Chapter 17
Needless to say, I was dealing with horrendous muscle pain.
From my lower belly to my thighs, my stomach, my ass. There wasn't a single place that didn't hurt.
On top of that, the urine I saw the next day was a little brown. When I told her, her expression darkened slightly, and after that she wouldn't let me take a single step away from the bed.
I was getting plenty of sleep, but for some reason I was plagued by endless fatigue. Not long after I opened my eyes, I'd get sleepy again. Apart from basic bodily functions, I was little different from a corpse.
At least while I was asleep, she didn't say anything. She didn't get angry at me for sleeping a lot, didn't force me awake, didn't wake me for no particular reason.
Whatever it took, I wanted to avoid anything that might get on her nerves. The method I chose was escape from reality.
No matter how careful I was, I ended up getting punished for one reason or another anyway. Cutting down on words and cutting down on actions was the only way I could reduce friction with her.
The time I opened my eyes was nine o'clock. Nine at night, that is. It was pitch black and I couldn't see anything, but my eyes gradually adjusted to the dark. When I set my bare feet—no slippers—on the cool marble floor, I felt a little more awake.
I couldn't quite remember when I'd last eaten, but I didn't feel hungry. I was just thirsty.
...Right, like alcohol or something.
The wine inside the glass display case caught my eye. Maybe I could ask her once she woke up—my body hurt, so maybe she'd let me have some?
Gulp, gulp. I drank a whole cup of water, but the thirst didn't go away.
Then, in a very quiet, low voice. A voice so faint I would have missed it if I hadn't been listening.
"...Do-ha?"
I set the water glass down carelessly and tried to go to her right away, but she was already out in front of the living room. Her face slightly crumpled, worn out with fatigue.
"...What are you doing?"
"Ah, I—I woke up, and, wa—water! I was trying to drink some!"
"Ha. Why aren't you sleeping at night, and didn't I tell you not to wander around?"
When she got irritated, I had to watch her mood and apologize. I hadn't done anything wrong, but she was the kind of person who would find a reason to torment me if she wanted one.
"I—I'm sorry. Hehe."
"This isn't working. Let's just tie your arms and legs up completely."
"Huh? H—huh? N—no, nooo, why—I won't move!!"
I was on the verge of tears from barely holding back the sudden surge of emotion. I'd only come out for water.
"Then what am I supposed to do? You shouldn't wander around on your own."
"Why—huh? I—I won't do it anymore, okay?"
I scurried over, tugged at her sleeve with my hand, and looked up at her pleadingly, and I saw the hint of a smile at the corner of her mouth.
"Hmm~ Let's go to the bed first."
*
Still not fully awake, she yawned briefly as she took off my top and bottom one piece at a time, then held me in both arms and touched me all over. Rubbing my stomach, stroking my head, nuzzling her cheek against mine.
I'd expected it, but it wasn't a sensation you got used to. There's a difference between tickling your own body and someone else tickling it.
Her fingers rolling the little bean at the center of my chest, and her other hand stroking my pussy. I was taking it all in without any resistance at all.
Soon a single finger slipped inside and stirred me. I didn't know whether it was intentional, but my thighs tensed when it pulled out a little roughly. When she held her hand up in front of my face, it smelled strongly of my fluids.
"Lick it."
Tasting fluid from my own body was humiliating, and the slightly fishy taste made bile rise in my throat.
"Hehe, is it good?"
"Mmhm... i—it's gooood."
"Pfft. You're a total pervert."
"Huh? A-agh?!"
Without any warning, two fingers went all the way in at once, and my hips and ass lifted off the bed. I could feel them hooked, scraping hard against the most sensitive spot.
Squelch, squelch, squelch.
"Hngh—ah!"
"Oh, is it here?"
My hips jerked in time with the poking rhythm. I heard her satisfied little laugh by my ear.
"Pff, cute."
"I-I'm coming..."
"If you give me a hundred kisses, I'll stop."
"A hundred... a hundred...?"
"Yeah, starting now—"
Squelch, squelch, squelch.
She was thrusting with not a shred of mercy to be found, and I felt like I was going to scream. I met her eyes, folded into crescent moons.
Peck.
"Good, well done."
Peck, peck, peck, peck.
"Pfft. Yeah, try harder."
My legs were trembling. My ass was clenched so hard it felt like it would cramp, and the muscles in my thighs and calves were pulled taut, so every time I moved my straightened legs, my mind went hazy with maddening pleasure.
"Did you come?"
"I came, I came..."
