You Just Want to Do It With Me, Don't You?
A low silence settled in.
The air itself seemed to grow heavy.
"......"
After a brief moment passed,
An Seo-ra parted her lips again.
"You're not asleep."
Right away, the captured length in her hand shrank slightly. At the same time, Kang Cheol-jin answered.
"...You knew?"
"Only an idiot wouldn't know. There's no way you fall asleep every single time I massage you."
Maybe once by chance, that could happen. But touching his cock every time and him falling asleep every time was impossible. They had simply both pretended not to notice.
"And nuna, you kept touching it even knowing that...?"
"Yeah, because you never told me to stop."
An Seo-ra thought it was a relief Kang Cheol-jin was lying face down. Thanks to that, she didn't have to show her face flushed bright red—
"Honestly, you stayed still because you liked it too, didn't you?"
—and because of that, she could make such a brazen excuse.
However, a person's nature doesn't change easily. An Seo-ra, who had always lived upright and honest, had her limits when it came to suddenly acting shameless.
"Wow... that logic sounds really sex-offender-ish."
A single line like that was enough to make her crumble.
"S-sex offender?!"
An Seo-ra's flustered feelings were clearly evident in her startled voice as she shot the question back. Before she knew it, she had let go of Kang Cheol-jin's cock and was holding both hands up in the air like a criminal surrendering.
Even in the midst of that, Kang Cheol-jin's words continued.
"I didn't stay still because I liked it. I just didn't want things to get awkward with nuna......."
"Th-that's what it was? I had no idea... I'm sorry!"
An Seo-ra apologized before Kang Cheol-jin even finished his sentence.
She had blindly trusted what she'd picked up from her friends at drinking parties. She'd assumed he stayed still when she touched his cock because he was enjoying it too, but she'd completely misunderstood......!
"No, I'm saying what if that had been the case? I did stay still because I liked it."
"...Huhh?"
"Don't do that to other people. You could get into real trouble... Hngk!?"
Jjaaaak!
A sharp smack and a scream rang out.
Kang Cheol-jin's lower back arched like a bow after getting spanked on the butt.
An Seo-ra huffed, her face burning crimson.
"Y-you, are you messing with your nuna?! Calling me a sex offender!"
"I mean, honestly it's not wrong... I-I'm sorry! I was just trying to lighten the mood with a joke!"
"It's not even funny?!"
Well, jokes are only funny when the right person tells them.
Kang Cheol-jin quietly lay back down on his stomach. Sitting up made it too awkward to see her face.
"Anyway, why did you suddenly say something? We were both pretending not to know so things wouldn't get awkward."
Truthfully, he'd thought An Seo-ra knew too. That he was awake. But what reason did she have to speak up now?
"That's......."
An Seo-ra's lips moved several times, but she couldn't quite bring herself to speak. Even she thought the reason was absurd.
But the tacit agreement was already broken. She had broken it herself. So now, they couldn't just pretend it never happened.
Instead of opening her lips, An Seo-ra moved her hand first. Her hand, roughened from years of exercise, slid up along Kang Cheol-jin's thigh.
Twitch!
"N-nuna?"
"...It got hard again."
"Well, of course it does if you touch it......."
"Cheol-jin, you like sex, don't you?"
"...Huh?"
An Seo-ra spoke while caressing the cock that had hardened in her hand.
"You like sex. You did it with Hana in the club room, and not long ago with Areum at a hotel......."
"H-hold on! How does nuna know about that?"
Kang Cheol-jin freaked out and tried to raise his body. But he couldn't get up because An Seo-ra was holding his cock and wouldn't let go.
"Ngk. N-nuna, let go of that for a second."
"D-don't get up. I'm not done talking yet."
"No, I get it, so for now, just that......."
Kang Cheol-jin asked, but An Seo-ra didn't let go of the cock in her hand. Instead, she wrapped her thumb and index finger around the ridge of the glans and moved them gently.
"N-nuna?"
"I... in the club, I saw you and Hana doing it."
"......"
"Going into the hotel with Areum, I saw that in Hongdae while I was on my way to drink with friends. Actually, I ran into Areum at the karaoke place too... didn't you hear from her?"
"...No."
This was the first Kang Cheol-jin had heard of it.
An Seo-ra gently stroked the cock pulsing in her hand as she continued.
"I'll ask again. You like sex, right?"
"Well, I mean, it's......."
Could there be a guy who hates sex? They say a man will do it as long as he has the strength to lift a spoon. And what's more, he was a vigorous twenty-year-old with abnormally strong stamina.
An Seo-ra wrapped her hand firmly around the shaft of his dick and asked.
"So, what about me then?"
In an instant, Kang Cheol-jin's body went rigid.
