Securing a Weakness (1)
"Spread your legs wider, Yewon. I want to see you properly."
Ah, no.
I really, really can't anymore.
The last piece of underwear had already been peeled away, and even my most shameful place was fully exposed. There was nothing more embarrassing I could possibly do here…
"Hurry up, Yewon."
"……Okay."
But for some reason, I keep doing whatever Sunho tells me to.
My head knows I shouldn't, but my body just can't refuse him. So I keep moving exactly as he orders, even though it's mortifying enough to die from. Why, though?
Is this… what they call love?
Wanting to give the person you like whatever he wants is part of love, after all. In that sense, maybe what I'm feeling really is love.
Not that I ever imagined it would be Sunho. We'd only met three days ago — I have no idea how we ended up like this.
My shamefully spread legs left everything on display, every hidden hole laid bare, and that sight itself was being recorded by the camera Sunho had mounted on his tripod.
…But my heart was pounding like this, so I suppose it must be love doing that too, right?
"Such a pretty pussy, Yewon. If I hadn't gotten this on film, I'd have regretted it my whole life."
"D-don't say things like that…."
"I can't help it, it's true. It's prettier than anything I've ever seen in porn. You'll probably be thanking me later for capturing it at its best, Yewon."
"Uuu, hnnnn…."
I wished this would end soon.
But at the same time, I wished it wouldn't end.
I was happy and ashamed all at once. Humiliated, yet happy. Normally this would have been embarrassing enough to kill me several times over, so maybe the only reason I could bear it was because Sunho was the one watching.
…And could the video he was filming right now really become a keepsake someday?
I was still wondering about that when a hand appeared between my legs, and with a smooth, deliberate motion, spread my most shameful place wide open from both sides.
"Hnngh, hyah?!"
"It's pretty inside too, Yewon. Just like your nipples — a pretty pink."
"Hnnn, hik…! D-don't spread it…."
"…And this is your first time, isn't it. Thank you, Yewon, for giving me such a precious moment — your first, and your ears."
"Hnn, hnggh…."
He'd found out.
He'd seen everything.
The most secret part of a girl's body — and the fact that I'd never been with a man besides Sunho.
It was something he'd learn eventually anyway, but… I was still so embarrassed I could have fainted on the spot.
"And this hole here… it's small and cute."
Tap.
"Hnngh, hyaang?!"
Ah, no…!
Ah, even if it's Sunho, that's going too far…!
Just a little below a girl's hole. His finger had touched the other hole I'd deliberately been pretending wasn't embarrassing — and this, at least, I couldn't help covering with my hands.
This, this was truly too shameful. And it was especially dirty, besides….
"I told you not to cover it, Yewon. I said I'm filming everything, remember?"
"C-can't you just film the top…? There's no need to film there…."
"I want it all on camera, that hole included. I don't want a single part of your body hidden from me, Yewon."
"B-but… it's dirty there…."
"It's not dirty. I've looked at it myself. To my eyes, it's just another pretty, cute little hole."
"……."
Uuu, he isn't listening.
He just keeps calling everything pretty and cute. Anyone could see this one was dirty and embarrassing.
B-but I suppose that's something he can only say because he loves me that much, right? Who else would ever call a girl's a-anus cute?
…Ugh, whatever. It must have been filmed already before I covered it, so hiding it now was pointless, just like he said.
Sliide.
"D-don't zoom in so much…."
"Okay, Yewon. Just a little."
Tap, tap.
"Nngh, hik…! D-don't touch it either…!"
"Okay, Yewon. Just a little touch."
…I'm telling you, that "little" never stays little.
But Sunho's face looked so delighted. So happy that I couldn't bring myself to say anything.
And honestly, I was… a little pleased too, embarrassing as that is.
There's probably no man besides Sunho who could love even the dirtiest part of a girl's body like this.
I'm glad I washed so carefully back there earlier….
If there'd been even a smell, I would have wanted to die on the spot. At the very least, I want to show Sunho only my cleanest self.
Sunho's finger, happily prodding at my anus, slowly drifted away.
F-finally….
The endless shameful time was finally coming to an end.
From here on out, all I had to do was have my first experience with Sunho and whisper my love to him, right?
He still had the smartphone in his hand, but even so, being filmed having sex had to be better than having my asshole filmed forever.
…And honestly, being the only one embarrassed was getting to be too much for me.
What does Sunho's… cock look like?
I hoped it wasn't too small. I'm not good at acting, after all. I might not be able to fake enjoying it.
Something just right would be nice. Something that wouldn't hurt too much when it went in.
…Well, if it came down to choosing between too small and too big, I'd still take the big one, I guess.
Sliide.
"……"
Gulp.
The white robe fell away, revealing the body Sunho had been hiding.
Lean, but with the faint beginnings of abs cutting through. Thighs that looked remarkably firm, like he must run often.
And the underwear between his legs was far heavier than I'd imagi— huh?
…What is that?
Something thick enough to be obvious even through the fabric caught my eye.
The moment that underwear came off, my fluster only doubled. For a split second, I genuinely wondered if some kind of snake had just sprung out of his briefs.
I'd thought bigger was better than too small, but… th-that was maybe a little too big….
"You don't need to be scared, Yewon. It only hurts the first time."
"……U-um, okay…."
But being scared didn't mean I could run away.
Not after everything I'd already been embarrassed through — running now would waste all of that.
It would definitely hurt the moment it first entered, but I only had to endure it that one time.
…It was, for some reason, the kind of thing that felt like it might scramble my brain the deeper it went, but it was still the cock of the man I love….
"Spread your pussy, Yewon."
"U-um… okay…."
Sunho's condom-covered length drew steadily closer.
Being told to spread myself open with my own hands so he could put it in.
