A Pleasure I'd Never Known
"W-wait!!"
I shoved her away in a panic.
She was smiling.
"Why? Is my mouth-pussy not to your liking?"
Ah-rin's voice was brazen — something I had never once heard from her before.
"Why aren't you saying anything?"
It had been a purely unconscious reaction, born of sheer panic. Naturally, I couldn't think of a reason for what I'd just done. But I had to say something.
"I-it's just... putting something that dirty in your mouth..."
The result of letting any words out at all was a transparent excuse.
"You said it wasn't dirty a second ago."
"Th-that's true."
"Then I can keep going, right?"
That teasing, honeyed voice. Completely unlike the tomboyish way she'd always spoken. Hearing her say filthy things so casually in that voice made my heart pound so hard I thought I would lose my mind.
"No... I-it's not that I don't want to... uh..."
"Pffft!"
Ah-rin giggled as she watched me flounder, at a complete loss for how to answer.
"This is the first time I've ever seen you stammer like that, sunbae."
"Ah... r-really?"
I was mortified. I was the one who always told the staff to get their words in order before they spoke. That was my principle — it was how you earned a patient's trust. And now I'd gone and broken my own rule. How embarrassing.
"...Hehe. That look on your face, sunbae. It's cute."
The girl who'd always seemed like a gloomy little sister had become this seductive woman, toying with me however she pleased. I was the one being played with. Being on the receiving end, I ought to have been annoyed.
But why wasn't I?
It didn't feel bad.
More.
Even more.
Why was I thinking that?
"Hehe, teasing you is so much fun. Why did it take me this long to figure that out?"
She laughed with her eyes nearly shut. I looked at her. Baek Ah-rin was kneeling in front of me. It was a posture of submission — a look that said she would do anything for me. That angle gifted me an overwhelming sense of conquest.
"Why are you staring at me like that without saying a word?"
"No... I just... I was wondering if you'd always been this beautiful..."
"You went more than ten years without noticing even that?"
"That's all your fault."
"Why?"
Ah-rin puffed out her cheeks in a slight pout. Even that was adorable.
"Because you never showed it. You acted like you didn't care."
"...And it has nothing to do with you being completely oblivious?"
"Yeah, maybe that's it too."
I stroked her hair. The soft strands slipped between every joint of my palm.
"Your hands, sunbae... they're so big and warm..."
She pressed her face against my stomach. Her body, still burning, hadn't cooled at all. Far from it — it was boiling even hotter.
"Come to think of it... I don't even know why I hesitated for so long."
"What do you mean?"
"I never thought you'd be this hopeless with women, sunbae."
"..."
"I don't know what was broken inside me that made me hold back like that..."
Her hand found my cock again.
"That's right. I was scared."
Her hot palm began to gently massage my shaft, stroking slowly, steadily.
"What if things got worse than they already were? What if everyone left once they saw the real me?"
Her hand kept moving.
"Because of that fear, I wasted so much precious time."
The strokes grew firmer, faster, more insistent.
"And because that time was so precious, I won't hesitate anymore."
Then her hand suddenly squeezed down, wringing my cock. The pleasant sensation that had been climbing from her gentle touch toward my brain was instantly blocked by pain.
"H-hhk...! Th-that hurts!"
"So watch me, sunbae."
She brought her mouth to my impossibly swollen cock.
"Watch how hard I'll work to make you mine."
She took me into her mouth. My mind went blank. The tongue I'd felt against my own was now wrapping around my cock, licking the head in a slow, rhythmic motion.
"Mmmph... mmph... mmm..."
She gripped the base of my shaft and sucked on the head with devoted, painstaking care. Just putting it into words was obscene and stimulating beyond measure.
"Hhhmmph..."
It seemed like she was planning something. She suddenly stopped moving.
"Hmph...!"
Then she slowly began pushing my cock deeper into her mouth.
"Hey... what... what are you doing?"
Mine was, embarrassingly enough, thick and long. Pushing the whole thing into her mouth was close to impossible. It was possible, technically — but she'd have to take it down her throat. And that would be hard. The throat is built with a mechanism to expel anything that doesn't belong there. Anyone who's ever stuck a finger down their throat knows what happens. The gag reflex kicks in immediately. And that's just a finger. Something several times thicker going down? She wouldn't be able to take it. Ah-rin wouldn't actually try that... would she?
