Chapter 44
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Translator: Ebonarch
Chapter: 44
Chapter Title: As a Man
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Geumbi sis came home earlier than usual.
I asked if she'd left work early, but she said she'd gone out on a business errand and headed straight back home. Then she dragged me right up to her room.
The moment the door locked, she shoved me onto the bed and undid the cardigan over her blouse.
"Wh-what are you doing? What do you think you're up to?"
"...What kinda weird thoughts are going through your head? It's hot, that's all. Can't I even take off my clothes in my own room?"
"No, but... the situation's a bit, ahem."
I flailed my hands in panic, and Geumbi sis looked down at me with a scornful glare.
But she was the one who'd dragged her little brother straight to her bed without warning, so she had no room to talk. And when she swiftly undid her ponytail right after, it made me freak out even more.
"Wh-why your hair? What are you really trying to do?"
"Jigu, what's with you? It's coming loose on the way home, so I'm tying it back up. Why?"
"No... ahem. If that's all... haha."
She kept scolding me one after another, making me wonder if I really was the overreacting one.
But the moment she neatly tied her hair back and crawled onto the bed toward me, no amount of "sensitivity" could brush that off.
"Now what's this... No, I get there's no weird intent, but from my side, it looks a bit..."
"What does?"
"...Your cleavage, for starters. It's way too exposed."
I averted my eyes as she crept toward me like a cat.
She'd unbuttoned the top few of her blouse, leaving her breasts fully on display, and the way they jiggled so casually was turning my face beet red.
'This is weird. Way too weird. Normally, she'd be the first to blush and cover up, or snap at me for staring.'
Every action was suspicious, but what puzzled me most was Geumbi sis's reaction.
No matter what I said, she shot back with a blank expression and finally reached right up to my nose.
There, Geumbi sis stopped, reached out her hand, and her cool fingers touched my burning cheek.
Her gentle stroking made me feel like a little kid again, but the moment her expression softened just a bit—
"Jigu Yang, you've got a hard-on for me, haven't you?"
"Hngh?! N-no, wh-what?!"
Her ambush struck.
"G-Geumbi sis? What're you talking about out of nowhere...?"
"Isn't it obvious? If you weren't turned on, you wouldn't care if I stripped, tied my hair, or let my tits bounce. Right?"
"No... well, as a guy, it's kinda unavoidable..."
"Getting hard for your own blood sister is 'unavoidable as a guy'?"
"Urgh...!"
Sis's assault didn't end with one hit.
Like she'd been waiting for this exact moment, she latched onto my weak spot like a leopard and wouldn't let go.
"You're calling me weird, but anyone looking would say you're the weird one, Jigu."
"Wh-what's...?"
"Getting horny for your own sister, panicking, getting excited. Then playing innocent when it gets real."
"Me? I haven't done anything like th— ngh?"
"Wanna keep lying? Just yesterday, you were spouting that ridiculous nonsense to my face."
"Sis, even so, grabbing me there while you talk... ahwk."
"See? Your dick's already standing at attention down there. And you dare accuse me of liking you?"
That's when it hit me.
The reason Geumbi sis had been pressuring me the second she got home.
'She held onto what I said yesterday. Of course... she got humiliated even in front of Sujeong sis. Passing it off coolly would be the weird thing... Agh?!'
I tried to calmly piece it together, but her grip tightened on my crotch, freezing my brain.
My body trembled instead, looking up at her, and now that she'd fully pinned me down, Geumbi sis slowly lowered her face.
Down... further down.
Not figuratively—our noses were almost touching as Geumbi sis whispered.
"Got a boner from your blood sis, huh, Jigu?"
"Eut."
"Or is it 'cause I'm not blood? That's why you're hard like this?"
"Urgh."
"You don't even know, do you? Neither did I. But... now there's something to compare it to."
"Compare? What...?"
"Sujeong sis. You scanned her bare tits up and down, right, Jigu?"
"Hngh...!"
Even in the dead of night, I should've wrapped up yesterday's talk completely.
Geumbi sis cherry-picked the unfinished bits, the slips, the ones that shook her—only those to pin me down.
"At first, I was pissed. I warned you so much, and you went and did that with her... I was really disappointed in you, Jigu."
"I'm... truly sorry about that."
"Whatever. If we're splitting hairs, it's not all on you. And looking back, other thoughts crept in too."
"Other thoughts?"
"It was a shock that you did that with her, but even after going that far, you never laid a hand on her, right?"
"That's... what you're supposed to do. We had our promise too."
"But with me—the one you promised—you're doing all this?"
"No, this is a bit different— urgh!"
Squeeze.
Her eyes were cat-like, but the hand pressing below was pure predator... no, beast.
As I winced between pleasure and pain, Geumbi sis let out a soft breath and eyed my earlobe.
"Isn't it weird? You saw Sujeong sis's bare skin and didn't touch her... so why're you swelling up this much just from my cleavage?"
"Th-that's 'cause your movements were weird... ngh. So much has happened in this room... ugh."
