Relieving His Urges (1)
"W-well, you see... how do I know that...?"
Cha Eunju fidgeted and stammered, flustered by my sudden question. Her eyes spun in circles as she scrambled to come up with an excuse, and the sight was so adorable, so utterly endearing, that it took everything I had not to grin.
She never expected me to ask something like this out of nowhere, did she?
Under normal circumstances, there would be no way for her to know how she behaved while under the effect of Suggestion: Hypnosis. But she'd carelessly let slip knowledge she shouldn't have, which meant that if I pushed hard enough, she might end up confessing that she'd been pretending to be hypnotized all along.
She would have to admit that showing me her chest, letting me touch her bare, even allowing me to take her lips and suck on them — every single one of those acts had been done because she wanted to.
...Not that I intended to push things that far just yet. For the sake of my relationships with the other heroines, Cha Eunju needed to keep up the 'pretending to be hypnotized' act for a while longer.
"Could it be, Eunju... that you..."
"......"
"looked into how people under hypnosis usually behave?"
"......Uh, huh?!"
"You see it all the time in movies and dramas, right? A hypnotized person being controlled by the hypnotist's words, obeying commands against their own will, things like that."
"Ah, r-right?! They show stuff like that in movies and dramas all the time, so..."
"Did you see something like that and imagine it? How you'd behave if you were actually hypnotized?"
"...Y-yeah! I, I imagined it after watching stuff like that! It's definitely not like I have any, any memories of being hypnotized, or, or anything like that, absolutely not..."
...At that level of clumsiness, I have to wonder whether she'll even manage to keep fooling me going forward.
Cha Eunju nodded along in a hurry, parroting back the 'reasonable excuse' I'd fed her. Honestly, if she weren't deliberately playing along, she'd have been caught a good ten times over by now.
I could have skipped the awkward questioning and let it slide naturally without pointing anything out, but if I did that, Cha Eunju might later, on her own, start questioning the slips she'd made.
And if she ever realized that even her 'pretending to be hypnotized' was something I had orchestrated, things could get a little dangerous. Weighing that possibility, it was actually safer to point it out once, openly, and move on.
...Above all, once I'd raised it properly like this, it would become that much harder for her to ever confess the truth about her fake hypnosis.
"Well, since it's come to this, I'll tell you. Just like you imagined, Eunju — while I'm under hypnosis, I really will accept any request you make of me."
"S-so it's true...? I-I had a feeling that might be the case, but it really was like that...?"
"Yeah. But like I said before, I'm not going to ask you to do anything strange. The things I ask of you under hypnosis are all training to help you overcome your fears."
"I-if it's training to overcome my fears, then... I-I guess it can't be helped..."
Cha Eunju nodded with an air of helplessness, despite knowing full well that I'd been doing something lewd to her all along.
Saying this much was practically the same as granting permission for anything indecent, so there hardly seemed to be any need to hold back.
If she's in this state, it should definitely be safe to push things further.
The fact that she'd been the one to ask me to hypnotize her in the first place, whatever the reason, meant she'd steeled herself to some degree.
To advance as smoothly as possible, I would still layer on Suggestion: Hypnosis — but judging by this reaction, I could afford to be a bit bolder today.
...Though since this was the church infirmary, it wasn't as if we could do anything loud enough to leak outside. I'd need to keep things within reason.
A play that keeps Cha Eunju's voice from escaping the room... while still moving our relationship forward...
In an ordinary relationship between a man and a woman, this might be pushing it a little. But with Cha Eunju? It would be fine.
Having settled on a rough plan in my head, I extended my right hand and called her name.
"Come to think of it, we haven't done any 'hypnosis training' since our last session, have we?"
"U-uh, no..."
"Then let's do it again after all this time. If you want to overcome your fear of monsters, Eunju, we'll need to attempt a bit more 'hypnosis training.'"
"I-I suppose so...?"
Cha Eunju's face flushed red as she nodded at my offer to hypnotize her.
Even while fully certain of what lewd things awaited her, she was dipping her head toward my outstretched hand of her own accord — and she was so, so lovely for it.
-Pat, pat.
"Hoo... h-hoooh..."
Target: Cha Eunju
"Ha...!"
Maybe she was just too nervous. The moment she registered that she was under hypnosis, she made no effort to hide it, visibly drawing in a sharp breath.
Still hopelessly untalented at acting, this girl. Holding that thought fondly, I stroked her hair, then let my hand fall away.
"You're hypnotized now, right, Eunju?"
"U-uh huh... I'm hypnotized..."
That line — her insisting, with her own mouth, that she was under hypnosis — was genuinely adorable no matter how many times I heard it.
...First things first, I should start with the persuasion so Cha Eunju can accept it. Like I said, I'm planning to push further than usual today.
If I abruptly asked her to touch my cock with her hand, she might freeze up in shock. So I'd build up to it carefully, layer by layer.
"Eunju."
"U-uh huh... I'm hypnotized, so...?"
"Right. Since you seem to be under hypnosis, I'll be honest with you. Just listen without thinking it's weird, okay?"
"I-I'll listen..."
"The truth is... this is a little embarrassing to talk about."
"......"
-Gulp.
At the announcement that an embarrassing story was coming, Cha Eunju swallowed dryly, making no attempt to conceal her tension.
Feeling myself already hardening below, I carefully climbed the next step of the staircase I was building toward her.
"You know how men tend to have stronger libidos than women... right?"
"S-sexual desire... I-I know about that..."
"Well, mine's like that too. It might even be stronger than most guys'."
