A Handful of Pleasure
"Use your hand, please!" Yuda-nuna said, her eyes squeezed shut. Her voice trembled with embarrassment. "Ju-just... take your pants off." I’d better get them off quickly before she changes her mind! As I pulled down my sweatpants, Yuda-nuna peeked through half-closed eyes. Seeing the size of my member, which reached all the way to my solar plexus, she flinched in fear and pulled her hand back slightly. "It’s... it’s really huge..." She slid down from her seated position on the table to the side. Pressing herself against me, she buried her face in my neck and let out a shaky breath. She was desperate to avoid looking at my cock. Her right hand fumbled around, searching for it.
"Ugh—" The tips of Yuda-nuna’s fingers brushed against the middle of my shaft. My lower body tensed involuntarily. Once she found it, she spread her hand and wrapped it around. A cold sensation traveled through my cock. Her hands were soft, though cold—perhaps she suffered from poor circulation. She gripped my member, which was too thick to be fully encircled by her thumb and middle finger, and exhaled slowly. I could hear the thumping of Yuda-nuna’s heart. She was trembling violently. Was she afraid because it was her first time touching a man like this? 'Damn. Should I have just gone home and asked Charlotte?' But the die was cast. Putting my pants back on now would make the situation even more awkward. It was better to soothe Yuda-nuna and finish this quickly. I reached out and stroked her waist. I tickled her lean muscles with my fingers and whispered, "Nuna. Don't be so nervous. Take it slow. You're doing great."
Hearing my words, Yuda-nuna’s hand began to move slowly. I enjoyed the sensation of her soft touch as she explored the state of my cock. It was flooded with pre-cum, making the glans sticky. As she pulled back the foreskin, thin, sticky threads stretched out. It was a good thing Yuda-nuna wasn't looking at this mess. The silver lining was that, in this state of arousal, I would likely ejaculate within five minutes. I pulled several tissues from the table nearby and relaxed my body. I decided to just take it slow and enjoy it. Yuda-nuna shared her honest thoughts as she touched me. "It’s... it’s so hot..." My engorged, vein-popping cock was heating up her hand. It felt like a can of honey water warmed to the perfect temperature. Overwhelmed by the heat, Yuda-nuna squeezed her eyes shut and shook my cock even harder. Because her touch was so clumsy— "Ouch, Nuna. You don't need to go down so far." It hurts! You don't need to go that deep! Just gripping the foreskin near the glans and shaking it is enough! But Yuda-nuna didn't know that; she was just grabbing my shaft and pumping it blindly. The veins attached to my glans were about to snap! While it felt good to have Yuda-nuna touching me, I didn't think I could reach climax like this. It was too clumsy! And it hurt! Yuda-nuna noticed that my moans were mixed with more pain than pleasure. Trembling, she asked, "Ka-Kangmin. It hurts, doesn't it? What should I do to help you finish faster?"
"You just need to grip near the glans and move back and forth. Uh... if you kiss my ear, I think I'll come faster."
"Okay." She exhaled through her nose and gently bit my earlobe. Then, her tongue burrowed into my ear. 'Ugh, h-hngh?' Slurp, shhh— shhh— shhh— It felt as if a tentacle were burrowing inside. It was a completely different sensation from when Charlotte licked my ear during missionary. My inner ear felt like it was melting. The metal of her piercing scraped against my ear cartilage, and her warm breath tickled the fine hairs inside. In an instant, my cock surged with power. As I lost my senses, Yuda-nuna asked, "Kangmin. Does it feel good...?"
"Yes, Nuna. J-just keep doing exactly that." How much had I wished yesterday, while helping Yuda-nuna at her part-time job, that she would lick my ears, my cock, and my ass with her tongue? One of my dreams was coming true right now. She was shyly jerking me off with her hand while keeping her eyes squeezed shut, licking the inside of my ear with her tongue. It was too good. She was so embarrassed she couldn't even look at my cock, yet she was trying her best to help me ejaculate because she saw I was struggling. Honestly, she was too cute. Her hand moved up and down, desperate to help me finish. She had no sense of pacing. The strokes were so vigorous they were almost painful. But—it was incredibly arousing. Especially the sensation in my ear; it was so intense. My head felt light, as if her tongue were tickling the inside of my brain.
