An Indescribable Strange Feeling (2)
Something squirmed under the covers. A ticklish sensation fluttered between my legs before vanishing. Then something small and soft brushed against my dick. It kissed from the base of my balls all the way to the tip, touching and pulling away each time with a little smack.
Soon, a slick, warm sensation enveloped my glans completely. It slid all the way down to the root before popping off with a weird pop! The cute little creature under the blanket froze, as if startled.
"…"
My sleep had long since fled. I held my breath and waited, and soon that warm feeling wrapped around my dick again. Up and down it went, over and over. Sucking with pressure, rolling that soft tongue around relentlessly.
I cracked my eyes open and peeked under the blanket. There was a small, round shape moving busily. It was Seoyeon, my adorable girlfriend, hard at work beneath the covers.
What are you doing this early in the morning…? It felt amazing, sure, but she was so damn cute I thought I'd die from it. Should I enjoy it a bit longer before surprising her?
I watched the busy little shape for a moment, then flung the blanket off.
"Han Seoyeon!"
"Kyaa!"
"Ugh! Urk…!!"
I must've scared her too much—Seoyeon nipped my dick lightly with her teeth. She panicked, not knowing what to do.
"Oppa! A-Are you okay? What do we dooo…"
"Ugh. I'm fine."
"Nooo, what if you do that suddenly?! Hn… There's a mark."
She examined my dick closely, rubbing the spot where her teeth had grazed it. Kissing it too, as if to soothe any pain. The ache was secondary; her actions were so cute I couldn't help but laugh.
"I'm okay. What were you doing this early?"
"Huh? Oh, don't look at my face! I haven't washed up yet."
Seoyeon dove back under the blanket.
"It's a morning kiss!"
She buried her face between my legs and mumbled. Sticking out her tongue, she lapped gently at my soft balls.
"How was it? Did it feel good when you woke up?"
"Ha. Where'd you learn something like this?"
"I looked it up myself~ They say guys love it? Do you like it too, oppa?"
Seoyeon peeked out from under the blanket, just her face showing. She was doing the cutest things first thing in the morning.
"Love it. Driving me crazy."
"Hehe."
She giggled cutely and slipped back under. Soon, the smacking sounds returned, along with that warm, soft stimulation crawling up my spine.
This was great and all, but watching her face while she did it would be even better.
"Seoyeon, can I see your face?"
"No~ I'm not pretty right now."
"Come on. When are you ever not? Show me. It'll turn me on more."
She paused at the word "turn on."
"You'd like it more if you saw my face?"
"Of course!"
"…Then don't stare too hard, okay? It's embarrassing."
Seoyeon peeked out shyly, lifting the blanket bit by bit. She gripped my dick tight in her hand, looking up at me cutely from between my legs. I couldn't hold back and yanked the blanket away completely.
"Kyaa! Oppa…!"
"You're so pretty, what's the big deal? I wanna see your face."
She shot me a little glare, then took my dick back in her mouth. She swallowed it down to the root, then hollowed her cheeks and sucked with smacks. As she bobbed her head, she didn't neglect my balls either. Burying her face completely out of sight, she licked them softly, devotedly. She was working so hard. She'd always put her heart into it, but today felt especially intense.
Suddenly, I remembered something I'd seen online once. They say if a woman is satisfied, her behavior changes the next day. Yesterday was insane, even by my standards. I wanted to hear it straight from Seoyeon's mouth.
I gently stroked the back of her cute, focused head.
"Seoyeon, how was yesterday?"
"Ha… Yesterday?"
She looked dazed at my casual question. Resting her head on my thigh, she softly gripped my dick.
"Yesterday was… I thought I was going insane…"
"Yeah?"
"Yeah. I even cried? It felt so good."
She shivered cutely, as if just thinking about it made her tremble.
"My head was spinning, no thoughts at all, like I was losing my mind. Like fireworks exploding inside…"
Seoyeon mumbled dreamily, staring at my dick. Pride and pleasure swelled in me. Probably the best compliment a guy could hear. My dick even felt harder just from that.
"Oppa, oppa. But what was up with you yesterday? Um… You've been having trouble lately, right?"
She glanced at me cautiously and asked. Yeah, what was it yesterday? That weirdly arousing night. If I could keep feeling like that, I'd be so happy. Looking back, that queasy, pounding emotion had hit just right. I didn't know exactly what it was, but I knew how to summon it. By linking Seoyeon and Hyeonwoo in my mind. Assigning meaning to their little interactions, imagining from watching them talk. Of course, I could never tell her.
"Dunno… You just looked extra pretty yesterday, I guess."
"Really? I haven't changed though? So… what would make me look even prettier?"
"You wanna look prettier?"
"Yeah!! Then you'd like it too. And I'd like it!"
"C'mere."
I held out my hand, and Seoyeon giggled, snuggling into my arms. Her sweet, loving scent filled the air. Truth was, Seoyeon had always been pretty. From the day we met until now.
"You're pretty now—what more do you want?"
