Sense of Discomfort (3)
Even after that, women kept coming over. Since I was at Hyeonwoo's place every day, I ended up seeing some of them two or three times. Hyeonwoo oppa and the woman would go into the room. I'd be left alone in the living room, listening to the lewd sounds she made. The feeling was completely different now. My hazy imagination had grown a bit more concrete. Especially Hyeonwoo oppa's side of things... No matter how much I banged my head or tried to think of Minjun oppa and cover my ears, it kept popping into my mind. That huge, throbbing thing felt like it was lodged deep in my brain.
I even had thoughts I shouldn't have. What if that woman were me right now? What would it feel like? No, could I even do it? The idea of something that big going inside me made my skin crawl just imagining it.
"Haa..."
Hearing the even more intense moans, I let out a small sigh. Without my consent, my panties were soaked again today. The sticky feeling brought a flood of guilt. But this wasn't my fault. I had to tell oppa about it today. I had no choice but to make up another naughty lie for him. I comforted myself like that to push away the guilt.
"Ahk, eut...? O, oppa, heuuk...!"
A drenched, lewd moan slipped through the low, thick breathing. The woman—and Hyeonwoo oppa too—seemed close to the end. If she came again this time, it'd be five times already. How could he make her cum five times in one go...? Pressing down hard on the twitching, sensitive spot with a strange thrill, I shuddered.
So sticky... I need to wipe it off before anyone comes out.
"Whew. Feel good?"
"Yeah... It felt amazing..."
Seoyeoni wormed her way into my arms, squirming. The pleasant smugness spread through my whole body at her pretty, cute aegyo. Somehow, I felt like I'd done even better today. My dick stayed rock-hard, and I finished strong all the way. I wanted to brag a little.
"How do I compare to Hyeonwoo?"
"To Hyeonwoo oppa...?"
Seoyeoni flinched and burrowed deeper into my arms. She was probably making up another lie. Imagining sex with Hyeonwoo was adorable.
"I, I don't like comparing..."
"It's fine, just tell me honestly."
"You're way better, oppa."
"Yeah?"
I knew it was a lie with no basis for comparison, but it still made me feel good. I gave her a pillow with my arm and patted her shoulder.
"Nothing new?"
"Huh...?"
"Just the usual today too? Same positions? No trying anything new? You like doggy, Seoyeoni."
"O, oppa..."
Seoyeoni blushed as if telling me not to say that. Now that we had some leisure, I could talk like this. Her shyness was cute and turning me on.
"You're really okay with it, oppa...?"
"With what?"
"Sorry to ask again, but... me doing that with Hyeonwoo oppa. You're really fine with it...?"
Lately, she'd been asking for reassurance more often. I didn't mind indulging her since I was grateful she even played along.
"More than fine. It turns me on. You're doing it for me, Seoyeoni."
"Yeah, for you, oppa..."
She softly repeated my words.
"I know it's something I shouldn't ask for. That's why I'm even more thankful."
"..."
"You're doing it because you love me, right, Seoyeoni?"
"Yeah, that's right...! I love you, oppa."
For some reason, I could feel her trembling. She seemed hesitant about something. When I hugged her tight, the shaking slowly stopped. After hesitating like that, Seoyeoni cautiously spoke up.
"Oppa, um... actually, there is something new."
"Yeah?"
"With Hyeonwoo oppa... Well, we didn't do it, but..."
She trailed off, hesitating. Was she preparing a new lie? It was the first time she'd volunteered without me prying.
"What is it?"
"I... saw Hyeonwoo oppa's thing..."
"You saw Hyeonwoo's?"
"Yeah..."
"You've probably seen it before."
"Huh...? Oh! Y-yeah, but... I hadn't seen it up close before..."
Seoyeoni fumbled in surprise, brushing it off. It felt a bit off for a lie. Not really new either...
"R-right... So, what was it like?"
"Just, you know..."
Is it a lie...? She was fumbling shyly like always, so probably another fib... But it was turning me on. Her volunteering it first was hot too. It might get even hotter.
"Can you compare it then? Hyeonwoo's dick and mine."
"Why compare...? I hate that stuff..."
"Even roughly?"
My dick had hardened again, throbbing. Seoyeoni flinched. I put her hesitating hand on it. She compared my dick in front of her to the one in her imagination. A shiver ran down my spine. A new kind of excitement flooded my body.
"Even roughly. Like size, thickness, shape."
"O-oppa..."
"Size first. Hyeonwoo's bigger than mine, right?"
