Chapter 21
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Translator: penny
Chapter: 21
Chapter Title: Dance Midterm Evaluation (7)
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This had its own kind of romance, maybe...
"......"
To anyone else, we'd look like a bunch of total lunatics.
But isn't that what romance is all about?
Doing some pointless stuff, pulling off a few crazy stunts...
"Ah, fuck. Never thought I'd be stepping out for a smoke right after sex."
"It's not like you own the place outright. Paying monthly rent for a one-room means you smoke outside at least, you dumbass."
"Fuckin' nag. Here."
"Thanks. Light too."
"Here."
"Good."
Hiss.
I stood side by side with Han Nam-do, gazing out beyond the rooftop edge as I took a deep, satisfying drag from my cigarette.
No illusion about it—this shit tasted goddamn good.
"Hey."
"What."
I called out to Han Nam-do.
Chatting over smokes is the rule, right?
"Were you always this much of a piece of trash?"
"What the hell kinda nonsense is that?"
"Did you live like this even when you were active as an idol?"
"Bullshit. You really know jack shit about this industry, don't you? No time for that crap, you crazy bitch. And you sure as hell shouldn't."
"Yeah?"
"Yeah. Once you're famous, it's not a joke—you gotta watch how you even breathe. Who knows who's watching from where. Plus, every psycho under the sun latches on... Tsk."
"Must be fuckin' stressful."
"Sometimes I wanna grab any random passerby and beat 'em half to death."
"Even fans?"
"Fans... Tsk, nah."
Han Nam-do spoke as he inhaled smoke deep into his lungs.
"Money's not what keeps you going through that shitty life. Sure, at first you might stick it out for the cash. But midway, it's the pure fans cheering you on that let you keep at it."
"So why's a guy like that living like this now?"
"Why do you keep asking that shit? Just fuck... got a bit arrogant, team drama, scandals piling up, and naturally got weeded out."
"Weeded out till you ended up here?"
"Yeah, teaching dance lessons at Purem Entertainment—doesn't that say it all? Hah, whatever. You wouldn't get it anyway."
"I get it a little."
I meant it.
Life's like... what?
People on top, whether they want to or not, naturally strive to look better.
But when life starts circling the drain, it's damn hard to keep it up.
No slack, but all the anger builds up...
"Doesn't make the trashy shit you've done any less trashy, though. You fuckin' garbage."
"What the hell, man? Who's saying that?"
"Just is."
Right on cue, the cum he'd blasted inside me started trickling out of my pussy.
Feeling oddly good, I hooked my arm through Han Nam-do's and asked,
"We doing it again when we head down?"
Han Nam-do answered flatly.
"Obviously. Fuck, we just did it once—think that's it? I ain't that old yet."
"Go Min-cheol nearly died after sucking him off a few times."
"Huh? You fucked the section chief too? You really spread for anyone, you psycho bitch."
"He said he'd make me a trainee if I sucked his dick. So I blew him, spread my pussy a few times, and later he was begging me to stop."
"......Section chief must be gettin' on in years."
"My body's part of it—drains the life outta ya."
"Feels that way. Sex with you sucks the energy right out."
Still, being able to keep pounding like a man despite feeling it was impressive.
Why does a piece of trash like this have such a prime cock and stamina?
The world's so damn unfair.
"Hmm, sucking the section chief's dick... hearing that gets me kinda hard. Hey, suck mine here."
"......Here? Now? What if someone comes up to the roof?"
"Show 'em if they do, slut. Ain't like it wears out from a little viewing."
"Fair point."
"......"
I nodded casually, and Han Nam-do's expression turned weird again.
"Damn, seeing you actually do it makes me think some guy's soul is possessing that body of yours. For real."
"What if it is? You backing out?"
"We got this far? Hell no. Already came in your pussy once. Just suck it. I'll get my dick wet while watching for passersby."
"You're living the dream. Others would kill to be in your spot."
"That's the point. Life's nothing special. Best is playing while others work."
"Agreed."
I nodded and squatted down carefully to avoid the filthy rooftop floor.
This might look even sluttier than kneeling.
Cum dripped steadily between my spread legs.
My eye level lined up perfectly with Han Nam-do's long, thick cock.
Whoa, this guy's dick is really...
Gulp.
Thinking how this cock had been plunging in and out of my pussy moments ago made it look even more magnificent.
Bangs are kinda annoying.
