Re-Brainwashing (2)
While Lee Hayoung was performing her "ritual," that is, one month before the present day. Lee Hayoung trembled violently, tears streaming down her face. It was because her father had abandoned her here and left.
In this place where she couldn't even gauge the flow of time, she had no way to count the days she'd been trapped. She could only endure the endless hours of agony stretching out in the vast, damp, nauseating darkness.
'Why... why isn't anything coming? You said you'd perform the ritual. You said you'd accept me as your daughter.'
What had gone wrong, and where? The Savior had locked her in here and done nothing. He hadn't even given her food. For three straight days, Lee Hayoung starved, her nerves fraying to a razor's edge.
'Cold. Hungry. Miserable. I want to get out. I hate it here. Why won't he let me out?'
A torrent of negative thoughts began bubbling up inside her. She grew resentful of the Savior who had dumped her here, and her hope of one day returning to her Master started to crumble. A creeping anxiety took hold—that she might die in this place if things went wrong.
【Father plans to kill you Father plans to kill you Father plans to kill you】
【Master won't come back Master won't come back Master won't come back Master won't come back】
【Jeong Seongmin will forget you Jeong Seongmin will forget you Jeong Seongmin will forget you Jeong Seongmin will forget you】
【You'll die here You'll die here You'll die here You'll die here You'll die here】
Instead, Lee Hayoung began reciting the prayer. She decided this was a test of her loyalty to her father. So she chanted it until her voice grew hoarse. As soon as one prayer ended, she launched into the next, and then the one after that. In this way, she recited for over five hours straight.
"To the great Father... all glory... we offer... who saved us..."
Even as she nodded off, dozing, she kept chanting the prayer. She recited it desperately, praying her father would return. She chanted and chanted, shouting it, pounding the walls, slamming her head against them, sobbing through it, screaming it in agony, mumbling it in her sleep.
But despite her efforts, nothing happened. Not even a crumb of bread or a sip of water. Only this damned darkness and silent stillness bore down on her.
"Uwaaaaaah!! Uwaaaak!! Uwaaaaak!!!"
A day passed like this. Lee Hayoung began to lose her mind. After four days without a drop of water, she screamed like a maniac, hammering at the door.
"Uwaaaaa! Aaaaaaah!! Aaaaaaaaaa! Aa! Aaaaaaaa! Uwaaaaaah!!"
-Thud! Thud! Thud! Thud! Thud! Thud!
To the outside world, it was just four days. But to Lee Hayoung, it felt like forty days in hell. Having lost all hope, she wailed monstrously for over an hour, pounding the door relentlessly. But nothing came back. Only silence.
"Heh... hehehe... hihihi... keehihihihi."
Terrified that she might die like this, Lee Hayoung lost her grip on sanity and began giggling feebly. She laughed at her own corpse floating in the darkness, laughed and laughed. She cackled insanely at the sight of her rotten, skeletal remains.
"Ughhhh!! Eeeeek! Aaaak!!! Uwaaaaaah!!!"
Moments later, Lee Hayoung plugged her ears and ran frantically around the room. The hallucinations that had tormented her before were back.
【Father plans to kill you Father plans to kill you Father plans to kill you】
【Master won't come back Master won't come back Master won't come back Master won't come back】
【Jeong Seongmin will forget you Jeong Seongmin will forget you Jeong Seongmin will forget you Jeong Seongmin will forget you】
【You'll die here You'll die here You'll die here You'll die here You'll die here】
"Eek! Uwaaaah! Shut up!! Shut up!!"
Lee Hayoung raced madly through the vast chamber. Her disheveled hair flew, her bloated belly fat jiggling grotesquely as she bellowed in her hideous state. She crashed into walls and fell, slipped in her own piss in the corner and tumbled, but she didn't care. She just kept shrieking and yelling "shut up" over and over.
"You fucking bastard! You goddamn pig! Who’s your father, huh? You disgusting bloated pig bastard!!! You fucking retard!!"
Now Lee Hayoung spewed curses at the Savior. She hurled vicious maledictions at the one trying to kill her by locking her away, pounding the door.
"I'll kill you!! I'll kill youuuu!!!"
Having lost all composure, Lee Hayoung was no different from a beast. She cursed the Savior endlessly until her hands bruised and her head bled.
Another day passed like this, and Lee Hayoung began calling for her Master.
"Master!! Maaaster!! Save me!!! The Savior's trying to kill me, kill me!! Master!!! Did you... did you abandon me? Master!!"
With no change, she started calling for me next.
"Seongmin-ah... please. Save me. I'm so scared.... Me... me... I'll be good to you from now on. Save me, please..."
After calling my name for a while, she switched back to the Savior.
"Father. I was wrong. What I said before wasn't sincere. Father... Father.... Father, please..."
But still no response. On the fifth day trapped without food, Lee Hayoung gave up everything. She lay sprawled on the cold floor, staring blankly into space with vacant eyes. In the direction she gazed, her corpse floated, mocking her.
【Die die die die die die die die】
The relentless illusions and voices tormented her without end. She couldn't escape unless she fell completely asleep. Plugging her ears didn't stop the voices; closing her eyes didn't banish the demons.
-Clunk!
It was then. Just as she'd abandoned all hope and fully lost her mind, after five days, an unfamiliar metallic sound pierced her ears for the first time.
Lee Hayoung crawled toward the noise like a cockroach, scrabbling at it. Finally, she grasped a cold plastic water bottle.
"!!!"
She hurriedly twisted off the cap and chugged the entire 500ml bottle in one go. Vitality surged through her body.
"Ah, Father... thank you..."
After draining the water, Lee Hayoung bowed toward the door. Clasping her hands, she began reciting the prayer again. After about three hours, another clunk sounded, and something else entered the room.
She groped for it. A water bottle and a dildo.
"Th-this is..."
A dildo modeled after the Savior's cock. Lee Hayoung caressed it with a mad smile. She spent the day inserting the vibrating dildo into her pussy while chanting the prayer.
-Clunk!
From then on, Lee Hayoung received daily rations: a single piece of bread and three 500ml water bottles. She survived on these meager supplies, masturbating with the dildo day after day.
"To the great Father, all glory... Uh-oh!♥ We o-offer...♥ Who... huff... huff... saved uuuus!!♥"
-Squirt! Squirt! Pssshhhh....
Every day, she thrust the dildo into her pussy, yearning for the day her father would embrace her. She lived in hope that, if she proved her sincerity this hard, one day he'd fill her pussy with his holy cock.
"Fatherrr...♥ Hoooh... Father...♥"
On the eighth day of isolation, Lee Hayoung had completely forgotten her Master. With nothing to do but masturbate with the Savior's cock replica, her mind filled solely with it.
"Ah, to offer this body and soul to Father!! Hoooh!♥... I s-swear...♥ Only Father is my lo-love... Hoo... hooo...♥ And I swear I can abandon everything for Father... y-yes♥"
In this place of utter deprivation, masturbation was her only pleasure, delivering ecstasy beyond the ordinary. Lee Hayoung was now utterly addicted to the Savior's dildo, her body unable to live without it.
On the twelfth day...
-Creaaaaak...
The moment she'd awaited finally arrived. The heavy iron door swung open, and countless choir members poured in. Lee Hayoung crawled desperately to the door, chanting the prayer like a madwoman.
"To the great Father, we offer all glory. We swear to offer our body and soul to the Father who saved us. Only the Father is my love, and I swear that I can abandon everything for the Father..."