True Feelings
“Slurp, schlurp…♡ Mmm…♡”
The soft, wet heat around my cock slowly pulled me awake. I cracked my eyes open and glanced down. The blanket covering me was rising and falling in a steady rhythm.
“Mmm, suck…♥”
I shoved the blanket aside. Ga-hee was there, head bobbing, lips sealed around the head of my cock. The moment our eyes met she gave me a sultry little smile, then flicked the tip of her tongue against the underside of the glans—tap, tap♡.
“Suck, lick… schlurp, slurp… mmmph…♡ Schlurrrp—♥”
She took the head fully into her mouth and sucked hard, cheeks hollowing. Every drop of pre-cum that leaked out was immediately pulled into her mouth.
Gulp, gulp♡
She swallowed the pre-cum without hesitation, but her own saliva was harder to manage; it spilled past her lips and slicked the shaft.
“Mmmph…♥ Schlurp, haaah… ahhnn♡ Suck, kiss…♡”
Even while swallowing she scrubbed the underside of the head with her tongue, as if she were deliberately goading me toward climax.
Squelch—squelch—♡
Her spit and my pre-cum mixed into a natural lube that left my cock gleaming. Ga-hee smeared the mixture over her entire palm and began stroking me hard and fast.
“Kiss, suck, schlurp…♡”
“Haa…”
If that had been all, I might still have held out.
Tap, thump—♡
But her free hand kept lightly batting and gently squeezing my balls the whole time, constantly feeding me fresh stimulation—like she was milking the cum out of me and demanding I shoot it already.
In the end I couldn’t hold back the orgasm surging up. I unloaded straight into her mouth.
Spurt, spurt-spurt-spurt…♡
Thick ropes of cum raced up my urethra and landed squarely on her tongue.
“Nnngh♡”
“Haa, fuck…”
Gulp, gulp—
She swallowed while still working her tongue against the head, as if telling me to give her just a little more.
Squeeze, squeeze…♡
The hand that had been caressing my cock now milked the shaft like she was wringing a teat. Even more cum came out in a stronger jet.
Spurrrt—♡
“Suck, slurp…♡ Schlurrrp…♡”
Finally she gave the head one last hard suck♡, swallowing every last drop, then slowly pulled her head back. She crawled up my body and opened her mouth right in front of my face.
Slosh, slosh♡
Her mouth was full of pure white cum. Sticky strands of spit and semen stretched and broke between her lips. Her pink tongue peeked out from the milky pool.
“Mmm, chew…♡”
Ga-hee closed her mouth again and rolled the cum around with her lips and tongue, tasting it the way someone savors a fine meal.
“Gulp…♡ Haaah…♥”
When she had finally swallowed every bit, she opened her mouth once more to show me it was clean.
“It’s so thick…♡”
“Holy shit…”
Hard to believe this girl had still been a virgin yesterday. I had to ask again, and the answer I got was unexpected.
“I used to practice on bananas. Studied up on it too.”
“Why the hell would you do that?”
“If you say you’ve never had sex, people start looking at you funny. Like there’s something wrong with your head or your body. So I figured I’d at least act like I knew what I was talking about… and then I got interested and started practicing.”
“So you got curious and practiced?”
“Yeah. Still, I was too precious about my virginity to actually put anything inside.”
She snuggled against me and grinned.
“And then I went and gave that carefully saved virginity to you, huh~?”
“You complaining?”
“As if. But damn, your cum is seriously thick. From what I’ve heard from other girls, most guys’ is watery and tasteless. Yours actually tastes good.”
“What does it taste like?”
“Mmm…”
Ga-hee rested a finger on her lip and thought for a moment.
“Hard to put into words. How do I say it… like I’m being loved really hard? And at the same time my whole body fills up with energy.”
“It’s not some magic elixir. Energy, my ass.”
“I’m serious! Want me to prove it!?”
“How?”
She grabbed both my wrists and yanked. My back slid down the headboard until I was lying flat, staring at the ceiling. Then she climbed on top of me.
“Yesterday I was the one who tapped out first, right? Today I’m making you collapse first.”
“Sure. Give it your best shot.”
Squelch—♡
“Heuk♥”
Ga-hee rode me, rolling her hips, but she didn’t even last three minutes before she collapsed onto my chest.
“Hah, haa… heuuk…♡”
“Weren’t you going to make me collapse first?”
“Just… just a little rest…”
Squelch—
I grabbed both cheeks of her ass, squeezed hard, and lifted her hips. The head of my cock, already pressed against her deepest point, ground firmly into her cervix♡.
“Nngh…♡”
“Not happening.”
“W-wait…!”
Slap! Slap!
In the end An Ga-hee passed out again before dawn.
Maybe because we’d gone at it again in the early hours, I didn’t wake up until around noon. Ga-hee was still sprawled face-down on the bed beside me.
Smack—
I slapped her ass. Her body twitched, but she showed no sign of getting up. Forcing her awake would only make her fall right back asleep, so I climbed out of bed and headed for the bathroom.
“You’re up?”
I came out into the living room after a shower, towel-drying my hair. So-hye was transferring food onto the table. There was a faint chill in the air around her, so I slipped up behind her and wrapped my arms around her waist. She went completely still.
“……Why all of a sudden?”
“You saw, didn’t you?”
I cut straight to it, but she knew exactly what I meant. Ga-hee’s moans last night had been loud enough for the whole floor to hear.
“…Yes. I saw.”
“How… do you feel right now?”
I took her by both shoulders and made her look me in the eye. Her pupils trembled slightly. She bit her lip, then answered.
“I don’t know.”
“You don’t know?”
