The Aftermath of Sex
"I guess I'm just clumsy... I'll practice more next time...." Yeongseon-nuna looked dejected, as if she blamed herself.
"It's fine, Nuna. You'll do better next time. It felt good enough as it is."
"Really?" She perked up at my words, rinsed her mouth with a handful of water, and turned her back to me. It looked like she was planning to take a proper shower. "Kangmin, you sit down too."
Phew. I needed a break, too. I hugged Yeongseon-nuna from behind. A pleasant sense of relief washed over my body. Come to think of it, Charles had even put body wash on her tongue and performed analingus on me. When was I going to teach Yeongseon-nuna how to do fellatio and analingus? I mean, I’d love to receive analingus, but for now, I just needed to rest.
I buried my face in Yeongseon-nuna's neck. A fragrant scent wafted up. She blushed and leaned her body against mine. "It feels so good to just be like this-"
"It really does."
As I breathed in her scent, I imagined Yeongseon-nuna learning how to perform rimming. I’d only ever done it in her dreams, right? The thought of her blushing with embarrassment while clumsily kissing between my buttocks made me happy. Maybe I should be a bit kinder to Yeongseon-nuna until then? I picked up the showerhead, wet her back, and rubbed body wash onto a towel to scrub her down. She hummed a tune.
"Mmm- it feels nice to have someone wash me-"
I enjoyed washing her, too. I never expected to be in a shower with a muscular, athletic beauty. Especially Yeongseon-nuna. I’d always just thought of her as the "older sister from the PC bang" I was close with; I had no idea how we ended up in a relationship like this. I reached out and touched the hole between her buttocks with my finger. Yeongseon-nuna’s expression, which had been relaxed, instantly turned erotic. She turned her head, looking at me with a shy expression.
"Hmm...? It hurts a little, Nuna... Are we going to do it again here...?"
Well, I suppose it would hurt after being ravaged by this massive cock of mine. I shook my head and just inserted my finger slightly. "I think there's still some semen left inside. It’ll be uncomfortable if it leaks out when you put your clothes on."
"You pervert... You say that, but you just want to tease me, don't you?"
"Hngh, ahh..." As I moved my finger in and out between her buttocks, her waist twisted slightly. When I pushed my finger deep inside to scoop out the remains, she gripped the side of the bathtub and let out a moan. "Haa... haa..."
Ah, I wanted to penetrate her, but my crotch was throbbing with pain now that I was fully erect. I guess ejaculating three times in a row was a bit much. I should have taken a break between rounds. We didn't go as far as full-blown intercourse; we just finished up by hugging and kissing. Yeongseon-nuna looked at me with a hint of regret. Sorry, Nuna... I can't go that far... I’ll die...
Instead, after we finished showering, she calmed down as I dried her off with a towel. Once I was done, she dried my body in return. The atmosphere became a bit strange, so we both cleared our throats and stepped out.
"Oh, the chicken's here. Nuna, go inside."
I threw on some pants and went out to get the chicken. By the time I returned, she had already dressed and placed two cans of beer on the table. We ate the chicken and talked about our future "play."
"Nuna, is there anything you want me to do for you in the future?"
She took a gulp of beer and looked at me with a dazed expression. "Hmm... rather than that, is there something I want to do? I'm a bit clumsy with oral... so I want to practice that..." She glanced down at my crotch. Hmm. Good. Maybe I’ll just play with my mouth next week.
"And... um..." She hesitated, as if it were difficult to say.
"Why? Is there something else?"
"No. Never mind."
What a tease. We spent the rest of the time talking about trivial things. How she hated that the manager kept staring at her, how she had to lose weight for the upcoming tournament, and so on. It was a pleasant conversation.
"Ah, Nuna. Leave the trash. I'll clean it up."
After we finished eating, I was cleaning up the mess when she asked, her hands clasped behind her back, fidgeting. "Um, Kangmin. Are you going to sleep over tonight?"
I checked the clock. It was already three in the morning... If Charles was home alone, would she even eat properly? I was worried. Besides, Yeongseon-nuna should be satisfied after all that sex. I gauged her reaction and said, "Nuna, I want to stay, but I'm worried about Charles being home alone."
"Oh, right. She ran away from home, didn't she? Okay. Go on home."
Yeongseon-nuna gave me an easy "OK," which was unexpected. She even followed me to the door to see me off as I changed and headed out. "Nuna, see you tomorrow!"
"Yeah! Get home safe!" She smiled and waved at me.
Ugh, I'm exhausted. I should get some sleep before I have dinner with Charles. Oblivious to Yeongseon-nuna's true feelings, I headed home, feeling perfectly relaxed.
After Kangmin left, Yeongseon laid her exhausted body on the bed and thought.
'Today was... a bit much...'
