Becoming a Pa-ttak
I stepped inside the house, sniffing at Jiyun’s scent. “We’re home~” “Looks like Mom’s asleep.”
Mom’s door was closed. I cracked it open and poked my head in. “Mom. We’re back.”
“You’re back…?”
“Yeah. Sleep well~”
“Sleep well… Don’t stay up too late…”
“Okay.”
I closed the door quietly. Jiyun handed me a cup of cold water.
“Ahh… that hits the spot. Thanks.”
“So who’s showering first?”
“Weren’t you supposed to go first?”
“…Rock-paper-scissors?”
“Why do you hate washing so much?”
“You can just go first, sis.”
“I don’t want to.”
Ugh. I really didn’t want to shower. I didn’t want Jiyun to shower either. I wanted to keep smelling this sweaty scent a little longer. But if I did that I’d just look like a perverted older sister…
“Fine. Let’s do rock-paper-scissors.”
“One round.”
“Loser doesn’t get to complain.”
“Rock-paper-scissors.”
“Yes!”
Jiyun threw rock. I threw paper and won. He still hadn’t realized he played rock first almost every single time.
“Ugh. Best of three.”
“No way, just go already.”
I shoved him toward the bathroom, letting my hand linger and stroke his back. The thrill of doing something I absolutely shouldn’t be doing made my heart race.
“Phew.”
Once I finally got him inside, I went to my room and opened the gallery. I already knew Jiyun had applied to become a Pa-ttak. When I checked my phone earlier, I’d seen a username instead of an anonymous ID. The only letter I remembered was z. I tried to guess what word it could be, but nothing came to mind.
“Zet… Zet…”
I searched for every username or ID that contained the letter z. Ten results popped up.
Why are there so many…
I’d been hoping for only two or three so I could just pick one, but that wasn’t going to work. Holding a second interview would be ridiculous since I wasn’t actually hiring staff—just picking one moderator. People would complain if I dragged it out.
“Ugh…”
Sweat poured down my back. “Haa… haa…” More sweat broke out in other places. My palms were slick, but I couldn’t stop. Jiyun’s scent still clung to me, thick and heady. It had grown so strong I could barely tell whose smell it was anymore.
“Ugh, ha, ahh…”
I couldn’t hold back any longer and collapsed onto the bed. The itch was driving me insane. I wished it wasn’t my own small, slender fingers. I wanted someone else’s thick, rough ones pushing inside me. Preferably someone close.
“Mmph…!”
My hips bucked up and down. Thankfully I didn’t finish this time. God, I wished the house was empty. This wasn’t enough.
…Am I an idiot?
I really was a fool. This had been my last chance. I could’ve just turned on Jiyun’s computer and checked. Instead I wasted all that time fingering myself like the pervert I am…! Should I go look now? But what if I get caught…
Worrying only delays the delivery.
Standing here debating was the real waste of time. I just needed to move. Log in. Exactly like when I stole his panties last time. My hands had to work without my eyes knowing. Wait, no—my eyes did need to see, so maybe they should know?
“……”
I ran to Jiyun’s room. The sound of running water told me he was still in the middle of his shower—
Damn it, you idiot!
Why the hell did he put a password on the home computer too?! Just how many things is my little brother hiding?!
[Password has been entered incorrectly 4 times.]
It wasn’t his birthday. It wasn’t mine. It wasn’t Mom’s. Just pressing enter didn’t work either.
Creak—
“Hoo…”
The bathroom door opened. I bolted out of his room. He didn’t see me, right? That would be bad. I wasn’t even wearing pants—just panties.
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“…?”
When I came out of the bathroom, something flashed into my sister’s room. It looked like a blur of skin and sky-blue. Definitely her. Was she seriously only wearing panties?
Damn it, sis. You’re killing me.
How long is she going to keep showing me those slutty sights? It won’t leave my head. She hasn’t come out yet… maybe I should jerk off real quick—
“Sis. You can shower now.”
“Huh?! Okay~”
I didn’t want her to see how hard I was, so I slipped back into my room before she came out—
What the hell is this smell?
It was similar to the one I’d caught outside earlier, but thicker. Someone had definitely been in here. The evidence was everywhere.
Was it sis?
The only person who would come into my room was her. And she was the only one who left behind this kind of obscene scent. Seeing how she’d darted into her own room earlier made the idea pretty convincing.
“Haa…”
I checked the gallery. There was still no announcement about the Pa-ttak position. I wondered how sis was going to pick one. It would’ve been better if she’d at least held a second interview so people could appeal. At least then my chances would go up a little.
Yeah. If the interview was based on stories, I’d have plenty to post. The problem was that sis might notice. Still, being a Pa-ttak really wasn’t easy. All these people writing about wanting to fuck their sisters actually had real experience? Just thinking about it was gross.
I really want to jerk off right now.
