69 with My Hikikomori Childhood Friend
About three days had passed since Seo Narae gave me that handjob.
I still couldn't shake the afterglow of that day, so I kept jerking off at home over and over.
This is having the opposite effect.
We'd compromised on a handjob as the condition for not having sex with the others, but learning that touch had backfired completely.
If even her hand felt this good, how incredible would her pussy be? That expectation alone was killing me.
More than anything, the forbidden thrill of crossing that line with a childhood friend only made me hornier.
A promise is a promise, so I have to hold back on actual sex…
But my cock was nowhere near satisfied. I was dying for another handjob like last time, yet Narae was buried in that group project she'd mentioned before and looked completely swamped.
Even trying desperately to fool myself with a fleshlight only made me crave the real feel of her pussy even more.
I was just sitting there, hand wrapped around my dick in pure frustration, when—
Bzzzt—
"Mm."
My phone vibrated on the desk. Someone had sent a message.
"…Dallae, huh."
Jin Dallae, another childhood friend the same age as me and Narae.
Judging by the tone, this probably wasn't about the sex talk from last time. Most of her DMs were work-related anyway.
Might as well go. Not like I've got anything better to do.
Now that I knew what Narae's hand felt like, jerking off with a fleshlight was a complete waste. Forcing out a load would just pile on more stress.
Better to calm myself down with some actual work.
I sent a casual reply, stuffed my hard cock into my underwear, and dug out some clothes to go out in.
After a quick prep I reached my destination.
We all lived in the same apartment complex, so it took less than three minutes.
I rang the bell right away to ask her to open up, but—
"You really ought to lock your door…"
She still didn't get how important that was. What if a burglar showed up?
Figuring she'd never listen anyway, I gave up fast, turned the handle, and stepped inside.
Click—
"Heyyo. You got here quick."

She greeted me half-heartedly from the couch, sprawled out like always in nothing but a white T-shirt and a single pair of panties, fiddling with her phone.
She's short, but damn if she doesn't fill out in all the right places.
Those pink panties were nowhere near big enough to cover her huge ass.
Which meant my eyes—hopelessly addicted to butts—were getting a free feast…
I seriously started wondering if my constant horniness was all because of this girl's ridiculously sexy body.
"So what am I here for today?"
I couldn't just keep staring at her ass forever, so I asked about the reason she'd called me over. I had a pretty good idea already, given that she'd summoned me like this.
"Mmm… come over here first."
She slowly sat up from the couch, scratched her thigh, and headed for the giant monitor in her room.
I followed and took in the ominous blue window filling the screen.
"…Blue screen?"
"Bingo~ Fix it for me, quick."
So it wasn't some big job after all—just a simple request to fix her computer.
Probably a driver update issue. Same thing had caused a blue screen last time.
It took about ten minutes to get the PC running again. Dallae looked satisfied, patted my head, and plopped her ass into the gaming chair.
"Yuseon's always so fast with this stuff. I almost couldn't upload today's video~"
For all her lazy vibes, Dallae ran a general gaming channel on YouTube.
Around 200,000 subscribers. Pretty successful as far as gaming YouTubers go.
She even streamed sometimes, so among our childhood friends she was easily the richest.
But as you could see, for a gaming YouTuber she was clueless about computers, so she dumped all the PC setup and maintenance on me. Managing comments and streams as her manager was just a bonus.
If I'm being honest, it felt more like she was throwing me a bone after I dropped out of college and started living like a NEET.
I also worked part-time at the convenience store Narae's dad ran, so pocket money wasn't an issue.
Eventually I'll need a real job, though.
If Dallae ever blew up into a mega-YouTuber and I could coast through life as her exclusive manager, that'd be the dream. Fat chance of that happening, though.
"Alright, I'm heading out. Good luck."
I gave her a little wave and turned to leave—
"Huh? We're not having sex?"
"…What?"
Why the hell was the word "sex" dropping out of nowhere at a time like this? I stopped and looked back.
"You said last time you wanted to fuck us. That's part of why I called you over."
"……"
Right—none of them knew the situation yet. No reason to hide it, so I spilled everything: how Narae had offered a handjob on the condition of no sex, and how that had only made my craving for the real thing even worse.
"Hmm. No wonder you went quiet after that. Sounds exactly like something Narae would do."
"And meanwhile you're prancing around in just panties, shaking that ass at me—how do you think I feel?"
"O-oh… when you put it like that, I kinda feel bad."
Right this second, my childhood friend in nothing but panties had my cock one twitch away from exploding.
"No wonder you kept staring at my butt. Sexually frustrated, huh?"
"…How'd you know?"
"Girls notice stares. You've been an ass man since we were kids."
So she'd known I was ogling her the whole time and still acted completely chill?
Having my sexual preferences read so easily was even more annoying.
"Ah, I just got a great idea."
She said it while teasingly sticking out that fat ass, the thin panties stretched tight over it, and started swaying it slowly side to side.
"Well? Getting hard?"
"N-not really? I've seen plenty of this in porn."
Truth was, I wanted to rip those panties off right now, grind my cock against that ass, and dump a load all over it.
Had she always been this hot? I barely used to notice before…
"Anyway, I'm going home to jerk off, so quit blocking me and let me leave."
"Ehh~ I wanna see Yuseon's dick too."
"No, we really can't have sex."
I might be shameless, but I wasn't about to break a promise with a friend just because I was horny.
No condoms either—if she got pregnant we'd both be bowing our heads into the floor in front of our parents.
I wanted it just as bad, but I had to grit my teeth and turn it down here.
"As long as we don't have actual sex, right? Then we can just do this."
"Huh?"
Suddenly she yanked her top off in one smooth motion and started stripping everything else, piece by piece.
Remembering how I'd only gotten to see Narae's tits while she was jacking me off made this feel almost unfair.
No—this is still incredible.
Tits every bit as massive as Narae's, plus a pussy split in a perfect W-shape.
And the sheer taboo of seeing my childhood friend—now a full-grown woman—completely naked only made my cock stand even stiffer—
"Okay. Lie flat on the bed."
"R-right."
I did as she said, hesitantly settling onto the bed, and a fantasy-level view filled my vision.
Just a slight tilt of my head and there it was: that huge ass, and nestled between the cheeks a tiny hole split in a clean I-shape.
My first real look at a woman's pussy and asshole. And true to her hikikomori lifestyle, it was a pristine, glowing pink that defied description.
"Ah—this is that 69 thing I've only heard about…"
69. The position where a guy and a girl pleasure each other's genitals at the same time.
This definitely wasn't sex, so even if Narae found out she couldn't really complain.
"You're quick on the uptake. Alright, I'm peeling these off too~"
Before I could answer she yanked my pants and underwear down in one go, freeing my rock-hard cock.
"Whoa… I figured from the tent in your pants, but damn, I didn't think it'd be this big."
She was gawking just like me, so we were clearly on the same wavelength.
"I can do whatever I want with this, right? In exchange you can touch my pussy."
"…Do whatever you want."
I had zero right to refuse.
After all, the sight of my childhood friend's pussy had given my cock the most intense surge of life it had ever felt, standing rigid and throbbing.