First Time Watching (4)
His cock slipped out grotesquely, limp and dangling. Seoyeoni collapsed forward with a slither, her pussy still gaping wide, unable to close properly. Hyeonwoo caught her and laid her down on the bed. Then they started kissing again, tongues intertwining. I could only stare blankly.
"…"
The way Hyeonwoo had roughly used Seoyeoni like a mere onahole for his lust earlier felt completely different now. He held her like she was his beloved lover, kissing her tenderly, stroking her. Still lost in the afterglow, Seoyeoni accepted it all. She trembled faintly but offered up her breasts for him to touch, her ass, even her lips and tongue. In the kissing, she might have even been more aggressive than him.
Today was the first time I'd seen it with my own eyes, but this wasn't their first time. They'd already done it several times before. It probably wasn't just today... Did he always hold her like lovers after finishing, kissing her like that every time?
A massive wave of jealousy and regret crashed over me. In some ways, it hurt even more than the fact that they'd had sex. I never knew a kiss could feel like this. Kisses were something I just couldn't endure.
"Hng... Chup... Chuup... Mm..."
Seoyeoni drifted off to sleep under Hyeonwoo's kisses and gentle pats. He looked down at her sleeping peacefully, peeling away the stuck strands of hair from her face and pulling the blanket over her. I watched, trembling, until our eyes met.
He swept back his bangs in that ridiculously handsome way and approached me.
"Aigoo. What if you came on the floor?"
"Huh...? Oh..."
Lowering his voice, Hyeonwoo shook his head at my mess.
"What if Seoyeoni notices?"
"S-sorry..."
I apologized in a trembling voice. To Hyeonwoo, who had just fucked my girlfriend... just for jerking off... My clenched fists shook. From my shriveled dick, something not even like semen dribbled out pitifully.
"Clean it up. Looks pathetic."
"…"
I flinched and hurriedly wiped up the semen. I rubbed my sticky fingers together to clean them. The intense humiliation made tears well up.
Hyeonwoo looked down at me and shrugged.
"So, how was watching? Good? Didn't expect you'd jerk off."
"I-it was good..."
"Glad to hear it."
It was already done, so what was there to say? I glanced at the condom hanging heavy and full of his semen. No point regretting it now—it couldn't be undone.
"Did you... like it?"
"Me? Of course I did."
"…"
"Girls like Seoyeoni are rare. She's a bit shy, but her sex drive is strong, she feels it intensely, she's super wet, and her pussy's nice and tight."
I flinched at the last part, and Hyeonwoo quickly added,
"Oh, was that too much?"
"...No."
"Anyway, our kinks match well too. You saw earlier, right? When I grabbed her arms, she just stayed like that. She imagined they were tied up all on her own."
"…"
"Most girls don't do that. Only the really submissive ones. You know, masochistic... bitch-in-heat types."
"Hey, hey..."
"Well, just saying."
He talked so casually about Seoyeoni like he knew her inside out. Masochist? Bitch-in-heat? No way. Sure, I'd seen her act like that, but it had to be a fluke—just her getting caught up in the moment.
"Anyway, I loved it! At first I thought this was crazy, but now I'm even grateful to you, hyung."
I couldn't lift my head. Seoyeoni had cum so many times fucking Hyeonwoo. And he was grateful to me for letting him fuck her. Both of them enjoyed it. So what about me...? What was left for me...?
I looked down at my small, pathetic dick. Shriveled up, it was barely finger-sized now. The twitching looked so pitiful.
"That's enough for today. Seoyeoni might wake up."
"…"
Confirming she was fast asleep, Hyeonwoo groped her soft breast. Seoyeoni let out a small grunt in her sleep, her nose twitching.
"You can go now."
"Wh-what about you...?"
"I gotta use up the full time."
His words about filling the time made my stomach churn even more. This wasn't the end... They'd do it again and again. I didn't want to leave them alone. I wanted to stay and watch somehow.
"Um... th-then maybe I co—"
"Oh, hyung. Gonna clean the floor before you go?"
"Huh?"
My careful plea got cut off.
"The floor. Clean up your mess before you leave..."
"Oh..."
"Seoyeoni would think it's weird if she saw. Anyone could tell it's not pussy juice."
The clear liquid Seoyeoni had squirted everywhere had evaporated without a trace. Only my semen left a milky stain.
"Clean it spotless, no traces, and sneak out quietly without waking her. I'll send Seoyeoni back this evening."
Still groping her breast, Hyeonwoo teased her lips with his tongue. Seoyeoni, still deep in sleep, parted her lips slightly as if sensing it. Soon, the sound of their tongues tangling filled the air.
Hyeonwoo glanced at me and nodded toward the door. Hurry up and clean, then get out.
"…"
In the end, I couldn't say a word. I staggered up from the sofa and wiped the floor. Amid the wet kissing sounds came Seoyeoni's faint moans. The humiliation was so bad tears nearly fell. What the hell had I done...? Why was my dick getting hard again in this situation...?
I wiped away the tears and semen cleanly, then grabbed my clothes and dressed. Seoyeoni and Hyeonwoo were still lost in their kiss. Really, I couldn't stand the kissing. Kisses were for loving couples. I know it sounded ridiculous after letting her give everything else, but... at least kisses...