"That's all?"
"What else... would there be?"
"Hmm~ So mysterious. Our very first time, wasn't it just a quiet hug in the living room?"
"Hg?!"
"No cleavage showing, not on the bed, none of this history between us. But you were excited by me right from then, weren't you, Jigu?"
Geumbi sis zeroed in on the sharp point.
Her equally sharp nails circled over my pants, gauging the swollen bulge before slipping under the waistband.
"Geumbi sis, wait. Inside my clothes right now...!"
"Why? We've done this before. What's the problem?"
"The mood, the situation, the vibe... ahut."
"Answer properly. What's wrong with what?"
"...I dunno. Everything just feels off, sis."
It was complicated.
Whether my brain wouldn't turn or even if it did, I couldn't find the answer. I couldn't pinpoint the source of this hazy feeling.
So there I was, ears burning red under her scrutiny.
Her voice invading my ear made my whole body shudder.
"Want me to tell you?"
"...What?"
"You held back somehow even after seeing Sujeong sis's real tits."
"Yeah."
"But with me, just hugging in the living room got you hard."
"Yeah..."
"Later, pants off, everything exposed down there, and you couldn't hold back—ended up spraying my face."
"That was— awk."
"Wasn't it? Or not?"
"Y-yeah... it was."
"Doesn't it seem weird to you? Why could you hold back with her, but not with me?"
Yeah, why was that?
I held back fine with Sujeong sis, so I should've with Geumbi sis too.
'...No, the situations are different. Sujeong sis just let me look. Geumbi sis reached out herself... kgh.'
A flicker of rebuttal rose in my furrowed brow.
But again, her grip on my crotch halted my thoughts.
Now inside my pants, into my underwear, wrapping around my dick.
Her lips brushed my ear... nipping the flesh lightly as Geumbi sis murmured low.
"Last night, I asked if you like me, right, Jigu?"
"Ahk... y-yeah?"
"Your turn. What about you?"
"Huh?"
"What do you think of me? Not as family—as a woman."
"No, I've never thought about that... Agh."
"No lies. You said all that comparing her and me yesterday. No way you haven't thought about it."
She was right.
If anything, I'd agonized over it so much my head hurt.
'But... this isn't about my feelings. If Mom doesn't reveal it, we won't even know if these emotions are allowed.'
So I shut my mouth.
I could've blurted out what came to mind, but I don't know why I responded with silence then.
Just... my heart was pounding too hard.
Blood rushing down there too much.
And Geumbi sis's face, now facing me... from some point, it was flushed bright red.
"By probability, it's probably two-thirds."
"Two-thirds...?"
"If either you or I aren't blood-related, it doesn't matter."
"...Geumbi sis, that means right now..."
"Last question. Think hard and answer."
For a real moment—just an instant.
Geumbi sis's lips brushed mine softly, like that one quiet night on the bed.
Then pulled away.
"What do you want right now, Jigu? Just one thing—tell me."
With that, Geumbi sis squeezed my dick again, tight.
But this time, no real intent—just clutching it like a talisman to soothe her anxiety.
So ignoring her hand, I tried to mull over her words.
'Head's spinning. From the lip touch? The wetness? That faint sweet scent?'
Staying sane in this? That'd make you a buddha or saint.
I'm just a lust-wracked male, so I covered my face with my arms and panted roughly.
"Haa, ha... Geumbi sis."
"Yeah, talk."
"...Could you suck it down there? Just a little?"
"Mmm... Eh? Wha?!"
What did I just say?
My arms were thicker lately from workouts, and when I finally cleared the darkness from my delayed vision, strands of yellow hair danced before my nose.
My nose itched, so I carefully brushed them away.
Under the room's bright light... Geumbi sis, redder than sunset, was glaring at me.
...Yeah, a serious death glare.
Lips quivering, shoulders and face trembling all over as she fixed her shining eyes on me.
"Hey, Jigu Yang."
"Huh? No, why, why...?"
"Why?! After I mustered up the courage... spent all day agonizing at work to bring it up... and that's how you respond?!"
"Eh? What'd I say?"
"Ha, you don't even remember? Unbelievable... Fine. I'll grant your wish, you pervert!"
"Huh? Wait, earlier my mind was all foggy, ughk?! Sis, that's too tight, it hurts— whoa!"
No time to resist—she yanked off my bottoms completely.
Then slid down herself, settled between my legs, and gripped my dick straight up with a squeeze.
"I finally worked up the nerve... stewed over it all day at the office... and you hit me with that?! Damn it!"
"Wait, wait, wait! Earlier, my brain was totally blank from everything— aghack?!"
"I haven't even bitten yet? Don't whine from just a squeeze!"
If this is whining, what's next gonna be?
Cold sweat trickled down my spine, while drool dripped from ahead onto my tip.
As if heralding the cherry lips about to envelop it.
Like bracing for the pearly whites hidden inside.
Geumbi sis's mouth slowly descended.
In overwhelming terror, I couldn't even cry out—just clutched the sheets tight and endured.