It was probably because of the scent sis had left behind. I couldn’t hold back. Why had she come into my room? She hadn’t come to steal my clothes or underwear. And the panties she’d used last time were back in place, so she couldn’t have come for those. Unless I’d stolen them while sleepwalking.
I wish sis would go to sleep soon.
Right now there was a high chance she’d come in, so I couldn’t do anything reckless. I should open the window to air the room out, but I didn’t want to. I wanted to fall asleep surrounded by this smell.
“Mm…?”
My room was dark. The living room light was off too. Seeing my hand already inside my underwear, it looked like I’d fallen asleep while waiting to masturbate.
“…It’s so fucking hot.”
In the end I had no choice but to open the window. Of course I washed my hands first.
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Because there were more applicants than expected, after discussing with the current Pa-ttak we’ve decided to do something like a second interview. Applicants, please reply with whether or not you have siblings. Only applicants should comment.
The notice was short and to the point. Siblings, huh. Well, plenty of people had just one older sister like me, so it shouldn’t be weird to answer honestly. This really did feel like a part-time job interview. Not that I had to worry—I got hired at the convenience store the second I walked in.
I typed [One older sister].
I’d posted, but why were random people replying? I guess the comment was too good to ignore. At least sis hadn’t told people to post their own incest stories. That would’ve been dangerous. Even if I made one up, I could still get caught.
…But what if I actually become a Pa-ttak?
The only real perk was being able to eat with the Ju-ttak—with sis. But if we met, she’d find out I was part of the Incest Gallery. Then again, wouldn’t she also get exposed as the Ju-ttak?
I might have to cancel the promise. We could always go on a date some other time.
Results will be announced at midnight.
Midnight. Damn it. I had work tonight so I wouldn’t be able to check right away. Please let me get it. I absolutely could not stand the thought of sis chatting with some other weird guy.
“Welcome.”
“Where are the masks?”
“Go in on the right, they’re in the middle.”
“Thank you.”
11:40 PM. I was strangely nervous. It wasn’t even a real company interview that would affect my paycheck, yet my hands were shaking. Maybe my desire to do this together with sis was just that strong. I had to control myself. I was terrified she would notice the way I looked at her.
“That’ll be 10,900 won.”
A woman wearing a cap pulled low and a black mask. I thought she was only buying a mask, but she quietly added a pack of condoms. I felt a pang of envy. I wanted to have sex too. And if possible, I wanted my first time to be with someone I knew. For example… Never mind.
[11:59]
I handed cigarettes to two middle-aged men, then watched a guy who looked like he’d come from the PC bang eat cup ramen. Only one minute left. I repeated don’t spill it in my head dozens of times while staring at my phone.
[00:00]
I wanted to check my phone immediately, but there was still a customer. He didn’t look like the type to file a complaint, but I didn’t want to be called rude for using my phone at work.
“Have a good night.”
Finally the customer left. I wiped down the counter, nervously glancing at the door in case anyone came in, then opened my phone.
> You have 1 new notification.
It wasn’t a comment alert. My heart pounded and cold sweat broke out. The moment facial recognition finished, the corners of my mouth lifted on their own.
IAmSiblingsFan has invited user zㅣ존엠z to become Sub-Manager of the LovingSiblings Gallery.
Do you accept?
[Accept] [Decline]
It actually worked. Thank god. I wouldn’t have to watch her talk to some other guy. I wanted to express my joy with my whole body, but the CCTV would catch everything and the boss might call asking what the hell I was doing, so I held back.
“Hello…?”
“When do you get off?”
“Not until dawn… Still six hours left.”
Sis showed up at the perfect time. I quickly turned my phone screen off. She still couldn’t know I’d become a Pa-ttak.
But she’s going to find out eventually…
The reward for becoming a Pa-ttak was going on a date with the Ju-ttak. In the end I’d have no choice but to tell sis I was the one she’d chosen. Of course there was the option of just taking the gift card instead.
“Did something good happen?”
“…Why?”
“You look happy.”
Our eyes met for a second. She looked me up and down. I got nervous and looked away. Anyone watching would think she’d come to check if I’d been chosen.
“Ah… it’s nothing. I just saw something funny a minute ago.”
“What did you see?”
“…It’s a little embarrassing.”
“What is it?”
The story about the woman who bought a mask and secretly added condoms. It was embarrassing, but it was the only thing I could say to deflect suspicion right now.
“What the… that’s not even funny…”
“…Sorry.”
Maybe we still weren’t close enough to be casually talking about condoms. The mood had turned awkward for no reason.
“I’m going. Ring this up.”
“…Already?”
“Yeah. I only came to buy this anyway.”
“Okay… See you tomorrow.”
“Yeah.”
After I rang up the cup ramen, sis just turned and left.
I’m screwed…
Becoming a Pa-ttak was great, but now sis was mad at me.