Chapter 88: Over-the-Top Internet Broadcasting (3)
Chapter 88: Over-the-Top Internet Broadcasting (3)
‘Masturbate… right now…?’
I swallowed hard without even realizing it. Was this actually happening? Or was my delusion just getting worse?
But this was undeniably reality. The donation message was a total curveball, demanding I expose my chest to the cam and masturbate. It was written right there in plain English—well, Korean.
The donor’s demand seemed like a total escalation to the other viewers.
And honestly, it made sense they’d feel that way. Up until now, the donations asking me to do lewd things had all stayed within a certain level of moderation. They teased me with dirty jokes, tap-dancing right on the edge of the line.
‘Because I was the one sending all of them.’
A person knows their own limits best. And those donations were nowhere near crossing the line I had drawn in my mind.
However, I hadn't ramped up the intensity that quickly when I was sending donations to myself. It felt a bit embarrassing to be the one playing both the drummer and the dancer, asking myself for reactions—but more than anything, it just wasn't that hot.
Think about it. If I just stripped naked and started masturbating the moment I got a thousand won, it might be hot for a second, but I’d be no different from the countless other perverts scattered across the internet.
My goal was to craft the persona of a female streamer who was slowly, but not too slowly, falling into corruption. In that sense, this massive donation had arrived at the perfect time.
‘One zero, two, three, four….’
Setting the content of the donation aside, my eyes widened at the sheer amount: 100,000 won. Who the hell was this person to suddenly drop that much money?
Of course, considering what I made from my hero activities, 100,000 won wasn't a huge sum. But receiving it directly from someone else made it feel strangely heavy.
“Ahem.”
I acted surprised while glancing at the chat, which was already buzzing with a subtle sense of anticipation.
“Everyone, don’t be too hard on them. This is the first time someone has donated such a large amount. Thank you so much for the 100,000 won!”
Gratitude for the donation first, regardless of the request. But the chat was still a mess.
While some viewers were siding with the donor—the "100k Guy"—and trying to sway the room into thinking I should fulfill the request, others were genuinely worried about me.
[Anonymous has donated 1,000 won!]
[He looks like the type to record this and use it to promote some adult site. Absolutely do NOT do it.]
People were reacting so seriously that they were even using donations—which had been non-existent until now, except for my self-donations and the 100k drop—to voice their concerns.
But I knew better. I remembered every single nickname currently typing in a worried tone.
It was just that this specific request crossed the line a bit too much. When I was building up a lewd atmosphere with my own self-donations, these were the same guys who were all "ehehehe"-ing and loving every second of it.
‘If the lewd acts I’ve shown on stream so far were at a level 2, then what the 100k Guy is asking for is about a level 5.’
The psychology of the other viewers was simple. They’d rather keep seeing level 2 lewdness consistently than see level 5 once and lose the stream forever. If they hated lewd stuff to begin with, they wouldn't even be here.
The solution for them was simple. I just had to give them a way to keep watching even if I got banned.
“Banned…? But why does a ban matter?”
At my feigned innocent question, the chat exploded.
It was a reasonable reaction, but the sheer intensity of the chat was hard to believe for a "small-fry" stream with barely double-digit viewers.
I hid a smile behind my mask and continued.
“I mean… even if I get banned, it won’t be a permaban, right? It’ll be lifted in a few days. And if you can’t wait that long… well, it’s not like this is the only streaming platform out there.”
Mentioning a platform move was part of the plan from the very beginning.
Since I had committed to the concept of a slowly corrupting cam girl, I planned to start on a mainstream gaming platform and gradually descend into the "underground" sites.
The "Gorani TV" the viewers were mentioning was a platform specializing in adult broadcasts. There, I could stream without worrying about the level of exposure at all. I had originally thought about starting there, but I changed my plan because the "corruption" concept seemed more fun.
“You don’t have to worry too much. It’s not like I’m showing my face. I’m just showing a little skin, that’s all.”
As I started to lift my shirt, a thought suddenly occurred to me. Was this what true "pleasure without responsibility" felt like?
When I enjoyed defeat play as Magical Girl Floss, I always carried the tension that I might be ruined if someone found out I was losing on purpose. Especially when there were eyes on me, my heart would pound so hard I thought it might explode.
On the other hand, when I enjoyed defeat play as the civilian Do Min-jeong, I relished the anxiety that my secret identity as Magical Girl Floss might be exposed, leading to my total downfall. The double life of a transforming hero is always a popular trope, after all.
But this…
‘There’s absolutely no risk at all ♡’
I wasn't showing my face, only my body and voice. There was no way anyone among these dozens of viewers could figure out my real identity from just these clues.
…Absolutely no way. I’m emphasizing this because it’s important.
That’s why I could enjoy it with a clear mind. This situation, full of a sense of depravity, where I was ruining myself by showing my lewd side to a crowd of people whose names and faces I didn't even know.
“So, the conclusion is… the 100,000 won reaction starts nowww ♡”
The grand opening. I lifted my top and revealed my watermelon-sized tits.
As I unclipped my bra and exposed my perfectly sized, beautiful areolas and cute pink nipples, the chat erupted in awe.
But I knew. I knew the chat speed would soon start to slow down.
‘Because everyone’s hands are going to be busy.’
Too busy to even bother with the keyboard.
“Pfft, what’s with that tone? You sound like a grandpa.”
I let out a giggle and pulled my legs up onto the chair. If I spread them while they were down, the angle would be too low for the cam to catch it properly.
