Backside_Of_One (6)
I laid Ju Hana down on the bed.
I whispered in the gentlest voice I could manage.
"I'll take care of everything, so tell me if there's anything you don't like."
"Uh, yeah."
"And tell me the good parts too."
"...Okay."
Ju Hana answered, still curled up tight.
Her body was stiff as a plaster cast.
'She said she wanted to do it so badly, and now she's all tense again.'
I'd finally gotten her to relax with the kissing, and now it was all for nothing.
Apparently once wasn't enough.
I pressed my lips to hers again.
Jjok, chyup. Seureup.
Still, having done it once already, she intertwined her tongue with mine. The movements were clumsy, but the enthusiasm had definitely improved from before.
I deliberately drew out the kiss to help Ju Hana relax. I could feel her tension in the way her body trembled faintly.
'The more I look at her, the more she reminds me of myself.'
I'm a timid person.
I worry preemptively even when nobody's said anything, and I always think of the worst-case scenario before the best. Even when I know the right answer to a problem, I'm the kind of spineless coward who can't spit it out for fear of being wrong.
But everything's relative.
After five years of hiding away, I'd come out of the house and met good friends. Thanks to them, I was changing in a positive direction.
Of course, you can't become a different person overnight.
The timid side of me still remained. But now, depending on the situation, I'd become someone who could voice his opinions or take the lead when necessary.
Ju Hana, on the other hand, seemed far more timid and clumsy than even I was. Her stammering speech and flinching behavior — one by one, they overlapped with my former self.
So the more I looked at her, the more I felt this bittersweet kinship.
Bback-sa, the online Lu Bu, the exhibitionist pervert.
Juha, the inssa cosplayer, the goddess of all weebs.
But in reality, Ju Hana couldn't even meet my eyes properly.
How much agonizing must it have taken for a girl like this to reveal her identity in front of me? Sure, I was the one who figured it out, but thinking back now, she had clearly been hoping I would find her.
"Haaah......."
When I pulled my lips away, a heated breath slipped out of her.
Her tense body slackened, and her eyes went hazy and unfocused.
I gave her a moment to catch her breath, then layered my lips over hers once more. I intended to kiss her until she was utterly sick of it today.
"Chyup. Jjokjjok. Haaah... jjoooop......."
This time, Ju Hana pushed her tongue out more actively than in the previous two kisses. She seemed to be getting the hang of it, breathing through her nose and even wrapping her arms around my neck. A fast learner.
'My tongue's starting to hurt.'
As she got used to it, she wasn't just intertwining her tongue with mine — she was straight-up sucking on it. Sometimes she couldn't control her strength, and I felt a stinging sensation at the tip of my tongue.
I pulled my tongue back and nibbled at her lips. At the same time, I started moving my hands.
Seueueuk.
I caressed her slender shoulders, gradually moving downward. I felt a jolt of surprise in the way her body flinched, but unlike before, she didn't go rigid.
'Her bone structure is incredibly thin.'
Ju Hana's body felt extremely delicate under my fingertips. For her tall height, her bones themselves were thin, and with almost no excess flesh, she had a truly model-like figure.
On the other hand, I couldn't help thinking she might be a bit too skinny. But the strange thing was, her lower body — her thighs especially — had a fair amount of flesh on them.
That wasn't to say she had lower-body obesity. This was a blessed body type: slender, yet naturally endowed with a wide pelvis.
I slid the hand that had been brushing her thigh up and placed it on Ju Hana's chest.
Heumchit!
Her body jolted hard for a second. She must've been hung up on the time I teased her about having a small chest. I felt a pang of pointless guilt.
"Your chest is pretty."
"You d-don't have to comfort me. That just makes it more miserable......."
"No, no. I'm not just saying it."
I meant it. It wasn't empty flattery.
Of course, from a guy's perspective, the bigger the chest, the better. There's a reason people say bigger is better when it comes to tits.
But I believed there were things more important than breast size. Like the shape and color of the areola and the nipple, for instance.
Ju Hana's breasts were definitely on the small side, but her areolas and nipples were a nice size and formed a very pleasing ratio. The color was a pretty pink, too.
Breasts, areolas, nipples.
Only when these three elements come together do they truly form a chest.
Isn't harmony the most important thing in everything?
I stuck out my tongue and started licking Ju Hana's areola. With my hand, I gently kneaded the other side, tickling the areola and nipple.
"Jjop. Seureup."
"Heut. Ah, uuhng......."
"The color is really pretty."
"You d-don't have to say it!"
Her voice grew louder, embarrassed.
Maybe because her voice was usually so quiet, there was a certain fun in teasing her.
"Do you not like having your chest touched?"
"Th-that's not... it...."
"So you like it?"
I kept up the questions as I lightly bared my teeth.
I didn't bite down hard; I just prodded at her nipple as if poking it, and an immediate reaction came back.
"Euhheuk. Ah, that......."
"What about this?"
I pretended not to know and pulled my face away from her chest to look at Ju Hana. Though I couldn't hide the mischievous smile creeping onto my face. The reactions were so entertaining that laughter kept leaking out.