“No. I’ve never felt this kind of emotion before. But one thing’s certain…”
So-hye clenched a fist against her chest and lowered her head.
“It’s so tight and heavy in here I could go crazy. Probably because I’m jealous of Ga-hee unnie.”
She lifted her head again and met my gaze. Something like realization had settled in her eyes.
“Jealousy. Yes. That’s it. I’ve been jealous of her. Because… the first time Oppa and I… mixed our bodies… I thought I was going to be the only woman…”
“And then Ga-hee joined our group and that changed?”
When Ga-hee first started moving with us, So-hye had looked strangely tense. She’d probably felt the threat.
“Yes. This sudden sense of crisis just hit me. I mean… Ga-hee unnie is so decisive. She never hesitates when she kills. Meanwhile I’m a coward… I barely kill one person and then I start sniffling and—”
“So-hye. It’s not ‘barely.’ Killing a person is hard for anyone.”
Of course, it hadn’t been hard for me. The moment I smashed my girlfriend’s head in, it felt like I’d become a completely different person.
Ga-hee had relatively little resistance to killing. After all, the first person she ever killed was Ha Min-gi. The next was Kang Tae-ik.
Killing someone you already hate is relatively easy.
Two kills in a row like that, and the disgust and guilt would naturally be lighter.
So-hye, on the other hand, had killed a complete stranger. Even if her head understood the guy had been trying to hurt me, her heart was another matter entirely.
“So you don’t need to feel guilty. It wasn’t your fault. You’re already a huge help to us. We need you.”
“…Really?”
“Yeah. I mean it.”
Looking at So-hye’s gentle nature always gave me a kind of comfort—an emotional anchor. There was no way she wasn’t useful.
“Thank you…”
She gently pushed my shoulders away and broke into a bright smile. Tears welled in her eyes but didn’t fall.
“Ah, you must be starving after all that last night. You need to eat! Just let me finish plating and wait a second!”
She wiped her eyes with her sleeve and disappeared into the kitchen.
“Wow. You’ve got a real silver tongue.”
I turned at the voice behind me. Ga-hee stood there with greasy, unwashed hair. She’d clearly only washed her face; water marks still streaked her cheeks.
“You hear all of it?”
“Caught it from the middle, but I got the gist. Didn’t know So-hye was thinking all that.”
“I only guessed at it myself. Didn’t realize it ran that deep.”
“She’s just too damn nice. That’s why I go easy on her. How could anyone hate someone that adorable?”
I snorted and gave her shoulder a light shove.
“You hated her when you first met, didn’t you?”
“That was envy. I was getting beaten by that piece-of-shit Ha Min-gi and having food stolen by Kang Tae-ik, while she was living it up right next to you. Of course I was jealous.”
“Inferiority complex again?”
So-hye came over carrying a big pot.
“Oh, Unnie, you’re up?”
“Yeah. Sleep well, So-hye?”
“I couldn’t sleep because of you!”
“Sorry. But how was I supposed to hold back?”
Ga-hee grinned and casually groped my cock through my clothes.
“It just felt too good.”
“Right? The first time I did it I thought I was going to stop breathing… Unnie, do you put something on your skin? Why is it so nice?”
“Hmm, really? Maybe because I’m getting loved properly. You’ve gotten way prettier than when we first met too.”
“Have I?”
So-hye tilted her head and set the pot in the middle of the table. When she lifted the lid, a rich Japanese-style curry the color of caramel appeared. The mellow scent of butter made the corners of my mouth lift on their own.
“Curry?”
“Yes. It’s Ga-hee unnie’s first day with us, so I wanted to make something a little luxurious. How is it?”
“Really? Thanks~”
“It’s nothing.”
Japanese curry takes a fair amount of time. The fact that she was serving it now meant she’d started cooking first thing in the morning—before she ever came to me for that talk. She’d already planned to celebrate with us.
She really is ridiculously kind.
I sat down thinking that people like So-hye were exactly what a group needed.
“Alright, everyone eat. I’m starving.”
“Yes.”
“Okay.”
While I blankly watched her ladle curry into bowls, So-hye spoke up.
“Are we just resting today?”
“That’s the plan. Why?”
“Then what about tomorrow?”
“Not sure. We don’t know what kind of fallout Park Chang-ho’s death will cause, so keeping a low profile might be smart. If it were far away we could ignore it, but it’s only a ten-minute walk.”
“Hmm. What if we leave things with Kim Min-ho like last time and check out the subway? I’m curious what kind of group they are. And they said a market’s opening. We might be able to pick up supplies and information there.”
I drummed my fingers on the table. Not a bad idea.
“Hmm. Maybe that would be better.”
“Yes. Sitting around wasting time just because something might happen is a waste of both time and resources.”
We still had plenty of food, but three people burned through it fast. We weren’t eating just one meal a day—we were eating two.
She doesn’t know about the supermarket, so of course she’s anxious.
I briefly considered telling her, then simply nodded.
“Alright. Let’s do that. Rest up today. Tomorrow we’ll head to the subway. Anyone have a different opinion?”
No answer. I turned my head. Ga-hee was staring at the curry like she’d been hypnotized.
“Hey.”
“Hss, wh-what?”
I poked her and she jumped, swallowing hard.
“I asked if you had any other ideas.”
“Wh-what did you say? I didn’t hear any of that.”
I let out a long sigh and shook my head. The second food was involved, the girl turned into a complete idiot.
“Never mind. You’re hungry. Just eat.”
“Okay!”
“Thanks for the food!”
I watched Ga-hee shovel curry into her mouth like a starving animal and couldn’t help smiling.
Not bad at all.
If scenes like this just kept going, the apocalypse might not be so terrible after all.