Still His Until Tomorrow
Slurp... slurp...
We sank back into the kiss. I needed to warm her up properly before the real thing.
Bae Eunsol wrapped her hand around my fully hard cock and stroked it up and down. Was she worried I might die of blue balls in the meantime?
I returned the favor, kneading her ass so she wouldn't dry out. She wore nothing but the stockings—completely bare otherwise.
There's something about leaving just one thing on that hits harder than total nudity. Especially when I kept focusing on the band of those stockings I'd stolen glances at so many times before.
"Hnnngh... when are you going to put it in?"
Bae Eunsol pulled her lips free and asked, eyes slightly unfocused, face flushed. My fluids still glistened thick across her mouth from what she'd just sucked out of me.
"Do you... have one?"
It wasn't that I didn't want to bury myself inside her. But ever since I'd started abusing the power of the pheromones, I'd set one iron rule: never go in without protection.
"Hold on."
She understood instantly. Still lying down, she stretched an arm out and opened the little nightstand drawer by the head of the bed.
Then she pulled out a long strip of condoms linked together like a chain of candy.
"..."
Yeongmin's handiwork, huh? What else would that bastard have done every leave?
He never even went home. Just holed up here day after day working off the backlog of lust. Too lazy to keep ducking into convenience stores, so of course he'd bulk-ordered them on Coupang.
My arousal died on the spot. The sheer misery of a life spent cleaning up after other men's leftovers hit me all at once.
"What's wrong? You don't like these?"
"No, it's not that... Let's stop here, Eunsol."
"W-what the hell are you talking about? I clearly told you to put it in. Inside Eunsol's pussy..."
She kept insisting she'd been waiting, knees pressed together while she stroked her own mound as if to prove how wet she still was.
Of course I wasn't actually bailing after coming this far. That five million won Yeongmin's bastard had scammed out of me—I planned to make Bae Eunsol pay every last bit of it back with her body.
"Something feels wrong. You're Yeongmin's girlfriend."
But I could at least have a little fun making her ache for it first. The moment Yeongmin's name left my mouth, Bae Eunsol's brow furrowed in irritation.
"I already told you I'm not anymore. I'm dumping him first thing tomorrow."
"But until tomorrow you're still Yeongmin's girl, right? And I'm the piece of shit who was about to do something unforgivable to his friend's woman. So let's just stop here. We haven't gone all the way yet—we can still walk this back."
There was no walking it back. Bae Eunsol had invited me into the space she shared with her boyfriend and had even lovingly sucked me off. I'd repaid her by showing her a whole new world. The moment a little piss had leaked onto the sheets, this girl was already as good as my slave.
"No! Don't go!"
The second I made a show of gathering my clothes and standing, she threw herself around me. Her whole body trembled as her arms locked tight.
"E-Eunsol? You know this isn't right either. Can you really betray Yeongmin?"
"I don't even think about that bastard! Honestly, it's been like that for a long time. I always wanted to break up—I just never said it. Because you never looked at me..."
Men get heated and rush into breakups. Women deliberate forever and then cut clean.
Bae Eunsol's claim that her heart had already left Park Yeongmin was probably true. If I'd been completely out of reach, maybe not—but I'd always been right there at Yeongmin's side.
Still, a woman's special trait: she can't make a final decision without a solid backup plan. She couldn't just cut loose the sucker who bought her luxury bags with scammed money.
"You're lying, right? I can't understand staying with someone you don't even care about. So what are all these condoms, then?"
"Yeongmin bought those ages ago. I was going to throw them out and just forgot..."
"Really? Then tell me. When was the last time you two did it?"
"W-why are you asking that?"
Because hearing it from your own mouth turns me on. This was already a used pussy Yeongmin had fucked plenty of times—I had to wring some arousal out of it somehow.
"You can't answer, so it must've been recent. When he was out on overnight leave not long ago, right?"
"I-I just..."
"Eunsol, I'm not sure if you really like me. So can you just tell me everything honestly?"
