The Modern World Is Hard on a Saintess
"Whoa..."
Buildings climbed so high they looked ready to pierce the sky. Roads ran ruler-straight and perfectly level, and people beyond counting flowed along them.
"So this is Seoul."
The sun was hanging at the top of the sky when Eila arrived in Seoul. By all rights she should have been here long ago. Nothing limited her speed the way walking on water once had, so she could have run at full strength the whole way. She was late for one reason only: every gate she had passed, she had smashed to pieces. At least she had eaten her fill along the way.
Eila looked around, then sank into thought. The first thing she had to do was find information about the Hero.
"...There are so many people."
Stopping every one of them to ask would be impossible. That left three options: an adventurers' guild, a government office, or an information broker. The first made information easy to get, but the further down the list she went, the more trustworthy it became. Brokers, though, usually demanded staggering sums, and even a government office would charge a fee.
Eila rummaged through her pockets. Nothing. Of course there was nothing.
She felt the chain at her throat and drew a finger along it until the blue gem slid free. She tucked the necklace back inside her clothes. It was the only thing from this world the Hero had left behind. Not for all the gold in existence would she sell it.
Eila let out a sigh.
A broker or a government office — either way, without this world's money, the guild is my only option.
She started off in search of an adventurers' guild, then stopped dead.
Come to think of it, did this world even have adventurers' guilds? Nothing in the stories the Hero had told her mentioned one. No — maybe one had appeared in the years he was gone. There were hunters here, close enough to adventurers. If she looked for a hunters' guild instead, that ought to work. But where was she supposed to go?
Eila closed her eyes and took in her surroundings, searching for the strongest-looking person nearby.
"...Found one."
Northwest. Roughly ten to fifteen mitra away.
She opened her eyes and gathered strength into her legs—
Wait. If I drop out of the sky in front of him, he'll panic, won't he?
She let the strength drain away and walked toward the man at an ordinary pace, glancing around as she went. People, people — wherever she looked, there were people. They made up the city and went on smiling through their ordinary days, and a smile found its way onto Eila's lips. She was simply glad. The sight of people living. How hard they had all run, just to win a scene like this back. The world was different, of course. She was glad all the same.
She was walking along with that faint smile when she noticed it.
"...Oh."
Across the road stood an enormous building, stately and old-fashioned, almost as if...
"Seoul... City Hall?"
City Hall. Some kind of government office?
Eila thought for a moment. Should she keep following the man and pull the information out of him, or step into this place called City Hall? She made her decision.
"Number 128?"
"Yes!"
The civil-affairs desk at City Hall. Eila sat with a thin, transparent panel between herself and the clerk.
"Uh... um, what brings you in today?"
"Well... I'm looking for someone."
"A person? And what would their name be?"
"Ah, Kim Jiwoo... that's his name."
Keys clattered under the clerk's fingers.
"And what is your relationship to him?"
"Pardon?"
"What is your relationship with Mr. Kim Jiwoo?"
"D-do I really have to say...?"
"If I don't know that, I can't tell you anything."
Eila's face went red in an instant. She could have sworn the clerk was teasing her. R-relationship. How embarrassing...
"Th-that's... we're l-lovers..."
"Pardon?"
"We... we promised our futures to each other..."
She mumbled it with her face burning. The clerk's expression, however, only grew stiffer.
"......Not that. Do you have a family-relation certificate, a resident registration extract, anything of that sort? If the relationship isn't confirmed on paper, I can't give you any information."
"......What?"
Eila's mind went blank.
A little later—
"Ugh..."
She walked with unsteady steps. They wouldn't tell her unless she was family or kin? Then how was anyone supposed to find a person? And she was about to become family — what would it hurt to tell her a little early—
"......"
The thought died cold in her head.
Yes. They had promised each other a future. But that promise belonged to the other side. It meant this place had nothing to do with it.
Nothing to do with it.
She had only recalled that single sentence, and already her chest ached with the cold.
An outsider. An uninvited guest. In this world, a person named Eila did not exist. Something that had suddenly appeared, cut loose from everything else. She had known that. Thinking it again made her chest sting all the same.
