Chapter 29
Chapter 29
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Translator: MadScientist
Chapter: 29
Chapter Title: Volume 6 - Avatar Passion (3)
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◇◇◇◆◇◇◇ Who the hell is this bitch? Who the hell is this bitch? Who the hell is this bitch? Who the hell sent a letter like this to Kali? And why is Kali hiding it away like this? Why? Why? Why? Why? I've been here all along, so why did Kali get a letter like this? I fell for him first. I loved him first. How dare she, how dare she lay a hand on Kali? I absolutely won't forgive...
"Ah...?"
In the midst of unleashing that momentary rage in my head, a chill ran down my spine the instant I realized it was all utterly meaningless.
Does it change anything if I liked him first?
Right now, Kali isn't dating me or even engaged to me.
He's never definitively told me that he 'loves' me.
All I have is my own feelings for Kali.
The only reason he'd been okay with me doing things a 'lover' might do was his consideration as someone who liked me as a 'friend.'
I realized that if Kali decided to go to the girl who wrote that letter, I had no right to say a single word about it.
No, I might not even have that much right.
I'd been selfish with Kali, hadn't confessed for so long, and only finally spilled my heart half a year ago.
Did someone like me really have the right to criticize the letter's writer just because I liked him first?
"I... I..."
My mind, which had been floating in a rosy fantasy that everything would somehow work out, froze once again.
I'd been so caught up in plotting the story for my comic 'Pink Diary,' where the milk actually liked strawberries, that I'd forgotten.
The truth was, if Kali rejected me, everything would vanish like bubbles.
What if he got a real girlfriend, fiancée, or even married?
Could he still treat me like a pseudo-girlfriend like he did now?
Far from that, I might not even be able to stay by his side.
I might lose Kali completely.
The fear I'd buried—the fear that I could lose him—resurfaced.
Human greed is a terrifying thing; my simple wish for him to stay alive twisted into a desire to keep him by my side.
But how could I make sure Kali stayed with me?
"It'd be taking advantage of Kali's kind heart, but what if I became someone he had to take responsibility for...?"
For example, what if I got pregnant with Kali's child?
He might refuse to make me his wife, but he'd have to take me as a concubine, right?
At least then, I'd be by Kali's side.
Couldn't I afford to be that greedy?
My desire naturally sought out the 'somewhat realistic' way to fulfill itself.
My mind was already corroded by that filthy craving; no thoughts of how wrong or weird it was even crossed it.
The absurd logic warped into something that felt 'obvious.'
Honestly, without Kali by my side, I'm as good as dead, right?
Did it matter if I was a concubine or wife, or if he stayed with me out of love or duty?
At least I'd be alive.
"A way, a way... A way to get Kali to impregnate me..."
Once I'd committed to the idea of bearing his child to bind our relationship, the next step was naturally how to seduce him into it.
No matter what, forcing him—raping him to get pregnant—was out of the question.
I had to lure him into losing control and sleeping with me...
'Alcohol? No, that's too underhanded.'
To make him truly feel guilty and take responsibility out of genuine remorse, I couldn't resort to tricks like that.
I had to make him fall for me with just my body and heart.
Didn't Kali get hard because of me before?
Didn't that mean there was real potential?
Then, my eyes landed on the manga on the corner of my desk—Artist Siu's The Elf Dreaming of an Affair with an Orc Feels Frustrated Again Today.
It was a romantic success story about an elf in love with an orc.
In it, the elf used her perverted ideas to seduce the orc, and the appeal was in how he struggled or firmly refused...
'Isn't this a bit like my situation?'
The elf's initial goal was just to satisfy her taste for sex with an orc.
But after realizing the orc she'd been following was the one who'd saved her in the past, her goal shifted to winning his love.
So she started seducing him to achieve that.
It matched exactly what I wanted.
What if I just replicated the elf's seductions on Kali?
No, I didn't need to do everything from it.
