Chapter 328: Bread and Dagger (26)[R-18]
Chapter 328: Bread and Dagger (26)[R-18]
Senior Delphine’s breathing was ragged. A look of unmistakable pleasure dwelled within her eyes.
The evidence was clear.
Senior Delphine was obviously aroused right now.
She was enjoying the situation—rebelling against me, being punished, and being forced into submission.
This was exactly why I was deliberately playing the villain.
As Senior Delphine collapsed forward, her buttocks were thrust upward, offering a perfect target. I didn’t miss the opportunity and brought my hand down again with a sharp smack against her flesh.
It didn’t end with just one.
While Senior Delphine was startled and trying to readjust her posture, I struck her several more times. Eventually, with a wet slap, a few droplets of liquid even sprayed out.
It was her arousal fluid.
“Hng, ah?! Ah, ng, ugh?!”
How long had I been striking her like that, urging her on?
In the end, Senior Delphine managed to strip the shirt off my body.
When it came time to remove my lower garments, I deliberately ordered her to face her backside toward me.
Senior Delphine turned her eyes toward me, a mixture of fear and anticipation swirling within them.
It was impossible for her to resist me.
While she undid my belt with trembling hands and pulled down my trousers, she had to endure being struck on her rear, her shameful parts exposed the entire time.
I even tried sliding a finger into Senior Delphine’s drenched crack.
A warm, slippery sensation greeted me. That delicate flesh swallowed my finger with a sense of fullness.
Watching that crevice endlessly weeping fluid, I realized it.
This is the place.
As if to prove it, every time I slid my finger in and out, a different kind of moan escaped Senior Delphine’s lips.
“Ahng, ugh, hng….”
It was a sweeter moan, laced with a nasal tone.
I killed time by toyed with every corner of Senior Delphine’s private parts or smacking her buttocks. It was shortly after that Senior Delphine finally managed to strip off my underwear as well.
My member, finally liberated from its confinement, felt the cool air against its skin.
Since it was my first time showing it to a woman, I honestly felt a bit embarrassed.
However, I had no intention of acting like a coward now.
The same likely applied to Senior Delphine. Even so, her eyes went wide with shock.
For a moment, even her leaking moans came to a halt.
Senior Delphine cautiously traced my length with her finger.
“It’s… it’s big….”
It was a surprisingly cute observation.
I suppose that’s how virgins usually reacted, no matter how much they tried to act tough.
I, too, was reaching the limit of my self-control.
I gave Senior Delphine’s flushed buttocks one last smack.
“Agh?!”
As Senior Delphine’s back arched from the sting, I grabbed her waist and pulled, reversing our positions.
Once again, Senior Delphine was lying beneath me, and I was hovering over her.
Since it was the first time for both of us, neither of us knew exactly what to do.
For now, I decided to follow my instincts and simply cover her body with mine.
As the tip of my member brushed against her crack, a faint moan escaped Senior Delphine’s mouth.
“Hnggg….”
Her breathing became rougher than ever before.
Senior Delphine’s wide, rounded eyes stared blankly at my member, as if she were mesmerized by the hot, pulsing organ of a man.
I made one final declaration.
“…I’m going in?”
But that single sentence awakened a final shred of guilt within me.
Reto’s words kept echoing in my mind.
The story of how he had never felt so empty and hollow as he did after failing to overcome his desires.
Was I living a life no different from his?
Would this regret become my burden to bear as well?
Reason suddenly flooded back into my mind.
My head went white, as if I had been drunk and suddenly stepped into a cold breeze. While I hesitated, Senior Delphine gulped and nodded.
“Y-yes….”
It was hard to gauge Senior Delphine’s true feelings as she said that.
Why had Senior Delphine suddenly asked to spend the night with me?
She said she wanted to forget everything.
Even as I thought, Just for a reason like that? I slowly lowered my hips.
My member slid around, struggling to find its place. I hadn’t realized it when I was using my fingers, but now that it was time for the real thing, the positioning felt awkward.
It was then that Senior Delphine’s face caught my eye.
“Haa, haa….”
Senior Delphine was repeatedly taking deep breaths, looking almost pitiful. I could tell just by looking at her stiffened body.
She was afraid.
Her trembling pupils bore witness to just how vulnerable she had become.
And so, I couldn't help but waver.
Desire or reason?
In truth, I wasn't in a position to judge anyone else.
I was a coward.
I didn't have the courage to hurt someone just to gain a pleasure I couldn't take responsibility for.
In the end, biting my lip, I roughly threw myself onto the bed.
Right next to Senior Delphine.
Startled, Senior Delphine looked at me.
I placed my arm over my forehead and let out a long sigh.
“Senior Delphine… let’s stop.”
It was a confession heavy with exhaustion.
Senior Delphine’s blood-red eyes were still filled with confusion. I had no choice but to explain myself quietly.
“I know you’ve been having a hard time lately. Things have probably been even tougher than I realize… but even so, you don’t need to sacrifice your first time for this.”
“I….”
“Do you love me?”
Before Senior Delphine could even open her mouth, I asked her with a serious expression.