Even if it hadn't reached the point of needing a safe word, there were definitely moments where she hit her mental limit. When Kangmin berated her too harshly, or when he treated her like a cum-dumpster for his sexual gratification... Of course, he only treated her that way during their play, but sometimes, she wanted to have a tender relationship.
'Of course, the more sadistically he treats me, the more excited I get...'
Yeongseon curled her body up, lost in complex thoughts. She wished that even if she didn't ask him to be gentle, he would be kind to her on some days. Of course, she loved the hardcore play, like the enema and anal beads they used today. But if they only ever had hardcore sex, she wondered what it would be like if, just once, he treated her like he truly loved and cherished her...
'Ahhh... what do I do...' If he just held her hand, kissed her sweetly like a lover, and whispered "I love you" in her ear? Just imagining it made her wet again. But Kangmin told her not to touch him, so she had to hold back. Yeongseon ignored the itching sensation inside her body and continued to imagine a date. Holding hands, watching a movie. She wanted to rent a car and have car sex like a real couple. She wanted him to stop saying harsh things and tell her she was pretty or that he loved her. They were partners, but if they only had sex without any affection, she felt she’d eventually get exhausted and end it! Only then did Yeongseon realize her dilemma.
She loved enjoying harsh SM play with her partner. She wanted him to berate her, degrade her, and fuck her without mercy even while she cried her eyes out. But if that kind of relationship continued, she would get hurt. She wanted him to show that he cherished her even while being harsh—not through material things like buying her clothes, as he did today, but mentally. And not just by saying "I love you," but by showing it through his actions. Yet Kangmin wouldn't even stay with her and just left. "Bad guy." Yeongseon muttered to herself.
Loving someone and tormenting them at the same time were two things that were hard to reconcile. That was why the end of relationships between people with tendencies like Yeongseon and Kangmin rarely ended well. The end of a sex-only relationship without emotion was ultimately one person getting hurt and leaving. Sex was impossible without a heart.
Yeongseon, who wanted to maintain this relationship with Kangmin for a long time, sighed. She wanted Kangmin to be gentle sometimes. Maybe a 1:3 ratio. 'But I don't want to ask him to be gentle myself. I want him to... just do it without me asking.' The part she couldn't finish saying to Kangmin earlier was about that. It was Yeongseon's complex heart, wanting both hardcore sex and sweet, loving sex. Yeongseon hugged her pillow tightly and pulled the blanket over herself. He left early again today... after they finished having sex. She knew Charles was home alone, but she still felt a bit slighted. After Kangmin left, she was all alone.
'Maybe I should just call Charles over, have sex, and live together as a threesome. Or just move in together.' Yeongseon sighed deeply. Bad guy. He really uses people like an onahole... It's not that I hate it, but... "Ah, whatever! I'm going to sleep!"
Yeongseon stared into her own complicated heart and flopped down. She’d go for a 10km road run along the Han River tomorrow morning. The boxing tournament was coming up soon. Would she be able to do well with this state of mind? Unlike her complex heart, her body, exhausted from four hours of intense sex, fell asleep quickly. It was a deep, comfortable sleep without dreams.
Yeongseon wasn't the only one who was upset.
'Ugh, so annoying!' Charles pulled at her hair while working on her video editing. Her black, silk-like hair flew everywhere. But her stress only continued to rise.
She should be feeling good because her magic power was filling up, but the more it filled, the worse she felt. From nine in the morning until three in the afternoon. 'Just how much are they doing?!' Charles bit her nails. Where on earth were they dating? Was it a movie theater? Or shopping together? Did Kangmin-oppa give Yeongseon-unni a gift? Or did they just go straight to a motel and have sex the whole time?
Her magic power filled up just by imagining the two of them together, even without them having sex. Yeongseon-unni’s desires were satisfied just by meeting Kangmin-oppa, and at the same time, she was filled with new desires. 'Ah, I hate it...' Charles made a tearful face, imagining the two of them. She was tired of talking to herself while making an introductory video to upload to Pornhub. The six hours without Kangmin-oppa were longer than she’d thought. Especially since he left her alone even on a day he wasn't working.
'Should I send him a text...?' But given Kangmin's personality, if she sent a text, he would definitely use it as material for his play, saying something like, "Yeongseon, Charles is asking what you're doing right now. Should I tell her I'm fucking your ass?"
In the end, waiting was the only answer. Charles threw her phone onto the bed and flopped down onto it herself. She felt depressed. Just then, she heard a beep at the door. 'It's Kangmin-oppa!' Charles ran to the door in a flash. She hated that she was running like a puppy at the sound of the keypad after suffering alone, but she couldn't help it. Being with Kangmin-oppa was fun.
"Oppa, you're here?" Charles jumped into Kangmin's arms. It felt like her long wait was being rewarded. Kangmin smiled and hugged Charles back. Hehe, I have to show him the intro video I made! Charles laughed and clung to Kangmin. It had been a long wait, but it was a fun Sunday afternoon.