Chapter 74
Chapter 74
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Translator: penny
Chapter: 74
Chapter Title: Awakening
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-Shwaaaaa...
The sound of a stream of water coming from the bathroom.
I reflected on the day while listening to it.
The day spent with Hui-yeon was just an ordinary date, the kind lovers typically have.
We held hands and strolled through the park, grabbing some snacks from a nearby vendor.
When my feet started to hurt a bit, we'd pop into a café for some chit-chat, and if it got boring, we'd hit a coin karaoke bar for a duet or two.
We'd stop by a store because "what are you even wearing?" and pick out some new clothes to try on.
Then, when hunger struck, we'd grab a meal, head to an arcade to work it off, snag some dessert, and snap sticker photos.
It was a full, packed day.
And I even proposed.
-Shwaaaaa...
The finale of the date was always ending up at a motel like this.
Well, I'd never made it this far on wholesome dates before, but to think I'd end up here with my friend Hui-yeon.
A wry smile tugged at my lips for no reason.
-Click.
At that moment, the bathroom door opened.
Her alluring figure in a bathrobe entered my view.
We'd already seen everything there was to see of each other, but facing one another like this, back to our old selves, felt strangely fresh.
"What are you getting shy about?"
Her face flushed red.
I chuckled and patted the spot next to me—pat-pat.
She approached slowly in her robe and plopped down beside me.
The fresh scent of shampoo wafted strongly through the air.
"Let's lie down for now."
She nodded.
We lay down on the bed just like that.
I gazed at her flushed face, and Hui-yeon looked at my reddened ears.
Eventually, she spoke.
"This feels kinda funny. Why does it feel like our first time? We've already gone all the way."
Gone all the way.
I knew exactly what she meant.
We'd already had frenzied sex at the Master's mansion.
We'd even done all sorts of lewd caresses, like licking my penis and my anus.
And creampies, too.
"Yeah. We hit each other, too. We weren't in our right minds."
And she'd even beaten me while declaring herself the new mistress.
She'd screamed at me to love her.
We'd both lost our minds to the madness that mansion created.
"...Sorry. That must've hurt a ton. I wasn't in my right mind either..."
She suddenly apologized.
I pulled her into my arms.
I patted her back and opened my mouth.
"You're not the only weird one. We all went crazy. Because of the Master."
"..... If there was no Master, what would we be like?"
"Who knows. I'd probably be a chef, and we'd stay friends. Or maybe we'd drift apart someday. Since Ha-young would be by my side."
"...I see. Then we wouldn't even be sharing a bed like this."
"Yeah."
"But you're really cruel. You never had any feelings for me at all?"
I fell silent at her question.
Realizing my own feelings, I hugged her tighter and spoke.
"I did. Times when my heart raced for you. Even recently."
Her heart thumped wildly—thump, thump.
I stroked her hair and continued.
"I like you a lot as a friend, but you're fully a woman to me now. It's already happened. I definitely love you. And I could love you more going forward."
Her body trembled in my arms.
I could feel her emotions completely.
Her hot breath, shaking shoulders, sobbing breaths, clutching hands.
They all conveyed her sadness to me fully.
"Then why, why didn't you choose me? We could live together. Under the Master..."
The ideal life Hui-yeon had offered me.
The only way the already broken me could live somewhat like a person.
I hadn't chosen that life.
And only now did I realize why.
"I always wondered that myself. Logically, living with you made sense, but my heart just wouldn't go for it."
"..... Because of Ha-young?"
"At first, yeah. I couldn't betray Ha-young... I thought that's why I kept pushing it away."
"And now? It's not that?"
"Yeah. The reason's simpler than I thought."
"...A simple reason?"
"Yeah."
..... She went quiet for a moment.
Eventually, she spoke.
"A simple reason... I don't get it. What is it?"
".... Because I love you."
Because I love you.
Her arms around my neck loosened slowly.
She pulled away from my embrace and looked into my eyes.
Her expression was confused.
"What... what does that mean? You love me? You love Ha-young."
"To be precise, you're precious to me. Of course, Ha-young's more precious, but I really treasure you too."
"..... I don't get it. Because I'm precious to you, you didn't choose me?"
"Yeah... It's hard to understand. I don't expect you to... Truth is, I want everything precious to me to break. To fall into vulgar, lewd depravity."
"....."
Her mouth slowly opened.
I kept going.
"But at the same time, I want them unbroken. So I want you to keep living like this—bright and warm. Free from the Master's grasp, finding your own life."