I tucked the stray hair behind my ear and slowly opened my mouth.
Then I engulfed the thick, long shaft from the tip, sliding it slowly down my throat.
"Ugh, urk, uuurp."
"Haa, feels good... Girl who dances worse than some random kid gives better head than most chicks."
Well... succubus perks, I guess.
"Uuumph, slurp, sluuuurp."
"Huu, anyone seeing this would get rock hard for sure. Tracksuit top thrown on sloppy, squatting and sucking my dick. Could snap a pic, sell it, and be rich overnight."
"...I'd kill you."
"Just sayin'. If I was makin' cash off that, I'd have filmed and sold vids of girls spreading for me ages ago."
"That's illegal in Korea, dumbass."
"Dumbass, you know one but not two. Plenty of legal vids out there. Purem Entertainment's got deep ties in that scene too."
Ah... so that's how domestic porn gets made?
Or even adult films, if you think about it...
"Hey."
"What?"
I glanced up while sucking his dick.
"To me, even if you make it as an idol, you'll keep pulling this shit. Be careful, for real. Get caught, and it's over that day. No joke. Or maybe the poor saps who like a slut like you are the ones to pity?"
"Isn't being this slutty why they like me more?"
"Hah, you sure you're a girl? That's the pervert porn-fan mindset. Fans in the industry who purely support you think different. Hell, they see you as dating material to some extent."
"Huum, mmph."
"That's why celeb dating scandals flip the country upside down."
"Mmph, got it."
I kept sucking half-assedly, mumbling a reply.
Han Nam-do chuckled.
"Don't look like you're taking it seriously from that sloppy blowjob. I'll say it once, so listen up. If you get caught like this, it ain't just you crashing—your whole team goes down with you."
Flinch.
Only then did the gravity hit me, and I stopped.
"...So I can't have sex at all going forward?"
"Nah. Idols gotta fuck too. Sex drive's human instinct. Some hardcore types hold out till retirement for fans, but most get theirs."
Hiss.
Han Nam-do lit another cigarette as he spoke.
"Key is not getting caught. Better yet, don't sell your body cheap to avoid it. Long tail gets grabbed... Funny coming from me in this situation. But to the public, this ain't a good look."
He was right.
Sure, pervs like the lewd stuff, but they ain't gonna cheer for me or Luminous purely.
"On that note, was banging Go Min-cheol okay? He wouldn't let that slide easy. Bet he snapped pics."
"Ah, that... I got recordings on him too. Stuff that screws him over."
"Hmm, at least keep that kinda insurance from now on. Don't just hand it over to suckers like today."
"No, it's..."
I had thought ahead somewhat.
Men who fucked me as a succubus couldn't resist my seduction.
And I could absorb some of their power with succubus abilities.
But...
Thinking it over, yeah, today was rushed.
With only a week till dance midterm evals, no proper excuse or alibi.
Just showed up and fucked.
If this guy had bad intentions and spread my pics or vids... worst case, I'd have to kill him to shut him up. No other way?
Nothing else came to mind.
Succubi don't have those skills.
"......I'll be careful from now on."
"Good."
"But why the sudden advice?"
"......"
At my question, Han Nam-do cleared his throat awkwardly.
What?
"You actually like me or something?"
"Fuck no, bitch. You're hot, sure, but who falls in love after one fuck? Especially after you said you banged the section chief too."
"......Could happen, fucker."
For some reason, I felt more hurt.
Even though right now, I had zero interest in dating anyone... especially a guy.
Made me feel like a total bitch.
Not wrong, though.
Considering what I'd done in the tower.
I'd spent prime time as the textbook 'slut' or 'easy lay.'
But couldn't be helped.
I'm a succubus.
That's my reason for living, my joy—whaddya gonna do?
"Sulking?"
"No."
"Then keep sucking dick. Mouth stopped dead."
"Fuck you... mmmph, slurp."
I kept blowing him while cursing, eyes asking,
So what's the reason?
Spill it before I die of curiosity.
"Haa, fuck. Should I even say it?"
Tell me!
I urged him on with a cute little nip at his dick with my teeth.
Han Nam-do scratched his cheek and spoke.
"Sex built a bit of affection, sure. But the big reason? I'm shit at lying, so here goes."
"......"
"Truth is, I got no confidence teaching you. So this fuck today? Consider it senior advice. Deal?"
His words hit, and shame flushed my face beet red.
Ah... should I just kill this fucker?