I stared vacantly at them, wondering if he'd ask me to stay. Our eyes finally met. Hyeonwoo glanced at the now-clean floor, then snapped his fingers, beckoning me over. Did that mean I could stay...?
I hurried closer.
"Ah..."
What he handed me was the used condom, full of his semen. Then he waved me off like now go.
What're you doing? His lips mouthed silently at my dazed, frozen face. He gave me his used condom while grabbing a fresh one for himself. He stroked Seoyeoni's thigh, spread her legs, and positioned himself between them. He even started to remove her blindfold, snapping me back to reality.
"Hng... Chup... O-oppa...?"
Seoyeoni must have woken up. I quickly backed away. She wasn't calling for me.
"Rested enough now? Wanna go again?"
"Y-yes...? Ah, no! Not yet..."
"I even put on a condom."
"Wh-when...? No, I still..."
"I'll take off the blindfold, but just keep it in. I won't move."
"Ah, but I..."
Seoyeoni hesitated, then nodded faintly. The thought hit me—I shouldn't be here. I staggered back, and her moan reached my ears. Leaving that sound behind, I quietly slipped out of the room. The motel door locked with a heavy clunk, leaving them alone.
I don't know how many times, or how long. I jerked off like a madman until watery fluid came out, then passed out. The moment I opened my eyes, those scenes from today flooded back.
Hyeonwoo's massive cock. Seoyeoni blindfolded, moaning in ways I'd never heard. Her body shaken like a doll this way and that, and the pussy juice exploding out uncontrollably onto the floor...
The clock showed it was pretty late. No word from Seoyeoni yet. If it was just daytime rental, it should've ended long ago. Did they extend? Or overnight? Was she planning to sleep there again today?
Either way, my chest ached. Her pussy flashed in my mind—swallowing that thick, huge thing to the hilt, relentlessly clenching around it. While getting pounded by a cock like that, would she even think of me? Lost in the pleasure Hyeonwoo gave her, she might've forgotten I was waiting... Or maybe even forgotten she was my girlfriend...
"Se-Seoyeoni...?"
"Ah, oppa. I'm back."
I rushed out and hugged her tight. Her scent was different from this morning, but I could still smell her body. The scenes flashed through my head again. But now Hyeonwoo was gone. Seoyeoni was mine again, completely.
"Why so late? You were with Hyeonwoo the whole time, right?"
"Y-yeah... pretty much."
My voice rose in pitch, but hers was just exhausted.
"Can I lie down first? I'm kinda tired."
"Ah... How was it today?"
"Same as always. Just a little, then we talked..."
"How many times...?"
"Just a little, I said. Not much."
She staggered to the bed. It felt like she was annoyed with me, probably just my imagination. Scenes replayed, sorrow surging up. She wasn't telling me everything again. Keeping it as their little secret. But I saw it today... It couldn't have been just a little...
Even if they fucked, if it was for me, she shouldn't act like this. Something welled up inside me.
"O-oppa...??"
I collapsed to the floor, sobbing pathetically. Seoyeoni rushed over in one step.
"Why, what's wrong?? Did something happen...?"
"Seoyeoni... Can't you just tell me everything?"
"Huh?"
"Don't hide anything, just tell me all of it. You're doing it for me, right? To make me happy."
Her confused eyes wavered.
"Right? Since it's for me... be honest, tell me everything..."
Suddenly, the image of her kissing Hyeonwoo hit me. Tears streaming, I kissed her. She flinched in surprise but soon opened her mouth and accepted me. Her soft kiss made more tears threaten.
"O-oppa..."
"…"
"Of course I'm doing it for you... I just..."
No lie in her eyes. Or at least, I wanted to believe that.
"You love me, right?"
"Of course I love you. You're the only one for m—"
"Then can't you be more honest? I'm always just waiting, and if you keep hiding..."
"I-I know... but I'm embarrassed..."
"Hiding it hurts more."
"…"
"I just want you to tell me everything. Please."
She looked at me with trembling eyes, then bowed her head.
"S-sorry... for making it hard. I didn't know you'd feel this bad. I was just embarrassed... and it felt weird to tell you..."
"I just... if you're doing it thinking of me, be more ho—"
"It's for you, oppa...!!"
"Yeah, so..."
Her hand trembled slightly.
"S-so you want me to tell you everything? No holding back?"
"Yes. Everything. From now on too..."
"Even... how it felt for me...?"
"Everything."
I answered firmly, and she let out a small sigh, fidgeting with her fingers. It felt like she was forcing herself through reluctance. I swallowed hard and waited.
"T-today, you know..."
She hesitated forever, then finally spoke.
"...I went to a motel with Hyeonwoo oppa."
She peeked at my reaction. The scenes replayed, my heart pounding, but hearing it from her lips felt fresh. I acted like I knew nothing.
"Yeah. I'm listening."
"Um... He suddenly said let's go out, so we did, but it was this really crappy motel..."
"Crappy? Run-down?"
"Yeah. Old and shabby... smelled bad, looked awful, but Hyeonwoo oppa said it was perfect for today..."
"So you just went?"
"Yeah... I didn't wanna go 'cause it was dirty, but somehow..."
I guided her pretty hand to my dick. She flinched but soon stroked it softly.
"And? Tell me everything, one by one."
"Then... we tried something a bit special today. Like, blindfold... you know the eye mask? That..."