It was a question that would have been a ridiculous joke in broad daylight.
But right now, it was more necessary than ever.
A look of turmoil clouded Senior Delphine’s eyes.
I tried to persuade her again, my voice laced with a sigh.
“I don’t know either. Whether I actually like you, or if I’m just giving in to my lust… we shouldn't be doing this if we aren't sure about each other.”
“…But I want this?”
“Yes, even if you want it.”
Our gazes finally met on equal ground.
For the sake of Senior Delphine, who was still looking at me with conflicted eyes, I forced a faint smile.
“You are precious, Senior. You shouldn't do this with just anyone just because you want to escape a harsh reality.”
It was an undeniable truth.
Senior Delphine kept her mouth shut and remained silent for a long while.
She seemed lost in thought. I decided to stay by her side until she could sort out her feelings.
However, because she looked a bit lonely, I simply stroked her hair a few times.
Come to think of it, it had been dangerous.
There were several other women I had touched besides Senior Delphine.
The Saintess, for example, or Senior Elsie.
Until now, I had brushed it off as a mistake, but after Senior Elsie’s confession, my perspective had shifted slightly.
From now on, excuses like "it was a joke" or "it was an accident" wouldn't work.
If I went all the way, I had to take responsibility.
In the Saintess’s case, I had even defiled that holy body with my hands. Thinking back, it was a crime I deserved divine punishment for.
Still, it had been an irresistible temptation.
When she puffed out those ‘Pouches of Divine Power’ so proudly, how could I not touch them?
The sensation had been just as magnificent as smacking Senior Delphine’s buttocks.
I felt like total trash, lying next to a woman I was just about to sleep with while reminiscing about the feel of another woman’s breasts.
Above all, I hadn't even given a proper answer to Senior Elsie’s confession yet.
It would be shameful to impulsively spend the night with Senior Delphine.
I was glad I managed to stop at the last second.
If my reason hadn't returned, there was no telling what my still-aroused member might have done.
As I was lost in these various thoughts, trying my best to look away from Senior Delphine’s naked body, she finally spoke.
“…You’re right. I wanted to run away.”
My eyes flickered toward her.
Senior Delphine had a somewhat bitter expression on her face.
“I guess I’m a woman too. Maybe I wanted to lean on a strong man to get through this difficult reality. You’re the only man stronger than me, Master.”
“The Elder Sword Duke would laugh if he heard that.”
“No, no matter what anyone says, for me, there’s only you. So, I’m not the kind of woman who would throw herself at just anyone… only you.”
As she said that, Senior Delphine gave a faint, lingering smile.
She really had a knack for making a man’s heart race.
I averted my gaze slightly to hide the sound of my heart, which had begun to pound again. Whether she noticed my feelings or not, Senior Delphine simply continued her quiet confession.
“I’m sorry, Master. For making you go along with my stubbornness….”
“No. I mean, I enjoyed it too.”
I made a rather bashful admission and tried to sit up.
There was no point in staying any longer. It would only lead to useless misunderstandings the next day.
It was only normal to leave the bedroom now.
Yes, it was normal, but…
Whoosh. My body was suddenly pulled back down. Before I knew it, Senior Delphine was on top of me again.
Both of us were still naked.
Senior Delphine rubbed her private parts against my groin.
The strength with which she pinned my shoulders was formidable.
It meant she was using mana. Compared to Senior Delphine, who had even bloomed her Aura, my physical strength was bound to be weaker.
Startled, I cried out.
“Se-Senior Delphine! What are you doing…!”
“I told you I was sorry, didn't I?”
With eyes shimmering with desire, Senior Delphine rubbed her crotch over my member. My length became thoroughly drenched in her arousal fluid.
A faint moan escaped my lips, and Senior Delphine let out a sweet sound.
“You got me this worked up… you made me this wet, and now you’re just going to leave?! Are you crazy?!”
This was bad.
It seemed I wasn't the only one who had become a slave to desire.
With an overtly aroused expression, Senior Delphine was struggling with all her might to somehow get my member inside her.
Though, being a virgin, she hadn't had much success yet.
Even so, it was only a matter of time.
I shouted in even greater alarm.
“Senior Delphine, get a hold of yourself! You’re a virgin…!”
And then, thump—the sensation of piercing through something.
It happened in an instant.
The inside of a woman who was completely drenched was incredibly slippery. The warm pressure became a strange, new stimulus that surged up my spine.
I could only stare at Senior Delphine with a dazed expression.
Despite the faint moan of pain from the deflowering, Senior Delphine wore the smile of a victor.
“…Not anymore, I’m not.”
This woman, seriously.
Feeling a surge of emotion beyond mere absurdity, I pulled Senior Delphine into an embrace and threw her onto the bed. Since things had already come to this, there was no helping it.
A low warning escaped through my gritted teeth.
“You’d better be prepared, Senior Delphine.”
Even so, Senior Delphine only let out a small cry.
“Kyaa.”
She gave me a playful wink.
Tonight, I would make sure she couldn't even moan properly.
With that resolve, I overlapped my body with Senior Delphine’s.
It was finally time for the real thing.