"Haa..."
She shouldn't keep thinking like this. She was supposed to keep a bright face. She was supposed to show people a smile.
She was tired. Her head was spinning. The world in front of her flickered, and she barely managed to straighten a body that had nearly collapsed.
Was it simple exhaustion? Now that she thought about it, more than two weeks had passed since she had last slept properly. She had laid the blessings on thick—
Fatigue Reduction
Mental Stability
Vigor Recovery
The medicine has run its course.
Even so, Sacred Arts were not all-powerful. Put plainly, the dose had worn off. She could feel the exhaustion she had been holding back come pouring down at last.
Eila looked for a place to sleep. The sun had not set yet, but after two years in a world where the sun had vanished, her body clock had been tuned to let her drop off whenever she needed to. Crushed under the fatigue, she forced her eyelids up and searched for somewhere she could lie down. What caught her eye was a narrow, dark back alley.
"Dark..."
Walled in by buildings, the alley received none of the sun's favor.
"And narrow..."
Eila looked around. A tight gap, closed on three sides. The door right beside her was an annoyance, but if she kept an eye on that door and the open end in front of her, there shouldn't be any danger.
"Haaahm~."
She yawned long and deep. She was at her limit. Hugging her sword to her chest, she curled into the corner of the alley and closed her eyes. A few seconds later the thread that had been drawn to its breaking point snapped with a soft tuk, and Eila sank into sleep.
The campfire crackled as it climbed. Pale smoke rose as if it meant to touch the sky, then scattered and vanished before it ever reached the clouds. Unsatisfied, he pushed in more wood.
Crackle. Crackle.
The smoke grew thicker, and still it never reached the top of the sky. Hating that, he shoved in still more. Even so, the smoke could not so much as touch the clouds.
"Haa..."
Will I ever be able to go home...?
"Hero, is something troubling you?"
"Wha—?! ...Eila?"
"Yes. It's Eila."
White hair spilled past her shoulders and swayed. Eila smiled as she spoke.
"You don't look well."
"I'm just a little tired... Eila?"
She sat down beside him at once.
"What is it?"
"...Aren't you tired? You're on watch tomorrow. Go to sleep."
"I'm fine. I'm not planning to stay up all night. Just... stay with me a little while."
"Uh, y-yeah..."
"......"
An awkward silence hung between them. It couldn't be helped. He had confessed to Eila last night and been shot down; a warm, cheerful mood would have been stranger. More than that, why was Eila acting like this? Was this kind of distance normal? Four years had already passed since he fell into this world, and there was still so much he didn't know.
"Um..."
Eila opened her mouth.
"Last night... what you said to me, Hero..."
Here it came. Fuck. He must have been out of his mind. Watching Kurtz and Angelica get all lovey-dovey had scrambled his brain, and he'd just— He should have been more careful.
"I'm sorry. I... I didn't think about how you felt..."
"...What?"
He had led with an apology, and her reaction was wrong. Eila's eyes flew wide, then turned teary.
"Wh-why are you apologizing...?"
"Huh? Uh—"
Eila burst into tears. He had no idea what was happening. Had he upset her somehow? He soothed her desperately. If the others woke and saw this...
...God, fuck. He didn't even want to imagine it.
A long while passed before Eila, calmed at last, stopped crying.
"Sniff... I'm sorry... for crying all of a sudden..."
"N-no. It was my fault..."
"......"
"......"
Silence fell again. Wind moved through it, and the sound of the campfire burning.
"May I... finish what I was trying to say earlier?"
Eila spoke. He nodded.
"Last night... what you said to me..."
Eila's face went scarlet. Her lips parted and closed, parted and closed.
"Th-the c-c-confession! I mean—!"
Here it came...
Last night came back to him. He had been swept along by the momentum, yes, but he hadn't thought the mood was bad, so he had ridden it and confessed. Eila had listened with her face burning, then fled at once. Incredibly fast.