"Whaaat~"
Blushing and shy, she slyly gripped my dick again.
"Pretty even without washing my face?"
"Pretty as hell."
"Hehe. Well then… um…"
She held up a finger, trailing off as she rubbed me happily.
"Wanna do it again?"
"Do what?"
"Jeez, what do you think~ I keep thinking about it. I wanna go again like yesterday."
With one hand on her breast and the other guiding mine to her slim waist, Seoyeon tempted me cutely. I nearly gave in, but a worry flashed through my mind. What if it didn't work like yesterday? What if it was just a fluke? What if it died like a lie…?
Anxiety surged, but one idea popped up suddenly.
"Hey, Seoyeon, one thing. What was that secret talk yesterday?"
"Secret talk?"
"When I went to the bathroom, you and Hyeonwoo talked, right?"
"What… You were that curious?"
"Nah, it just came to mind."
"It wasn't a secret. Just messing around with Hyeonwoo oppa~"
Hearing Hyeonwoo's name from her lips triggered an instant reaction. It was so quick it surprised even me.
"I said I was too full for beer, so he told me to secretly swap it with yours."
Seoyeon smiled faintly as she explained.
"But you didn't notice? It was more than half full different!"
"…Was it?"
"Yeah! You ended up drinking like two and a half beers by yourself! That's why we kept it a secret—it was hilarious."
Seoyeon giggled, recalling her time with Hyeonwoo. It was nothing big, but her laughing face made my heart race. Lying here with me, touching my dick, but thinking of Hyeonwoo even briefly. Sure, I asked, and she laughed because it was funny—but just that was stimulating. I didn't know what was wrong with my head… but the arousal was real. My groin grew heavy, like I could go right now.
"That was the secret?"
"Huh…? Oh, yeah! No big deal, right?"
My dick twitched in excitement, startling her. She poked at it curiously as it hardened more. Seeing that boosted my confidence; it stiffened even further.
"Alright, one more before checkout?"
"Kyaa~"
Thrilled, Seoyeon squealed cutely and hugged me tight. Pride swelled; my self-esteem soared. Sure, the method was a bit twisted, but who cared? Spending sweet time with my girlfriend. What more was happiness?
That happiness didn't last long. The heart-pounding, maddening feeling faded bit by bit. Eventually, no matter how hard I tried to recall it, there was no effect. Sure, imagination could go on endlessly as I pleased—but that was it. Linking Seoyeon and Hyeonwoo for wild fantasies only got a brief reaction, nothing more. Had my threshold risen? Pure imagination wasn't enough anymore.
"…"
Today was the same. Seoyeon hid her face behind her long hair, breathing steadily as if trying to cool her heated body. I secretly shook my dick, trying to get it up again, but it wouldn't listen. The bliss was gone. Self-loathing made me want to puke.
"Oppa…"
After a long silence, Seoyeon spoke in a deflated voice.
"Should I try working out?"
"Working out…?"
"Don't I look like I've gained weight lately? Maybe the gym."
"…"
The excuse I'd given her, unable to tell the truth. That she looked so pretty today it turned me on. Now, it hit like the worst thing ever. She must think she doesn't look pretty to me anymore. But that's not it… Seoyeon is always pretty. No, she's only gotten prettier. Because I praised her, she'd bought cute clothes, studied makeup and hairstyles to become even more beautiful. An already pretty girl putting in effort—naturally…
I gently brushed the hair hiding her face.
"Don't…"
"…"
She hid her face again and turned away. In that brief moment, I saw her teary expression. Seoyeon, crumbling just like me. Her confidence and pride as a woman, as a girlfriend—shattered completely. My heart tore apart.
"I… I love you so much, oppa. No, I love you."
"…"
"I really do. Okay?"
Still facing away, she curled up tight and whispered.
"That's why it's so hard. I don't even need this? Just dates… no, just being together is enough."
"Seoyeon…"
"But, but still… it's so hard…"
Seoyeon started sniffling. My heart shredded, my stomach churned, but I had no idea what to do. What could I say to this innocent girl…? All I could do was pat her shoulder gently. Nothing else came to mind. Nothing.
"Hoo! Ah, no…! Just talking to myself, forget it."
She wiped her eyes and forced a brighter tone.
"…"
"I'm gonna try the gym…! Exercise will slim me down, make me healthier, right?"
"Seoyeon… You don't need to…"
"And my figure. I wanna get more toned. Too squishy, you know? Even grow my butt a bit—oppa likes that!"
I could feel her barely holding back tears, pretending to be cheerful.
"Hehe. Anyway! What about you, oppa? Wanna cum?"
"Huh…?"
"Come ooon~ You wanna, right~"
She overdid the aegyo on purpose. She started sliding down but hesitated, then just gripped my dick.
"Today… I'll use my hand. Okay?"
"…"
Would rejection be better? Misery and self-hatred left me blank. I just lay there stupidly, staring at her. This couldn't go on. For her sake, for mine—I had to find a way. Somehow…