First Masturbation
First Masturbation
It's a shock too hard to accept. The muscles I'd trained so hard all my life had all disappeared. Along with my penis.
I touched where my penis should have been attached.
I couldn't feel anything.
I collapsed onto the shower floor. Water from the showerhead poured over my head.
What's going on? What happened to my body?
No matter how long I thought about it, I couldn't understand. The combat suit I'd taken off at the shelter entrance was visible.
Because of that thing? Was what happened inside not a dream? What did they do to my body?
Without even drying myself, I went to where the combat suit was. As I thought about wearing it, the front of the suit automatically opened. It was clearly connected to me.
If I wear this again, maybe I can talk to that mechanical voice and find out my situation.
I stopped moving just as I was about to enter the combat suit.
Is there any guarantee this bastard won't harm me? Didn't it play with my body as it pleased and turn me into a woman? Even if I died after wearing it again, it wouldn't be strange.
When I thought about not wearing the combat suit, the open front closed.
I stood before the shower room mirror. I hadn't looked closely before, but it was quite-no, the most beautiful body I'd seen in this world.
Innocent straight hair, a face just shedding its childishness, about 168cm tall, a slim figure without excess fat, white skin, and breasts and hips as large as an adult film actress.
As I stared dazedly at my reflection, I suddenly felt I'd seen this somewhere before. Where had I seen this woman?
The more I searched my memories, an old forgotten melody gradually surfaced. As the memory grew clearer, I found myself humming the rising song.
"If you have courage, come closer to me, make my heart pound! Pound! I'll pretend not to know your feelings. That way you'll like me even more. Ah?"
I remembered. This is Girl Slave's Noah! I looked exactly like Noah, who was my regular masturbation material in my past life. I imagined violating her every day. Even the night before I died, I fantasized and masturbated while listening to her song. And now I've become her?
To begin with, being reborn as a macho man in this wasteland 300 years later didn't make sense, but transforming into the image of a girl idol I liked was going too far.
I wanted to violate pretty women, not become a pretty woman to be devoured by men.
The one thing I gained was being able to see Noah's naked body. The breasts I'd fantasized about daily in my past life exceeded imagination. Over D-cup sized yet didn't sag at all without a bra, maintaining perfect shape. Shyly spread small areolas and pink nipples.
Just as I naturally moved my hand toward those cute nipples, a familiar mechanical sound rang out.
[A quest has occurred.]
Objective: Reach orgasm through masturbation.
Reward: Common Capsule.
Time limit: 1 hour.
Failure penalty: Constant heat for one week.
"Fuck, you scared me!"
A quest window unfolded before my eyes. Having loved games in my past life, the concept of quests was familiar. But that was in games-quests in reality?
Soon the quest window shrank and moved to the lower left corner of my vision.
I glared at the combat suit in the corner. Everything happened after getting into that thing. Even if I don't get in, can I escape its influence?
Suddenly, I felt someone was toying with me, and rage rose until my face turned crimson.
I grabbed the revolver on the table and emptied it at the combat suit. But it didn't get a single scratch. The ricocheting bullet barely grazed past my ear.
Next, I tried smashing it with an axe and iron pipe, but only tore my palms uselessly.
Gnashing my teeth, I screamed.
"What the hell is this? Are you watching me? Come out right now!!"
I raged for a long time, but the combat suit showed no change. No mechanical voice either.
After venting my anger, a long silence fell.
As my mind calmed slightly, I felt the dried soap residue on my body.
I can't deal with that thing right now. Let me finish washing.
I entered the shower. Cold streams enveloped my whole body. When I raised my arms to wash my armpits, large breasts swayed heavily. They were the breasts of that girl I'd loved so much.
Status window? Quest? What did they do to my body? I don't want to be controlled by that thing anymore.
But seeing the failure penalty-"constant heat for one week"-worry took precedence.
With this weak body, if I stayed in heat for a week, I'd obviously be caught by bandit bastards and become a sex slave.
I glanced at the quest window before my eyes.
"45 minutes left."
I didn't want to obey the mechanical voice, but to avoid worse situations, I had no choice.
Slowly scratching my areolas and nipples with my nails, an exquisite stimulation made my chest feel stifled, and I couldn't stop my hands. After applying soap, I rubbed my breasts increasingly fiercely between my fingers with desperate eagerness.
"Haa, haa......"
Light breaths escaped. This body was excessively lewd. I never knew just touching breasts could make me soak in pleasure like this.
Instinctively, I turned the shower to maximum strength and directed the water stream at my nipples.
"Ah, aah......"
A different sensation from hand contact. I wouldn't mind if time repeated forever like this.
I lifted my left breast toward my face to lick it.