"..."
Bae Eunsol's whole body was burning up right now. Unlike men who cool off the second they come, women only seem to unlock their maternal instincts in moments like this.
They desperately want their partner to finish. They want to watch him thrash and writhe in the pleasure of release.
Whether it's a condom, her belly, or her face—seeing the thick load finally spill is what soaks them in happiness. They think of it as the completion of sex.
"You're right..."
"It was Saturday, wasn't it? Did you go to work that day?"
"I always work weekends."
"So Yeongmin came here alone and waited for you? What did he usually do when he stayed here? Just wander around in his underwear?"
"Do I really have to say that?"
"If you really like me? We shouldn't have any secrets between us, right?"
"Haa... fine. Yeah, that's all he wore."
"Leave is almost ten days. Wearing the same pair of underwear every day—his dick tip must've been stained yellow."
"I really hated it... I told him to change so many times and he never even pretended to listen."
"Let's go back to that day. When you came home, how did Yeongmin react? Did he grab you and kiss you the second you walked through the door?"
"..."
Bae Eunsol said nothing. She lifted her eyes with a look that asked why I kept digging, then pressed her lips into a tight line.
Her trembling mouth made her look like a sulking child about to cry. Maybe I'd pushed too hard.
I wrapped her gently in my arms again. Stroking and soothing, I spoke right against her ear.
"I'm not doing this to humiliate you."
"Then why?"
"Because I want to be better than Yeongmin. You've been used to him for so long—I'm scared that once you sleep with me you'll think I'm worse..."
"That would never happen! It already felt so good earlier. I've never felt anything like that with Yeongmin."
"Even so, I'm still anxious. So whatever I do, I want to do it better than him. That means I need to know how the two of you did it, right?"
Bae Eunsol had probably never read The Art of War, but even she had the basic concept of knowing your enemy drilled in somewhere.
I flicked my tongue out and licked her earlobe. She flinched at the sudden attack.
"Hnn... w-why are you doing that all of a sudden?"
"Just tell me. I'll keep listening."
If she cooled off completely she'd get sulky and start crying. To keep the fire going I needed to keep feeding it wood.
"Haaah... what do you want me to talk about?"
"That night. When you got home, what was Yeongmin doing?"
I shifted the target to the back of her ear and sucked it between my lips. As I kept working down her nape, her breathing grew ragged.
"Haa... haa... he was hiding..."
"Where?"
"In the bathroom... all the lights were off so I thought no one was here. Hnnngh... then he suddenly jumped out of the bathroom and grabbed me from behind."
"Must've scared the hell out of you."
I freed one hand and laid it over her breast, gently brushing the tip of a nipple that had gone even harder than before.
"Hnnngh... I was so shocked I screamed. I thought it was a burglar."
"You didn't realize it was Yeongmin?"
"Hnnn... I didn't even know he was getting out that day. I was still freaking out when he suddenly told me not to move... said he'd kill me if I screamed, and covered my mouth from behind."
Oh? So Yeongmin had tried a rape-play scenario?
If they'd been dating since high school, ordinary sex was probably starting to bore him by then.
"You must've been terrified. Did you cry?"
I stroked her ass the way you might comfort someone still shaken from that night. Bae Eunsol squirmed deeper into my arms.
"Haaah... I cried. I just wanted someone—anyone—to save me."
"Who popped into your head right then? Yeongmin?"
"No... you. Weirdly, you kept appearing in my head..."
Suddenly shifting into pure-love mode made me feel like a complete bastard. I pulled my mouth from her neck and checked her face.
Her flushed eyes had a faint sheen of moisture. I stroked her cheek with a look of pity.
"What did Yeongmin do to you?"
"He dragged me by force and threw me on the bed. I wanted to scream but he was holding a knife."
"Even in the dark, how could you not know it was Yeongmin?"
"He had one of my stockings pulled over his head. His face was all twisted and grotesque—all I could do was cry."
"..."