The comic had over-the-top gags for humor, or things that even made the orc serious.
But there were scenes where the orc's dick reacted and he got embarrassed, or nearly gave in?
Didn't that mean men were weak to those?
If I just did those highly effective moves on Kali?
'This has potential...!'
I hurriedly flipped open the manga, checked the scenes, and started listing what to try first.
Then I filtered for ones I could do right away, without special props.
I'd try the others later; no choice for now.
"Three of them?"
The ones that flustered the orc enough to make him erect, without needing prep, numbered about that.
And the one with the best timing was serving dinner wearing only an apron while naked.
It looked almost clothed from the front, but the back was completely exposed—super erotic.
I hadn't realized from the drawings, but doing it for real was mortifyingly embarrassing.
'B-but it's just for Kali, right? I could show him my naked body, no problem. So pull yourself together and prep dinner naturally.'
"Kali?"
"Y-yeah? I'll be out in a sec!"
I finished dinner prep and called him over.
Carrying the food out, I eagerly anticipated his reaction.
I didn't expect instant surrender, but maybe I could plant naughty thoughts like our first meeting after break?
That time, he'd stopped my rampage, but now he wouldn't listen if I tried to hold back, so in a similar spot, I could push forward.
Then take his seed straight into my womb and bear the fruit of our love?
Just imagining it made my uterus throb and quiver.
"Kuh, cough, cough!"
"Kali!? You okay?"
His reaction was stronger than expected.
He panicked, unsure where to look, then forced himself to meet my eyes and talk—adorable.
Ah, so I still had a shot?
"Why are you staring like that?"
"Y-you know why, and your face is beet red! No, why'd you suddenly dress like that..."
"There was a scene in the manga where, uh, the elf came out dressed like this, right? The orc loved it, so I wondered if guys like this... Weird?"
Sure, he freaked and yelled to put on proper clothes.
But his dick stood straight up honestly, so super effective.
His crotch bulged noticeably, clear proof this mission was a huge success.
'Still, his defenses are ironclad.'
Surprisingly quick to adapt, Kali averted his eyes and focused on the food.
Normally, the elf would approach and stroke his dick here, but the manga taught me not to!
Better to leave just this erotic vibe and move on—way more effective.
Pushing too hard now might get the 'too soon' line like last time, headache avoided.
"H-hey!"
"Oops, sorry. I dropped it."
After that, even though I'd already showered, I went back to wet my body, wrapped in a towel, and came out.
Pretending to slip, I dropped the towel, boldly flashing my naked body to Kali.
The goal: etch my nude into his memory.
Last time was apron-only, showing my back fully; now, the front.
But these were just prep for the final plan.
His strong reaction to my body was success enough.
And here, act like it was total accident.
"Um, Kali."
"Eek!? W-what? Why are you here... Why the hell aren't you wearing clothes!?"
While he was still trying to erase my nude from his mind, I approached naked too.
Precisely, I slipped into his bed as he slept and snuggled up.
Then, all the imprinted images of my body would surge up with the feel of my skin, filling his head with me.
"W-why do you keep doing this?"
"I... I want to."
"What do you— Mmph!?"
I covered his lips with mine, slipping my tongue in like in the manga, savoring his saliva.
The ecstasy nearly made me lose it, but knowing the next part was key, I fought to stay focused.
"Hah, hah...!"
"Haa, haa..."
Our ragged breaths filled the bed, and soon I felt Kali's rock-hard, massive erection pressing against my belly.
That sensation hit just as I'd stripped him during the kiss—my womb throbbed in tandem.
Finally, Kali couldn't hold back; he positioned his dick at my entrance.
'Finally...!'
Mortifying in this situation, but thinking his dick was thrilled by my shameful display made it bearable.
Besides, this was leading to us finally uniting—something to be proud of, not ashamed.
The joy of becoming one overwhelmed me; tears of emotion welled up unbidden.
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