"Hhk... hhhk..."
Slowly, my cock was disappearing into Ah-rin's mouth. About halfway. She should have reached the limit of what her mouth could hold.
"Hhh... Ah-rin... that's enough... you can't... do that..."
She glared up at me.
"Mmmph... mmph...!"
I couldn't tell what she was saying with her mouth full of me, but one thing was crystal clear. The look in her eyes said, Why should I stop?
She started swallowing my cock again, gulp after gulp. The pace had slowed compared to before, but she kept taking me down.
"Hey... hey..."
Despite my flustered protests, she paid me no mind and did exactly what she'd set out to do. Seventy percent of my cock was inside her mouth.
It was a sensation I'd never felt in my life. Wet and warm. Her saliva served as a warm lubricant. Her teeth, grazing me ever so slightly, gave a curious sensation like the fine bones of a little fish eaten whole.
Gulp. Gulp. Gulp.
The head. Then I felt her uvula against the shaft. And then her esophagus beyond it. It was quite narrow, which meant a squeezing sensation — as if the folds of her throat and my cock had become one.
They said a woman's pussy that clung completely to a man's cock and delivered overwhelming stimulation was called a masterpiece. By that standard, her mouth — no, her throat — was a magnificent one.
"Ah..."
My face instantly started burning red. To think I'd have such a shameless... no, such a vulgar thought...! I must have been losing my mind.
"Mmmhmm..."
Watching the change in my face, she let out a satisfied laugh. Then she focused once more on swallowing the rest of me.
Gulp. Gulp. Gulp. Gulp.
The contractions of her esophagus, working to push my cock deeper inside, moved like a snake, every motion transmitting directly down the shaft. Each one stabbed into me like the stimulation of a hand around my cock.
"Ah... hhh... hhhk..."
Moans spilled from my mouth on their own.
"Mmm... mmmhmm..."
Watching me like that, she smiled with pure happiness. It was filthy. Obscene beyond reason. Something you'd only see in Japanese porn was happening right now between me and Ah-rin.
Until now, sex had been labor to me. A ritual for having children. A ritual for pleasing a family member. I hadn't enjoyed any of it. I'd been a machine for extracting semen, my every action controlled. That's why sex hadn't been enjoyable. I'd actually gotten more pleasure from masturbating to gangbang videos starring porn actresses who looked like my wife.
But now Ah-rin was teaching me the true pleasure of sex. Her plump, moist lips. Her teeth, firm yet with a youthful feel. Her impossibly soft tongue. Her esophagus, clinging tightly and moving as if it were alive.
"Hhhmm... hhhmmm..."
And her ragged breathing as she tried to swallow all of me. All the things that appeared in porn videos. All of it was happening right now, centered on me.
Gulp. Gulp.
Before I knew it, Ah-rin had swallowed close to ninety percent of my cock.
"Haaahk... haaaahk..."
The composure on her face was steadily fading. She was sweating. The breathing from her nose grew ragged. It was already incredible. I couldn't fathom how she'd pushed something this thick all the way into her esophagus without a single gag. Even this... had she practiced?
"Ah-rin... stop... that's... hhk... enough... you'll... hurt yourself... hhk...!"
Almost my entire cock was inside her mouth. Her lips. Her uvula. Her teeth. Her tongue. And even her esophagus. Mine is big. That's why my ex-wife had never been able to take all of it. One of her complaints had been that it was just too big — that it only hurt. So I'd never even imagined burying my entire cock somewhere. But right now, almost everything except the very base was inside Ah-rin's mouth.
"Haa... haa... this... this feeling..."
"Mmmph? Mmmph...!"
Watching my enraptured expression, she mumbled something, trying to speak. But I had no way of knowing what she was saying.
"Hhhhhk!"
A sudden plunge.
One hundred percent. All of it went in.
"Hhhk!!"
Maddening pleasure coiled around my entire cock.
"Nnnngh!!"
And then the pleasure began exploding inside my brain like a bombardment.
"Hhh... hhhuu..."
She looked like she was struggling. But she smiled with her eyes as she looked at me.
"Hhhuu... hnnngh...!"
She grabbed my thighs. And slowly began pulling me out of her mouth.
That's right. She was about to start pumping her head with my massive cock fully in her mouth, thrusting it in and out as if she were having sex.