The joke had gone way too far. Sure, he must have revealed himself later, but I couldn't even imagine how scared Bae Eunsol had been that night.
I kissed her trembling form. Neither too rough nor too shallow—just a deep, lingering press of lips.
I soothed her like that for about ten seconds, massaging her mouth with mine. Then I pulled away and held her close.
"That will never happen again. Next time I see that bastard Yeongmin I'm beating him half to death."
"No... what if you end up in jail?"
"Don't worry. From today on I'll stay right here. If that prick gets butt-hurt and comes charging in, that's when we thrash him. Self-defense."
"Really? You'll stay here and protect me the whole time?"
I answered by silently patting her back. Her trembling gradually eased as if she felt safe.
But had I taken a bullet or something? I'd stick around a few days, sure—but we had no future.
"Keep talking."
"D-do I have to keep going?"
"It was still Yeongmin, right? I'm scared you might have felt something even in that situation."
"How could I have felt anything? He said he'd stab me if I didn't do exactly what he said."
"Did he make you strip yourself?"
"Yeah... and he filmed everything on camera."
Damn. From Bae Eunsol's perspective the terror must have been overwhelming. Not only was she about to be raped—every second would become blackmail evidence. Her mind must have gone blank.
"Are there any other videos of you and Yeongmin besides that?"
"I made him delete them all! He erased them right in front of me, so there shouldn't be any left."
"I'll believe you. What did Yeongmin do after that?"
"Why do you keep asking that stuff? Taekgu, are you a pervert?"
"..."
Bae Eunsol had a brain—she'd already noticed how obsessive I was being. With no other choice I took her hand and pressed it against my cock.
"It's still rock hard..."
"Because of the story you're telling me."
"Then you are a pervert."
"No. Have you ever heard of Yi Chadon?"
"Isn't that some barbecue chain?"
"..."
Well, a girl who graduated Meister High and became a tattoo artist completely unrelated to her major—how seriously would she have taken history class? Even that was kind of cute.
"He was an ancient martyr. He was executed in front of a crowd to prove his faith. When he died, white blood poured out of him."
"That sounds like a lie..."
"Obviously a person can't bleed white. It was probably semen."
"Why? Why would that come out when you're dying?"
"That's just how it is. Every living thing exists to reproduce, so when they're cornered they unconsciously ejaculate and fulfill their genetic duty."
"Why are you suddenly telling me this?"
"Because that's exactly how I feel right now. If Yeongmin had slipped up that day, I wouldn't even be here with you like this. Thinking I might never have gotten to come with you makes me get hard without meaning to."
"..."
Even someone as dense as Bae Eunsol could grasp a metaphor that straightforward. In other words, the more detailed her story got, the stronger my breeding instinct became.
"When you were completely naked, did you feel ashamed?"
"I wanted to die. Yeongmin kept laughing, and because I couldn't see him clearly it felt even more terrifying."
From Yeongmin's side the planned rape-play was going exactly as scripted, so everything was fun for him. That only piled more grotesqueness onto Bae Eunsol and trapped her in inescapable panic.
"What did Yeongmin demand?"
I slid my hand between her thighs again to reheat her. I could feel the slick juices that had already started seeping out squelching in the tight space.
"He told me to get on all fours so he could see clearly."
"That's not how he said it."
"He really said it like that! You weren't even there!"
"I wasn't. But you think I don't know that bastard Yeongmin? There's no way he phrased it that politely."
Squish, squish...
I went back to working her mound to keep her excited. The moment my fingers rubbed her clit, filthy moans spilled out of her.
"Haaang... h-he told me to spread it... so he could see my pussy hole clearly..."
"Must've been humiliating. Once you were like that, what did Yeongmin do?"
"He turned on his phone flashlight and shone it on me. I really wanted to die."
"Did he just look?"
"Hnnngh... he kept saying filthy things. Stuff I can't even repeat..."
"Want me to guess? He called it a ragged, gaping pussy, right? Said it was hanging black and loose like bulgogi from how well you'd been taking care of it—insulted you like that?"
