Defeat, Humiliation (1)
"Oppa~"
"You got here early?"
"Hehe, I missed you so much I came running~!"
She bounces right into my arms, full of that adorable aegyo. Dressed in a black oversized t-shirt and a cute denim skirt, with white socks up to her ankles and white sneakers to top it off—just the style I love. Seoyeon really pulls this look off perfectly.
The two days we'd promised had passed. Seoyeon had been waiting too, she said, and today she wanted to spend the whole day with just me. No other thoughts, she insisted—just the two of us having a fun stay-at-home date. I was grateful she'd suggested it first. I'd been pent up for so long. Mentally exhausted, I needed this refresh badly.
Of course, we'd have sex. Not netorare sex, but normal, vanilla lover's sex. Truth be told, I was desperate for it. Two days—no, almost three—without touching Seoyeon even though she was right there in front of me. Her pretty pussy was burned into my mind. I wanted to touch it with my hands, spread it open, lick it, suck it, just stare at it. So much I wanted to do, but I'd hold off a little longer. We'd be together all day anyway, so I'd take it slow. Let it happen naturally, all cuddly and sweet. Just like we used to, like any ordinary couple.
"Hey, hey! I brought this!"
Seoyeon pulls out a pair of couple animal pajamas from my arms. The ones she'd given me for our first anniversary. I'm the dog, she's the bunny. They're embarrassing; I never really liked them.
"Uh… why'd you bring those?"
"Why do you think~? Pajama party today! Hurry and put 'em on!"
She giggles and yanks off my t-shirt.
"We're staying in all day in these!"
"…"
"We'll watch movies, do some home cooking, eat chicken, and roll around together~"
With that "roll around" line, she tugs my pants right off. She pats my butt and goes for my underwear next.
"All the way off?"
"Duh! You're gonna end up naked anyway~"
She flashes a naughty smile and rubs gently over my underwear. As it starts swelling inside, she strokes it fondly.
"We're gonna do it so much today♡"
"Ah…"
"I've been wanting it so bad."
You've been doing it with Hyeonwoo nonstop… That pathetic thought flashes through my mind. I bite my lip and shake it off. Here I am in a happy moment, thinking disgusting shit. Seoyeon had kept going with Hyeonwoo. The day before last, yesterday too. She'd gone to his place under the excuse of applying cooling gel, and they'd definitely fucked. She was trying to hide it awkwardly, but I could tell. Even though it twisted my guts, I was okay now. She'd spend the whole day with me today. She'd promised.
"Looking good, so cute!"
"…"
Seoyeon gazes at me contentedly in the dog pajamas. Sure, they're cute, but being basically naked in them feels kinda lewd. And doing it alone makes me self-conscious.
"Alright, I'll go change too~"
"Huh? Not here?"
"It's a surprise! Hehe, just wait a sec~"
She grabs the pink bunny pajamas, pecks my cheek, and heads to the bathroom. Looks like she'd prepared a lot for today. Her shopping bag was stuffed with mystery ingredients, board games, and all sorts of stuff. I'd play along for her. Forget all the netorare bullshit—no more of that today. I'd devote myself to Seoyeon completely. Hell, I'd even keep these ridiculous pajamas on. No one else would see anyway.
I pull on the hood and perk up the dog ears. It looks silly on me, but Seoyeon would be adorable in the bunny one. What was this "surprise," though? My heart fluttered a bit.
-Beep beep.
"Huh…?"
"Uh? Bro? What the hell's with the getup?"
My fluttering heart shatters in an instant.
"I told you today's a no-go! I'm spending it with Minjun oppa—I said so yesterday too…"
"Seoyeon's hair like that is cute, though?"
"Ugh… don't change the subject…!!"
Seoyeon emerges in the bunny pajamas with cute pigtails. She makes the exact same face I did when she sees Hyeonwoo. She snaps out of it first, stepping far away from him, grabbing my hand tight, and glaring.
"Haha, treating me like a total intruder."
"Duh! Oppa, just go. I really don't want to today."
Seoyeon clings right to me, waving her free hand like she's daring him to say something to me. I'm sitting there like a mute idiot, dumbfounded.
"I was bored and came over—way too harsh~"
"…Just go, for real. Tomorrow… you can see me tomorrow."
"You'll play with me tomorrow?"
"…"
Seoyeon glances at me and nods. I knew she would, but my stomach still drops.
"See you tomorrow. Today I'm really staying with Minjun oppa…"
"Sigh~ What if you just pretend I'm not here? I wanna play games too."
"Oppa, seriously…!"
Seoyeon's pissed. She's genuinely mad, but it just looks cute. Her bunny ears flop as she huffs, her pigtails swaying. She's yelling at Hyeonwoo for acting like he owns the place—on my behalf. This is a situation where I should be mad, but my brain's just spinning stupid thoughts. Maybe I'm chickening out again. Not scared exactly, but Hyeonwoo always makes me shrink.
"Got it, no choice~ But what were you two gonna do without me?"
"What else? H…"
"Sex, right? Minjun hyung's been holding back forever."
Seoyeon and I both flinch. She squeezes my hand.
