Mother's Hands Are Healing Hands
“...”
I lie in bed, thinking about how I spent my entire fortune paying off my mother’s debt this afternoon.
‘I did what I had to do.’
“...”
‘What’s the point of dwelling on it? I should just wash up and go to sleep.’
Late at night, when the rest of the family was fast asleep, I headed to the bathroom to shower.
I stripped off my clothes, stepped inside, and let the warm water wash over me. That was when I opened my eyes and caught sight of something sitting on the vanity.
“Ah.”
It was my mother’s underwear.
The moment I saw them, my cock began to stiffen. Leaving the shower running, I approached the vanity.
“Yoon Suhyun, you piece of shit, this is really wrong. This isn’t right.”
My mouth muttered endlessly, trying to suppress the impulse, but my hands naturally reached out and picked up my mother’s panties.
“No, no, you bastard, put them down right now.”
I placed the panties directly onto my rock-hard, erect cock.
“...”
‘Yeah, just tonight. I deserve this much... Let’s just be the kind of asshole who jerks off with his mom’s underwear for tonight. I’ll get my head straight starting tomorrow.’
After a brief rationalization, I wrapped my cock in my mother’s damp panties and began to masturbate.
Squish— Slap—
“Hnnngh...!”
Was it someone who said that guilt and depravity are the best seasonings...?
I was just wrapping a piece of fabric around my cock and shaking it, but the pleasure was incomparable to anything I’d felt before. I used my left hand to cover my mouth to stifle the moans bursting out, while my right hand felt the texture of my mother’s panties as I stroked.
“Hnnngh...!”
Squish— Squish—
I barely managed to mask the filthy sounds with the noise of the shower, covering my mouth and shaking my hand while imagining my mother.
The effect of my mother’s underwear was incredible. Not even a minute had passed before my thighs began to tremble, and soon, that pleasure began to tickle my cock.
“Ugh...!”
Just as I was about to finish my forbidden masturbation in front of the bathroom door, the door swung open with a voice.
“Son~ You probably don’t have a towel, right? I’ll leave it here on the toilet...”
Splurt—
“Ah?”
“Huh?”
My mother had seen me head-on: naked in front of the bathroom door, left hand covering my mouth, right hand wrapped around my cock with her panties, in the middle of ejaculating.
They say there’s a basement beneath the floor, right? The true nightmare happened immediately after this.
“Ah, no!”
In my desperation, I hurriedly tried to pull off my mother’s panties and hide them behind my back.
It was a somewhat rational decision.
It’s not at all strange for a healthy 22-year-old man to masturbate in the bathroom at night. Of course, it’s a problem if you get caught, but it’s not that big of a deal. It’s similar to how you can easily find stories on online communities about people getting caught by their families while masturbating.
However, it’s a completely different story when a healthy 22-year-old man is caught masturbating with his mother’s panties wrapped around his cock while ejaculating. In this case, you aren’t just a healthy man; you become the world’s biggest piece of shit with a paraphilic disorder.
Even though it was a rational decision, this action brought about the worst possible result.
Once I pulled the panties away, my cock, having shed the restraints of the fabric and my right hand, began to thrash around like a fire hose that had lost control, spraying semen in every direction.
Splurt— Splurt— Splurt—
“Ughhh...”
In the midst of this, I couldn’t hold back the pleasure, and a moan that certified my disqualification as a human being escaped my lips.
“...”
“...”
After I finished ejaculating, silence hung in the air for over ten seconds.
As if it were a cruel twist of fate, the three bursts of semen I’d sprayed in my loss of control hit my mother with uncanny precision.
One hit her chest, one hit her knee, and the last one... hit her nose.
“...”
If I had the knife I use for entering Gates in my hand, I would have slit my own throat right then and there.
Every second felt like an hour.
“...”
It was my mother who spoke first.
“I thought you might be out of towels, so I’ll leave this here.”
My mother didn’t seem to care about the semen dripping from her nose or the semen splattered on her body—no, she just smiled awkwardly, as if this situation had never existed from the start, and left the towel behind.
It was a consideration as high as the sky.
She was doing it to consider my position... even for a piece of shit son like me.
But that action made me feel even more miserable.
After my mother left, I just slumped down on the bathroom floor.
Whether it knew the gravity of the situation or not, my cock began to stir again, perhaps stimulated by the sight of my mother in her alluring pajamas.
‘You son of a bitch!’
I struck my cock mercilessly with my fist.
“Ugh...!”
Pain washed over me.
“I’m sorry... I’m sorry... It’s not your fault...”
I whispered an apology to my cock and stroked it gently.
‘I should have just stayed alone at my old place...’
***
Knock-knock.
“Son~ Come out and eat~.”
“Ah... no, my stomach is a bit...”
“...Is that so? Should I buy you some medicine?”
“No, it’s fine.”
“Who does he think he is, a king or something... Why is he like that? Isn’t he just a jobless bum?”
“Jihyun, what kind of way is that to talk to your brother?”
“Mom, are you taking his side right now? It’s so annoying!”
The voice of my mother, who didn’t open the door to consider my feelings, and the voice of Yoon Jihyun, who was badmouthing me loud enough for me to hear... what a refreshing morning.