How many was that—twenty-seven... no, twenty-eight? As I gasped for breath, leaning against her collarbone, reeling from the orgasms, she asked if I had the presence of mind for that, and the fingers thrusting into my pussy made my body jolt—but only for a second before I hurriedly pressed my lips to her cheek.
"Hey. Do it properly. Want me to start over from the beginning?"
"Hic, hngh. I—I'm sorry."
Peck, peck.
She burst out laughing—apparently the sight of me desperately kissing with my lips pressed tight and making loud smacking sounds was funny.
"Ha, you’re seriously cute. But at this rate, when are you ever going to finish? Your pussy’s going to wear out, you know? Ahaha!"
Forty-four... f—forty-nine?
"Hngyak—?!"
She tugged hard on my clitoris with her other fingers, and my nearly half-closed eyes flew open again.
"What are you doing? Keep going."
With not a moment's rest, the torture continued, and I clenched my teeth. The water I'd drunk earlier felt like it was flowing back up, and I wanted to throw it all up.
"Hup, hng, guh."
I was breathing weakly like a fish out of water. Wait, was I even breathing? Anyway.
Peck, peck, peck.
Faster, one by one, I pressed my lips diligently against her soft skin. Imagining biting down hard on her neck and blood bursting out like a fountain, I sobbed pitifully.
The sensation of her thumb touching my clit with the hood peeled back was so revolting that even as my head tipped back, I tried not to lose count—sixty, sixty-two?
Probably all the blood in my body had rushed to my lower half. My stomach was hot. Inside was raw and stinging. I thought maybe she'd take pity on me, but looking at her enjoying herself, I figured there was no way in hell that would happen.
"Ghk?! Ghk! Ngh?!"
Thrust. The sudden penetration hit the entrance of my cervix. My head went white. No, no, again. Seventy-five, seventy-six.
Peck, peck.
"Pff, Do-ha, you okay?"
Peck, peck.
Seventy-seven. Seventy-eight.
"Not going to answer?"
Peck.
Seventy-nine...
At the sensation of a fist slamming down on my stomach, my head snapped back.
"Ghk—?! Hic... agh?"
"Have you lost your mind..."
"E-eighty..."
"Hmph."
She grinned and clamped her palm over my mouth. Huh?
Squelch, squelch, squelch.
"Hngh—?! Hup. Mmph!!!"
Whether I tried to dodge or not, no matter how hard I pulled my hips back, all she had to do was move her hand a little farther. I stared at her with drool and tears streaming down my face, but her expression was shameless.
"Ah, my arm hurts. Hold still."
"Ghk... ngh. Ghk."
"If I do this right, I think I could get my fingers into your womb. Bend over a little."
Her hand pressed down firmly on the back of my head.
No matter how I looked at it, wasn't I just a person writhing in pain? Was this really good? If it was, then why all this time to me—why, why.
Something like snot ran down my face. A few seconds later, I tasted a metallic tang and only then realized my nose was bleeding.
"Oops."
The pain carving up my lower belly stopped.
"Ghk. Ugh. Hngh—hah..."
"Is it too hard? Should I stop if it's too much?"
"Y-yes, yes...! St—stop, stop it, heh, hehe!!"
"Then kiss me and I'll stop."
I hurriedly brought my mouth to her lips. No, I practically headbutted her face. I felt the soft, squishy texture of her lips as I licked and lapped, and I pushed my tongue inside.
Panting with ragged breaths, I licked the inside of her mouth like a dog. Soon her hand grabbed the back of my head and pulled me off. Rip. I felt a few strands of hair tear from my scalp.
"Pff, god, you're terrible at kissing."
She sealed her mouth against mine with not a sliver of space between them. Her warm, wet tongue came out to meet mine, slowly. And gently, it wound around my tongue from root to tip. It felt so good I thought I might lose my mind right then and there.
"Hup... w-wait..."
She pinched my nose with two fingers, and I couldn't breathe. I stared at her with dilated pupils, but she only smiled with her eyes narrowed to slits.
There was no way I could push her off with my own strength. The position itself was already far too disadvantageous for me. She pressed her body tightly against mine as if devouring me, covering my curled, trembling body with hers and wrapping around me like a snake.
Thump, thump. I pounded her back with my fists, but she didn't budge.
"Hup. Mmph. Hup."
The air she passed between our mouths was nowhere near enough. I swallowed mouthfuls of her saliva, and at the sensation of her tongue wrapping around mine and sucking, my head felt like it was going strange. I just gripped her shoulders with my two trembling hands, and came from the kiss alone.
In my fading consciousness, she was looking into my eyes.
Ah, if I timed it right, I thought I could break her nose.