"Can't I watch you two do it?"
"W-what…?"
"I didn't get to last time and just left. Let me watch, and I'll go!"
Hyeonwoo slickly brushes back his hair.
"It's not like showing off is a big deal now. You always just show me anyway. Right, hyung?"
Suddenly all eyes on me. My mouth won't move, like a fucking moron.
"Minjun hyung's been quiet this whole time."
"N-no, I…"
Seoyeon, who'd been gripping my hand, cuts me off. She steps in front of me, half-hiding me from him.
"You're really… really gonna go?"
"Huh? Yeah~ Of course."
"Promise…"
"Promise."
Hyeonwoo grins and sticks out his pinky. I'm stunned by Seoyeon's reaction, just staring blankly.
"Relax. I'll be like I'm not even here."
Hyeonwoo drags a chair over to the far corner, away from the bed.
"How's this? I won't even look up close—do your thing comfy!"
Seoyeon glares at him silently. Whenever Hyeonwoo acts all high and mighty, especially rude to me, she gets like this. She keeps staring, swallows hard, then meets my eyes.
"Oppa, let's do it."
"S-Seoyeon…"
"I really don't want him here today… Just you, oppa."
"Ah…"
"He won't see much, and it doesn't have to be great… Let's just get it over with and send Hyeonwoo oppa away. I hate him being here."
"…"
I'm such a fucking loser. Can't even speak up as her boyfriend, can't voice an opinion.
"Oho."
Seoyeon kisses me. Ignoring Hyeonwoo's interjection, we tumble onto the bed.
Fuck… please…
I wipe the sweat from my forehead and desperately jerk my dick. Already 20 minutes of this shit. I rub against Seoyeon's pussy, shake it, and it half-hardens. I rush to roll on a condom and go to insert—but it goes limp like a lie. Even when she jerks or sucks me, it only works for a second. The moment I try to put it in, dead. Seoyeon's getting worn out from my uncooperative dick. She pats me, tells me it's okay, not to tense up, even covers us with the blanket—but I can feel her tiring. Her gushing wetness is drying up bit by bit.
And Hyeonwoo watching makes it worse. 20 minutes feels eternal. He's dead silent. What if he says something? I'm getting more frantic, but my dick won't listen. What are Seoyeon and Hyeonwoo thinking, seeing me like this? Anxiety spirals into a vicious cycle.
"Ahem, uh…"
Hyeonwoo's voice freezes my jerking hand. My dick shrivels even more.
"Sorry, but… you guys aren't actually doing it, right?"
He rolls his chair creaking right up to the bed. Seoyeon covers her eyes. I meet Hyeonwoo's gaze, clutching my shrunken dick.
He glances down at me.
"Is that thing hard?"
"…"
"Did you cum? No, seriously asking. Can't see shit from over there."
Not mocking or laughing—just genuinely confused. That hits harder.
"Huh? Seoyeon, did Minjun hyung cum?"
"I-I don't know…! Stop… I wanna stop…"
Seoyeon clutches the blanket. Hyeonwoo looks back and forth between us, then makes a weird noise like he gets it.
"Ohhh, it's not hard? That's how you're trying to fuck?"
He hadn't even considered ED. Not laughing at me—more like pitying.
"Haha, why the hell won't your dick get up?"
"…"
"How do you not get hard with Seoyeon right there? She not turning you on?"
Seoyeon flinches at that. She shakes her head no, but averts her eyes.
My dick's completely shriveled, like a sad little larva. Too embarrassing to even call it a dick anymore. Humiliation and self-loathing crush me.
"Urk."
Emotions swirl in my head, unbearable. Beyond limp, I'm pissed. Furious, but nowhere to vent it—driving me insane. Don't even know who I'm mad at. I punch the blanket. Can't even get hard, yet throwing a tantrum alone like a loser.
"Aigoo, this isn't what I wanted."
"…"
"Want me to help?"
"What?"
His offer draws my eyes to the thick bulge in Hyeonwoo's pants. A dirty thought crosses my mind. No. Today it's just me… just me and Seoyeon…
"Hey… not today."
"Nah, no no. Not that I wanna fuck her."
"…"
"Gotta have some conscience—can't steal her all day when you've both been waiting."
I stare up at him dumbly. I feel utterly pathetic.
"Anyway, just need to get it hard, right? Can't fuck 'cause it's soft. Yeah?"
Hyeonwoo turns to Seoyeon.
"Seoyeon just needs to not fuck me today, right?"
"Huh…?"
"Hyung's struggling—gotta help him get excited. Boyfriend orgasm time."
"O-oppa…!!!"
Boyfriend orgasm?…?
Seoyeon bolts up in shock at his cryptic words, grabbing his hand desperately and shaking her head.
"What's that…?"
"O-oppa doesn't need to know…! Please… don't say anything…"
"Boyfriend orgasm, Minjun orgasm, baby dick orgasm—lots of names~ Seoyeon came up with baby dick orgasm."
Hyeonwoo shrugs. Seoyeon sighs in defeat.
"Turns out it only works with woman on top, not handjobs."
Hyeonwoo holds up two fingers in front of Seoyeon.