Seoyeoni peeked at me while gripping my dick tight. Even that glance was turning me on. After hesitating, she swallowed hard like she'd made up her mind.
"But don't get upset if it sounds bad...?"
Ha... What a perfect start. It was almost too good, like she'd learned it somewhere.
"And don't say it like that. I hate when you talk about guys' stuff that way."
"Dick?"
"Don't say it..."
Seoyeoni hated words like dick or pussy. Hearing them or saying them herself. Especially dick—it felt too vulgar. But that wasn't important now. I soothed her quickly and kissed her.
"Got it. I won't."
"..."
"So, I won't take it bad. Tell me everything. How's the size?"
"...A little bigger than yours, oppa."
"Ha, how much...?"
"Like, this much?"
She placed her hand way above mine. I'd been hyped, but it cooled a bit. For a lie to work, it needed to feel real... Imagining Hyeonwoo's twice as big as mine killed the realism.
"That's more than a little...?"
"I dunno... Probably this when he's mad..."
"What about normally?"
"...Maybe around here?"
It came down a bit, but still too big. No way it's bigger than my full erection...
"Th-then thickness?"
"Super thick too..."
"..."
"Like this... And the tip's huge..."
"Where? The head?"
Seoyeoni blushed and nodded shyly.
"But Hyeonwoo oppa had foreskin..."
"Foreskin? You mean like uncircumcised?"
"Oh, yeah! That! It was going on and off..."
I hadn't expected her to make up foreskin details. So specific in a weird way. Like she was describing something she'd actually seen... A strange sense of discomfort passed through me.
"...That's what happens if you don't get circumcised."
"Oh~ So he hasn't. You did, right, oppa?"
"Yeah, I did..."
"Anyway, it was fascinating. Yours doesn't have skin."
She touched the head curiously, then the circumcision scar. The weird feeling grew stronger. What if she really saw it? If so, mentioning when he's mad meant she saw it erect... The playful excitement turned into a nauseous, churning thrill.
"D-did you really see it?"
"Huh? I told you I did..."
"Why? How? When?"
"O-oppa... Why so sudden..."
My stomach twisted wildly. Heat rose all over my body. No way... Seoyeoni and Hyeonwoo wouldn't have. Nothing happened in the last two weeks. Today too. Her lying skills had just improved from all the practice.
"No, sorry. So, size-wise?"
"Size...? L-like this..."
Yeah, definitely not real. I'd guessed roughly big, but this was absurd. I'm average... well, a bit below, but nearly double? With thickness, several times bigger? Even accounting for build difference, impossible. Maybe she watched porn alone? With an uncircumcised actor... Yeah, that must be it.
"Seoyeoni, sorry. Last time I went too far, huh?"
It'd been a while since Hyeonwoo oppa and I were alone. Feeling awkwardly fidgety, he brought up that incident.
"He's always like that. I should've stopped him."
"..."
"No, I shouldn't have done that and left in the first place."
"N-no! It's your house, so be comfortable..."
He was blaming himself apologetically, which made me feel worse. I was startled, but okay now. After confessing everything to Minjun oppa, I felt much lighter. Of course, it shouldn't happen again...
"Anyway, sorry. Must've ruined your mood suddenly. You're already dealing with so much."
"No! It didn't ruin it..."
"Really?"
"Yeah! I was just... curious! It was huge..."
Hyeonwoo oppa looked at me unexpectedly. I shouldn't have said that last part. Fidgeting embarrassed, he grinned.
"Haha, just average."
"Huh? No! It's really huge."
I said something weird again. Calling it average made it slip out. Naturally, that massive shape filled my mind.
"Is that so~? Feels good hearing praise."
Hyeonwoo oppa leaned back comfortably on the sofa. Stretching out long, almost lying down—my eyes drifted below involuntarily. A large silhouette seemed visible under his loose shorts. Stealing glances, our eyes met.
I quickly looked away... Ugh! What am I doing...? Saying weird stuff, peeking secretly. My face burned.
"Seoyeoni."
"Hik...! Y-yes??"
I flinched, my voice sounding dumb.
"Don't stay on the floor. Wanna come up?"
"Wh-where..."
"Next to me, obviously."
Hyeonwoo oppa smiled with a soft voice. For some reason, I trembled a little.
"Come to the side. Your butt must hurt."
"N-no, I'm fine..."
"Hey, come on!"
He patted the sofa beside him insistently, so I sat next to him in a daze. My heart pounded, toes curling tight. Such a weird feeling. Freezing there, he added lowly.
"Wanna see it again by any chance?"