Lick, lick, lick, lick, lick.
The smooth, firm breasts of a girl idol. The breasts of Noah I'd wanted so desperately.
I'm happy. Maybe becoming Noah was for the better. I gained the privilege of touching her breasts and vagina for life.
A strange sensation arose in my lower body. It couldn't be a penis since I'm a woman now-it was the clitoris. Like male erection when excited, the clitoris enlarges too.
Receiving continuous breast stimulation, Noah's body was swelling her clitoris too. Trembling as if begging to be touched.
I had no intention of touching it right away. I wanted to torment this body more. Beloved Noah-chan's body.
I pressed my buttocks against the mirror. Slowly raising my right hand, then swiftly bringing it down on my buttocks.
Slap-!
"Haat!"
As expected. From my buttocks came not pain but a thrilling, pleasurable sensation.
This feverishly aroused lewd body accepted spanking as pleasure.
To feel pleasure from spanking myself-how obscene is this body?
Slap-!
"Haaang!"
Smack!!
"Haaah."
Smack! Smack! Smack!
"Ugh! Ugh! Ugh!"
Warm love juice streamed down my thighs. This body had reached its limit. My buttocks swelled red in the shape of my palm, and the clitoris' blood vessels seemed ready to burst.
I put my index and middle fingers in my mouth, coating them thoroughly with sticky saliva carrying a green apple scent.
With my right hand rubbing my breasts, slowly caressing and twisting my nipples, while my left hand pinched my thigh.
"Haaa......, haaaa......"
The saliva pooled in my mouth dripped onto my chest. Then flowed down to my vagina.
The hand smacking my inner thighs had reached the clitoris. Twisting my index and middle fingers, I slowly drew circles around the clitoris. Gradually making the circles smaller until my middle finger touched the clitoris. I could almost hear my heartbeat. I rubbed the clitoris left and right. Faster and faster. Then my vagina gushed out a mouthful of love juice.
You want it inside, don't you, Noah-chan?
I moved my breast-groping hand to my vagina. It was sufficiently wet, and with the flowing saliva, I could easily insert a finger.
However, it was still too tight-only one index finger was the limit. Having been male until recently, I must still be a virgin. Am I losing my virginity while masturbating? No, I'm taking Noah's virginity!!
Having become Noah, I masturbate to steal Noah's virginity!
"Kehehe, heuuuuh, kuhahaat, iit, iiiiiing."
I became myself raping Noah, then became Noah being raped, repeating the cycle.
Soon after, I realized the time had come. A feeling like rising above clouds. This was orgasm.
I relentlessly attacked the clitoris, pistoning my fingers into the vaginal hole as if trying to turn it into a rag's hole. Through repeated thrusting, I could insert another finger, and at that moment, a floating sensation and terrifyingly intense pleasure overwhelmed my entire body.
"Iit, iit, ugh, ugh, ugh, ugh, uuugh."
Waves of pleasure crashed continuously, leaving me breathless. Barely managing to exhale deeply, I could breathe again.
"Kehuk! Kek! Heuk heuk, heuk, haah haang, kehuk."
The pleasure waves continued for ten minutes, leaving me exhausted as I collapsed on the shower floor.
Red blood flowed from my vagina-Noah's virgin blood. From my breasts, savory yet fishy breast milk poured out incessantly.
Before my panting eyes, brightly glowing text appeared.
[Congratulations. You've succeeded in the quest. Obtained Common Capsule as reward.]
A white capsule the size of a baseball appeared shimmering midair from nowhere.
Grabbing it, I applied force along the center line. It opened easily.
From inside the capsule, a banknote-sized paper shot out with a bright flash. I snatched the paper.
It read: 'Strength Increase'.
As soon as I read the words, the paper disappeared, and the familiar mechanical voice sounded.
[Strength has increased by 1.]
"Hey! Who are you? Answer me!!"
I desperately addressed it, but no answer came. Maybe it's just an operating system without will? Did I unluckily get caught in some perverted program?
My mind was tangled. But I knew I wouldn't find answers by worrying now. With that conviction, thoughts of what to do next arose.
I decided to check if my strength really increased. If I think about seeing my status window, I should be able to, right?
[Checking self status.]
Gender: Female
Strength: 4
Stamina: 3
Intelligence: 3
Mental Power: 3
Special Abilities: None.
Strength was 3 before, now changed to 4. I couldn't tell if I actually got stronger, but I'd find out eventually. For now, I need to build strength this way.
Fatigue from the first masturbation washed over me. Roughly drying my body, I lay on the bed. My hand naturally stroked my vagina. Remembering the earlier pleasure made my face flush. I wanted to feel it again, but lacked stamina. Fondling my vagina, I slowly fell asleep.