“Mom, I’m off to work~”
Until everyone left the house, I stayed under my blanket, drowning in self-loathing.
“Ahhh... Oh god, damn it...”
The conclusion I reached after staying up all night was simple.
First, I need to get out of this house.
I packed some clothes, left the house, and booked a motel near my home for two nights.
Then, I left a text for my mother.
『I think I need to go to the Hunter Association for a bit, so I’ll be away for about two days.』
The reply came immediately.
『Make sure you eat well and take care of yourself, okay?』
『It’s nothing dangerous, just a meeting. Don’t worry.』
Leaving the pathetic excuses behind, I entered the motel and forced myself to sleep to forget my shame.
***
The second night at the motel, late at night.
After much deliberation, I reached a rational conclusion, left the motel, and headed home.
That conclusion was—to go back home, perform a dogeza, and then move out.
I realized that running away would never end.
‘Let’s just end this by apologizing like a man, with dignity.’
It’s a bit cowardly, but I still have a final weapon left.
The so-called "I paid off your 430 million won!" strategy. Since she doesn’t seem to know I paid off the debt yet, if I push this, I can escape safely.
Thinking about various excuses to handle any situation, I arrived in front of my front door before I knew it.
‘Alright, let’s just get some sleep and start this before Mom goes to work tomorrow.’
Leaving my desperate resolve behind, I opened the door, and my mother was standing in the living room with a worried expression.
‘I’m fucked.’
“Son! You could have at least texted me to let me know you were coming. Did you eat?”
“Yes, I ate...”
The worst-case scenario I hadn’t accounted for had occurred.
“Um... that...”
“Suhyun, I have something to tell you. Shall we go to my room for a moment?”
“Yes? ...Ah, yes...”
‘Yeah, it’s just a matter of time. Let’s go into the room and apologize.’
After entering my mother’s room, she sat straight down on the bed and patted the spot next to her.
“Sit here.”
“Yes.”
“Suhyun...”
It was time.
“Yes...”
“By any chance...”
“...”
“Was it you who paid off Mom’s debt...?”
“Yes?”
I turned my head to look at my mother’s face. Her eyes were filled with tears, as if she were about to burst into sobs at any moment.
“Uh, don’t cry. It’s true that I paid it off. But, um... I didn’t look at it because I wanted to, it’s just that...”
My mother hugged me. It was so warm and cozy.
“I’m sorry, son... I told you I would protect you now, but even so... again...”
“It’s not like that. I did it because I wanted to. I’m family too... and since I’m the only man in the house, even if I’m not the head of the household, I thought it was right to protect you if I could...”
“I haven’t done anything for you, so how did you grow up to be so wonderful?”
As the atmosphere softened and sincere conversation flowed, all the worries I’d had for the past two days felt foolish.
“What do you mean you haven’t done anything? You gave birth to me so healthily, and I’m a Hunter because of you...”
“You’ve grown up so much, my son.”
“Actually... I came here because I wanted to apologize for what happened two nights ago.”
“What happened? Ah...”
My mother pulled away from my embrace.
“Suhyun... it’s natural for a man your age, so don’t dwell on it too much.”
“...Yes.”
To think it would be solved so easily; I realized once again how important conversation is.
“Son...”
“Yes?”
“But, by any chance, were you thinking of Mom when you did that...?”
“...”
“What nonsense am I saying... Mom said something unnecessary.”
I didn’t want to hide anything from my mother anymore.
“That’s right. Actually, it had been a long time since I’d seen you, and when I saw you the day you came to find me, the thought that you were an attractive and beautiful woman came to me before the thought that you were my mother. I shouldn’t have thought that, but I knew, and I made a mistake.”
“Eh?”
My mother began to ramble, with an expression I couldn’t tell was shame or embarrassment.
“So, really as a mother... no, no.”
“Yes, that’s right. That day wasn’t the first time either... I’m sorry. Really, I’ll head to my room now.”
The moment I stood up to leave the room, my mother grabbed my wrist.
“Suhyun... if that’s the case, won’t it keep bothering you in the future?”
“...”
“If... if you’re okay with it, should Mom do it for you with her hands?”
“Yes?”
I doubted my ears, wondering if I’d heard her correctly.
“No... Suhyun is a man in his prime, and if it keeps happening like that, Mom can help you out with her hands.”
“Yes?”
I doubted my ears once again.
“Since you’re Mom’s son, it’s a bit much to have that kind of relationship... but doing it with my hands should be... okay, right?”
“Yes?”
I doubted my ears for the last time.
“Is it too much of a burden after all? Before being a mother, this middle-aged woman...”
Thud—
No matter how much of a virgin loser I am who hasn’t even held a girl’s hand, I’m not such an idiot that I’d let this once-in-a-lifetime opportunity slip away.
I pulled down my pants and underwear right there.
“Oh my...”
I exposed my cock, which was harder than it had been that night, in front of my mother.
“...”
“...”
Only the sound of our breathing, which was growing rougher, and the sound of us swallowing saliva echoed in the room.
“Then, tell me if it hurts, okay?”
“Yes.”
Thank you, God.