in my entire life. Maybe if he were an old man, I’d understand, but why am I being treated like this by a guy the same age as me...?
Ah, I, I don’t mean I hate being petted by you! I just meant I’d appreciate it if you were a bit more careful with my ears, not that you should stop petting me entirely. ...So, just a little more....
“Now, then....”
“......”
But, he couldn’t possibly know what I was thinking just by me sitting there silently. ...Every time he strokes my hair, I find myself wagging my tail uncontrollably, but he’s a normal person, not a mutant-type. And a normal person who hasn’t even raised a pet wouldn’t immediately understand this signal. If he could, he’d be a mind reader, not working here as an infirmary staff member. What a waste of talent.
While I was nursing that small grievance and twitching my lion ears, I, who had been kneeling on the floor to put the condom on, was suddenly—
“...Hey, where are your hands—!”
I was lifted up by Seo Woojin, who let out a soft chuckle. Ah, "lifted" doesn't quite feel right. I was pulled to my feet. Yes. That’s more like it.
...The problem is that he did it by shoving both his hands into the armpits of a grown woman.
“H-hands.... Ugh....”
“......”
Wait, wait. Hands, don’t move. I’ve been incredibly ticklish since I was a kid, you know...!
Ugh.... A-and, he could have just told me to stand up instead of pulling me up like this. He really treats me like a baby....
“You have to stand up, don’t you? ...You and I, we’re going to have sex soon.”
“......”
...I guess he doesn't treat me like a baby. He’s looking at me with such gentle, yet desire-filled eyes. There’s no way he’s treating me like a baby. He just wants to have sex with the woman named Han Su-a as soon as possible.
Because of that honest desire, devoid of any lies, it’s hard to meet Seo Woojin’s gaze. ...I can only wiggle and avert my eyes.
“...You were incredibly sexy when I was looking down at you, but seeing you right in front of me, I feel like I’m going to go crazy....”
“H-huh? What is.... ...Ah.”
Because he pulled my waist tightly into him, I ended up sitting lightly on the thighs of Seo Woojin, who was perched on the edge of the bed. Thanks to that, my breasts, peeking out between the buttons of my school uniform, were pressed against his chest, distorting their shape. From my lower abdomen, still hidden by the uniform, I could feel his hot, hard sensation intensely.
...Exactly where he’s going to thrust into me. Deeper than my delusions, he’s going to thrust into me.
“...Do you, do you like... breasts?”
“...I don’t think there’s a man who dislikes them. Whether they like them small or large, it’s a matter of preference.”
“......”
Because I was embarrassed, I changed the subject to my breasts, and while Seo Woojin was answering, I focused my attention on the warmth I felt in my lower abdomen. Even just now, he was lightly touching right below my navel, so if we were to do it in this position..., .......
...Wow. Wow....
“Well, I do think the larger side is better, though.”
“...Ah, wa—.”
While I was secretly lost in my own delusions, continuing my embarrassing fantasies, his fingers—which I hadn’t been paying attention to—suddenly began to squeeze my breasts tightly. It wasn’t the lewd caressing I’d seen in erotic videos, nor the innocent caressing I’d seen in the pure romance recommendations from Yozora; it was a touch that felt a bit distant from gentleness, as if he were appraising the size of my breasts.
...But funnily enough, because of that rude and rough action, I felt like my heart was going to burst. The pounding vibration was loud enough to ring in my eardrums.
“D-don’t touch them like that....”
“...Does it hurt?”
“It’s not so much that, it’s just....”
“Are you embarrassed?”
Please, don’t let him hear it. If he hears that too, I’ll really bite my tongue and die. With that thought, I slowly nod my head. I hoped that if I did, he’d stop touching my breasts. I hoped I could hide the sound of my pounding heart.
...But I was wrong.
“...For someone who’s embarrassed, you seem to be enjoying it quite a bit.”
“...Huh? What does that mean.... I, I’ve never....”
“Really?”
“...Nngh...?!”
He already knew. That I felt satisfied being stroked softly by Seo Woojin. That I felt a little turned on when I was lifted up by Seo Woojin. That I was excited while imagining how deep he’d go as I measured the length of Seo Woojin’s penis. That I was wetting my panties little by little just from having my breasts grabbed by Seo Woojin’s hand. That my heart was about to burst all the while.
...Right now, to Seo Woojin, who has become a bit more mischievous and slick than usual, just from having my pink nipples pinched, I’m shivering and letting out unsightly, ragged breaths. I don’t know which of these he noticed, if he noticed everything, or if he only noticed one thing.
But he already knew.
