That Loser Otaku with His Uselessly Huge Dick
This is so fucking annoying.
Annoyingannoyingannoyingannoyingannoying.
Why does it feel like I'm the one getting screwed over when I'm the one who put him under hypnosis?
Ha Seung-chul's fingers are uselessly thick, too—I came like some pathetic amateur just from those. If just his fingers feel that good, once his cock goes in…
No. No way!!
Why the hell am I even thinking about that?
I only hypnotized him because I needed a reference for my drawings. I haven't done anything wrong. This whole mess is because Ha Seung-chul is a hopeless pervert. I'm a pure victim here.
"Can't do it? If you can't fit it in your mouth, just licking's fine."
"…Who said I can't?"
I'm only doing this because we're friends.
A loser otaku like Ha Seung-chul is never going to hold a girl's hand in his entire life. Sure, I don't have that kind of experience either, but the difference is I choose not to—he just can't. He's pitiful, so I'm doing him a special favor.
"Kiss."
"Mmm."
Haah, shit.
But why is it so big? I was going to swallow it right away, make him come fast, and wrap this up, but I can't even get that far. All I managed was a kiss on the tip.
I don't think I'd even do this for a boyfriend…
"You can take it slow. But mind if I sit in a more comfortable position?"
"……."
I didn't even answer, and he just shifts however he wants. I really hate this.
Looking at that calm, potato-like face of his only makes the irritation surge higher. If you're going to make a girl do this kind of thing, at least get all cross-eyed and drool like you're loving it. I did…!
"Ah—ow."
I was definitely going to blow this loser otaku's mind with my incredible fellatio skills. But today just wasn't my day. The jaw he suddenly grabbed stung a little.
"It hurts if you use your teeth, Ji-young……."
"I-I-I know that much, okay?! I did it on purpose to piss you off! H-how is it, hurts like hell, right?"
"Mm. But right now you're supposed to be praising my cock. Give it some nice little praise kisses. It's not like I'm asking you to kiss me on the lips or anything."
"……Shit."
I'd rather he just called me bad at sucking and shoved it down my throat. Then I could write him off as a piece of shit who treats women like onaholes and scrub him out of my head completely. Instead he has to go and be needlessly gentle. For a fucking pervert.
"Kiss… smooch."
"Ah… that feels good. Your tongue's really soft."
Ha Seung-chul has always been like this. Even back when I was acting like the biggest idiot among idiots, he always treated me kindly, without fail.
— No way, those judges must be blind. How the hell did this drawing lose a contest?
— Seo Ji-young. Come out. I'll clean up, so go get some sun.
— Hey. Someone I know runs a boarding house. Want to come live there too? It's not just me. There are lots of girls. It's just… if you keep living alone you'll only get more depressed…….
If it weren't for this bastard, I would've hung myself a long time ago. No—I wouldn't even have had the will for that. I'd have just wasted away as a depressed shut-in in that garbage dump until I died.
Even swallowing my pride and finding work as an artist was because of him. If after all these years I was still the same useless idiot, then all that warmth he showed me would've been for nothing.
"Suck… mm… slurp… smooch…."
But even if he saved my life, Ha Seung-chul is still a son of a bitch. Because a guy who's kind to everyone is the worst kind of guy in the world. The thought that he would've gladly saved whoever happened to be collapsed there—even if it wasn't me—was something I just couldn't stand.
That's why it feels good, and that's why it feels like shit.
I know this is a total bitch way of thinking. But if you go and save some crazy, mentally ill girl, you should be prepared to deal with this too, right? That's why I even used something as ridiculous as a hypnosis app, damn it.
"Slurp… pwah. Feels good? Look at that stupid blissed-out face. Disgusting as hell."
"How is anyone supposed to look calm while getting their cock sucked…. And your face earlier was a real sight, too."
"……Don't remember that shit, you bastard."
"Hehe."
So annoying. Nothing goes the way I want.
I wish his face were pure orc-ugly, his body a soft, flabby pig, and his dick only 6.9 centimeters. Then nobody else would even glance at him, and I could play with him however I wanted without a single worry. Or he could've been so heavenly beautiful he was completely out of reach. He's not handsome, exactly—but he's just attractive enough to mess with a girl's head and make her restless.
It's been ages since I stopped my depression meds.
"Umm… ghk."
"…? Are you crying? Where—ow…!"
"Cough—your cock is so fucking huge it's stabbing my throat."
He said teeth hurt, so I pinched his thigh instead. Actually, with all that muscle I couldn't get a proper pinch, so I dug my nails in. That pisses me off too. But still—I'm the only one who knows his dick is this big.
"Ah… sorry. If it's really too hard, you don't have to keep sucking. I can just go to the bathroom later and take care of it myself."
"W-who said I'm stopping? You wanted praise, right? Don't turn me into a total bitch—just keep that cock nice and hard. Drip some precum so it's easier to suck, damn it."
"Mm. That's not really something I can control."
If I refuse, he'll just look at some other girl, won't he?
Seol-ah seems to have some guy she likes, so she's fine for now—but Yuki is the real problem. She's half Japanese, after all. I bet that weeb bastard is already imagining that bitch going yamete, kimochi in his head. And earlier, even if I overreacted from an old misunderstanding, she was wearing clothes that showed off her tits and stomach and even flashed her armpits. They say girls who work out have strong sex drives, and if she ever sees Ha Seung-chul's cock, it's over. The two of them would end up happily fucking. I'd kill them both.
"Suck… slurp… ghk… chup… suuuck."
"Haaah……."
I gripped the thighs of Ha Seung-chul, who was perched on the edge of the bed, and took his cock into my mouth. At first I could only fit the head, but now I'd managed about half. The bastard was tilting his head back, letting out those disgusting moans like he was really enjoying it. Of course this uselessly enormous cock kept jabbing my uvula and making tears well up, but I could handle this much. The choking was unavoidable, though.