But Ju Hana was too lost in this first-time experience. Not seeing my amusement, she squeezed her eyes shut and said,
"That, I like it......."
"That what?"
"You b-biting my nub."
Maybe it was because I'd asked her to tell me what she liked and didn't like?
I'd expected her to be too embarrassed to even answer, but she gave a surprisingly honest response.
I stroked Ju Hana's hair as if praising her and bared my teeth again. I poked at her nipple with my canine as if pricking it, then rolled it gently with my tongue to heighten the stimulation.
"Heueut. Ahheu......."
Ju Hana had the most sensitive chest of any woman I'd ever seen. A thing Pi Ah-reum had once said suddenly came to mind.
Thus spake my sex sensei, Pi Ah-reum.
The smaller the chest, the higher the probability that the erogenous zones in that area are more sensitive.
Big breasts are fun to touch.
But small breasts let you enjoy the reactions.
Only today did I finally truly understand Pi Ah-reum-sensei's words.
There is no bad chest in this world.
Each has its own pros and cons.
My caresses, having advanced by one step, began to change.
Jomuljomul.
Seureup, seureureup. Kkaemulkkaemul.
I lavished Ju Hana's chest with the utmost effort, as if apologizing for having called it an asphalt gum wad before. In all my sexual experiences until now, I'd never focused this intensely on a girl's chest.
Gently rolling with my fingers, pinching, kneading and squeezing.
Flicking with my tongue, nibbling with my teeth, nuzzling with my lips.
Hands, tongue, and even teeth.
I mobilized every means at my disposal to stimulate the three elements of breast, areola, and nipple.
"Euhheuk! Ah, wait, heuk! Euut......!"
At some point, Ju Hana clutched the bedsheet tight and her body shuddered. She had climaxed from chest stimulation alone.
I looked at Ju Hana, feeling a swell of pride.
Soon, having regained her senses, she softly opened her eyes and met my gaze.
"Hik. D-don't look."
Ju Hana covered her face with both hands, mortified by something.
'Cute.'
Maybe it was because I'd mostly been with assertive women lately.
Ju Hana's reactions felt incredibly fresh and adorable. Every time I did something, she gave such intense responses that it made me want to serve her even more.
Hana, your chest isn't the only thing that can feel good, you know.
I said to myself as I brought my face down to her torso.
Tok, tododododok.
I slid my fully extended tongue across her skin. As I tickled her thin flesh with my tongue, a scream-like moan burst from Hana's lips.
"Heuik! Ah, euhak! I-it tickles!"
"Jjop. It's not just ticklish, right?"
"Stop, this feels weird......!"
"Try not to move."
Ju Hana twisted her body as if she had goosebumps.
I held her down with my hand to keep her from moving and kept my tongue going. I'd stimulate her skin with a dry tongue, then gather saliva and glide over it.
If you really want to be good at sex, you need to use your tongue well, not your hands.
This was also something I learned from Pi Ah-reum-sensei.
...We definitely lost our virginities together, so why is the skill gap this big?
A sudden doubt arose, but I decided to shelve it. She just studied a crap-ton beforehand. With zero practical experience except for me, but a PhD in theory.
Anyway, I used my tongue and lips to make Ju Hana writhe. When I twirled my tongue, planted kisses, and even deployed the figure-eight drawing technique, her body twisted wildly.
"Heuhik! Kkyahheuk! M-mom!"
"Pfft."
Now she was bucking her body and even calling for her mom. I hadn't even touched her down there yet, and her voice was already thick with tears.
When I burst out laughing and pulled away, Ju Hana looked up at me with eyes brimming with tears.
"Can we stop this now and... you know?"
At those words, my eyes flew wide open.
I'd drawn out the foreplay to be considerate of her, but it seemed I'd overdone it.
"I wasn't picking up on the cues. Hold on."
I shuffled across the bed on my knees. It was to grab a condom from the desk drawer.
But Ju Hana grabbed my arm and spoke in a voice so faint it was practically crawling away.
"Hey, um, my day is coming up soon......."
"Huh?"
I didn't catch her meaning for a second.
When I tilted my head, Ju Hana spoke again.
"C-couldn't we just, you know, do it?"
"Oh? Ah, because you're about to start your period......."
"Yeah."
The week before a period has an extremely low chance of pregnancy.
Usually, this is called the safe day.
Of course, it's just called that for convenience, and the probability is never zero... but honestly, during this time people often do go raw without using a condom.
I hesitated, then swallowed hard and asked.
"...Are you sure it's okay?"
From my perspective, of course I wanted to go bareback. The difference between using a condom and not is huge. Especially since I hadn't gone raw at all recently.
"It's my f-first time. So I just want to do it like this......."
Ju Hana answered, averting her eyes as if embarrassed.
But these were words I'd heard somewhere before.
'Areum said the exact same thing. What is it, is losing it bareback a trend these days or something?'
No matter how much I dwelled on it, how could I possibly understand a woman's heart?
I was just grateful.