"... What does that even mean..."
"I know. You can't understand. But just know this one thing. You're precious to me. If saving you meant risking my life, I'd do it gladly."
"....."
"And if it meant offering that precious you to the Master, I'd do that gladly too."
"... So that's why you offered Ha-young?"
"No, Ha-young was beyond saving already. But I got to watch her fall. It was the best."
"... Haha. Watching your girlfriend fall like that and calling it the best. You're pretty crazy yourself."
"Yeah. So don't be sad."
I hugged her again.
I patted her back and kissed her nape.
"It's not that I didn't choose you because I don't love you. It's because I love you too much. You're really precious to me."
I don't know if my sincere words got through.
But she hugged me back.
I slipped off her robe and said,
"So tomorrow, you can just run away. I'll miss you forever, and you live your life."
At that, Hui-yeon shook her head.
She slipped off my robe and said,
"No, I'm not running. Everyone I love is here. You and the Master, the ones I truly love. Right here."
I pulled her out of my arms for a moment.
I fully removed her bathrobe and took in her beautiful naked body with my eyes.
"You've come to truly love the Master now, too."
"Yeah. Right now, I love you most, but for you, I'd abandon the Master. Who knows after tomorrow."
"...Yeah. Looks like the priorities will shift."
I cupped her cheeks with my hands.
Looking into her wavering eyes, I said,
"Then this is the last day for Lee Hui-yeon, who loves me most."
".... Yeah."
She smiled brightly.
Tears streamed from her crescent-shaped eyes.
We slowly drew our lips toward each other.
Soon, we kissed.
"Haa... Ha-up... Haa... I love you... I love you..."
She whispered that she loved me.
But this pure her was ending today.
Tomorrow, even this innocent side would fully fall into the Master's hands.
She'd scream like a beast and turn into an ugly villainess.
-Throb!
Imagining that made blood surge into my dick.
Energy overflowed through the bulging veins.
Pure, innocent Hui-yeon getting a womb tattoo, shoulder ink, growing out her bush, nipple piercings, dolled up vulgarly.
Imagining that future made my mind go hazy.
"Chup... Chu-up... Ha-up..."
We shared a passionate kiss.
But I couldn't fully focus on it.
I was picturing Hui-yeon all vulgarly dolled up with nipple piercings.
And that stimulating fantasy flooded me with intense adrenaline.
I shoved my dick into her pretty pussy and wildly thrust my hips.
"Ha-ang! Eu-ng! Ha-ak! Heu-ng! S-Seong-min! Eu-ng!"
She moaned nonstop, calling my name.
This her who loved me was ending today.
This her who was sometimes like a friend, sometimes like a long-time lover—this version was gone forever after today.
'Damn! Damn!'
Thinking that far made my chest tighten, breath hard to catch.
But at the same time, anticipation built for the increasingly depraved Hui-yeon, remade into a maso-pig bitch.
'Fuck...'
This irreconcilable doublethink.
I want her not to fall, but more than anything, I want her to.
What condition lets both exist at once?
"Ha-ang! Eu-ng! Ha-ak! Heu-ng! Ha-ang!"
Then, in an instant.
Amid the swirl of emotions, I peered into the abyss.
Why do I wish for everything precious to be destroyed, yet not?
It's because... the reason is...
I'm a weak coward.
Like those who despair at their lot and wish for the world's end.
I wanted to justify my weakness by breaking everyone around me.
To say that facing a 'natural disaster' like the Master turns everyone like me.
That I'm not the weird one.
Not a coward or weakling, but truly helpless.
Even Ha-young, whom I loved so much and who loved me,
had no choice but to fall to the Master.
To justify ourselves, that our love wasn't shallow.
-Thump! Thump! Thump! Thump! Thump! Thump!
I, this weak piece of shit,
ended up serving the Master instead.
The more grand I see him,
the more justified my fall becomes.
No need to rise again,
I can rest in defeatism.
My weakness becomes normal.
-Thump! Thump! Thump! Thump! Thump! Thump!
"Ng-eut! A-heut! Heu-eut! Heut!"
But deep down, I know.
I covered my eyes from the pain,
but the abyss always stares back.
How long can I keep running?
How much pleasure to escape,
how many around me to sacrifice,
how much self-loathing,
until I admit my weakness?
How long?
-Thump! Thump! Thump! Thump! Thump! Thump!
"Kaaaaaaaah!!!!!!!"
Yes, that's my hidden truth.
I cowered in the corner from the Master's madness and power.