It was a mortifying position, but I had no choice but to obey. It was big enough that if I didn't, it genuinely might not fit at all.
And I couldn't run away after coming this far, so I had to open myself as wide as I could to help Sunho's cock slide in as smoothly as possible….
Squelch.
"Nnh, hukk?!"
Squelch, squelch…
"Uuugh, haah…!! Haah, haahk…!!"
Ah, no.
It really does hurt too much.
I-I have to say something right now, ask him to give me a minute to rest….
"S-Sunho…! I-it hurts, so can't we take a short break first…?"
CRUUUUCK!!
"Ungh-hukk?! H-hnnnnnn…!!"
Ah… ahh…
It went… all the way in….
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Maybe because I'd pushed in without properly loosening her up, she was a little tight inside.
Either way, this had officially graduated Min Yewon from her virginity. A thin line of red blood trickled out from the seam between her pussy and my cock, marking the exact moment she'd lost it.
The moment of her first experience was all on video, of course — the teasing of her asshole, her spreading herself shamefully wide with her own hands, all of it. From here on out, Min Yewon would not be in any position to defy me.
A woman with truly ironclad mental fortitude might shrug off even revenge porn and live however she pleased, but Min Yewon, at least, was not that kind of woman.
Besides, if she'd had that kind of backbone, she never would have fallen for Cho Jinhyun in the first place.
Having skipped most of the foreplay, I pushed my cock slowly into her tight little pussy and began to move.
Squelch, squelch…
"Ungh, hnn, aaahk…!! I-it hurts…!!"
"It's okay, Yewon. It'll start feeling better soon."
"It h-hurts this much…. C-couldn't you stop for just a moment…?"
"It hurts less once you get used to it. If we stop now for no reason, it'll only hurt all over again later."
"…Hnn, o-okay…."
If any of my heroines had asked me to go slow, I'd have granted it, obviously — but Min Yewon wasn't a heroine to begin with.
And the claim that stopping would make it hurt more was, naturally, a lie. If I'd actually intended to spare her the pain, I'd have loosened her up properly from the start, like I did with Cha Eunju.
There was no reason to pour that much care into a girl I was raising as nothing more than a slave or pet anyway. Even playing boyfriend was only a one-day gig, ending tonight.
With the moment of penetration on film, I tossed the phone onto the bedside table and switched to a third-person angle for the rest. Holding a camera one-handed through an entire fuck was simply too much work.
Squelch, squelch!
"Ungh, hnn, haahk…!!"
Squelch, squelch, squelch!!
"Hnnnngh, u, hyaahk…!! Hoo, hngghhhh…!!"
…But after pounding into her long enough despite her protests, it seemed she was starting to feel it after all.
Well, of course she was. There was no way she couldn't, with a cock like this hammering repeatedly up against the entrance of her womb. Unless she was genuinely frigid, moaning like a whining bitch was inevitable.
Min Yewon raised her arms in an X over her face, hiding her eyes as if to conceal the tears spilling from the pain.
I lifted one of her legs into the air so the camera could catch it all, and with my right hand I seized one of her swinging breasts in a hard squeeze.
SHLUCK!!
"Uungh, hnnnn…!!"
Maybe having survived one round of defloration had made her better at enduring. She didn't resist even as I kneaded her breast roughly — she just bit down on her lower lip and bore the pain.
And the more I looked at that suffering, contorted expression of hers, the hotter my desire burned.
…Yes, this really was the right way to handle Min Yewon.
Seize a weakness, give her orders. Use those orders to seize an even greater weakness and make her obey. Mix pain and pleasure in proper measure throughout the process, and train her.
Calibrating the pain to just below the threshold of flight, until one day she accepted both the pain and the pleasure as a matter of course — that was the proper discipline for raising this woman.
Squelch, squelch!
"Haah, hnn, hnnnnngh…!! Sunho, Sunhoooaah…!!"
"……"
Squelch, squelch, SQUELCH!!
"Haah, w-wait, staaap…!! I-I'm gonna come…!! Just a little, a little slo— hyuuuuuungh?!"
Splurt, splurt…
"Aah, n-no waaay…. Haah, hnnnngh?!"
This cheap little thing had come from nothing more than having her breasts touched, and now she was climaxing just as fast from being forcibly fucked.
I slapped the inner thigh of this bitch who'd wet herself all on her own, without her master's permission.
SLAP!!
"Uck, hnnnnngh?!"
"Who said you could come on your own, Min Yewon. I'm still moving, in case you hadn't noticed."
"Hnngh, I-I'm sorryyyy…. I c-can't help it, haah, aahng…."
…She really is a maddeningly fuckable little thing. Look at her, openly begging me to torment her.
If that's what she wants, then it's only right I grant it to the fullest. I had no intention of ending today on something half-baked either.
After grinding my hips for a good ten-some minutes, the pressure to come had built up in my cock as well, and I pulled back hard on Min Yewon's legs and breasts as I drove myself even deeper into her.
Squelch, squelch, squelch!!
"Ungh-hnngh…!! I-I can't take iiiiit…!! I'm, I'm gonna come again, hnn, haah, aaaaahng…!!"
"…Just hold on a little longer. I'm about to come too."
Squelch, squelch, SQUELCH!!
"Hnn, h, hnngh…!! Hoo, nnn, hngghhhhh…!!"
And look at her, obediently holding it in just because I told her to. Innocent or stupid — take your pick.
Working my hips hard inside that virgin pussy as it clamped down desperately around my cock, I released my first load directly into Min Yewon's body.
"Hngghhhh…!! Haah, hnn, hyaaaaaahng…!!"
Splurt, splurt, splurt…
Even at the very moment my cock bottomed out against the entrance of her womb, Min Yewon let out another perverted moan, drooling tears from her lower half all over again.