The Conditions for Losing One's Virginity
"Oh, there are a lot of good things here."
The anal toy section. I scanned the shelves. Yeongseon-nuna seemed to like this area too, as she adjusted her mask and stared intently at the items. Since she had begged me earlier to help her hide her face, I’d asked a store clerk for a mask. A sudden question popped into my head: Just how did she end up getting interested in anal play? Is there really a woman in this world who would be okay with having anal sex first while leaving her vagina as a brand-new, unopened product? Yet, Yeongseon-nuna actually rejoiced and writhed in pleasure. I suppose I’ll have to ask her when we get home. But for now, I needed to buy the tools that would go into her butt.
First, the anal beads. I picked up two sets of anal beads with designs I liked. "Nuna, which color do you like?"
They were silicone anal beads with heart-shaped spheres. The heart at the very bottom was as small as a pinky nail, and they grew larger as you went up, with the final one being 28mm. The total length was about 20cm. The handle at the very end was also heart-shaped. Yeongseon-nuna’s face turned bright red, as if it were her first time using such an embarrassing product. Besides, being asked to choose the color of the beads that would go into her own butt must have felt humiliating. She snatched the pink ones from my hand—choosing them over the purple ones I held—and shoved them into the basket as if she were trying to get rid of them. I’d be asking her for so much more in the future. Ah, this is so much fun!
Next was the long anal bead corner. Yeongseon-nuna stood in front of it and gulped. Products starting at a minimum length of 50cm were on display. Furthermore, the shelves held more than just beads. What caught my eye in particular was an item labeled '100cm Extra-Thick Anal Plug'. It was a 100cm-long, 3cm-diameter silicone rice cake. There were other products, too. A 'Super Long Liquid Silicone Dildo'. It had a recommendation from the store manager attached: "Can be used for G-spot stimulation or anal play!" The thickness at the very tip was 23mm, and it grew thicker as you inserted it, reaching 63mm before narrowing again, designed so the sphincter would close perfectly around it. If you inserted this all the way into the anus, it would pass through the rectum, go up the vertically positioned descending colon, and reach the transverse colon that sat parallel to it. It would wind through the belly, leaving only the handle part sticking out of the anus. Would Yeongseon-nuna get excited by a dildo like this?
"Nuna, how about trying this one?"
She must have been scared of such a product, as she kept her lips tightly sealed and shook her head. Instead, she picked up a 50cm black long anal bead set and put it in the basket. "I, I'll go with this, so please let that one go..."
Someday, she’ll be crying her eyes out while shoving an extra-thick dildo into her rear, but since she’s still a beginner, I suppose I’ll let it slide... However, I didn't let her pick the 50cm one. When I grabbed two 70cm bead sets, Yeongseon-nuna’s face crumpled into a pout. "How can you just grab whatever you want without choosing? Which of these two do you like? One has a constant bead size of 4cm, and the other alternates between 3cm and 5cm spheres."
"I, I like the constant one."
"Is that so? Then I guess we have to go with the alternating one."
I hung back the one Yeongseon-nuna had chosen and tossed the 70cm black anal beads I’d picked into the basket. Yeongseon-nuna bit her lip and glared at me with a look that suggested she was on the verge of tears. Even then, feeling a masochistic thrill, she placed her hand over her uterus and pressed down on her belly. She’s so damn sexy.
"We still have a lot to buy." I led Yeongseon-nuna by the hand toward the next aisle. She followed listlessly as she picked out the next item: an anal dildo. Since it was made of glass, you’d be able to see the inside of her pink rectum clearly once it was inserted. I chose this one purely based on my own taste. 15cm long, 3cm thick. Designed to stand upright on the floor. I picked another type, too. Similar in thickness and length, but this one had a heart-shaped handle. "Nuna, you’ve only used your fingers until now, right? From now on, whenever you masturbate, you have to use this, okay?"
"O, okay..."
Yeongseon-nuna’s eyes sparkled with anticipation as she looked at the dildo in the basket, but once she got used to my massive member, even the glass dildo would feel incredibly thin. Besides, if she practiced anal masturbation with the dildo, her vagina would be soaked, and then she’d be on her hands and knees, begging me to tear her hymen! I’ll wait until then!
"Ah, I need this too." It was a 1L enema syringe, the kind Charles used. I grabbed some glycerin powder from the side and put it in the basket. Then I said to Yeongseon-nuna, "Nuna, I told you I wouldn't go easy on you today, right?"
"Yes, yes..."
Yeongseon-nuna’s breathing grew ragged. Getting excited just by looking at an enema syringe. She really is a pervert. She was so cute that I gave her a quick peck on the cheek, and she accepted it blankly. It seemed her mind was already occupied with the thought of using it. I dragged her toward yet another aisle. "Hmm... should I use this, or not?" I pondered in front of one product: an anal sleeve.
"What’s that?" Nuna asked, curious. I explained while looking at the sample on display. It was a product consisting of a silicone pouch that looked like a condom and a plastic rod. "Well, it’s an item that lets you have anal sex easily without an enema. You place the silicone against the anus and push it in with the rod. It’s too flimsy to insert on its own, right?"
I placed the sleeve against a demonstration ona-hole and pushed it in with the rod. Once the anal sleeve was positioned deep inside, I pulled the rod out. It was like a femidom, the kind women insert into their vaginas. It’s easy to think of it as a condom a woman puts inside her own body, though this one is made of silicone and is meant for the anus. "If you think of this as the anus, it’s quite clean, right? You just squirt gel inside the sleeve and thrust away. You can do it easily without needing an enema."
Yeongseon-nuna was staring at it with her eyes wide open. "Judging by your reaction, I guess I have to buy it."