"I-I see..."
"To give you a rough idea — I need to masturbate three or four times a day just to feel at ease. If I hold it in for days at a stretch, I get kind of restless."
"Th-three or four times a day... m-masturbating..."
"But... ever since I was hospitalized here, it's been hard to do. I mean, we're inside a church, for one thing... and you're always by my side, Eunju."
"A-ah...! Ah, aah.... I-I see..."
The instant she heard my words, Cha Eunju's face took on a look of dawning realization — and then, just as quickly, she lowered her head with a slightly gloomy expression.
She must have been feeling dejected at the thought that her very presence might have been getting in my way. My words could very easily be taken to mean that because she was always around, I couldn't even relieve myself and it was uncomfortable.
It goes without saying that I had no intention, after saying all this, of asking her to give me some time alone. As I'd decided earlier, today's goal was to push things much, much further with Cha Eunju.
"So here's the thing, Eunju."
"U-uh huh..."
"If it wouldn't make you feel uncomfortable, could you..."
"......"
"help me a little with my masturbation?"
"...H-huhh?!"
At the request to help me masturbate, Cha Eunju jolted, her whole body bouncing as if she'd leapt off the bed.
She'd probably been imagining something along the lines of being asked to step out for a while, so this kind of blunt phrasing must have caught her off guard.
But considering all the circumstances, there would never be a better opportunity than now. My body was in poor condition, so the request to help me masturbate wasn't unreasonable — and since it would be Cha Eunju touching my body rather than me touching hers, there'd be no risk of any noise escaping the room, same as always.
"Wh-what does it mean, h-helping you masturbate... I-I don't understand..."
"To put it bluntly, it means I'd like you, Cha Eunju, to take my cock in your hand and move it. So that I can feel a little better."
"T-take Seonho's cock in my hand and move it, so you feel better..."
"If it makes you uncomfortable, Eunju, you don't have to do it. Even under hypnosis, I have no intention of making you do anything you hate."
"......"
Cha Eunju hesitated over how to answer my question, cautiously stealing glances at me.
But I already knew what answer she would give me in a few moments.
After all, I'd gone so far as to lay out this embarrassing story of my own accord, and I'd even casually let her know that she was the reason I hadn't been able to deal with my urges.
Having heard this much, Cha Eunju couldn't refuse my request if only out of conscience.
"I-I'll help you."
"Are you sure?"
"U-uh huh... a-and since I'm under hypnosis, th-that much isn't uncomfortable at all..."
She answered without meeting my eyes, but even so, there was a look on her face of someone determined not to run from what she had to do.
...Seeing that reaction, I'd say I can push things pretty far today.
-Thump.
-Thump, thump, thump.
Cha Eunju could feel the sound of her heart pounding madly echoing through her entire body, yet she couldn't bring herself to press a hand to her chest and calm it down.
Because she had to keep up the act of being 'hypnotized.' If she made some odd, un-prompted movement here, it would give away the fact that she was only pretending to fall under his hypnosis.
'T-take Seonho's cock in my hand and move it, so he feels better...'
She knew exactly what his words meant. She'd seen it often enough in lewd anime and manga.
A girl takes a boy's cock in her hand and moves it up and down... and then makes him cum, and that's the end of it.
Her knowledge leaned skewed and one-sided, but it was thoroughly abundant where the lewd stuff was concerned, so Cha Eunju hadn't failed to understand Lee Seonho's roundabout phrasing.
...Though there was no helping the way her heart raced at the thought that she might actually get to see a man's thing in the flesh.
'Still... it's my fault in the end, isn't it?'
She had clung to Seonho's side for far too long without any awareness of what she was doing... and that was why his urges had built up like this.
So it only made sense, didn't it, that he would ask her, under hypnosis, to help him relieve them.
She was the one who hadn't given Seonho any time alone, so naturally the responsibility for that was hers to bear as well.
With such thoughts in mind, Cha Eunju slowly shifted her body down toward Lee Seonho's lower half, waiting for his next command.
"First, take off my pants for me."
"U-uh huh..."
-Srrrk...
"......"
The loose patient pajama bottoms slid off, revealing the underwear beneath — and Seonho's erection strained against it. With just that one layer of clothing peeled away, his presence was already considerable. Even hidden under fabric, its size was impossible not to imagine.
'Somehow... it seems kind of big...'
She didn't really know, but wasn't this about the size you'd see in some manga or other...?
She was pretty sure she'd heard that real men's things weren't anywhere near this big. So had she been mistaken all this time?
Was the size of the things men had in manga and anime actually normal after all — or was Seonho's simply bigger than other guys'?
While she wrestled with her tangled knowledge, deliberating over what she was supposed to do, Lee Seonho's next command promptly urged her along.
"And next... could you take off the underwear too?"
"......"
"...Eunju?"
"Ah, s-sorry, the underwear... I-I'll take it off now..."
-Thump, thump, thump.
Clutching at her thundering heart, Cha Eunju worked his underwear down, inch by inch, each motion revealing a little more of his thick length.
As naturally as she could manage. Doing her utmost to act the part of a girl under hypnosis, she pulled Lee Seonho's underwear down.
-Twang.
"......"
The moment the underwear came free, his cock sprang up as though released from a spring — and Cha Eunju couldn't hide her bewilderment.
'Wh-what... what...?'
More than she had imagined. Maybe even more than that.
It seemed larger than anything she'd seen in manga — and in the instant it sprang out before Cha Eunju's eyes, she could only stare.