Getting a Blowjob at a Friend's House
“HSDD is… like a curse.”
Her voice was raw with old wounds.
“People treat it the same way they treat inverted nipples—as a bad omen. A body that’s female, yet missing a woman’s most essential instinct… sexual desire. They call us defective goods. That’s how everyone sees it.”
“Without desire, you can’t fit in with other girls. You can’t join the conversations they have every day—about guys, about masturbation, about sex. To them I’m nothing more than a doll that can’t feel anything. So… I’ve been alone since I was little.”
Subin told me about the days right after she entered elementary school.
Back then she had exactly one friend. Trusting her, Subin confided the secret that she had HSDD.
The very next day the rumor was everywhere at school.
Han Subin? She’s a stone woman.
No wonder she always seemed cold. They say she has zero interest in boys.
Poor thing. Born a girl and everything…
Behind the pity hid contempt and scorn. Her classmates began openly avoiding her, as if misfortune itself might rub off on them if they touched her.
At lunch she always ate alone. Walking down the hallway she had to listen to the whispers at her back.
Even that one friend turned her face away so she could join the other children’s circle.
“That was when I realized it. In this world… someone like me doesn’t deserve to be loved. I’m going to have to live my whole life without friends…”
At last a single tear slipped from Subin’s eye. It fell onto the table and left a damp mark.
I couldn’t find a single word to say.
Anger at the absurdity of this world boiled up inside me. The weight of the pain a little girl had been forced to carry simply because her desire was a little lower than average pressed down heavily on me.
“That’s why when you became my friend, Sihyuk… I was so happy.”
Subin wiped her tears and looked up at me. Her wet eyes were full of desperate longing.
“You knew I had almost no sexual desire and you still didn’t look at me like I was strange. You protected me instead. If you hadn’t been there back then, I probably… really would have died.”
I quietly pulled Subin into my arms. Her small body felt so fragile.
“It’s okay.”
I patted her back as I spoke.
“You’re not the strange one. This world is.”
At my words Subin’s shoulders began to shake even harder.
She buried her face in my chest and finally let out the sobs she had been holding back for so long.
For a while the only sound was her crying—grief and the relief of finally speaking the truth all tangled together.
“I don’t think HSDD is weird at all. If anything I liked that you were different from the other girls. So you don’t have to feel anxious around me.”
I felt the tight tension leave Subin’s body.
“Even after losing your memories… you’re still my Sihyuk…”
I gently wiped her tears away with my thumb. In that moment our eyes met.
Those emerald irises, wet with tears, sparkled like jewels.
I momentarily lost my words at the sight of her beautiful face. Wet lashes, cherry-red lips slightly parted. She was cute. She was lovely.
And from deep in my chest a strange, powerful sense of intimacy welled up, as if I had known her for a very long time.
My mind had forgotten, but my body still remembered Subin.
She simply gazed up at me with those wet eyes, saying nothing.
In that gaze was gratitude and relief—and the purest, deepest affection a woman can feel for a man.
Love.
A strange, sweet atmosphere slowly wrapped itself around us.
Everything seemed to move in slow motion. Subin lifted a trembling hand and laid her small, cold palm over mine.
The instant that fragile warmth touched the back of my hand, I could no longer hold back. I brought my face close to hers.
Chup.
At first it was only a light kiss—soft and sweet.
Subin’s body flinched faintly in surprise, but she didn’t push me away. Instead she gently closed her eyes.
Encouraged by that, I began to explore her lips more deeply.
When our tongues met I tasted the sweetness of orange juice mixed with a scent that belonged only to her.
It was an innocent kiss.
I don’t know how long it lasted. Reluctantly we parted, lips leaving each other with a soft sound.
Only then did I realize what I had done and panic set in. But in that same moment Subin grabbed the front of my shirt and pulled me back.
This time she initiated it. Her courageous kiss was far more aggressive than before.
Her tongue slipped into my mouth and wrapped around mine.
Watching Subin earnestly move her tongue without really knowing how to kiss was adorable.
When we finally broke apart again, Subin was breathing hard, as if she could no longer contain the feelings overflowing inside her. She poured out her heart.
“I only ever had you and Chaerin. Only the two of you ever treated me like a person. Thanks to that… I was able to keep living.”