"Y, yes..."
As I dropped the XXXL-sized anal sleeve into the basket, she realized she’d been staring blankly until just a moment ago and hung her head in shame. To think she was attracted to the idea of being able to have anal sex anywhere—she really is a pervert, isn't she? We’d bought almost everything I intended to... I added a metal expansion anal plug set with sky-blue jewels and two more tubes of Pepe gel. The other corner dealt with fairies and electric massagers. Come to think of it, Charles liked clitoral stimulation, didn't she? When I picked up a clitoral stimulator, Yeongseon-nuna’s expression brightened instantly. Huh? Does she think I’m going to use this on her?
"Nuna, wake up. This is Charles’s. I’m not going to use it on your vagina."
Her face darkened again. Looking angry, she put the basket down, looked around, and pushed me into a dark corner. Whoa, there’s even a curtain? What on earth was this place made for! I was afraid of what she might do to me, but instead of hitting me, Yeongseon-nuna stomped her feet and pleaded. "I want to have sex with my vagina, too... Just when are you going to break my cherry...?"
In the past, she would have taken what she wanted by force, but when it came to sexual matters, she was completely at my mercy. What would she do if I beat her up and our sex partner relationship ended? Yeongseon-nuna was the absolute subordinate. My ego swelled on its own. I’d never seen Yeongseon-nuna like this! Which meant I had to tease her even more!
"Why, Nuna, don't you like anal sex?"
"I, I do like it, but... it’s too much to not even let me touch my vagina... And I’m so curious about how it would feel to have a cock thrust into my vagina..."
Anal sex is good, but since her vagina floods every time we do it, she must want me to thrust into that, too. But absolutely not. I told her the condition for having vaginal sex with her. "If you let me film it with my phone and upload the video of your cherry being popped to Pornhub, I’ll have sex with you. Wearing a mask like today, or even wearing one of those masks over there, is fine."
Honestly, it wouldn't matter if she never agreed. I like anal sex just fine. But at my words, deep despair washed over Yeongseon-nuna’s face. She asked back, as if she’d been shocked and couldn't believe what she’d heard. "Wh, what? You want me to film it and upload it to a porn site... before you’ll break my cherry?"
I smiled brightly and nodded. "Yes, that’s right. Don't even dream of it until then."
Yeongseon-nuna’s fists trembled. I thought she might hit me, but a completely different reaction came back. "Do you really have to go that far? Kang Min-ah, don't you have any desire to thrust into my vagina? I’ve been working out hard, so I can squeeze you tight in there, too?"
She rubbed the curves of her body against my thighs as she pleaded. My god! That violent Yeongseon-nuna had become this submissive! The fabric of her dress stimulated my thighs. She hugged me tight and kissed my lips, but after receiving a few kisses, I coldly pulled my body away. I absolutely must not give in just because I’m turned on! In truth, I wanted to shove the hem of her dress into her mouth and break her cherry right now, but I had to endure it! I offered another condition.
"Or how about this, Nuna? How about getting a tattoo? A rose, a uterus tattoo. And a tally mark tattoo on your thigh. If you do that, I’ll consider breaking your cherry."
Yeongseon-nuna flinched, stepped back, and shook her head. She wouldn't like that, would she? "If you don't want either... then I guess we’ll just have to be satisfied with anal sex."
At my words, Yeongseon-nuna shuddered. To think she’d have to agree to upload a sex video that others might recognize just to get her request granted. Isn't that the kind of idea only truly bad guys would have? Like a criminal in a porn movie saying, "If you don't want this video to spread, do as I say!" (Though it wasn't exactly the same). Yeongseon-nuna hung her head and sobbed. "You’re mean... I didn't know you were such a bad guy... Why are you being so cruel..."
A part of my heart ached, but I didn't stop. "It’s all your fault, Nuna. You’re so sexy and cute that I can’t help but tease you."
I hugged Yeongseon-nuna gently and whispered. Yeongseon-nuna sobbed and kissed me back. "Bad guy, mean guy, even if I like sexy things, how can you do this..."
Ah, to be honest—I just want to say, "Okay," put on a condom, and use her vagina today. Seeing her sob like this makes her look so pitiful and sad. But another desire whispers to me: "Hey, aren't you curious to see how she’ll react if you don't do it until the end? Isn't it thrilling just to imagine her offering up her virginity while saying it’s okay to upload it to Pornhub? And when the time comes, you can just hear her say 'OK' and not actually upload it."
That’s right. I want Yeongseon-nuna to say it’s okay to upload it to Pornhub. Uploading the video isn't the point!! I want to see her give me permission! The act of her saying she’ll upload it to the internet because she desperately wants vaginal sex with me is what’s most exciting!!! But if she knew this, she’d agree in a heartbeat. So I won't tell her. I’ll wait without having vaginal sex until she says it’s okay to upload it to Pornhub. When that time comes, I won't upload the video. I can’t ruin Yeongseon-nuna’s life, can I? I hid my true intentions and apologized. "I’m sorry, Nuna. I’m a bit sadistic. But other than the virginity-loss sex, I do everything else for you, don't I? Honestly, you’re incredibly turned on right now, aren't you?"
Yeongseon-nuna pulled away and turned her head, as if sulking. My heart ached at the tear stains left around her eyes. But her flushed ears showed that her excitement hadn't faded yet. I should make her even more excited. "Nuna, pull down your panties and turn around."
As expected, at my words, her breathing grew ragged again. Her nipples, which had settled down, rose sharply once more. See, Yeongseon-nuna is a pervert who gets excited by this kind of outdoor play and sadistic games.