"Do you think you'd want to do it with me too...?"
"......"
Kang Cheol-jin said nothing, but An Seo-ra felt like she'd already gotten her answer. The cock in her hand swelled as if it were about to come and started secreting slippery pre-cum.
Gaining confidence from that, An Seo-ra spoke.
"Every time we ran by the stream, you stared like crazy at my butt, right? I know everything."
"Th-that's......."
"It's okay, you know."
"...Huh?"
"I said it's okay, sex... Hik!?"
Seeing the cock in her hand that had turned hard as a metal rod, An Seo-ra let out a sharp sound. It hadn't been fully hard until now?
Before she knew it, Kang Cheol-jin had raised his upper body halfway up.
Feeling like she might get pounced on any second, An Seo-ra quickly opened her mouth.
"I-in return! You have to promise to compete in the competition."
At those words, Kang Cheol-jin tilted his head to the side.
"...Competition?"
"Y-yeah. If you promise to compete, I'll l-let you have sex with me. How about it?"
After saying that much, An Seo-ra gulped.
'My head was spinning.'
The words she'd said herself were so surreal that her head felt hot. She'd never imagined she'd end up saying something like this.
'I-I said it right... right? The girls told me to seduce him like this.......'
Luckily, Kang Cheol-jin liked sex, and he seemed to be quite interested in her body. The gazes she'd felt every time they ran by the stream—how burning hot they'd been.
So even though making this kind of proposal was incredibly embarrassing and difficult, she didn't think she'd be rejected.
Right, she hadn't thought so.......
"No."
Kang Cheol-jin said with a bitter expression.
"...Huh?"
Unable to comprehend for a moment, An Seo-ra shot the question back.
'Did he just say no... I got rejected?'
An Seo-ra's face gradually crumpled as if she were about to cry.
*
Seora noona asked again, her expression on the verge of tears.
"Y-you said no? Am I... am I really that undesirable...?"
"No, no. It's not that I don't like you, nuna."
I rushed to make an excuse in my flustered state.
"Why would nuna be undesirable? Honestly, it's been so hard holding back all this time. Honestly, if it were up to me, right now... agh, what am I even saying. Anyway, it's not that."
I didn't even know what I was saying. I muddled through my words and waved my hands.
At that, nuna looked at me with glistening eyes, gauging my reaction, and asked.
"Then why don't you want to...?"
"I just... kind of... don't like the feeling of attaching conditions and making it a contract......."
It was a matter of mood. If we did it because we both felt like doing it, that'd be okay. But the idea that I had to compete in a competition in order to be given sex felt kind of wrong.
In the first place, what was the reason I'd refused to compete? Part of it was that the process was excessively hard and painful, but it was also because I'd have to show my scars, my shame.
And I'm supposed to let sex blind me and just change my mind on the spot? If my mind changes that easily, then, to put it bluntly, after I blow my load once, it'd probably change right back again soon after.
More than anything, I didn't want to end up in some bizarre contractual relationship with Seora noona. What kind of relationship would that even be? Even if I did compete, what would happen after that?
"I want to keep a good relationship with nuna like we have now. But if we do it with conditions like that... I feel like things would get weird."
"...So you're saying it's not that you don't like me?"
"No, why would I not like nuna? You said it yourself. Every time we ran by the stream, that... you felt me staring......."
Did I really have to say that with my own mouth? I felt self-loathing and so ashamed I couldn't bring myself to make eye contact.
Anyway, what were we going to do from now on? Wouldn't things get so awkward we wouldn't be able to face each other? I'd never dreamed things would turn out this way.
At that moment, nuna discreetly took my hand and spoke.
"Hey, then how about this."
"......?"
"Instead of the competition, how about you promise to shoot your body profile?"
"Huh? No, I'm telling you I don't like conditions like that......."
"W-well, you already decided to shoot the concept profile anyway, right? So it's not a problem, is it?"
"Uh......."
...Was it? Maybe it was. The concept profile thing was something I'd already reported to Bam Nuna. I was already determined to shoot it regardless of any contract with Seora noona.
So this wasn't really something with conditions attached, and I wasn't making a contract either, was I? Something felt muddled. Seora noona had to know about it too, so why was she phrasing it this way?
I stared blankly at nuna for a moment, then asked.
"Nuna, you just want to do it with me, don't you...?"
"......"
Seora noona's face flushed hot as if it were about to burst.
I carefully took hold of nuna's shoulders.
Twitch.
Her body gave a big jolt.
But she didn't avoid it.
Only then did I feel certain, and I pulled nuna toward me. Even though I barely used any strength, nuna's body came along helplessly.
Jjok.
Slowly, I kissed her lips.
The kiss with Seora noona tasted of sour sweat.