He swallowed. It would be a rejection, obviously... He should have just stayed quiet. This was only going to make things awkward, wasn't it?
"I... don't think I ever gave you an answer..."
An answer? Something like let's just stay good friends?
"Ah, no. You don't have to answer..."
"I like you too..."
"...Huh?"
"...What?"
Huh?
What did she just say?
"...You l-like me?"
He said it with his hands on her shoulders. Eila gave the tiniest nod.
"Then why did you run?"
"...I-it was embarrassing, so I just..."
She had run for that? He was dumbfounded. He stared blankly at her face. Eyes shining gold, hair pure white, a slightly drooping gaze...
Wait. Eila had just said she liked him, right? So was this day one? Eila, with him...
"...Girlfriend?"
Eila's whole body gave a violent start.
He had only meant to think it, and it had escaped his mouth. Eila avoided his eyes, then ducked her head.
"Y-yes... girl... friend..."
What was this. She was cute.
"Eila, I like you. Your personality, your face — I like all of it. Every part of you."
"Ah, ahhh..."
Color flooded Eila's face, red enough that he half expected her to burst if she blushed any harder. Even like that, she was unbearably lovely.
"And you? Do you like me?"
He said it, and Eila—
"......Yes."
After a long silence—
"......"
"......"
Silence fell. Not the kind that cuts a moment short, but the kind that carries a feeling forward.
Eila lifted her head, and their eyes met. Golden irises wet with tears shone more beautifully than the stars.
"Ei... la."
As if bewitched, he brought his face close to hers.
"If you don't want this, say so."
Slowly, his lips drew nearer to hers. He stole a glance. Eila's eyes were closed, her lips offered up. That was cute, too.
And so, lip against lip, they were just about to—
"Achoo!"
"Eek!!!"
"Wh-who's there!!"
"Ah. Caught."
Something rustled in the tree behind them, and a shadow dropped down. Long blond hair. Pointed ears. Finel, the elf archer of their party.
"M-Miss Finel? H-h-how?"
"Well, I was just out for a little night stroll, and the mood was getting spicy~."
Finel curled her mouth into a smirk. Her left hand formed a ring. Her right extended only the index finger, and she slid it back and forth through the circle.
"So, you gonna do it? Say the word and I'll get out of your way~."
"D-do it?! What are you even saying!!!!"
"Huh? You're not? The mood was that good."
"I am not thinking about that right now!!!! And stop that vulgar hand gesture!!!!"
"Hmm~~ Fiiine~~~."
Finel wore the expression of a child toying with a new plaything.
That crazy bitch. Who the hell had ever claimed elves were a refined race with no sex drive? Whoever it was had clearly never met Finel. Three days in her company and no one could have said such a thing. Some filthy joke popped out of her every thirty seconds. A walking piece of pornography... That personality undercut every other quality she had. Maybe that was what it took for the balance to work. A rather cruel balance patch.
"Well, doesn't look like there's anything left worth watching, so I'm off to bed~."
"Yeah. Sleep well."
Finel stretched as if she had enjoyed herself quite enough and headed for the tent. Eila stayed crouched, head bowed low. Looked like the walking obscenity had gotten to her.
"Oh, right."
Finel, already walking away, suddenly turned and held out a fist, thumb raised — the thumb wedged between her middle and index fingers.
"Then keep it moderate! If you're too loud, people might wake up!"
"You crazy bitch!"
He couldn't hold it in.
It was autumn.
She dreams. A happy dream, and painful because it is happy. Her mind slips free of the world. Her body floats, and the scenes whip past. Slowly, her spirit rises out of the Eila who had been sitting beside the Hero in front of the campfire.
A forced awakening. The feeling is as unpleasant as ever. But it can't be helped. Better to be dragged awake than to die inside a dream.
Her eyes flew open.
A man stood in front of her. Shaggy black hair, grown long enough to hide his eyes, and one hand reaching out.
Eila sprang up at once and landed behind him. The man whipped his head around. His bangs covered his eyes, so she couldn't see his face clearly, but she imagined he looked startled.
Eila spoke.
"......Who are you?"