Chapter 14
"Ghk, haaah... m-ma'am, w-wait..."
"Hm? What was that? Do-ha?"
"T-take it out, seriously, I'm—I'm gonna—guh—"
It was a lazy afternoon. Yu-bin and Do-ha had finished lunch and were having sex on the living room sofa hard enough to break the springs.
Thirty minutes earlier, watching Do-ha sit with the hamster perched on her palm, stroking it gently with her thumb, I'd felt a sudden urge to tease her.
"You like playing with the hamster more than me?"
It might seem childish for a grown adult to ask, but between lovers, even the smallest things can spark jealousy.
"...N-no, that's not—"
"Hmm? Is that so?"
I nudged the hamster cage with my foot, and Do-ha looked up at me with a face full of tension.
"What? Let's have sex."
"Ah, hehe, okay."
Do-ha leaned in eagerly for a kiss. Pfft. So obvious.
"Hm-hm, oh, hold on, Do-ha, wait a sec."
When I came back with the strap-on dildo, Do-ha's face went pale in an instant.
"Ah—that—you said you wouldn't use that—you said—!"
"Oh, did I?"
Do-ha, terrified, was crawling on all fours toward the corner. I grabbed her ankle and dragged her back.
"Hngh—it's too much—you said—you said you wouldn't do the painful stuff—"
"...Hm-hm. When did I say that?"
"You—you did—you're a liar—"
"Shut up. Get over here."
I pressed the tip of the silicone strap-on dildo against Do-ha's pale peach-colored lips, pushing firmly, and soon she slowly opened her mouth and started mouthing at it.
"Mmph!!! Bbph—ebbph!!!"
"Pfft."
When I shoved the back of her head down with my hand, her eyes flew open in shock and she thrashed, trying to pull her head away. God, she was cute.
Do-ha's jaw bulged out below like a frog's. Every time she gagged, her stomach sucked in and went slack, over and over. Watching the spit backflow through her nose, an object that wasn't even part of my own body made me react as if it were. I lifted cute little Do-ha's ass with both hands and got ready to fuck her.
"Hic... m-ma'am, w-wait... ah, I don't want to..."
"Hm-hm? You don't want to? Should I stop?"
"Nngh—that thing scares me—"
"Why? From now on, my cock and your womb are going to be kissing each other all messy."
I said it to Do-ha, who was covering her lower hole with her hand like it was precious.
"I—I don't wanna—ah—it hurts—can't we not do it?"
"No. Move your hand. Now."
"P-please, ma'am... okay? Ngh..."
"Hmph. Then what are you gonna do for me?"
"A—a kiss—I'll give you a kiss—!"
"Hm-hm, no thanks. I'd rather just shove this deep into Do-ha's pussy."
"Ah—ah—ah!"
I snatched Do-ha's slender wrist in one hand while she was off guard and started moving the strap-on dildo at my hips without holding back. Do-ha let out a ridiculous moan.
"Aaaaaah!!! Ah—!! It hurts!!! Take it out—take it out!!!"
"Ahaha, aren't you loving it?"
"No—!! Take it out—seriously—seriously—it hurts—!! It hurts—hic—!"
I licked the tears running down Do-ha's cheek. They tasted salty.
*
"Haa—that felt good. It was good for you too, right, Do-ha?"
Her hand stroked my lower belly, and a bzzz vibrated through it.
"Y-yeah—it was—good—"
"Hm-hm. Good. What do you want for dinner?"
She was in a good mood right now. Maybe because the painful sex was over, she'd turned affectionate; from start to finish she wore a gentle expression, checking whether anything was uncomfortable or whether I needed anything. Watching her carefully as she toyed with my nipple, I spoke.
"Um... c-can I ask you something?"
"Hm? What?"
"Are we—not going—outside—again?"
I didn't have the courage to look at her face, so I clutched the edge of the blanket and asked in a voice that grew smaller and smaller.
"Ah—ah—no, that's not—"
"Where do you want to go?"
"Huh—?"
"I said, where do you want to go~?"
She grinned and poked me on the cheek.
"Um—uh—just—a—a walk?"
"A walk?"
"I—I saw—outside—the—the snow—falling—"
"Hm-hm, you want to go out? Should we?"
"Yeah!!! Yeah-yeah!!!"
I nodded frantically. She laughed softly, pinched my cheek, and started getting us ready to go out—the first time in a long while. No. The second time since I'd been in this house.
"Oh, hold on, Do-ha. Let me see your wrist."
The engraved bracelet she fastened around my wrist had my name and a phone number on it, like a lost-child ID bracelet.
"...I'm sure Do-ha wouldn't do that again, but just in case, right?"
The look on her face as she fastened the bracelet carried a silent warning. I understood without her saying anything; it was something we'd come to understand without words.