“I know you don’t see me as a woman. I know you only think of me as a friend. But… but after kissing you for the first time, I don’t think I can hold my feelings back anymore. Sihyuk, listen…!”
Just as Subin was about to confess, the sound of Chaerin’s footsteps came from the hallway.
We both jumped as if spring-loaded and hurriedly pulled apart.
Chaerin returned from the bathroom, took one look at the two of us frozen in awkwardness and the strange atmosphere filling the living room, and furrowed her brow.
“What were you two doing? Why’s the vibe so weird?”
At Chaerin’s question Subin flushed bright red and stood up.
“I-I’m going to the bathroom too…!”
As Subin fled, Chaerin immediately latched onto my side and pressed me for answers.
“Something really happened, didn’t it? Spit it out.”
The moment Chaerin’s body pressed against mine, the erection that had already been raging from the kiss with Subin grew painfully hard.
It was an honest reaction that made me feel guilty toward Subin, whom I had just been kissing so sweetly.
I hastily stood up and pretended to look around the living room, putting distance between us.
“It’s nothing. I just asked her about HSDD.”
“Hmm…”
Chaerin didn’t drop her suspicious gaze, but then her eyes drifted down to the front of my pants and the corner of her mouth curled up.
“You’re rock-hard in someone else’s house. Want me to give you some sexual processing?”
She said it in the most casual tone imaginable, as if she were asking whether she should make dinner.
My head was still foggy from the sudden kiss with Subin; I didn’t even have time to process the meaning of her words before I reflexively nodded.
“Yeah.”
Oh no.
The second the word left my mouth I realized what a mistake I had made. But it was already too late.
The instant my answer finished, Chaerin casually pulled her top up a little and dropped to her knees right in front of me.
With practiced hands she undid the buckle of my pants and pulled down the zipper.
The way she yanked my underwear down in one smooth motion was so natural and swift it looked like she had been practicing in secret.
“Wait, Chaerin! This is the living room!”
I tried to stop her in a panic, but my words had no effect whatsoever.
In an instant my cock sprang free, already fully erect, and Chaerin seized it.
Chuuup!
“……!”
The wet heat of a woman’s mouth swallowed my entire length in one go.
Just moments ago Subin’s mouth had been sucking on my tongue; now Chaerin was sucking my cock.
My mind spun.
This wasn’t our house. It was someone else’s house—the living room of the friend who had just shared her first kiss with me in a tender atmosphere, Subin’s living room.
And Subin, who had gone to the bathroom, could come back at any second.
In that extreme tension my twin little sister was greedily sucking me off.
“Hnnph, churp…! Sllrp…!”
Chaerin’s technique had improved to a shocking degree.
There was no trace left of the clumsy tongue movements from before.
She wrapped her soft lips around the shaft and used her hot tongue to obsessively lick up the head.
With just a blowjob she made my lower abdomen tingle.
I should tell her to stop…
This was insane. I needed to push Chaerin away right now and end this ridiculous situation.
But my body was honest. The melting pleasure in my lower half raced up my spine and spread through my entire body, neutralizing every last scrap of resistance.
The forbidden thrill of doing it in someone else’s living room, the time attack until Subin returned, and the sight of my twin sister looking up at me while obscenely working her tongue—
All of it mixed together into a pleasure I had never tasted before.
In the end I surrendered.
“…Just until Subin comes back.”
The moment permission left my mouth, Chaerin’s movements grew even bolder and more shameless.
“Nngh, chloop… chloooop…!”
She made satisfied little sounds as she swallowed me even deeper.
While she sucked she used her free hand to gently stroke the sensitive skin of my inner thighs.
That tiny stimulus made me realize all over again just how sensitive the muscles around my cock were.
It felt like every nerve in my body was concentrating around my dick.
Caught in the dangerous, thrilling pleasure of feeling like some kind of exhibitionist, I panted for breath.
Low moans escaped me under Chaerin’s devoted oral service.
“Haa… Chaerin…”
And then I made a mistake.
I had sunk so deep into the pleasure that I completely failed to hear the sound of Subin returning.
“Huh?”
Subin’s slightly startled voice.
I jerked my head up in shock and locked eyes with Subin, who had frozen in the entrance to the living room.
And Subin saw it.
In the middle of her own living room, the boy she had just shared her first kiss with was exposed, and his twin sister was greedily sucking his cock.
She witnessed the shocking scene with her own eyes.