"Pwah. Haa… well? Fucking amazing, right?"
"Mm. Just now I almost came."
"Ugh, don't 'almost'—just shoot your cum already. How long are you planning to torture me?"
"But it feels too good. I want you to keep sucking longer. And you look so pretty with my cock in your mouth."
"……."
Why does a guy who shouldn't even remember anything because of the hypnosis keep calling me pretty?
…Is it because deep down he unconsciously thinks I am? Hmph. At least his eyes work, for a loser.
"Haum."
"Ugh…."
I'm absolutely not doing this because he called me pretty. I'm just licking his urethra to make him come faster. Of course a girl who swallows that funky-smelling, weird-tasting precum would turn him on. So hurry up and cum and then only ever get your cock sucked by me for the rest of your life.
"Hey, Seo Ji-young. If you keep doing just that spot, ha…."
"Chup. If it feels good, why are you bitching. Suck, smooch, just hurry up and cum."
Every time my tongue touched him, his thighs tensed and the muscles stood out clearly. I liked that. It felt like I was the one turning him on. And I liked the smell coming off his cock, too. I couldn't put it into exact words, but it was a dirty male scent. Way thicker than what I'd smelled on that dried-up wet wipe before.
"Ji-young, you…… never mind."
Tsk.
Without meaning to, my fingers drifted toward my pussy. It felt even wetter than when Ha Seung-chul had been fingering me earlier. I've always been the type to get pretty wet, but right now it was dripping like I was pissing myself. So embarrassing. But I wanted him to get even more turned on watching me finger my own pussy.
"Chup, smooch."
Squish, squish.
"Suck, chup, haum, mmph, slurp…."
Squishsquishsquishsquish.
I looked like nothing more than an animal. Sucking a cock with my mouth while my pussy drooled slut-juice and I fingered myself. And Ha Seung-chul was watching me like that with a strange little smile.
Bastard. He's probably looking at me like some kind of fuck-toy. Just because he's a bit tall, has a good body, and a big dick, he thinks he can strut around. Honestly his face is kind of aged-looking, but if you keep staring it starts to look secretly handso—AAAAAAAH, fuck!
Have I actually lost my mind? Now I'm thinking that face is handsome? This is all because Ha Seung-chul's dick is so huge. Just like pointing a gun at a scammer shuts them up, showing a girl something like this forces her into full female mode. Getting my head patted for sucking well makes me happy. Even a single drop of precum feels too precious to waste. I told myself I was the one praising him, but now I want to swallow him down to the root just so he'll praise me more.
"Ji-young. I think I'm about to cum…."
"Khh, mm……."
I tightly gripped the thighs that tried to pull back a little. Instead I took his hand and placed it on top of my head. After a brief hesitation, Ha Seung-chul carefully gathered my hair and started rocking me back and forth. Of course, no matter how careful he was, with a muscle monster as the baseline I still felt half like an onahole. But it wasn't bad. A little hard to breathe, tears streaming, the whole thing a bit filthy—but just knowing that I was the reason this bastard was thrusting his hips like a beast was enough to satisfy me.
"Kh—I'm cumming…!"
Every time cum flooded down my throat, slut-juice poured from my pussy too. Coming while sucking cock—I really have turned into a total masochist, haven't I? But even then my hand was frantically rubbing my clit. Luckily he was too busy cumming to notice that part.
"Khh, heh, uhh……."
Even after the first massive spurt, that giant cock kept twitching and pumping more cum into my mouth several more times. What I couldn't swallow in time spilled out and dribbled down when he pulled free. The smell of cum vibrating between my mouth and the floor made my head feel weird. The precum had already been insanely strong, but the cum was several times thicker, and it just kept tormenting me. The way my lower belly trembled felt like it was protesting—why spray this in my mouth instead of my womb? And even then I couldn't swallow it all and let some spill. I'll have to lick that up later—no, wipe it up later.
"Hoo… that was really good."
"Haa, haa…."
"…Ji-young?"
"Mm…? Uh, yeah?"
"Thanks. For sucking my cock. Stay still for a second? I'll clean you up."
Ha Seung-chul pulled out a wet wipe and carefully cleaned around my mouth and the corners of my eyes. Then his own cock, which was a mess of my spit and his cum. Is he going to throw that wipe away? If he just tosses it on the desk instead of the trash, I could smell it all night while I finger myself….
…No. No!
Please get a grip, Seo Ji-young.
"……."
"…What is it?"
"Nothing. Just wondering what we do now. Maybe talk a little?"
"N-no need. Just put your clothes on and get out already."
"……Okay."
Ha Seung-chul turned his head with a strangely dejected look. Don't tell me he wanted to lie side by side on the bed and have some tender conversation or some bullshit like that. We're not even dating—why would we do that? Acting all boyfriend-like just because I sucked his cock once is the absolute last thing I want.
…If that's what he wants, he should confess first.
"Hey, wait."
"Yeah?"
As I watched him gather his clothes with those thoughts running through my head, my eyes snagged on Ha Seung-chul's boxers, sticky and soaked with precum. He'd been hard ever since he was fingering my pussy, so the smell must be completely baked in. I immediately opened the hypnosis app and started typing. He was watching me with that odd expression.
"Look at this."
"……Just do it like this?"
"Y-yeah. What, you can't even follow orders properly now? Leave the underwear here, go to your room and put on a fresh pair, then cleanly forget that I took these. It's not even a hard command…!"
"Okay. Since it's you saying it, Ji-young, I'll listen."
Goddamn it.
Why is that bastard smiling again? Why do I have to feel more embarrassed than the one getting hypnotized?
This hypnosis app is a total defective piece of junk….