"H-how did you know? He said something similar."
Because that was exactly Yeongmin's level. A guy who constantly spouted dirty talk finally got free rein for his sadism—what else would he do?
"Were you dripping then the same way you are now?"
"No! This is only because it's you, Taekgu. Back then I was so scared I couldn't think at all."
"But I don't think Yeongmin would have put it that way."
Knead, knead... One hand worked her mound while the other squeezed her breast.
The stiff nipple showed no sign of softening. Bae Eunsol kept twisting under the pleasure coming from above and below.
"Nngh... yeah, he said that. Said I was dripping like a bitch in heat. That my pussy was flaring open from excitement..."
"I know that wasn't actually true. So keep talking, Eunsol."
"Hnnngh... he kept saying filthy things. Asked how many guys I'd been with, whether I'd let them fuck me there too..."
"Your ass?"
"Haaah... don't say weird stuff. But yeah... he did say that..."
"Have you actually done it there?"
"Are you crazy!?"
Bae Eunsol denied that part with absolute desperation. If she'd already been giving up the back door, he wouldn't have needed to dream up rape-play in the first place.
"Keep going."
"Then he pushed it in..."
"A finger?"
"At first I thought so. But it was way bigger and rougher. I was so shocked I just started crying."
"Don't tell me it was a cucumber?"
"Hic..."
A sob burst out of her that even pleasure couldn't smother. I stopped caressing her and pulled her into my arms again.
"It's okay. It's all in the past now, right?"
"It hurt so much. Even when I told him it hurt, Yeongmin just kept pushing it in... hic..."
"He kept insulting you while claiming you were enjoying it, right? You... you didn't actually like it, did you?"
"No! I wasn't even wet—it only hurt. When I said I thought I was going to bleed he finally pulled it out."
"And after that?"
"He kept cursing me out. Asked if I'd pissed myself. Said I stank like piss and a dirty girl like me should roll around in a shit trough with the pigs..."
"..."
At this point I started wondering how Yeongmin had even cleaned up afterward. Well, he clearly hadn't—otherwise she wouldn't be in my arms right now.
"Did you do it after that?"
"He shoved it in all of a sudden. Without a condom..."
"He just fucked you from behind?"
"I took it on all fours. His sweat smelled so disgusting I pinched my nose shut and just prayed it would end fast."
"I bet he tried every position you normally wouldn't allow, right? Even the ones you never consented to?"
"No... before he could even change positions he said he was about to come. Said he'd finish inside, knock you up and ruin your life... hic..."
"Don't tell me he actually came inside?"
"I-it was a safe day. I was so worried afterward I took the morning-after pill too."
He really dumped a load inside her? I couldn't even begin to imagine what Bae Eunsol felt in that moment.
It must have felt like the world was being ripped apart. Watching Yeongmin shudder with his cock buried deep, the sky must have fallen on her.
Seeing the semen drip out of her pussy hole probably made everything go white. Genuine pity washed over me and I held her tight once more.
"It's okay. Everything's okay now, Eunsol."
"You won't do that, right? Taekgu, you're not a crazy bastard like him, right?"
"Why would I ever do something like that? Do you know how long I've been waiting for this moment? I only feel sorry I couldn't tell you sooner. Then you never would've had to go through that with Yeongmin..."
I patted her back and gave her ass a few light smacks while soothing her. Once she finally calmed down she lifted her head and asked,
"Then will you do it with me?"
"I've always wanted to."
"Is it really okay? Even though I'm this dirty?"
"You're not dirty at all. I won't mention that bastard again. Every day I'll stay right by your side and never take a single step away."
"I like you..."
Bae Eunsol kissed me. If everything up to now had just been instinctive thrashing to scratch an itch, from this moment on we had firmly entered the territory of romance.
Snap!
After the light kiss she tore a condom free from the strip. I placed it directly into her hand and said,
"Will you put it on me yourself?"