But inside, I'm filled with rage.
Fuck this defeatist escape into pleasure.
What? I'm just a pathetic maso who gets off on offering loved ones?
Bullshit, you coward.
You're jerking off pretending to have maso walls just to hide your weakness.
You wanted revenge, but chickened out and played the maso bitch.
'What I, what I really want...!!!'
I want to be strong.
If I could gain power surpassing the Master, I'd sell my soul.
Deep down, I want to be strong and protect what's mine.
If it's to be taken, then let me become the Master and dominate.
That's my true heart.
"Heu-aat! Haa-ang! S-Seong-min! Heu-aaang♥!!!"
Infinite stamina surged.
Imagining this pathetic, wretched me as the Master put the whole world in my grasp.
'Fall into a vulgar lewd sow bitch.'
I thought that while looking at Hui-yeon pinned beneath me.
I imagined her reborn as a lewd girl cleaning my anus as a maso sow bitch.
This pure, beautiful her twisting into ugliness.
With my dick, my words, my hands,
me personally dropping her.
-Spurt! Spurt! Spurt! Splurt! Splurt! Splurt! Splurt! Splurt! Splurt!
Semen erupting wildly.
Perfect.
Personally corrupting Hui-yeon into a maso sow with my own hands.
How about feeding her semen jelly made from my cum?
-Throb!
Can't rest.
Need to tame this vulgar maso sow more.
Make her fully mine, an incompetent cum dump unable to do anything else.
-Thump! Thump! Thump! Thump! Thump! Thump! Thump!
I thrust my hips again.
Hui-yeon wrapped her legs around my waist and started screaming in ecstasy.
"A-ng! Eu-ng! Heu-ng! Ng! Heu-eong! Heu-ng!"
-Thump! Thump! Thump! Thump! Thump! Thump! Thump!
"Heu-ng! Ha-eu-ng! Heu-ik! Heu-eu-ik! Heu-eut! Heu-eung!"
-Thump! Thump! Thump! Thump! Thump! Thump! Thump!
"Heu-ot! Ha-eut! Ho-ot! O-ok♥ O-ot♥ Heu-o-ot♥"
-Thump! Thump! Thump! Thump! Thump! Thump! Thump!
"Hoo-ok♥ O-ok♥ Ooo-ok♥ O-ok♥ O-ok♥ Ooo-ok♥"
A beastly sow bitch leaking vulgar moans.
I choked her neck.
-Grip...
"K-hek! Ku-hook... S-Seo...ng...mi..."
-Grip...
-Squirt! Squirt! Squirt! Squirt!
-Grip...
"A...ir..."
-Squirt! Squirt! Squirt! Spraaaaa...
Her tidal squirt soaking the bedsheets.
The sudden jet hitting my body snapped me back, and I released her neck.
She panted roughly—hiss-hiss—tongue lolling out long.
"Haa... Haa... Haa..."
Hui-yeon sprawled on the bed, pussy drooling nonstop.
That sight stirred my sadism again.
A fierce urge to destroy her right now welled up in my chest.
"Kuh-eut!"
I pounced on her again.
I rammed my furious dick deep into her pussy and shook my hips.
Her ecstatic cries echoed once more.
"Ho-ot! Woo-ok! O-ok! Ooo-ok! O-ok! Heu-ooo-ok!♥"
-Squirt! Squirt! Squirt! Squirt!
"Kuh... Kuh-hut... Kuh-huhuhu..."
I pounded my dick madly and started giggling deliriously.
Gazing at her vulgarly jiggling tits and rolled-back eyes, an immense sense of conquest filled me.
This feeling was entirely new, something I'd never felt before.
-Grab!
I embraced her.
Whispering in her ear as she panted roughly,
"Hui-yeon. I've changed my mind. Never run away anywhere. I want you to fall. Fall into a cum-dump lewd sow bitch, live spreading your legs."
"Hoo-uk... Hoo-uk... Hoo-uk..."
"Yeah. Live like a pig. You maso sow bitch!"
-Thump! Thump! Thump! Thump! Thump! Thump!
I resumed pistoning.
Her pussy slick with her juices and my cum, I gripped her tits tight.
I squeezed them like milking, putting strength into my hands.
"Heu-ot! Ho-oo-ot! Heu-ooo-ok!♥"
-Squirt! Squirt! Squirt! Squirt!
Her juices squirting up like a fountain.
But they hit my dick and splashed back inside.
And at the same time, she started calling someone I never expected.
"M-Master...♥"