She pulled ankle-high socks onto me and wrapped a checkered scarf around my neck. Before I knew it, we were ready to go. She looked good in a white turtleneck sweater and a light beige coat.
"We're going together, Do-ha."
The cold air stinging the tip of my nose felt wonderful. Just breathing made me feel free. Beyond the double doors, the whole world was blanketed in white snow. I took a careful step—crunch. I couldn't contain my excitement and ran around until she flicked me on the forehead.
"Heh—hehe—look at this!"
On the snow that no one had stepped on, like a blank sheet of paper, I walked with quick little steps—ta-da. A heart was complete.
"Hm-hm, cute. My Do-ha."
Under the bridge, along the path where the trees stood in straight rows and the snow piled up softly, there wasn't a single person besides Do-ha and Yu-bin.
Yu-bin had been filming Do-ha playing in the snow with her phone for a while. When she saw Do-ha, whose nose had turned red, cough lightly, she put her phone in her pocket and stood up.
"You're going to catch a cold. Should we head back in?"
"Nngh—no! ...I—I don't have to go in yet!"
"God, you're so stubborn..."
"B-being out with you... it's really nice."
She seemed to be in an especially good mood today. Maybe... a little more lenient. Until now, the pattern had been sex, food, sex, food, but today felt different.
"Since we're out, should we stop by the store?"
"Gasp—yes!!!!!!"
She really was being excessively kind today. ...It was a little scary, maybe. But still, the freedom I felt after so long was too sweet. It felt like coming up from being buried underground for months and seeing the light.
Holding her hand, I greeted a passing dog and admired a snowman someone had made as we walked. Before I knew it, we'd reached one of those small neighborhood markets.
Zzzt—
The sound of the automatic doors opening made me flinch like some primitive person seeing modern technology for the first time. No—really, it had just been so long since I'd been somewhere with this many people. As we stepped inside, the faint smell of fruit and food drifted toward me.
"I guess it's a neighborhood mart, so it's small. Still, seems like they've got everything."
She pulled out a cart with a rattle and spoke while looking over the shelves.
"We're out of milk, and ice cream will melt, so let's get that last. Ah, if I'd known we were doing this, maybe I should've just ordered delivery online."
"I-I like coming out like this with you... looking around."
"...You're such a suck-up."
She turned her head away, but she was definitely smiling.
"C-can I put some snacks in the cart?"
"Hmph. Sure, put in whatever you want."
"!! R-really?"
"Yeah. Mm-hm. But in exchange, for each snack, I get to put one thing I want in your pussy."
I quietly put the snacks back where I'd found them.
Before long, the cart held steak, wine, and a few snacks to have with drinks—not ordinary cooking ingredients, but food for a celebration.
"Last thing—let's pick out a cake."
On the display shelf, cakes decorated prettily with fruit and chocolate were lined up, each one different.
"Tch. No tiramisu..."
"Let's get the Mont Blanc! You like that one!"
Her eyes went wide as she looked at me. Was she touched?
"Huh—yeah... What's with you? Are you just gonna keep doing cute stuff?"
A soft hand tickled my hair.
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It was a perfect outing. Except for the part where Do-ha insisted on carrying the bags, struggled with them, and toppled face-first into the snow.
Do-ha was frail to begin with, so as soon as we got home I started filling the tub with warm water in case she caught another cold.
Maybe she knew what I was thinking—Do-ha spent the whole day saying pretty things and doing pretty things, which made it hard to find an excuse to scold her.
The good news was that the fresh air, after so long, had visibly brightened Do-ha's complexion. Taking her out like this now and then didn't seem like a bad idea. Though today was a special day.
I put butter in the frying pan instead of oil and grilled two pieces of sirloin. The smell brought Do-ha sniffing around the kitchen.
"Sit."
I fed her bite-sized pieces of the tender steak, and Do-ha's face went all soft as she chewed with her cheeks full. Cute.
"It's—really—good!!"
"Of course it is. Who do you think made it?"
"Today—why—why—uh—why?"
Right. She'd be curious.
"Pfft. Congratulations, Do-ha."
"Huh—?"
"Happy 800 days together."
"Uh—huh? What?"
"I figured as much, but you really didn't know? Even while we were buying the cake?"
"I—I didn't—I didn't know—"
"Pfft. Of course not. You don't even know what day it is."
"Ah—yeah—right—"
"You've been good all day today, Do-ha, so... I'll let the painful stuff slide, okay?"
"Heh, hehe... thank you."
"So, you stupid little idiot, spread your pussy nicely for me, spend the rest of your life getting fucked like this, and live as my girlfriend. Got it?"
Hiccup. Startled by the sudden profanity, Do-ha hiccuped.
"Hic—hehe—yeah—okay—"
I couldn't wait to get to bed, smear the cake all over her body, and lick it off.