"Nuna, I'm going to come. Keep, keep doing it like this." She shook me even harder. No, I told her to keep it up, not to do it harder. I was just about to finish... but the ejaculation was delayed. 'I should just keep my mouth shut and finish.' I stayed still. Yuda-nuna maintained her rapid pace. Her hand brushed against the base of the glans with every stroke. The ring formed by her thumb and index finger tightened around the base, providing intense stimulation. I could feel the semen rising from my testicles. A wave of heat and arousal slowly spread toward my lower abdomen. The tingling sensation deep in my loins grew stronger. It built up slowly, and then, as it forced the semen through my urethra— Pshhh, psh-pshhh—! Pshhhhhhh-shoot!!!! It spurted out with enough force to pierce through the tissues. After all the abuse my balls had taken while kissing Yuda-nuna, the semen was thin and mostly prostate fluid. It had ended up this way because I’d been teased without being allowed to climax. But... it felt like my soul was pouring out through my cock. After being tormented for an hour, the release felt incredible. It was a sensation like my brain was melting away. Yuda-nuna didn't even know I had finished; she still had her eyes closed. Her tongue was still tickling my ear. And it hurt because she was still shaking my sensitive, post-climax cock.
"Nuna, I finished."
"Wh-what?" She panicked and hastily pulled her right hand away. She turned her back to my cock. She seemed incredibly embarrassed to look at it. "Th-then, can't you just put it back in your pants? I... I can't look at it..."
I did as she asked. I wiped the tip of my cock and pulled up my pants. Yuda-nuna held out her right hand to me, eyes still closed. "Did it get on your hand?"
"No. It's clean." Even after hearing that, she pulled out a wet wipe and started cleaning her hand. How should I put this... it kind of hurts my feelings... She had treated my semen like something dirty in my dream before, too. It seemed like a deep-seated disgust was embedded in her mind. 'Honestly, I wanted Yuda-nuna to drink it with her mouth.' But that would be difficult. Oral sex had only recently become a mainstream sexual act; in the past, it was treated as a sin. They say that even prostitutes in England wouldn't perform oral sex back then. That’s how much of a taboo it was. It’s a bit of niche knowledge, but homosexuals in England targeted that gap in the market. They would seduce heterosexual men by promising to perform oral sex. It’s said that quite a few straight men fell for it. I can't understand it at all, though. 'Well... Yuda-nuna is only using her hands for now, but I have a feeling she'll want to have sex soon. She'll try oral, too.' I remembered Charlotte encouraging her in my dream. 'Yuda-unni, everyone does it with their mouth these days. Men hate it if you can't perform oral.' I'll just wait until then. I look forward to the day when Yuda-nuna’s split tongue licks every part of my body in reality, not just in a dream. There's no need to be too impatient. I don't want Yuda-nuna to get hurt.
'Come to think of it, I need to adjust my size...' My member is too big. Even when I have anal sex with Youngsun-nuna, it reaches the end of her sigmoid colon. If I were to penetrate Youngsun-nuna’s vagina, I’d probably hit the limit at two-thirds of the way in. It’s so big that even if I gripped it with three hands, the glans would still be left over. The problem with that is, I can't perform full-depth thrusting. She’ll just tell me to stop because my cock keeps hitting her cervix and it hurts. She asks if I can't just shove it in with force, but I can't! The cervix isn't meant to be poked by a cock in the first place. Even surveys of foreign women say that around 16cm is the best. My cock is 26cm... it’s a size that would make even a foreign woman cry. I should shrink it by about 5cm. Charlotte can reshape her cervix to take my full length, but in reality, 21cm is more than enough. 21cm long and 5.5cm thick is practically tumbler-sized! This current length is too big to have sex with Yuda-nuna or Youngsun-nuna. They’ll probably cry in pain, and I won't be able to enjoy it satisfactorily either. 'Soon, Youngsun-nuna or Yuda-nuna will start showing interest... but more importantly...' It’s inconvenient for me. Honestly, seeing my cock reach my solar plexus isn't good; it’s grotesque. It would be enough if it reached my belly button. And when I get an erection outside, it hurts too much. It bumps into everything. When I get home, I should ask Charlotte to shrink it a bit. I finished my thoughts on my cock there. I should throw the semen-stained tissues in the bathroom, not here. I wrapped them in more tissues and said to Yuda-nuna, "Nuna, I'm all cleaned up."
"Oh, right. Right." She was still blushing, clenching and unclenching her hand as if still shocked by my cock. It’s cute that an older woman who has piercings and tattoos acts like this just from touching a cock. She looks tough enough that most men wouldn't even dare to talk to her. As I was thinking that, she grabbed my arm. "A customer will be here soon. I'll walk you out." Has it already been that long? She came out to the front of the shop to see me off. While waiting for the elevator, she suddenly grabbed my waist. "Hmm-?" I blinked and looked at her, and she gave me a long, deep kiss. Her tongue slipped into my mouth, tasting every corner before pulling away quickly. "Goodbye." She smiled brightly from behind her glasses. I was stunned and waved my hand. It was a light kiss, but with her split tongue intertwined, it felt incredibly erotic. My head was dazed while the elevator went down. Still, that farewell kiss felt like something a real couple would do—