With my legs pulled up and spread wide, and my body leaning back, my crotch was clearly captured by the cam. My white panties, already damp and soaked through with leaking fluid, were broadcast directly to the viewers' monitors and phones.
I wondered how many people had just hit the screenshot key. Was anyone recording this right now?
“Just so you know, I’m not leaving a VOD for today’s stream… okay?”
After giving them a kind, direct warning so they wouldn't forget to save the video themselves, I began the self-stimulation in earnest.
“Haa-ah…!”
As I squeezed my own breasts tight, the way they squished under my hands was broadcast live. I glanced at my other monitor to check the live feed, using it like a mirror to watch myself.
“Hngh ♡ My breasts are… sensitive… I don’t look too ugly on screen, do I…?”
My nipples gradually grew hard and swollen. The more I kneaded my breasts, the more my arousal spiked. Even without touching myself down there, I could see the pussy juice dripping steadily.
As the chat slowed down noticeably, my hand naturally drifted toward my crotch. Since the sexual pleasure from reading the chat was fading, I tried to make up for it by teasing my pussy directly.
Touching my pussy—the most sensitive part of my body, already dripping and fully aroused—was the best way to feel good.
[Invisible has donated 100,000 won!]
Right then, the viewer who had sent the 100k sent another donation message.
[Pussy forbidden.]
At the command delivered by the awkward electronic voice, I froze in place.
“I… I can’t touch it?”
Who was this person? Who were they to drop 100,000 won as easily as a basic 1,000 won donation?
Setting those questions aside, my lower abdomen was throbbing. It was as if it were begging me to pinch my clitoris, to shove my fingers inside and make squelching noises.
[Invisible has donated 100,000 won!]
[Don’t touch your pussy. Just rub your breasts and cum.]
But I was forbidden. And there was no loophole. I had to reach climax using only my breasts.
Maybe if it were a man’s hands roughly handling me, it would be different, but I had never reached an orgasm just by touching my own breasts with these small, weak hands. At least, not in my memory.
Furthermore, the sexual excitement I was feeling from the depravity of the situation wasn't quite as intense as what I felt when I was actually being violated in real life in my magical girl form.
It was even less than when I was taken by the Invisible Man or the basketball club members as the civilian Do Min-jeong. It just felt "hotter" than masturbating alone in my room.
‘After all, it’s true that being confronted and taken right in front of my eyes is the most tense and nerve-wracking thing.’
[Invisible has donated 100,000 won!]
However, the mysterious viewer named Invisible sent another donation as if to shatter that notion. Was he actually insane? The total amount was already over 400,000 won.
[You can imagine whatever you want.]
The moment I heard Invisible’s message in that awkward mechanical voice, I felt something surge up from deep inside. It felt as if it wasn't "my hands" touching "my breasts" anymore.
“H-huu, hngh, ahhh…! ♡”
With that one sentence—that I could imagine whatever I wanted—my imagination broke its tether and ran wild. It was as if a seal had been released.
Absurd delusions flooded my mind incessantly: dozens of viewers appearing as phantoms to rub their dicks haphazardly against my massive breasts, or tormenting my nipples and areolas by poking them with their cocks.
“N-nooo ♡ Hngh…! Ahh…!! My nipples are… so sensitive… but they’re being pressed so hard… ♡ I’m gonna cum…!!”
With my breasts as the epicenter, an earthquake of slutty pleasure spread through my entire body. With the "side dish" of my delusions added in, just kneading my breasts and fiddling with my nipples was enough to bring me to a climax.
“Haa, haaa… ♡”
When I came to my senses, the seat of my chair was soaking wet. Seeing how the area beneath my crotch was especially drenched, it seemed I had let out a powerful spray of pussy juice as I climaxed without realizing it.
‘It’s true. I actually came just from my breasts….’
My eyes were unfocused, and my mouth hung open. I just breathed heavily, savoring the afterglow of the orgasm.
Meanwhile, the chat, which had been frozen for a while, started moving again.
The messages trickled in slowly, one by one, right after I had rolled my eyes back and finished. It was so transparent what everyone had been doing that I almost burst out laughing.
“Hehe… that was supposed to be a 100,000 won reaction, but somehow it turned into 400,000 won… what should I do… ♡”
I threw out a hint because I wanted to keep masturbating a bit more. However, the mysterious viewer Invisible didn't seem to want to just see the same masturbation four more times.
[Invisible has donated 1,000,000 won!]
[That’s enough for today. Next time, masturbate in a Magical Girl Floss cosplay outfit.]
……Huh?
My body went stiff. A million won? No, before that, what did he say about the outfit?
If I had frozen earlier at the "pussy forbidden" command, now I felt like I had turned into a solid block of stone.
‘A Magical Girl Floss cosplay.’
Did he say that on purpose? Or was it just a coincidence?
‘The nickname… Invisible? What does it mean? I don’t know….’
I decided not to overthink it for now. It was probably simple logic. Since I’d been exposed in the media so much lately, my fan base had grown, and this was just a request that came with it.
…That’s what I chose to believe.
“T-then, I’ll prepare the cosplay for next time, and for today, I’ll just….”
Since I’d only done about 100,000 won worth of reactions, should I show 300,000 won more? Or since Invisible said "that's enough for today," could I just end the stream here?
Fortunately, I didn't have to worry about that for long.
[You have been suspended for 3 days due to policy violations. Repeated violations may lead to a permanent ban.]
…Because the streaming platform kindly issued a suspension for me.