“...Is it because it hurts that you don’t like being touched like this?”
“Haa....... Hhh....”
He’s not asking if it’s true or false. He’s asking if it really hurts. He’s scolding me, saying don’t lie, when I’m already on the verge of climaxing just from having my nipples squeezed.
“...I’m asking you, Su-a. Does it hurt, and do you hate it?”
“T-that’s.... Hicc....”
...He’s really, really mean. If he had kept touching my body while asking, I could have just answered with a moan. To leave my nipples stiff and erect, and now, to stop all stimulation and just stare blankly at my face... he’s trying to make me say it with my own mouth, isn’t he?
...That it feels good to be touched by you. How can I say that honestly? You bad man.
“...I-I don’t... hate it....”
“...Is that so?”
When I said it in a barely audible voice, Seo Woojin’s expression softened into satisfaction. It wasn’t the answer he wanted, but this isn’t bad either. That’s exactly the feeling.
“...Then, well.... I’ll stop playing with your breasts here.”
“......”
I was feeling a sense of relief that this embarrassing time had ended, and a strange sense of disappointment, when—
“...Get on all fours. I’ll fuck you just like you imagined.”
“....... ...”
...The words, which would be an understatement no matter how many times I called them "incredibly" shocking, were driven into me in a lower voice than usual.
“W-w-what....”
“...You’ve been pressing down on your lower abdomen like that for a while now, it would be strange if I didn’t notice.”
“......”
“...You were guessing how deep it would go if I thrust into you without leaving anything behind, weren’t you?”
“T-that’s not it...! You’re just mistaken....”
“Mistaken?”
That’s exactly what it is. It’s true that I was rubbing the slippery liquid from the condom onto my school uniform, trying to gauge how deep it would go. I just can’t admit it in front of the person himself. Because... I’m a total pervert. A total pervert with no experience but a head full of lewd fantasies.
“...You said it was a mistake? With your own mouth.”
“Eek...?!”
So, I can’t get caught.
“...Then shall we make a bet?”
I’m already on all fours on the bed, my butt held high, but I can’t get caught.
“If it’s a mistake like you said, I’ll grant you one wish. Excluding childish ones.”
...Because of my tail, my skirt is all lifted up and my panties are clearly visible, but I can’t get caught.
“But if it’s not a mistake.”
“......”
“...Later, you grant me one wish. How about it?”
“......”
My panties must be soaked through in that short time, and Seo Woojin behind me must have seen it all, but I can’t get caught. The method is easy. I just have to insist that it’s all Seo Woojin’s misunderstanding. This is a fight I absolutely cannot lose because—
“...Hicc....?!”
—it is.
“......? ...?”
Between my thighs as I kneel on all fours. Something hot and hard pokes and rubs against the area below my navel, then pulls away, and my mind goes blank for a moment. ...So that means when we have sex, it goes in that far. If he thrusts in like Yozora, then..., it goes in that far, over and over, thrust, thrust....
.... .... .
“...I’ll move your panties to the side a little.”
“...Phew.... Ph....”
“Haa..., I should have just taken them off.”
“......”
My panties, pulled aside by Seo Woojin, are bunched up thinly and shoved roughly into the path between where they should be and my thighs. Just like all the lewd things I’ve seen every dawn, I, too, am becoming like that.
“...Su-a.”
“......”
“Stop twitching and answer me first.”
“......Why, why....”
“You shouldn’t answer with ‘why.’ Did you forget what I asked earlier?”
“......Ah....”
Seo Woojin grabs my butt tightly, perhaps intending to leave handprints. ...Immediately after, he hooks his fingers as if to spread open the hole used for sex, and grabs it tightly again. His voice is whispered into my eardrum, and something hard keeps poking at the spot that would normally be perfectly blocked by my panties.
“...A misunderstanding. Is that right?”
“......”
He told me to leave it to my conscience, and now he’s pushing his hard penis with all his might into a hole he hasn’t even put a finger into yet. ...As if he wants to thrust into me right now.
“Answer me. Quickly.”
“...T-there.”
To him, I—
Gulp, I swallow my saliva.
“...If I say I imagined you thrusting your penis into me, will you be disgusted and think I’m a pervert...?”
“No. ...I’m just thinking about fucking you senseless.”
“...What if I say it was all a misunderstanding?”
“I’ll tell you to stop lying and thrust into you until you speak honestly.”
“......”
“...So, which one is it?”
I whispered it so quietly it was barely audible.
“......”
“......”
—I’m sorry. If I say this, Seo Woojin will understand enough.... ...Ah, wa— wait.... I just, I just came a little..., .......